Interview..interview..interview..

After been involved in interviewing number of prospective candidates for my own company, my opinion with regards people for getting a job would depend on their "LUCK". My definition about luck include:

-are they fluent in presenting themselve or to answer questions
-are they getting simple question that is easy for them to answer
-are they able to make themself feel accepted
-are they look in control and less nervous

Recently, we were calling this UTP graduate who scored many A's in his SPM and had little relevant experiences besides his face looks adorable too before we called him for an interview.

However, it was so unfortunate, this guy received heavy questions from Mr B related to his Thesis and was asked to tell us the Equation for Cd(coefficient drag force). Because he couldnt get that equation in his mind right for that time, it gives little influence on Mr B perception towards him in which in my opinion could be little bit unfair if he just wanted to compare that guy with our previous candidates and also our current Engineer. Thats what I was saying..it can be sometimes about luck. Funny enough tough, some of the candidates Mr B even speaks in Malay rather than English.

Apa nak cerita..

Update hari ini..first of all is about maid. Mcm besa, kalu tak ditukul, mmg tak bergerak..tak pon, sgt2 common..dia mesti akan tertinggal satu atau dua task yg aku suruh. Sprt biasa, rambut ada di sana sini..lap kain senget benget...pampers terbiar dlm bilik air...benda2 remeh..sampai tak larat aku nak bising..walhal bukannya susah...sbb sume keje2 ni adalah repetition...again, aku pon dah malas nak sakit jiwa dgn bising2..

Skrg jam menunjukkan pukul 1.39 ptg..org dlm rumah semuanya tak makan lagi...mebe sbb kekenyangan makan telur. Yg aku perasan, now, maid aku dah mulai naik badan kat punggung dan perut..Cume, untungnya rangka dia sangatla kecik..Hatta dia naik badan pon, tak nampak mana...

Cerita hal anak2. Sejak dua menjak ni...Milan suka sgt tercerit dan berak dlm seluar. Mmg peel dia ni kkdg buat aku naik hantu sampai tahap malas nak kecoh2. Pagi2, dgn kudrat yg ada...aku angkat si Milan duduk di mangkuk tandas dan punggung dia. As for Harris, dah mulai minat nak buat exercise. Mebe, sbb aku dah kemas bilik dia dan tunjuk mana2 buku yg dia tak complete lagi. Aku pon dah siap2 belikan dia buku baru for him to fill up leisure time rather than 24 jam asik main game di rumah tang2 cuti sekolah..

Awalnya, Si Harris amatla excited nak join swimming class..Tapi, kalih2 bila dah jumpa instructor..dia plak mcm malu2..and bagitau tak mahu join the lesson. Nasib tak baik utk Milan coz tak bule register for swimming lesson lagi memandangkan ketinggiannya yg tak mencukupi.

Cerita di opis, mmg agak mengexcitedkan..we have now 3 staff kat opis. Mmg agak meriah. Now, am trying to balance up male and female staff di opis. Cume tak tahula, bila lagikah agaknya...

bodoh atau mengada2 atau suka mengambil kesempatan????

Entah kenapa sejak ade maid ni..aku mudah je nak hangin..mudah je nak stress, mudah je nak marah2...ke aku ni yg smcm atau dia tu yg sebenar2nya yg semcm? Mmmmm, aku rasa...tak mungkinla aku yg semcm...Tapi, mmg dia tu yg smcm..mana taknya..kalu idak, tak mungkin mak mentua aku pon sama ikut stress mcm aku bila bibik aku duduk di rumah dia...Tak pasal2, now kepala aku sesak, sakit dan mcm org under pressure pon ade...Kalu ikutkan, elok je idup ni...tak de bibik, rumah tongkang karam..tapi, rasa bahagia..bibik ada, rumah bersih..tapi, sokmo sakit hati..silap2 bule jadi gile...huhuhhhuhuhu...

Especially bile dia tak wat keje yg aku suruh...atau tak dgr cakap aku..mmg menggeramkan dan makan dalam..rasa nak lempang pon adooo...sejak dr sebulan lalu..aku tau, bibik aku ni orgnya pandai manipulasi dan ambik kesempatan atas kebaikan aku..tu yg aku rasa mcm nak swing je kalu dia tu buat hal..huh! ganasnya aku??? Masalah aku skrg...bukan stkt anak2 aku je aku nak kene jaga..tapi, bibik aku plak aku nak kene pk sama...dah makan ke belum..dah mandi ke belum...dah siap keje ke belum...heeeeee..benci..benci..benci......
mana taknya, smlm dr pagi dia bangun sampai pukul 6 petang baru dia mandi..manala aku tak angin??? bangang betul! Haiiii, takkanla everyday aku nak cakap ngan dia..bibik mandi pukul sekian..sekian..makan pukul sekian..sekian...bodoh..bodoh..bodoh........................
tensennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..

Yg paling meluat..dah aku pesan kat dia..cadar dia tu harus ditukar seminggu sekali...tapi, tak jugak dia buat2...asik je mulut aku ni kene cakap..hingga alkisahnya smlm, bila aku suruh dia tukar cadar..dia jawab..cadar tersebut tak ditukar sampai ke mlm sbb cadar tu belum sampai seminggu..tapi, bila laki aku tanya..berapa kali kebiasaannya bibik tukar cadar..dia jawab...tunggu ibu yg bilang..ni aku dah bilang..tak pulak2 si bangang ni pi tukar cadar tu???? Yg paling menyakitkan hati..almost all aspect pon tak bule buat keje...like simple task mcm goreng ayam pon fail....majikan manala tak weng! Umur dah 38...tapi, aku yg 32 tahun ni lebih jauh lebih reti dr bibik aku ni yg dah berusia..menci..menci..menciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..Kiranya, bab2 masak ni...hatta yg sng2 pon bibik fail...kecuali kalu nak diharap goreng telur! Kkdg aku terfikir...apalah jadi kat anak2 dan laki aku kalu aku ni takde...mmmmmmmmmmm, mmg makan kedaila gamaknya!

Itu lom lagi mcm tergedik2 kalu laki kita ckp ngan dia...n mulala nak berkemas2 kalu laki kita ada...haiiii, ntahla...malas aku nak layan!

Hari ni plak dia cuci bilik air cincai2...tu lom kira menipu curi tulang tak cuci lantai! Pendek kata2 almost everyday mcm tak sah kalu aku ni tak naik suara atau tak marah2 ngan bibik aku..nak kata bibik aku tu bodoh..tak jugak dia tu bodoh...tapi, lebih kpd mengambil kesempatan!!

Yg paling buatkan aku sakit jiwa..bila dia tu bawak penyakit kutu kat anak2 aku sampai kutu tu merayap2 kat cadar..itu belum lagi termasuk masalah dia tu busuk sbb cuci baju cincai2 atau disebabkan malas rendam baju sendiri..bahananya, seantero rumah dan baju2 kami dok kene bau dia....heeeeeeeeeeeee....lama2 aku plak sewel berdepan ngan org mengong cam bibik aku nih! Sewel sbb asik je nak naik darah..dan marah2..

Interview oh interview...

Kalu zaman2 lepas grad..aku diinterview org..now, after ten years pass...aku pulak kene interview org..mula2 tu mmg kekok..dah lama2...mmmm, mcm ok plak..kkdg tu rasa mcm radio pon iye sbb asyik ulang benda yg sama..paling tak best, bila berdepan dgn org yg demand tapi, kerja tak seberapa..sometimes, boleh jadi juga..org yg kita expect dia perform..tapi, tak seperti yg disangka...

Terus-terang, aku sudah mulai faham..kenapa zaman muda2 dulu..walaupon english aku berterabur tapi org tetap tak kisah nak hire aku bekerja..setelah berpengalaman menginterview org dan dealing dgn pekerja..baru aku sedari..its not necessarily kalu english you fantastic you can do good work better than others...yg penting sekali...dlm hati tu punya keinginan atau smgt utk bekerja..

I was told....

I was told and warned by the SR principal where Harris had attended..that I need really to take care of my son when he is in 'Standard 1'. I could understand well, why she was arising that matter since usually students graduated from SR will be well equipped to face reality in Standard 1. Even, their English paper was specially made for their students to follow Standard 1 level of education. Suprisingly, Harris could spell well some of difficult words that I am not even expecting him able to do it. Kids are just AMAZING!

Latest progress about Milan..She still could not talk very well. Again, I just dont bother...as long as me as her parents can understand what she is trying to convey to us. As opposed to that, she has another brilliant skill in clolouring and drawing in which I dint even encounter it with Harris. She has a new hobby building blocks and playing legos where this progress was seen much earlier with Harris. And what touch me most, recently her favourite words are..

'this is my favourite'
'wait for me'
'jangan tinggal saya'
'sapa kunci pintu ni'
'sapa habiskan kek ni?'
'awas'-influenced by my bibik..

Funny enough her talking was combined with cheeky expression!

As for my baby...He's been such adorable boy that I am always missing him. He recognizes his mom very well and always longing for my cuddle and attention. He even knows how to shout to express his needs for something..as for example..if he still wants to eat more his yogurt for his dessert. He was responding very well whenever I called his name 'BABY'. He was chasing us energeticly whenever we were calling him or looking for him to response with our game like rolling bottle/ roll of ribbon/ rattle toys.

Harris SR final assesment...

Few days ago, went to SR to discuss Harris performance at school. Suprisingly, he was doing well in his assesment with Agama he scored 100%. While the rest, he was getting all above 92%. He nearly to get 100% for his Mathematics where he did careless mistake to circle the right spelling for '17'. But, I just dont bother...

I can see his weakness in Bahasa Melayu in recognizing 'Nama Khas' where I even have had no time to sit and teach him personally prior to the assesment. To be honest, for assesment this time, I am not in fact that nervous as before..More in control and just let Harris goes by the flow with minimum supervision. After all, his average mark was 96 in which way better than his 1st assesment in SR. I believe, he has done the BEST for himself and also for US!

I was also proud to see him standing in front of audience to perform reading. He was representing the kids of his age and stage for that particular task. My observation, Harris is just Harris..He just wants to do something as what he wants. Soft, conserved and sentimental...can sometimes appears to be so matured and protective towards his siblings and of course to me as his mom. React suprisingly to adult..by saying unexpecting words like..

'I'm quit!'

I stil remember in my mind..during his rebelious time..for accepting his new school environment in Malaysia..by saying..

'You are fired!'

This memory tickles my heart although the fact, such experience had brought me to emotional feelings (burst into a rage)...until I was fed up thinking...What the hell my son is still not behaving while my tummy is damn swelling with my baby inside!!

Betulke???

Betulke apa yg kami buat skrg?? seriuske ni?? Rasanya mmg dah betul2 serius. Org2 dah recruit..Furniture dah almost complete. Now, just perlu request for signage quotation and done the quality manual's documentation. After that, should be there you go...preparation for bidding the project..Rasa excited pon ye..rasa tak sabar2 nak dapatkan the outcome pon sama juga....

Pada masa yg sama tak ramai yg tahu, what we've been doing right now...cume, a few friends je yg tahu...dan kami pon stkt ni tak memerlukan publisiti...just, perlu equipkan diri masing2 dgn ilmu dan confident level to mix with influential/ business people. Yg mana, aku sendiri sdg belajar akan selok beloknya...how should act profesionally to my employees and clients...

Here I come!

Lamanya tak update blog? Where have I been too? Busy ke sana ke mari..monitoring people..say.."What have you done?" or "What are you doing?". Smmgnya life is hectic..and Mr B was telling me, he is now in saturated stage. What I can say more? How to work hard while the opportunity and the will are there.

It's been quite sometime I am not around in the office. Just staying and do my work from home. Thats what I prefer it to. At least, I would have some chances to see how my bibik is progressing and wether or not people in the office are really working.

Sejak akhir2 ni mcm sakit2 badan..mcm nak bermalas2an..mcm, asik nak tutup mata..macam asik nak bertidur2an...

My 5th period-25th November

My period is coming again. I think thats the answer y I am so sensitive recently......

Jah is coming..

Jah is coming to our office today. Rasa happy pon ada..and lebih menghappykan bila dapat bercakap dgn A..lama dah A ctc aku..tapi, aku je yg malas nak response. Aku tahu mmg dia eager nak jumpa aku..dan smmgnya aku tau kawan2 aku sgt merindui aku..tiba2 je i feel so special..when people keep looking for me...excited to see me...

Jah and I had a nice talk. As usual..dia mmg sgt baik hati..selalu aje dia yg belanja aku..naik aku malu pon ade..just wish that she could get good offer better than Sime. We shared our experiences and feelings together. Talking to her is really a good remedy..I know she is a tough women better than I did. I wish, I could be as hard as my mom or even my surrounding friends. Terasa plak tiba2 mcm aku nak pi shoppingggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!

Tak sedap hati..

Bila dah mulai kene datang opis daily..terasa mcm..alahai..alangkah baiknya kalu aku dapat berehat2 duduk di rumah dan punya sedikit masa senggang melayan kerenah anak2. Sungguh, aku akui, tak pernah aku merasa sng duduk meninggalkan putera2 dan puteriku tercinta di bawah jagaan bibik di rumah sementelah bibik aku yg suka menipu, kerja sambil lewa dan sering mengutamakan dirinya berbanding anak2 aku. Bukan sekali dua bibik begitu..tetapi, acapkali!

Pagi ini, aku bangun dgn harapan bibik akan menyiapkan kerja2 yg diberi..tapi, nampaknya byk pula cekadaknya..Katanya tangga bergoyangla, dia takut nak naik, alarm bebunyila..maka dia tak cuci berandah..rasa mcm nak maki aje bibik aku ni dlm hati dgn perkataan *PEMALAS*. Rumah aku pon dia kemas so-so. Baju pon takde plak aku nampak dia cuci lagi..Sefaham aku, seluruh rumah except bilik dan toilet aku dia boleh kemas dalam jangka masa pukul 7 a.m. Smmgnya bibik aku ni kalu diberi peluang terlalu byk masa senggang dia akan bermalas2an! Nak2 kalu dia tu ditinggal di rumah sendirian..lagi, pemalasnya Ya Ampun! Terus-terang aku dah malas nak gaduh2 dan marah2 dgn bibik. Tapi, nampaknya, kalu sehari mulut aku ni tak naik sore ngan dia..mcm tak sah pulak kekdahnya! Bayangkanla..baki mee yg semalam Alyssa makan..bule masih terletak di situ tanpa dibuat apa2. Kalu begini gayanya bibik bekerja..aku takkan teragak2 nak potong gaji bibik!

Boss of my own company

Akhirnya aku dapat merasakan kerjaya yg sesuai utk diri aku...lebih kepada bahagian korporat yg membolehkan kita dressing up..do follow up with our supporting staff, documentation, business discussion(yg ni aku still in process of learning certain vocubs yg synonym in our industry), educate people by giving them a trainning/ sharing our knowledge, communicate with people and clients. Pendek kata, apa yg aku tuliskan tadi memang bersangkut paut with my career interest.

Keje2 yg perlu diavoid:
-keje2 site
-keje di plant(kalu lama sgt aku tak minat sbb kene berpanas2)
-keje2 yg kene marah2 org yg tak ada otak(cthnya mcm kat kilang...atau bibik aku sendiri..sbb aku ni cepat stress bila aku marah
-keje2 di environment yg tidak sihat..umpanya yg ramai melayu yg sprt org di bawah tempurung/ atau manusia2 yg terlalu naive ataupon yg sket2 mengulo umpanya the supporting staff yg langsung have no respect to their superior... dgn suasana dan even design opis yg tidak bercirikan korporat..like ala2 conservative gitu
-keje kilang yg ala2 mcm budak sekolah yg kene berbaris while attending assembly dan membaca ikrar di pagi hari
-keje2 berat sprt dalam kilang umpamanya kene repair mesin atau prepare chemical dlm environment yg panas..
-keje2 yg kene aku travel mcm org gila..sekejap ke utara dan kejap ke selatan sambil kepala otak aku tetap kene jalan dan berpk camne nak selesaikan problem keje di opis
-keje2 yg mana aku memerlukan to stay back hanya utk sembang2 kosong..sdgnkan badan dan otak aku da naik letih...
-keje2 yg tak tentu hala hingga aku kene bangun seawal 5.30 pagi nak kene amik clients kat hotel di tgh2 jam di kota..

Kesimpulannya-aku lebih sukakan kerja setempat yg still keep myself tak comot. Yg tak panas dan terlalu menggunakan physical. Yg stay setempat ttp adakalanya occasionally memerlukan aku ke sana ke mari...Sng citer keje2 opis yg lebih relevant dgn bidang yg aku pernah pelajari. Atau menjadi planner utk memastikan everyting is flowing smoothly as what have been scheduled.

I'm in stress!

Funny enough, by right once you have somebody to replace you as a mommy when you are away from home, sepatutnya perasaan kita akan menjadi sedikit lega dan bukannya bercelaru mcm ini. Kepala aku benar2 berserabut dan sekarang mula aku mengerti kenapa kawan aku bule jadi tahap stress disebabkan peel bibik yg acapkali mengecewakan majikan. Dan mulai juga aku faham, mengapa perlu kita letakkan bibik itu di rumah ibu mertua atau ibu sendiri sms ketiadaan kita. Ini semua adalah penting utk keselamatan anak2.

Begitu mengecewakan aku hari ini bila memikirkan kembali, my baby yang mulai diberi makan pada jam 3.00 petang sedangkan sejak pukul 11.30 anak aku sudah mulai bangun. Sementara bibik aku lihat di cctv telah makan sbyk 2 kali pada jam 11 pagi dan 2.30 petang. Begitu mudah bibik melupakan anak2, kerja rumah apabila perut dia mulai kenyang. Lama-lama kelamaan aku jadi sedikit bosan dan benci dan infact malas nak memandang wajah bibik. Nak je aku buat tak reti kat bibik biar dia sendiri paham yg dia sudah buat kesilapan. Satu demi satu bibik dah membuatkan aku dan Mr B marah. Kkdg, ada juga rasa sprt..bagaimana kalu nanti bibik akan stress kerana sering dimarah2? Persoalannya, kalu bibik tidak dimarah, sentiasa akan diulangi kesilapan yang sama. Itu belum termasuk lagi barang2 kami yg dipecahkan dan dirosakkan.

Working...working..working..

Finally, slps bibik datang, almost everyday aku datang ke opis. Sometimes, aku rasa lagi bagus aku duduk rumah dr pi keluar bekerja. Kalu stkt sekali sekala okla aku tak kisah. Tapi, kalu daily..mmmm, mcm tak menarik pula..

Terus-terang, hati aku kurang selesa nak tinggalkan anak2 dgn bibik. Ini disebabkan oleh bibik was caught to hit my doter during my absence. Itu belum lagi anak aku lewat dia bagi makan. Kkdg, naik menyampah dgn bibik pon ada..Nak aku marah2 bibik selalu, takut dia bosan plak dan mula nak berenti kerja. Aku sendiri tak paham, kenapa baru pukul 3.15 baru bibik nak kasik makan anak aku. Inila yang paling sgt2 aku bengang, di kala dia dah kenyang makan...dia mulai melupakan perut anak aku. Benci aku mmg tak terkata. Itu belum lagi dia merosakkan harta benda aku...dr seluar panjang suami aku, cermin bilik air yg pecah dan blender baru aku yg sudah mulai calar-balar.

As usual..

As usual, as per my expectation..bibik aku mesti akan menyakitkan hati atau buat aku bengang bila petang atau malam menjelang. Mana taknya, bila aku suruh dia panaskan sup..dia bule buat dek ikut kepala otak dia yg dia rasa logik..spesies stubborn jugala bibik aku ni orgnya..

Nampaknya terpaksala aku menggunakan kuasa kuku besi slps ini. Aku tahu, mebe dia tak mo panaskan lauk sbb dia takut guna dapur aku..Tapi, sampai bila nak bagi excuse yg smcm itu??? What the f**k! Slps ni aku akan tegur sedikit demi sedikit apa yg patut dan patut dia buat...Kedegilan dia pon dah mulai nampak, bila pagi tadi dia boleh selamba badak pakai seluar pendek atas lutut...walhal sblm2 ni mentua aku dah tegur jgn pakai suar pendek begitu...Pehtu bule plak buat bangang pakai baju cuci toilet utk jaga anak2 aku...banyak cantik??? Yg herannya bila petang hari pandai pulak nak pakai baju bersih dan cantik2..Tataula kalu sbb dia rasa siang tak perlu pakai baju lawa2 sbb nak kene buat keje..dan malam plak, dah tak ade apa lagi perlu dia nak buat..maka dia pakai baju elok2 mcm nak pergi jalan2. Haru betul bibik aku ni...or on negatif side saje kot nak melaram bila laki aku dah nak balik malam hari..Ntah hapa2...I can smell something fishy here...dr status janda anak dua, rambut ala2 layer n perang, kuku panjang, seluar pendek paras lutut, baju singkat dan kecik2 ala2 nampak punggung dan last sekali alat solek bermcm bagai dibawaknya dr indon...huh! mmg memangkelkan!!! Kriteria2 dia ni mmg bule dipersoalkan umum ttg tujuan asalnya ke Mesia...Adakah nak bekerja atau nak carik pak we???

Patutla mentua aku rajin betul buat follow up suh aku bawak dia balik umah sendiri cepat2...memang lama2 aku lak naik meluat! nak2 dia plak jenis memilih2 makanan.mebe dek kerana takutnya dia dgn dapur aku..sampai tghari pon dia sanggup tak makan...Habih tu koje ko kat sini buat apa bibik oii??? Nak aku plak ke yg jadik pak kaduk tuk sediakan sokmo makanan tuk ko pagi, petang, siang dan malam?? Kok ye pon berpada2la sket..ada masa pleaselaaaa be independent...Jgnle dok harapkan majikan.

Bab2 beres2 ni so far aku idakla byk komen..Tapi, bab kecik2 yg mcm ni yg buat aku sakit ati..Dan sehal lagi..aku mmg tak happy ngk rambut dia yg berguguran kat atas lantai..Mop lantai pon masih ade lagi saki-baki rambut...rasa mcm nak suruh dia pakai serkup tudung je waktu jaga anak...Tu lom lagi..keadaan toilet bawah yg mcm tak hygenic..Rasa loya2 plak tekak aku bila masuk toilet dia..Dgn lantai yg slippery, pehtu nampak plak rambut dia yg halus2..ditambah plak..mcm ade rambut kemaluan..lagila buat aku jadik allergik nak masuk toilet tersebut...Just really hope aku can sort out this matter as soon as possible. Sbbnya, toilet yg bibik pakai tu sharing with common room..Maka, tetamu2 pon akan pakai toilet kami jugak..So, mmg important memastikan toilet tu bersih sentiasa..Antara sebab ni jugakla, aku lebih prefer, biar aku yg siap2 sediakan makanan utk dia...like aku yg sendukkan makanan dia sendiri..Supaya, aku tak dibayangi rasa tak hygenic..hingga rasa nak mual bila mengenangkan tahap kebersihan toilet si bibik..

Tadi, aku kuar ngan anak2..dah pesan ngan dia..meja tu dikemaskan dan lantai tpt makan di mop..Pon, mcm tak reti dan tak paham. Blender tu disimpan dlm kabinet...Pon, bule terlupa...Walhal aku kuar dekat jugak 1.5 jam..Takkan dok berdiam diri??? And another of her feveret is menggendong si my baby all the time...mcm tatau nak sneak time ...Mmmm, harapnya lama2 dia akan bule cope...Elok plak, tgh aku menulis..dia dok terjegil kat pintu..mebe serba salah kot bila suara aku dah mulai meninggi kat anak2. Lawak gile..Sekali-sekala kene jugak buat gangster supaya dia takut...Kalu tak, mcm nak dipijak2 kepala kita dibuatnya ni...Tak nak menurut perintah tuan..Nasib baik sampai2 umah aku..dia pandai panggil aku "Ibuk"..Kalu tau..lagi nak kene bibik ni dgn aku...Sib baik waktu dia jegilkan muka dia dipintu..ade inisiatif nak tanya pasal nak goreng keropok..Maksudnya dia ada inisiatif nak belajar..dan bukannya, pemalas Ya Ampun!

Progress bibik lagi..

Hari ini bibik bangun lambat around 6 plus. Mmg dia amat2 terkejut ngk aku dah siap turun ke bawah kejutkan dia bangun. Kelam kabut dia bangun sampai tak sedar yg baju nak cover baju dia yg koyak. Baju bibik yg seksi telah lobang terbakar. Kakakakak..Sian pon ade...mana taknya elok je nampak bra dia sbb betul2 lobang tu kat dada kanan baju dia..Pastu selamba badak je pi tukar baju depan aku. Hai bibik2..

Good progress with her today. Eventhough she woke up late, now at 8.45 am, she almost finishes cleaning my house(inside). Meaning that, if she wakes much earlier, she may can complete the whole house perhaps much quicker than 9.30 a.m. Boleh jadi, she can do it all siap membasuh baju dalam jangkamasa itu. Bravo bibik bravo!

Utk supaya aku tak letih2 asik kene bercakap. Aku dah siapkan note utk bibik for the following job yg she should be doing. At least, takdela stress sgt org tua tu asik dgr suara aku...Syukur juga bibik aku tak bahalol. Kalu bahalol, susah plak aku..Tahap SMP sepatutnya mmg bule membaca..Serius gile muka bibik..Letih kot agaknya..Kerja tak putus2. At least now bibik nampak mcm boleh cope buat kerja. Dan dia kerja agak cekap dan teliti juga. Walaupon ade sket2 imperfections tapi mata aku masih boleh menerimanya..

Okla nak chow pi mandi..after this nak antar pi fixkan basikal aku yg dah pancit dan rosak..

Bibik new update as at 6.40 pm

Aku rasa bibik mcm stress, bila aku suruh dia kemas depan bila aku nak keluar dgn anak2. Mungkin terlintas di fikiran dia disebabkan kerjaan di rumah aku yg putus2. Aku siap pesa pada bibik suruh goreng keropok&nugget sms ketiadaan aku. Tapi, disebabkan sesampai aku di rumah bibik masih juga tak siap2, aku cancel my request for bibik to goreng keropok&nugget. Balik2 dr rumah, aku dah kelam kabut memasak nasi ayam. Adalah dekat 1 jam aku spend masa utk memasak. Dlm pada aku memasak, bibik plak mcm tak reti dok menghadap tv ngan anak2. Tak pasal2, aku plak yg kemudiannya stress. My expectation, maybela dia jenguk2 aku ke sekurang2nya, sbb nak belajar apa yg aku masak kot2 nanti aku takde dia boleh memasak. Ini tidak..dok menghadap bebudak je sokmo kalu boleh. Takde plak dia ada inisiatif nak mandikan my baby while waiting for me from cooking. Mcm tak pandai sneak masa. I think the best way to sort this problem is, to prepare time table for her so that she wont feel always need to make an action whenever I talk to her. At least, for today, dia dah tau standard mengemas, menyental jamban di rumah aku. Dan dia pon nampaknya mcm tak kisah like willing to learn bila aku minta dia repeat mana2 yg tak perfect di mata aku. Cume, mebela skrg dia...dia agak kelam-kabut sket sbb nak catch up dgn our family schedule.

Bibit2 stress...

Nampaknya bibit2 stress dek kerana kehadiran org di dalam rumah telah bermula. Stress tu terjadi bila bibik tak dapat nak accomplish her job scope as according to my needs. Bibik kerja lambat, not multitask, tak energetic...The only strength that I can see in hers are...

-boleh jaga budak
-agak sedikit teliti

atau adakah aku yg terlalu meletakkan harapan tinggi???? Atau kekecewaan tu berlaku sbb bibik tidak sprt aku? To be honest, walaupon aku duduk di rumah...tapi, aku mmg tak relaks..Serba-sedikit aku jadi emosi..Tak pasal2, my darling yg kena marah. Aku marah sbb, sometimes my darling pikir duduk rumah berdepan dgn anak2 dan kerja rumah itu suatu yg mudah. Walhal, ianya boleh meng-stresskan. Oleh kerana itu aku mmg tabik spring dgn surirumah. Kerana, aku tidak sekuat mental dan physical seperti seorang suri rumah. Apatah lagi, bila mata ni kene menahan sakit, dek melayan kerenah bibik.

Kalu ikutkan bibik aku tu orgnya OK. Cume, kami berdua dlm proses of adjustment. So far, aku mmg satisfy dgn cara dia melayan anak2. Cume, aku tak satisfy dgn cara dia yg asik nak kendong baby. Mmg sometimes, si my baby tu cranky..But then you have to find way to make yourself bergerak dgn lebih cergas dan tak melepaskan peluang masa yg ada..Kalu dok sokmo kelek baby..Bila masanya pulak ko nak buat kerja2 rumah bibik oi??? Makanya, aku plak, mem of the house yg terpaksa jadi mangsa kene back up kerja2 ko yg tak siap tu...Pleaselaaaaa bibik...Aku pon ade keje lain nak buat..Kalu aku dok always support ko from back..Bila plak aku nak buat keje aku???

Se-problem lagi ngan bibik aku nih..aku rasa dia tak makan makanan yg dah sejuk. Kalu smlm aku rajin2 dok masakkan pagi utk bibik..Hari ni, lantak pila aku tak masak apa2. Pandai2la bibik nak buat apa2. Aku tak de mood nak masak. Lagipon, aku mmg besa makan makanan smlm...Kalu bibik nak spesel2, bibik layanla diri bibik sendiri..aku takde masa!

Yg lagi buat aku tambah geram, anak2 aku mulala mengada2 bila si ibu ada di rumah. Mula nak mengamuk2 x tentu psl dan yg si abg plak minat sgt meragging bibik. Utk si Harris je bibik dok kene menghadap hampir sejam. Mmmm, manala aku x berang! Bibik di rumah byk kerjaan lain, bukannya nak ngadap Wak Harris tu sorang. Esok pagi dahle kene bangun seawal 5.00 pagi coz aku nak target bibik bereskan kerjaan dlm rumah sblm si my baby tu bangun dlm 9.30 am. Jadi, berpada2 jugakla org dlm umah kalu nak buli bibik sekali pon. Buli lebih2 sgt, lama2 kang bibik pon lari. Kalu ikutkan, aku pon dah naik tahap tak heran kalu bibik nak blah sekali pon. Dah tak larat nak pikir pasal bibik lagi dah. Mebe, pasni aku kene siapkan jadual utk bibik. Supaya, bibik mudah nak manage her time bekerja di sini.

My bibik at home..

Finally my bibik stays at home after I've changed my mind to have her in my house this morning. Bukan ape, e/though smlm CT dtg semalam to do house cleaning, still cant cope siap kemas2 dan cuci2 rumah..At least now, katil Milan yg dah kene 'ompol' dah dia cucikan, grill rumah aku dia dah lapkan dan sliding door atas dia dah siap lapkan. Walaupon tak perfect, sekurang2nya beban aku berkurang. Ntah kenapa agaknya, dah makin tua ni..aku dah makin cool..dah mcm tak fussy sgt kalu dorang buat tak perfect. Mungkin sbb aku sendiri dah penat. Kalu ikutkan, aku sendiri sama2 turun padang buat kerja. Mmg meletihkan. Ntah bila agaknya waktu rehat tu nak ada. Esok pon, tak berhenti juga aku dari berehat SBBnya, nak kene ajar bibik satu persatu kemas rumah. Kalu ikutkan..seawaln 5.30 pagi aku dah kena bangun esok hari. Sbb nak make sure bibik aku dah bangun dan dia buat kerja membersihkan rumah aku..sprt yg aku ingini...Kalu ikutkan, rumah aku bukannya semak mana pon...Kerana itu juga mmg aku berharap dia terus duduk rumah aku hari ini..So, that dia boleh continue buat kerja2 routine mcm biasa..Tanpa terbeban dgn beban kerja...

Kalu ikutkan byk sgt desas desus ttg bibik aku yg tak indah di rumah mentua aku..Tapi, so far, aku ngk bibik aku mmg sokmo mencari kerja. Mebe dia nak distract diri dia dr teringat anak2 yg telah dia tinggalkan di kg. Mmg aktiviti dia agak padat..Bila aku kasik dia rest, dia plak mencari aku nak continue buat kerja...Jadi, amat jelas di sini, aku bukannya seorang yg kuku besi hokkay! Walaupon berbibik, aku seboleh mungkin, wanted to keep myself mobile. Cumenya, bila dah mula sibuk dgn opis di Bangi nanti..sure, aku sendiri tak begitu larat nak over2 ringan tulang di rumah. Setakat ni, entah kenapa feveret aku adelah menyental bilik air. Kalu bule, hari2 nak disental. Kalu nampak bilik air berlumut, mesti gatal nak memberus.

Yg menariknya juga pada kali ini, aku berjaya buat2 tak nampak akan maid aku..so, aku takdela stress sgt walaupon ada org di rumah.

Cume yg aku perasan, bibik aku ni lebih berminat jaga budak dr buat kerja2 memasak. Nampak mcm tak cekap sgt nak cope jaga 3 org budak sekali gus. Makanya, aku terpaksala tolong2 dia buat kerja. Like tadi...aku terpaksa mengemop dan dia plak memasak. Kalu tak, makanya mmg takkan siap. Lagipon, aku takde mood nak memasak atas dapur hari ini disebabkan oleh tukang letrik yg dah buat kotor kat cooker aku. Sbb tu, aku tak kisah nak susah2 mengemop dr memasak. Terus-terang, mmg aku letih! Tapi, disebabkan ada org dalam rumah..nak2 plak orgnya tak makan, makanan sejuk..aku jadi terpaksa memikirkan org yg mana aku perlu isi perutnya...

Dr segi dressing..aku rasa...like aku plak yg bibik dan bibik aku tu yg mcm tuan rumah..makna kata adela concrete reason kalu nak request my darling belikan aku baju pada kali ni...hahahah

Shopping..shopping...

Hari ini dan smlm merupakan hari shopping sedunia utk aku..Just bought my breastfeeding lingerie online after "JUST" getting my darling approval to spend for myself again..Eventhough, my darling always giving me freedom to swipe his card wherever I feel like to do...Honestly, everytime, if I wanted to buy something which I think can be too "EXCESSIVE"..I would definitely will seek for his confirmation..Nah, cuci2lah mata sampai terjuling bijik mata!






Sebenarnya, aku mmg sgt2 teruja seeing G-String as in the 2nd pic..It looks damn sexy..Nak2, bila ngk model dia terlentik2 mengayakan lingerie tersebut...Cume.., pity enough...aku pulak tak suka to wear G-String for everyday use..Sbbnya??? terasa mcm tak selesa..

Mesti org pelik, kenapa aku sungguh beriya2 shopping lingerie sampai ke oversea..Yg pastinya...aku jarang membeli sesuatu kalu harganya tak kena atau di luar budget keluarga..Sgt2 kebetulan...Hotmilk tgh buat offer...Elok plak dgn harga yg reasonable..so, mmg aku takkan melepaskan peluang ni lama2! GBP15 for all bras except the one that I post in the last picture...Mana nak dapat such kind of offer??? Benda2 macam ni, mmg aku takkan delay2 lagi sbb aku dah boring dgn breastfeeding bra yg aku beli di Mothercare couple of mths ago..Slightly expensive than the bras that I bought for today online shopping...dan yg lebih mengfrustkan...langsung tak practical! Londeh, tak supportive, clipnya fail to function properly...Mmg sungguh irritating! So, dlm byk2 bra yg aku beli utk susukan my baby...cuma satu je yg aku comfortable pakai...dan kerana itu jugak...aku sgt2 desperado nak kena ade spare breastfeeding bra...ishk..ishk...mmg sungguh mengfrustkan!

Aku rasa idakla rugi my shopping this time..sbb, mmg rega dia reasonable..coz aku dah pernah pi fitting bra di Modernmom kat Alamda, Putrajaya..Hatta, bra cikai2 yg supportnya ntah hapa2 lagi langsung tak sexy pon rega dia dah merapu..At least with hotmilk, I've got many advantages out of it...reasonable price, pretty, sexy and satisfaction! dan tak pernah jugak sekali2...aku campakkan hotmilk kesayangan aku ke dlm washing machine..Kalu idak...alamattttt..berbulu dan huduhla lingerie tu nanti!

Bibik Ngi is coming...

Eventually, my much awaited and also "controversial" bibik has arrived at Bude's house on last Friday. Waiting for her to come to Malaysia is such a long story..From before fasting month until Raya month is over, she is finally manage to step her feet on the ground in Malaysia...Pity her..and pity for us too! Just hoping, she is fine with us.

Funny enough, we were told how beautiful she was by our auntie back in Indonesia...and after seeing her with my two eye balls...Naaaah, now you know, its maybe hard next time for me to believe every single words from them back home. But, I must admit her...Yeap, she has very nice haircut that suits with her face(shall I say, people who is seeing her from her back might think how gorgeous is this women..or is her really a maid or indonersia??)...and her skin is fair which is exceptional for many maids that our familly used to have...Well, I just dont bother, as long as she is not menggeletis and always loyal!

4th Period on 23rd Oct

Finally my anxiety...thinking that I might had fallen pregnant for the 4th time has come to its end....Exactly on 23rd, woke up early in the morning and after that as usual...in and out from the bathroom...there you go..I've got staining! What a "RELIEF".

I just feel not as yet prepare to get pregnant again while my baby still 7 mths old, though. It is simply because I wanted to make sure as best as possible, each of my little baby is cherish and shower with love within reasonable duration..and I always trying my 'BEST' too, to be fair to every of them..like interval period I should fall pregnant for the next baby after his/ her, duration of breastfeeding and so on...But of course this should be planned with acceptable tolerance!

Weird enough, I felt so SAD, PITY & BAD for my baby in the beginning when guessing wether or not I was pregnant. It just because, I was feeling I wasnt fair to my baby...blaming myself for not being EXTRA careful...selfish..until putting myself at risk to have another baby SO quickly that might later..effect my baby for not having fair attention from 'ME'..Pathetic is it??? Well, I am just a normal mom with least of perfections or imperfections??? Arghhhh, getting confused now! Moral of the story..

"Next time, dont forget to have your condom around"

OR

"Please..please dear, visit your nearest GP to fix your IUD/ Implanon"

Menanti period yg tak datang2..

Hari ni dah masuk 22hb Oct dan aku masih lagi tak period2. Kalu ikutkan last period aku adalah 8hb Sept yg lepas. Kalu fikir2, mmg stress! Sbb aku tak bersedia nak kendong anak kecil lagi...Letih menjaga si baby pon tak habis lagi..dah nak kena pregnant lagi???? Duh!!! Aku tak larat! Tapi, kalu dah rezeki tuhan nak bagi...Takkan aku pula nak menidakkan??? Gamaknya, kalu aku fall pregnant again for the 4th time..terasa aku ni sprt kilang anak yg sungguh efficient! Phewwwwwwwwwww...Kalu ikutkan aku mmg bukan jenis bermasalah di kala berbadan dua. Paling2, masalah berat melampau, baju2 sume tak muat, kejang2 kaki, tak larat nak bawak badan dan bla..bla..bla...

Terus-terang kalu aku pregnant lagi kali ni..immediately, after beranak anak ke-4, aku nak terus pasang IUCD. Tak kose dah nak ikut2 sgt cadangan kurang bernas dr "XX" ttg birth control...On the other side, actually part of it I agreed, mmg elok if we can plan our child naturally...Tapi, kalu dah cara natural pon tak berkesan..camno tu??? Nampaknya, kenala aku jaga makan ala2 maut mcm aku berpantang dgn si baby. Gila hapa nak turunkan berat 25kg dgn sekelip mata kalu tak punya azam yg kuat! Skrg ni pon berat aku dah mengada2 nak naik...sekejap 55kg..sekejap 56kg..Nak turunkan 2-3kg pon terasa payahnya melainkan dgn cara berpuasa...

Cerita lain hari ini..tak habis2 my MIl kepochi pasal pembantu yg nak masuk. Bukan apa..maid aku ni direkemenkan oleh adik dia..kemudian, bermasalah di agen. Agen asik delay2 hantarkan maid aku ke sini...Yg menjadi taruhan adalah mak cik suami aku di sana. Tak habis2 asik telepon2 dan sms2 ke Indonesia...Takut sekali maid aku tu dirogol..Aku yg mendengarnya pon naik seriau..Selisih malaikat 44. Barusan tadi, my MIl kal..suruh aku bercakap ngan maid aku...Tapi, aku malas nak ambil pusing sbbnya semuanya aku dah serahkan kepada agent. Kenapa pulak aku nak pikir lebih2 termasuk nak memikirkan sapa yg perlu amik maid aku di Port Klang, since agen dah janji nak uruskan semua. Kalu gitu kekdahnya, kita nak kena masuk campur..mmg bukan 5,400 saje duit yg kami bayar...Tapi, lebih dr itu!

Baby plak hari ni tak sihat..Kene demam campak. Bangkit pagi pukul 11.30...Pukul 4.10 baru dia nak tidur. Yg herannya bila di nursery asyik plak dia nak lena tidur.

Another progress, Harris is improving in his Maths(subtraction). So, I guess, next week dia tak perlu nak stay up to do revision sbb we've done it early.

Update Raya..

Kalu sblm2 ni aku susut 3kg during fasting mth..now, masuk je bulan Raya...berat aku telah menimbal balik naik hingga ke 57kg. Menyampah betul! Terasa mcm ada double chin. Kompleksi muka pon dah tak begitu bagus. Sbb mungkin dah melahap makan mcm2 yg bergula dan bertoksik. Kkdg aku just wonder..bilala...musim open house ni nak berakhir...Nampaknya aku kene buat sesuatu..sblm berat aku naik mencanak2...Haiii, sia2 ajela aku berpuasa sakan sampai jadi slim and can slip to my 'M' size kebaya..sah2, skrg ni...baju2 tu aku dah tak bule nak pakai..Bila nak start puasa je rasa mcm tak bule nak tahan makan..walhal sblm2 ni mcm no hal..bayangkan smlm, sampai 2 keping roti canai aku makan...makan sekeping rasa mcm tak kenyang2...Ishk..ishk..mcm tak patut betul! Malam tu plak, aku da siap2 makan maggi sbb ingatkan my honey tak nak dinner...Tup2, dia ajak kami semua keluar makan di Windmill...Sesampai di Windmill plak siap order lamb and chicken steak...so, camno tu berat nak susut???

SPA Time..

Yesterday was my relaxing day. Buat in house SPA. Melayang gakla dlm rm200 for the first 1/3 of the treatment. Mula2 tu was 2 weeks ago, berurut Bali/ Thailand style sampai 2.5 jam..

Smlm adalah treatment yg paling memuaskan. Lulur dan masker kopi...start dlm kul 7.30 sampaile kul 11.00 pagi..Siap minah tu mandikan dan pakaikan lotion..Mmmmm, feeling like a baby...Lepas SPA..perghhhh, kulit sungguh2 halus dan mulus..Sungguh2 besh!

Teruja dgn result smlm, hari ini aku sambung DIY berlulur lagi gunakan produk mustika ratu..Bubuk Mangir...Ishkkk, sendiri2 buat...mmg berpeluh! Inikan plak aku tak dapat bayangkan kalu aku jadi that minah yg kene mengscrub badan org..keje letih tuh! Kesimpulannya, menglulur org ni mmg keje hardwork and no wonderla kalu bayarannya mahal..dan better lagi gunakan minah tu punya produk berbanding mustika ratu..sbbnya??? bila aku bermasker dan berlulur sendiri..resultnya tak sama mcm minah tu lulurkan aku...kene find outla kot kalu gitu produk apa yg minah ni pakai..at least, bulela jimat belanja buat sendiri2..

Baju Raya..Shop until u drop!

Smlm keluar beli pi shopping baju raya...Murah2 gila baju raya masakini. Kiranya tak sampai rm1k pon aku belanjakan utk baju seisi keluarga. Ini pon, ingatkan nak continue another mission lagi since baju Daniel masih tak ada..

chocolate cheesecake..

finally my mission to bake a cake for my son is done and it so happen when daniel is exactly 6-month old. it seems coicidently, the baking activity also meant to celebrate daniel's 1st day on solid food. i was told by the care taker that he was good eater..had 3 spoonful of nestum for each meal. well done my dear!

talking about my 1st time ever baked cheesecake..it wasnt working that good really. eventhough it tastes reasonably nice..still for me its not yet up to my expectation...or perhaps i need to wait until the taste of all of the ingredients containing in the cake are unified to result much richer chocolaty and velvety cheese cake. i presume, the error maybe came from the cocoa measurement that been added in the cake mixture prior baking. i was mistakenly reading the method, thinking that i should be putting 1 tsp rather than 1/2 tsp of cocoa. another possible reason could be thought by the fact, i was mixing corn fluor that i think have spoilt the flavour...

Misi yg diteruskan..

Oleh kerana semalam misi utk keluar bershopping dan mengambil baju di dobi telah tergendala..makanya, pagi2 lagi dihari ini aku dah keluar utk menguruskan apa2 yg patut termasuk pi survey kedai menjahit utk alter fitted bed sheet aku..Yg sungguh mengecewakan, bila aku tanya tukang jahit tu ttg berapa agaknya charge utk alteration tersebut, dia bule cakap tatau...pikiran negatip aku mulala nak berpikir..kekdahnya mentang2 aku drive kete mewah, sbb tulah nak menekan org agak2nya..cesss! sungguh tak patut betul! Bila dah sokmo kene begini, terpaksala berpikiran positip, segala overcharge yg manusia2 ni charge pd kami ini...seharusnya diniatkan sbg sedekah dan bukannya maki hamun cthnya sprt...

"tak guna, celanat, lahabau dan labu!"

Letih mengenangkan org2 yg mcm ini..

Kalu ikutkan, mmg aku ada plan nak membereskan baju raya aku pada hari ini..Tapi, sygnya aku keluar dr Giant je dah pukul 2+p.m. Ntah apala yg aku lama2 buang masa kat Giant...Mebe, esok pagi2 dah nak kene keluar pergi ke Bangi sama ada ke Warta atau PKNS utk last resort mencari baju raya..Kalu tak jumpa jugak..mmg muktamad, sampai ke situ sajela pencarian aku..sbb, aku dah malas! Nak2 plak skrg panasnya ya ampun! Tadi, ade jugak aku survey2 baju di Giant..Not bad jugakla..cumenya, byk jenis berlabuci2 dan berchiffon2..

Update terbaru..

Skrg jam dah menunjukkan pukul 10.30 pm..Dari list2 keje yg aku nak buat..nampaknya hanya 1-2 saje yg acomplish. Aku fed up nak kemas2 umah..SBBnya?? Bila dah kemas2..mulala langau nak dtg hinggap ke sana ke mari. Alkisahnya, rumah sewa aku skrg..walaupon namanya Semi-D, tapi..sungguh mengecewakan..sering saje dikunjungi oleh langau aka agas. Tensen tu tak yah nak katala..almost everyday aku terpaksa kemas dapur dan cuci balik segala pinggan mangkuk sbb aku was2 dgn kehygenickannya..nak2 plak, bila kami tak sempat nak buang sampah cepat2, esok paginya bila bangun tido mmg konfem ade agas dok mengerumun kat plastik sampah.

Elok plak Mr B balik rumah lewat dalam pukul 5 ptg..makanya, aku start aktiviti membersih2 rumah agak lambat. Apa2pon aku sempat mengvacuum dan bersihkan lantai bawah dan dapur plus cuci tandas. Aktiviti membaking terpaksa dipostpone sbb biskut oreo yg aku reserved nak buat utk base cheesecake dah selamat di ngap oleh anak2... Nampak gayanya, esok aku kenala pi ke Giant pi membeli biskut oreo and then pick up anak teruna aku sbb dia yg kecoh nak tolong aku memasak cheesecake. Kalu mmg dia dok kecoh lagi nak suruh his mommy wat aktiviti masak memasak..mebela kot, aku nak proceed ngan projek homemade almond london.

Kiranya dlm 3-4 jam jugak aku habiskan utk aktiviti bersih membersih dan memasak utk berbuka. Mmg takde dlm plan nak masakk for dinner. Tapi, since tekak pon dah naik loya nak makan makanan luar, nak tak nak kenala paksakan diri memasak. Sekurang2nya dapat jugak aku mengclearkan stok2 sayur dan seafood zaman batu dalam peti sejuk.

My weight progress-53kg..

Sungguh tak sangka2..sesungguhnya bulan puasa ini sungguh bulan mulia..Sbbnya??? Berat aku dgn tak semena2 dah susut 53kg walaupon kkdg tummy aku ade sedikit bulging dek kerana kerakusan nak makan byk2 dan minum air sejuk bergelen2. Yg paling best waktu aku kene food posoining...sampai 6 kali aku kuar masuk toilet...dan siap muntah2 selambak atas lantai bilik air..tak semena2 berat aku jadi 52kg...Org kata, hikmah disebalik kesakitan. Tak tahula sampai bila berat ni akan bertahan..Sbbnya, skrg aku dah mula tak puasa...Jadi, makan pon dah ikut suka2.

Yg bestnya, smlm pi rumah mak, aku dah bule sarungkan jeans diesel size 28. Sebenarnya masih lagi terasa ketersendatan, tapi, oleh kerana jeans tu teramatla comel dgn harganya yg amatla $$$, makanya, aku tetap nak sarungkan kat kaki aku yg ibaratnya sprt drumstick berpadankan dgn blouse brand Nicchi yg reganya tak sampai ratusan ringgit. Aku spend just about rm60 kot for that dress. Yg funnynya, my kidsnya baju lebih mahal dr mak pak punya baju..Ntahla, kalu bab2 baju ni aku belum lagi bersedia nak spend sampai ratusan ringgit unless kalu dah namanya baju raya ataupon ala2 blazer. Sewaktu di UK, aku akui mmg aku sukakan brgn high street and designer brand..Itu pon aku membeli kalu ade offer.

My 3rd period..

Have to put into note that my 3rd period came on last Tuesday and then it was gone and come back again on Thursday. For the first I was a lil bit worried thinking I might be falling pregnant for 4th time again..

PPD dan fidyah..

Hari ini is a lil bit hectic to me..bangun pon dah lambat...terus mandi dan mandikan anak2. Kemas2 baju anak2 dan antar mereka berdua ke nursery. Si abg, Mr B dah settlekan..so, kurangla sket bebannya..

Lepas antar anak2, aku kelam kabut ke kedai fotokopi..fotokopi bill air sbb nak settlekan pertukaran sekolah anak aku ke SII. Tataula dapat ke idak..Just try my best...Kalu tak dapat, nak cakap cengganakan? Siap2 di PPD, aku pi ke Tesco. Mulanya mmg malas nak beli beras sendiri2..Last2, aku decide tuk beli beras juga..Beras cap 'rambutan' namanya..recommended retail price is rm40 plus..tapi, dia jual 20 plus saje..dapat free gift sudu lagi plaknya tuh...so,dgn kekuatan yg ada..aku borong terus 50kg beras. Lagi sekampit, aku plan nak bahagi dua..sbbnya, aku cume nak passkan 45kg aje kat rumah anak2 yatim..

Talking about anak yatim..aku sebenarnya geram jugak ngan owner dia..Mmgla kata manusia..bila bercakap pasal duit..org pon bule gelap mata..mana taknya, anak aku yg aku antar 1/2 day ke nursery dia..still aku bayar full rm200. tu pon kkdg dtg kkdg idak..pehtu bila aku minta nego tuk bayar rm100 tuk till mid of this mth..dia leh kata tak bulela pulok...amendala manusia ni mula kabur mata...dan mulai itu, persepsi aku kat owner ni smcm dah berubah..tak yahla cakap dia tu alim tahap mana...pada aku, dorang tetap juga manusia biasa yg bermcm ragam orgnya..

Dinner..

Yesterday, went out for dinner with Mr B. Mmg sedap since rega dia pon sedap..

While attending d dinner, we were sharing table ngan this one manager of the co. Rasanya umur pon dah 50 plus sbb rambut pon dah almost all over grey..his wife??? Mmg cun..hatta dah tua sekalipon...Mula2 share meja ngan dorang..punyala aku boring tahap gaban..yelahkan, jarak usia pon berbeza hampir 20 years ++..Manager tu plak, kept on talking about work and project with my hubby..aku lak yg cam tatau nak citer pasal apa ngan his wifey pula..

For the first, I was gazing on to her handbag and what came on my mind... talking about branded stuff maybe inappropriate for this time coz she only carries 'XXXX'..figuring out the right topic to talk about with someone that we so called 'WIFE TO SOMEONE' or 'SOMEONE' is definitely a new thing to me...coz i couldnt help to change my earlier perception towards them, they may be someone who is serious, talk only important thing, can somehow a little bit of brand or beauty concious and bla..bla...bla..

Really got no idea...where to start off until gradually we begin to get in, when finally I came to know his wifey is on diet. I guess, this is one of the topics ladies like to talk about other than handbag or any luxurious stuff. Ianya tak terhenti di situ, coz the manager was telling me that he was studying in the same university that I went recently. Dan bila, aku dah ngk dorang mcm relaks dan tak mcm serious gila babeng sprt permulaannya kami sharing the table...aku pon mula borak merepek dan they seem to follow the flow too to make our conversation more informal. Lama-kelamaan, aku ngk..dorang plak yg berborak mcm ala2 aku bercakap...sprt kebudak2an gitu...Pada aku, usia 50 an zaman skrg bukanla usia tua..but, they maybe somehow, happy to mix ngan bebudak say 20 an or 30 an to make them forget about their age...

What I can say from my last night experience, be as you are..people will accept it!

untalkable..

Have just gone thru untalkable moment after sending my kids to bed this night. They seem have grown up, getting more matured, understanding, co-operative eventhough for sometimes can also drive us mad..It such a relief though when seeing the kids finally can sleep at their own without us need to wait in their room anymore. Credit to Mr B, for his co-operation, without which this could not be happened.

kemalasan..

Terasa begitu kemalasan sebenarnya nak bangkit early this morning. The only will that makes me wake up is just because mengenangkan janji2 manis aku terhadap my SIL I utk ke kementerian pelajaran pada pagi yg indah ini. Sempat jugakla pagi2 bangun, aku angkat baju, sidai baju dan cuci lantai walaupon dlm keadaan mamai2.

Hari ini patutnya aku ke Tesco poskan surat pembantu. Bila pikir2 pasal pembantu, mmg liat betul aku nak uruskan itu dan ini..SBBNYA??? Aku takut dapat maid haprak lagi..Kalu ikutkan kepala aku ni dah so carefree takde org dalam umah yg bule buatkan aku sakit jiwa mahupon sakit ati..

my day..saturday..

early in the morning i was telling my baby that i should be taking 1 day off to chill out and that's really what had happened in my today's activity. i was out from home and away from my desk..had my precious time with my own family..

but...my today's off doesnt in definite mean that i was totally off from anything 'IN HURRY'..it is just because, out of sudden harris was complaining, there was wind trapped in his tummy until he was moaning and crying out load..how severe the pain was...

TBC

Period ending..

My period ended yesterday. Yet, I still havent fixed the IUS that I was planning to. Mr B is getting busier each day. Coming back late from office most of the time. Cant complaint much though since he is the breadwinner of the house. In fact, he just spend on me a new breastpump..not to say more, our next planning to make over our bushes garden if possible before Hari Raya is coming. All in all, everything is about money...

Arghhh, it could be difficult if only one of us is working. But at the same, it could be unfair for our kids too if both of us are too busy in our career.

My friends are missing me..

I feel so touch when came to know that some of my friends out there are missing me. They send me few messages asking hows my life is getting on and where I have been settled right now. In fact, they also eager to know how many kids that I have already.

I appreciate very much their memory towards me...and I know actually, eventhough we have been not seen for number of years..they apparently still keeping my name on their mind. I guess, its not only for those who had sent me the messages and also invitations..but, for sure to many of them too that we had in touch before....

Anak2 berada di rumah..plus my 1st day period came on Monday..

Hari ini anak2 ada di rumah. Mmg aku sendiri pon malas nak komen. Sbbnya, dalam kekalutan aku nak siapkan keje..mcm2 plak halnya. Dgn si Harris yg demam dan si Daniel yg suka berjaga malam. Lama kelamaan, aku pon naik exhausted. Jadinya, smlm aku masuk tido awal dlm pukul 12. Sekurang2nya ada juga hasil yg aku sampai ke tgh malam smlm walaupon hanya mengarang. Keadaan rumah aku??? Mmmm janganla tanya…mmg mcm kapal karam..itu belum lagi dgn kain yg menimbun2…

Mmg sepatutnya si siti dtg semalam. Tapi, aku terpaksa cancel sbb aku merasakan dgn kehadiran cleaner akan mengoccupykan lagi masa aku sbb nak kene ngk2 dia keje..tu belum kira aku plak nak kene menjadi supir dia dan berambil dan berantar segala. Lemau betul cleaner masakini!

Skrg jam menunjukkan pukul 9.29 pagi and at least aku dah siap sekurang2nya 1 muka surat utk dikarang. Aku just perlukan touch up..utk memastikan apa yg aku tulis tu is making sense. Anak2 plak masih tidor…dan aku tahu kebiasaannya dalam pukul 12 baru dorang nak bangun. Kkdg melihat wajah anak2, bole menjadi pengubat keletihan. Nak2 bila masa dpt bermain dgn dorang. Gelak ketawa dorang membuat aku lupa dgn beban yg sedia ada…

TBC..

Sekarang jam dah menunjukkan pukul 3.30 pagi..maksudnya dah masuk hari jumaat. dan sprt kebiasaannya, aku mmg tidor lambat dan ada masanya pukul 5 pagi baru nak masuk beradu. Bergantung kpd mood aku utk mengarang...Yg bestnya, bila aku print hasil karya aku pada hari ini utk Mr.B baca..sampai ke tahap dia tak paham...sbb katanya..bahasa aku terlalu advance..Haiiii..rasa nak tergeletek perut aku dibuatnya...sbbnya...mcm rasa best gilerrr kerana terasa ade improvement in term of my english writting. Sebenarnya tak mudah juga nak mengarang. Habis perah otak aku dikerjakan! Kkdg tu dalam satu hari alahaiiii dlm beberapa helai je yg aku dapat...Apa2pon Mr.B bilang...Pencarian dan penantian aku ini harus BERHASIL!

Sblm aku menutup cerita pada hari ini..just nak highlight yg aku start peot last Monday. Mmg dok menunggu2 period kali ni datang sbbnya...dok menunggu2 hari yg sesuai nak pasang IUS. Lain cerita, Daniel muntah2 hari ini...SBBNYA??? Agaknya, aku terlebih makan junk food kot..byk tul aku makan twisties, mamie dan maggie..dan tak lupa aku makan rojak buah bercicahkan kuah yg mak aku buatkan...Yes!!! My mom is the best cook ever! Aku dah berkira2 nak suruh mak aku masakkan ketam dan ikan goreng bersama lemak pucuk ubi...aduhaiiiii sedapnyaaaaa....Gasakla mak nak komplen aku ni asik suruh2 dia..SBBnya..kalu mak dtg ke rumah aku, tak jugak aku suruh dia buat apa2..pendek kata..dtg rumah, duduk dan goyang kaki ala2 mandur gayanya..hahahhahah...Lagipon, dah lama sgt aku tak makan masakan mak...so, apa salahnya sekali sekala aku mendera mak aku sendiri...ekekekkekek...

Cerita pasal susu Daniel plak...nampaknya Daniel dah tak serasi minum susu Similac..Makanya, pada hari Selasa baru2 ini aku mula membekalkan dia susu enfalac +. Mahal tu tak yah cakapla....Tutup mata ajela sambil membeli. Lagipon, aku beli susu ni hanya sbg back up sementara double breast pump aku sampai. Sebenarnya, agak sakit jiwa juga aku dibuatnya..sbb aku berhabis rm500 utk shippingkan breast pump aku fr UK walaupon beratnya hanya 2.9kgs sahaja..Apalaaaa nasib badan...Anyway, harapan aku...dgn pelaburan ini, aku dapat exclusively breastfeedingkan si Daniel....Amin...

Oh ya, sblm tu..ini adalah hari yg ke-3 Harris demam...

Mmm..aaa..mmm...uuuuu..hari daniel top up FM

Takde apa nak tulis..cume rasa mcm tak puas hati plak aku bayar ct for rm 10 for the xtra 1.5hrs. kebiasannya aku bayar dia rm30 for 4.5hrs..now because i add another 1 hr dah jadik rm10la plak..mmm, sungguh tak bestnya! takpela next time aku gitau dia..yg aku nak bayar rm 7.50 saje..bole tak camtu???

Sebenarnya keje ct takdela perfect mana....tapi, cukupla meringankan beban aku..

Dlm masa yg sama..si milan pon sakit...satu persatu permasalahan yg timbul..

Lain citer, ari ni aku dah bekalkan daniel ngan susu similac..mmg pon mamat tu skrg kuat minum sampai sakit puting aku dibuatnya...while akunya FS baru je kak rozie poskan semalam...dan kebetulan aku penghasilan susu aku dah semakin menyusut ke 6-7 oz sehari..bebanding 9-11 oz sblm2nya..

Pada mulanya mmg aku refuse nak bagi daniel FM..but then, aku pk2..bakpe plak aku nak berikan tekanan pada diri aku sendiri dan mengkomplikasikan keadaan yg bule dipermudahkan???

AKtiviti hujung minggu..

Aktiviti hujung minggu yg lepas..

Sat-aku ke rumah mak. Ade kenduri arwah. Mmg sampai lambat. Lagipon Mr B balik dr main golf lewat. Dekat2 kul 1 gitu..

Malam tu tido lewat sampai jam 5.30. Sempat jugak layan fb. Dapat ctc kawan lama di UAE. Orgnya tetap sama. Dr segi saiz dan juga humourisnya!

Sun-Harris ade sukan. Kesian Harris, kalu ikutkan mmg dia dah buat keje cepat. Tapi, kawan2 dia yg lambat. So, ended up, elok2 jadi champion, asik2 meraih tempat ke-2 dan ke-3. Aku pon ade jugak join sukan dia..sampai tergolek dog aku dibuatnya. Coincidently, aku terjumpa dgn org utusan. Saje networking dgn dia..since, dia pon request minta tlg aku amikkan gambar anak dia.

Balik dr sukan..kami sume tergolek dog tido kat umah. Petangnya Mr B antar aku pi gunting rambut. Melayang duit rm57! Total cost utk gunting, inai dan stimkan rambut. Sebenarnya, kalu rambut aku tak bermasalah, mmg aku tak ingin nak buat benda tu sume...Oleh kerana, si tatarias aku tu dah gitau cenggitu, no point nak simpan rambut panjang kalu asik2 gugur. Aku inaikan dan stimkan rambut pon because utk kuatkan akar rambut aku yg tak kuat. Tapi, yg sedihnya, hatta rambut aku dah pendek, still rambut tu nak gugur juga..

Sekejap

Sekejap je masa berlalu. Tadi keluar amik si siti dan sampai rumah pukul 2.15 pm, skrg dah pukul 4.07 pm dan aku tak start2 keje lagi. Seronok jugak berborak dgn siti..kkdg ade jugak dia sindir2 aku..Tapi, lantakla...lagipon, dia ni cleaner yg aku amik keje sekali-sekala. Lagi 2-3 weeks mebe tak panggil lagi sbb si Ngi dah nak sampai.

Dlm aku berborak2 dgn dia..barula aku paham kenapa dia ni byk sgt menjawab atau jenis berani menjawab..SBBnya, dia ni adalah cleaner cerdik yg bekerja di Mesia. Adik-beradiknya kesemua orgnya sukses dan ade degree holder. Sementara dia plak kejeblos sbb terpengaruh dgn kawan2 waktu di sekolah menengah. Itulakan..nasib kita tak sama manusia smmgnya tak sama. Dan kerana itu, aku rasa lebih selesa bekerja dgn org2 yg educated. Sbb, mereka2 ni mempunyai kesedaran..dan bule berpikir secara matang.

Kalu ikutkan mmg aku gembira sbb siti dah gosokkan baju suami aku...dan hasil gosokannya hampir2 memenuhi spesikasi aku..so, apa nak dikomplen2 lagi. Kalu cenggini ambil dia jauh2 di Tesco pon tak apa2. Mula2 tu mcm nak naik angin juga..dok tunggu2 si siti tak sampai2 pula..Takut2 plak dok nunggu2 kat bus stop, nanti tersondol plak kereta aku dek kereta di highway yg laju2. Rabu ni, aku akan panggil siti lagi...Yahooooo!!!!!!!!!!!

aku yg malas..

minggu di serang penyakit malas...kemas umah pon cincai2..gasakla..malas aku nak pk..aku letih!

kewllll...

kewlll, bb is getting OK now. He can smile and sleep as his everyday routine. At least mommy can continuosly do her work now after couple of days break and hassle. 7 days more to go..and mommy complete shattered!

mama oh mama..

Strange enough since I am back in my home country, my relationship with my mama is getting even better. Although, for sometimes over small things we can have had little friction between us..Still, the broken heart can be fixed or either repaired. Maybe, because I am now the type of person who doesnt really fancy to complicate any emerging issue amidst of the two of us...trying not to think too much or for somehow, as best as I can to view something in opposite way than others. Or perhaps, this is happening because I am now mother of 3 kids. So, I can understand a lot more of her???

After wisely think and think, I know my mama is actually a soft, kind hearted and easily shattered person..it just matter of time has changed her to be hard as metal. Shall we continuosly accusing her for every single tough time that she had been through??? Knowing the answer, no wonder why I started to missing her badly almost once in a month!!

Daniel gets better

Daniel is getting better now. I am completely relieved. At least I can have bit time for myself now. He was SO cranky baby in the past few days. Almost of the time longing for cuddle.

I still contemplating wether or not to have IUD fix for birth control. It can be nightmare while reading all the side effects due to contraception. The choice is literally yours..if you are willing to be the specimen of human invention, why not?? The only question, do you dare to take all the possible consequences? Thats why I still dithering...................................

Sama rupa paras

Smlm lepas dinner di sebuah restoren kami singgah shopping sekejap di Giant. Guess what?? I stumbled upon someone whose her feature just like me! Funny betul. I was staring at her far from our car just to confirm is that really true that girl is my twin on earth.

Only few minutes after that she noticed someone was looking at her. And I knew rfight then she started to feel the same way like I did..we were just alike! I was burst into laugh to Mr B. Feeling excited because I was meeting someone literally the same look similar to me...

Masih demam

Baby masih demam lagi...Moodnya akan jadi tak baik kalu suhu badannya panas dan akan jadi OK semula kalu dah mulai kebah. Baru saje pukul 10.30 tadi aku beri dia ubat...Setelah 1 jam berlalu..dia dah boleh mulai tersenyum. Mmg leceh kalu anak sakit.

Kak Rozie hantar message yg dia dah repacking breast pump aku. Just tunggu aku bank in duit kat dia utk diposkan ke mesia.

Fever

Hari ni Daniel demam. I suspect because nak tumbuh gigi sbb kebelakangan ni dia mcm kuat sgt sucking my nipple. Hari ni plak he refuses direct feeding siap bite his mommy's breast lagi.
Suhunya agak panas about 37-38 degree. Sampai merah2 seluruh badan dia. He was sleeping like most of the time. Mommy starts to concern. Mata dia pon ade discharge. Mebe he was infected by me sbb my conjungtivitis still hasnt recovered until now.

Yesterday, went to nenek's house. Everybody was happy and nenek as usual excited to see us coming. We had our dinner together without Chaca at home. Ate rambutan until the peep got stuck into Milan's throat and smoothly flew and get processed in her tummy. We were joking by asking her many times wether or not she wants to eat more rambutan and she was persitently saying 'NO' again and again eventhough before it happened rambutan is her most favourite! She was crying out loud panicking if the peep still stuck and not to come out.

Apalaaa nasib..

Smlm dok xcited dapat tau yg FS aku dah sampai di rumah Kak Rozie..malamnya plak aku dah tergaru2 kepala bila Kak R gitau yg berat parcel tu dah jadik 5.5kgs..Arghhhh, tensennya! Kalu ikutkan the contain inside the original packaging is only not more than 3kg. Ni agaknya for secure packaging seller tu dah packing ala2 berat gitu...Camne ni?????? Hancurla harapan nak mengetest breast pump baru...Silap2 hb..tersangkutla FS aku kat UK berbulan2..

Coret....coret..

Sejak dah beranak 3 ni..terpaksala aku bergerak aktif sket..nak2 plak si Siti yg bekerja bagaikan lipas kudung datang ke rumah aku pada ari ni..besanya waktu cleaner sampai nila aku bz buat itu dan ini...dok ringan tulang pi cuci jamban dan tong sampah yg berbau..Selesai buat keje baru terasa kesengalan badannya..

Sebenarnya aku happy pada hari ini..Satunya pasal siti keje lebih masa for free. Senyum terus aku sampai ke telinga..Lagi satu Siti orgnya jenis terus-terang..maka, sngla aku nak berdeal dgn dia..yg kedua, medela freestyle aku dah sampai di rumah kak Rozie..yahooooooooo..tinggal tunggu Kak Rozie pos ajela dr sana nanti..eiiiii, tak sabar2 rasanya...kalu ikutkan dah hampir patah smgt mengepam susu ni!

Tak sangka plak aku buleh jadik sebaik ini..sanggup berkorban bersusah payah mengepam susu utk si kecil...sedangkan aku ni bule dikira moden walaupon kkdg ade jugak kekolotannya sket2...he..he..he..Utk itu aku berazam, utk makan makanan yg lebih berkhasiat supaya susu yg dipam itu juga adalah yg terbaik utk si Daniel. Wahhhh, specialnya baby Daniel nikan...Yg lain hanya dapat susu while mommy is at home...Dia plak at anytime, bule kenyang dgn susu ibu..Yg bestnya, bila aku dah makan byk..Susu pon semakin byk yg keluar...

Jenayah..

Smlm kami telah membuat satu jenayah di satu kawasan perumahan..

Jenayah apa???? Kisahnya, anak2 aku baru dapat basikal baru. Jadi, utk nak bagi dorang exercise di petang hari, aku dah membawa dorang jalan2 naik basikal. Waktu masa nak turun bukit, aku dah gitau Milan&Harris siap2, jgn pedal lagi basikal tu sbb namanya dah menurun bukitkan..Tapi, biasalah si Milan kkdg tak mau dgr cakap org..dia tetap juga memedal..Natijahnya???? Dia dah terlanggar kereta org sampai jatuh tergolek dog! Aku pon tak berani nak belek2 sgt kete org tu..kelihatannya, sprt ade satu carikan panjang yg aku pon sendiri kurang pasti adakah ia disebabkan handle basikal baru si Milan atau pon ianya smmgnya sudah wujud di situ. Nasib2...Aku takdela bagitau si Harris pasal hal ni..sbb tau2 ajelakan mulut budak kecik mana tau nak tutup..Nanti habis dikepohnya kat semua org...So, bila Mr.B balik aku cume bisik2 kat dia sambil tahan ketawa sbb kene menyimpan rahsia jenayah kitaorg...

Susu

Smlm aku keluar jalan kaki beli susu Daniel di Guardian, Giant. Terkejut juga beli melihat harga susu yg mahal itu. Rata2 dalam $20 ke atas utk berat 300g+. Ini yg meyakinkan lagi keputusan aku utk exclusively breastfeed baby Daniel buat kali ini.

Mood

Tiba2 je ari ni diserang mood rajin. Pagi2 mengemas, cuci pinggan mangkuk dan ala kadar mop lantai. Sambil mop lantai dok 'kesuh' dgn rambut aku yg asik2 gugur. Mcm nak kene potong rambut nampak gayanya aku. Dah tak larat nak mengutip rambut hampir setiap hari. Smlm je, byk betul rambut aku keguguran..Bagaimana nak atasi masalah ini?? Aku kira pakai serkup tudung ajela setiap hari..

Smlm pam susu..dapat dalam 8 oz. Mmg tak banyak. Pagi ni perah pon cume dapat 2 oz..itu sebab aku dilanda kemalasan nak perah susu. Sbb tu, aku semakin bulat hati nak beli Medela FS.

Harris belajar semayang..

Aku kira ade hikmahnya si Ngi lambat sampai sini..bebudak tu semua biar aje duduk di nursery dan transit. Hasilnya, skrg Harris dah a bit familiar dgn wording2 sembahyang. Dgn happynya smlm dia baca ayat utk ruku'. Aku plak suka tanya dia..

'Mana Harris belajar?'

Sebenarnya soalah aku lebih kepada nak tau..adakah SR atau transit yg memberikan kesan mendalam ke atas penghayatan dia ttg agama, jawi dan sembahyang..

Jawapannya..Kedua2 transit dan SR memberikan kesan ke dlm mindanya..

School planning for Milan year 2010..

Mebe nak masukkan Milan di sekolah Tadika J yg mana aku diberitahu yg headteachernya adalah seorang India..Bayaran hanya rm90..Tapi, aku diberitahu oleh akak dobi..akak berkesan juga tadika di situ biarpon murah..

FS breastpump

Finally, aku decided to purchase without thinking too much again FS b/pump. Ini disebabkan aku rasa b/pump adalah agenda utama dalam hidup aku buat masa ini dlm perkiraan nak menghasilkan stok sbyk mungkin susu badan utk dibekalkan ke Daniel sewaktu ditinggalkan di nursery. Aku dah tak fikir lagi nak beli elliptical or what so ever. Kebetulan Kak Rozie sanggup membantu utk poskan b/pump tu terus kepada aku dr UK.

Antara lain, aku telah tertarik dgn offer di koodos...Jeans diesel sold for only 19gbp. Whoever can resist? Asyik bebudak je yg beli baju bajan..aku pon nak le beli jeans sehelai 2. Both CK jeans that I bought year back in Paris do not fit me anymore. To loose...I bought them in lil big bigger size than I usually wear coz I was thinking I maybe have no more luck to get my pre-pregnancy size when already stay in Mesia. Now, after Daniel is 3.5 mths I am gradually losing my weight and not that far to reach my old size! For 5kgs to shed away is reachable with an aid of pumping your breastmilk regularly.

My new cleaner..

Hari ini aku dapat cleaner baru..Siti namanya..Okla..dia charge rm30 for 4 hrs. Tapi, menerut jiran depan rumah aku..she can be tak kisah to work for a lil bit extra hours...kiranya, sampai all the job completedla dia kejekan..Kejenya, mmg mcm lipas kudung..Dr segi kekemasan..Aku kira dia ni ok sketla berbanding si Lea sbb habis kemas dia kemaskan rumah aku..Maksudnya, adalah dia ni bernawaitu, mengelap sume perabot2 aku dan meja makan aku...Nak kata perfect sgt tu tidakla..Sbbnya, kalu betul2 nak puas hati..pila buat keje2 umah sendiri, yer dak? Kalu kira nak cuci jamban..aku lagi terror cuci jamban..kalu nak kira mop lantai, aku lagi terror mop lantai...cume, takat manala kudrat aku kalu sume benda aku nak buat...betul???? Itupon, sprt biasa mana2 keje yg aku bule buat..aku bikin sendiri..cthnya, lipat kain..SBBnya??? Hanya aku je yg tau pasangan baju2 tu sume..Kalu harapkan org, mmgla kene ajar...

Sejak dua menjak try menery sampai 2-3 cleaner...Aku jadi tak kisah, kalu rumah takde pembantu..Cume, leceh sketla kalu nak kuar2..sume sekali 3 org nak berangkut..Daniel di rumah pon bukannya cranky sgt...Dulu2, lepas abis pantang mmg aku rajin pi kemas rumah aku sendiri..sampai rasa nak rebah badan pon ada..almaklumla..badan bukannya kuat sgt..tapi, sume keje nak letak kat bahu kita...Dah lepas2 tu aku pk...mana bule jadi??? Last2 aku jugak yg seksakan???? Kalu sakit...aku jugak yg kene carik mak cik urut tolong urutkan akukan??? Makanya, aku decided nak amik cleaner.

Waktu tu, mmg payah nak jumpa cleaner..Paling2 choice yg aku ade si Lea. Si Lea ni plak orgnya jenis berubah2...Cthnya, Ahad lepas..dia naikan rate dia dr rm200 ke rm250 sebulan..Mau aku tak hangin!! Suka2 je minah ni nak buh rega..Tu lom lagi, sblm ni dia cas aku rm10 for additional 1 hr. Yg lawaknya plak Sabtu bebaru ni bule plak minah ni baik ati cas aku rm15 for 2 hrs yg seterusnya...Kkdg, pusing plak aku ngan si Lea yg berubah2 ni..Dr segi kekemasan..si Lea ni mmg ok...gosok baju pon kemas, mop pon kemas..Tapi, tidakla sume tiap pelosok yg dilihatkan berabuk dia akan mengelapnya..

Bagus jugak, aku dikenalkan dgn si Siti..paling2, kalu aku sakit ati ngan si Lea..aku panggil ajela si Siti..Biar leceh sket kene amik dan hantar dia balik sampai ke Tesco..janji, tak sakit ati...Mcm2 ajelakan keje deal ngan org ni..Selain tu, yg aku pasan si Lea ni ada mood dan pandai demand..cessss! Nasib baik aku tak amik dia keje sbg fulltime!

Demam..

Smlm aku jatuh demam. Asik nak berhingus memanjang. Sungguh tak suka! Apa yg aku buat sepanjang harian aku demam adalah tidur..tidur dan tidur...petang harinya, Mr B ajak aku keluar..makan di restoran Thailand..Dlm kete, my doter tak sabar2 nak menggomol..siap check lagi dahi aku...

'Demam?' she asked.

Memang berbeza anak lelaki dgn anak perempuan. My doter ni nampak lagi caring walaupon umurnya baru je 3 tahun. Sampai di restauran, my eldest son plak buat special request while waiting our food to be served..

'I want another baby to make 6 of us in a family'

Dlm hati aku berkata..mmm, sapa plak nak jaga anak ramai2 nih..Takkan nak harap si abang yg baru 6 tahun kot??? Paling2 tunggula Harris dah umur 8 tahun kalu nak ada another baby...at least bulela diharap nak dokong our future baby nanti...Lagipon, kasihan kat si Daniel, still young..at least bagila 3 years gap kalu nak ada yg satu lagi..

Aku perasan personaliti Harris semakin berubah. Sejak dah serasi duduk tadika..dia makin chatty,notty dan byk akal pon ada. Same goes to Milan. Nampak ceria bila bercampur dgn bebudak di nursery.

Cerita lain..Aida dah kembali for good ke Mesia...Jumpa kengkawan lama di KLCC..aku, Jah, Jeerah dan Aida..Bila dah lama tak jumpa..memasing pon dah berubah...dr single kepada beranak pinak...

sambil jumpa kengkawan..aku menyelam minum air pi shopping..Seronok tak terkata sbb dapat beli baju baby GAP dgn harga yg termampu..akhirnya termakbul juga cita2 nak beli suar berjenis kain lembut utk si Daniel. Adala jugak aku belikan piggy bank utk siap sorang si abg dan si kakak. Si Milan sejak dapat piggy bank princess langsung terlupa akan jam Barbienya itu..kalu dulu jam Barbie mesti diusungnya sana sini..skrg, piggy banknya plak yg kalu bule nak dipegang ari2.

Breastpump...

Tiba2 saje nak beli double breast pump..Medela FS..Rega tenet di UK, the cheapest would be 225 GBP..which is about 1.3k by conversion. Rasa, teruja plak sejak kelahiran Daniel yg aku nak fully breastfeed anak aku. Tambah plak, bila baca review..penjual FS di sini..siap bule perah up to 10-12 oz at a time dlm masa 8 minutes..sungguh jimat masa! Cume, aku kurang pasti adakah my darling akan setuju ngan proposal aku..Arghhhh, susahnya jadi pompuan..sume benda pon kalu bule nak dibelinya...emas, baju, stroller, handbag, bunga...DAN KINI....breastpump!!! Aiyakkkk...manyak susah!!!

Aku terkeciwa..

Mlm tadi my darling ctc Pak F..Cissss...katanya si Ngi punya permit masih tak beres lagi coz isu pembekuan permit di Indon sana...Aku gitau my darling..Mmmmm, rasanya kita ni mmg takkan ada pembantu bila2..So, u've got to help me..Aku dah tak larat..Unless, sama2 tak kisah nak ngk umah tunggang-langgang.

Kekeciwaan aku tidak berakhir begitu saje, bila pagi aku timbang aku dah naik 1kg. Hahahah, nak turun punyala susah..tapi, nak naik punyala sng! Mana taknya, dah aku dok mengunyah twisties dan chocolate...Manala tak mudah nak naik badannya..In fact, the day before aku mcm tak kisah je nak makan nasi jauh2 malam.

Berbalik pada citer Harris performance at kindy...Aku rasa tak kisahla if he is not the no.1..Sebenarnya, aku pon tak tahu dia dapat no berapa in class...Tapi, setahu aku mmg bebudak dlm kelas dia sume pandai2..antara yg tercerdik tu namanya Hakimi..Pada aku, as long as sekolah tu dapat menolong melengkapkan diri dia utk menempuh alam persekolahan Darjah 1, I will be more than happy.

Nampaknya usaha aku mengajar Jawi di rumah, hampir membuahkan hasil bila Harris dah mula nak dapat concept membaca Jawi..Apaprently, dia dah mula kenal huruf2 jawi melainkan huruf Qaf yg sokmo dia asyik terlupa..

Good kindergarden for your kids..Does it really matter???

Pada pendapat akula..kan..kan..Kalu kita ada pilihan..betterla antar anak2 ke good kindy..Walaupon jauh..tak apa2..kalu resultnya mmg berbaloi...However, I should accentuate more to make ur kids excel is not solely depends 100% on kindy SBBnya...Take a simplest example, investla ribu-raban, but then without the parents follow up and the kids enthusiastic to learn at kindy..still duit yg dilaburkan itu hanya skdr pembaziran!

Jadinya, aku takkan paksa Harris cthnya utk amik extra tuition, kalu mati2an dia tak mo...SBB, kalu mmg dia tak mo...Besanya, lambatla nak nampak effect 'KEEXCELLANNYA'..Cthnya waktu mula2 aku masukkan dia dalam SR...Ya Allah, we were battling like hell....Dan lagi satu, pada mereka2 yg berbudget tight, good kindy ni..tak semestinya antar anak ke SR mau pon Q-Dees atau pon Montessori...TETAPI...., carikla school yg bule melengkapkan diri serba-sedikit utk menghadapi pelbagai cabaran di sekolah di masa depan...

Makanya slps2 ini..aku dan my darling sebulat sepakat...tak kisahla kalu slps ni nak antar si Milan ke SR andainya masih lagi berkemampuan..Walaupon pada awalnya aku agak skeptical dgn SR ni ditambah plak omel2an mentua aku...

'Mcm kurang sesuai sekolah atas kedai'

YESSSS, kata2 ibu itu mmg ada betulnya...Rasa kesian jugak sekolah atas kedai..ala2 mcm perkembangan terbantut! Tapi, If we never give a try..how can we know??? Betul tak? Sebenar2nya, aku teruja masukkan Harris ke SR because of..hajat aku yg tak kesampaian nak registerkan Harris ke good school back in UK. So, bila balik Mesia aku buat study and comparison termasuk ricky2 environment di sekolah Harris...Jenuh sampai pening2 lalat aku memikirkan nak masukkan si Harris ni di sekolah mana...Kalu aku dok KL atau SJ, tak kisah je aku campak je Harris kindy ke mana2...coz rasanya takde masalah nak retain him to speak BI.

Seandainya, budgetku ciput...Does it matter kalu bebudak ni tak pi SR???? JAWAPANnya...'TAK PONG!'..sbbnya, bukannya tak bule mengajar sendiri kat rumah, betul tak??? In fact, si Harris getting better in Malay&English pon disebabkan...sapa yg ajor????? Mak dia jugakkan??? Kalu nak harap cikgu and kindy 100%??? Ntah bila2lakan...Mesti sampai skrg masih lagi si Harris tu membaca ditahap kura2...dan si Milan tu plak, impactnya, when she is more at home...she speak more english rather than BM..Malah, hatta ade bibik sekali pon, mmg aku nak bebudak ni sume speak in BI...Biar bibik tak paham...Ha..ha..ha...Kang aku cakap BM sokmo..bibik perasan plak yg aku tiba2 ngata dia sbb tiba2 dok cakap BI...at least, kalu aku cakap BI selalu kurangla bibik nak was2 ngan ketiba2an majikannya ini yg tiba2 cakap BI...kan..kan..kan..

Weight update-55kgs

Susah kalu org dah start praising about how am look like compare to my last pregnancy...mcm..

'u look slim'
'slim skrg'
'u dietke?'

Sometimes, better off people not too say anything..coz when people start to say positively about u..u start to feel like...alahhhhh dah sampai targetla tu..OR...udah2la tu berdiet...OR..lantak ajela makan apa2..tak gemuk pon..

Kalu ikutkan mmg pon aku dah bule pakai sume my old clothes..and for surela, am still not yet slim and skinny..for those who havent met me before mestila dorang akan kata..

'Dah ok dah ni'

Tapi, sebenarnya2 aku masih chubby...Tapi, who cares??? Tambah2, my darling pon skrg dah semakin 'sihat' dan 'subur'..so, lantakla aku nak gemuk pon!!! Update terbaru, my weight now is 55kg..actually, masih jauh lagi perjalanan as aku nak aim 50-51kg..let the fasting month fullfil my dreamla kot...skrg ni, aku just makan je apa yg aku nak...just avoid to eat too much for the dinner...Yg tak bestnya skrg, my darling sering comes back late...tak pasal2 diet pon kkdg terbabas...like smlm, dah lewat malam aku join makan nasi lemak eventhough it still under control portion...

Daniel 1st day nursery..

This morning is my baby 1st day in nursery and its located within walking distance. Actually, am not that keen to send my baby there but seems I've got no option! The principal is not that friendly eventhough she is described by her staff as 'easy to approach' kind of human.

Results of my spot check this afternoon to my baby's nursery- suprisingly, the gate wasnt locked and I was thinking...how can they stop people from kidnapping the kids??? Really nightmare! The cleanliness...Owhhhh, so BADDDDD!!!

Harris Report Card Day..

This morning came to visit Harris SR to discuss with regards to Harris performance at school. On the way to his school, I couldnt stop thinking of Teacher Sukana..The most sensational teacher that Harris likes to talk about when we had chat together. Teacher Sukana as described by Harris is a bold and strict who sometimes using 'harsh' words as for instance "stupid" and "why you are so slow??".

Arrived at Harris school, we were welcome by the headteacher with welcoming smiles and Teacher Sukana was called in the meeting. Owchhh, finally I met Harris favourite teacher..heheheh..

My comment about Teacher Sukana..

'She is just a normal synonym Malaysian Teacher..'

We were discussing Harris overall progress at school and apparently he was doing well in his tests with average mark of 94%. Eventhough, honestly I still dissapointed to see none of the subjects marked as 100%, after wisely think, what he has done so far in all is still SATISFYING considering he just joined SR for only 4 mths as compared to other kids who already in the center for 3 years. Before we leaving, we had a talk in relation to Harris problem at home and at school together with his headteacher to overcome Harris from sleeping late at night. I hope by acknowleding the teachers and with their support too, Harris can go in bed early to make him fresh to start his day at school.

His headteacher described Harris as smart, easy to catch up and matured however can be moody.

Ke rumah si Anu..

Smlm aku ke rumah si Anu..Katanya, si Anu adalah wife kepada kerabat di negeri XXX..Dah namanya kerabat surela mabelessskan...Speaking sokmo ala2 American gitussss...Adaku kisah??? Dek kerana aku diberitahu oleh one of my front neighbours yg si Anu got Philipino's maid contact, aku pon dgn tak malunya waving my hands to si Anu while jalan2 di our housing area.

Anu is very nice lady...soft spoken...sokmo speaking...itu for surela..sampai aku pon terkial2 nak berspeaking..we had very brief chat coz it was late in the evening..we were talking about name of plants and the way how to grow it..

When, my darling back home, I was telling him about my visit to si Anu's house. He was asking me wether was that really true while commenting my clothes when I was visiting si Anu's house..His comment, I was wearing like a maid AKA nanny guarding 3 little kids...I lifted my eyebrow and asking him back..

'Is it wearing just t-shirt n skirt make me looks like a maid???'

I was grumbling too..

'Alaaaa. Si Anu lagila eventhough she is old already, she too just like me wearing t-shirt with short some more! Itu lagi over apa..!'

Dlm hati..mmm mebe tak nampak maidla kot..sbb, mak cik tu menyeksi!

Apa2 ajela..if u think, ur wife really looks like maid..so, what u still waiting for????? Buy me more clothes, hokayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!

Lega..

Terasa lega sgt2 sbb rumahku sudah terkemas pada hari ini..Thanks Sis for helping. Originally, sepatutnya si L yang datang kemas umah aku..kalih2 dia cancel last minute. Inilah masalahnya si L, kalu aku cancel dia tau marah..Tapi, kalu dia yg cancel..takde plak aku nak marah2 dia..Kkdg aku pk2, bagus juga aku tak jadi amik dia as my maid before..

Ngis, my future maid is expected to come in another 2-3 weeks time. Ada hiccup dlm pemprosesan coz suddenly Indon's Gomen katanya tak mo nak antar maid Indon dorang ke Mesia lagi..

Lain citer pada ari ini..Milan sudah terkencit atas katil..Tapi, cooolll..aku tak naik angin..Biasanya aku suka marah2..Tapi, this morning I was soooo cooolllll..Lifted up Milan from our bed, bath her and put her back in our bed.

Yg bestnya, bilik maid aku dah terkemas...Bolehla aku lepak situ brg sementara..Almari dan katil pon dah ada..Sis pon dah lap dan kemas termasuk bawah sinki aku yg tonggang langgang. Cuma, Sis tak sempat nak cuci toilet aku..Tapi, dia dah ganti waktu cuci toilet dgn mengosok baju kami berhelai2...So, I wont complaint much! For this time, Sis leaving our house with 35rm money. EVenthough, the house still not completely done..Tapi, Okla than before...

Yg membuatkan aku tambah excited, finally, grassman tu agreed nak planting the grass at our price. Meaning that, we can simply proceed our planning to decorate our ugly garden. Cume aku je yg masih kering idea nak tanam pokok apa..

Wawasan..

My bibik will be coming in another 3 weeks time. Progress bebudak plak stkt ni...alhamdulillah telah serba sedikit tercapai sprt yg diplankan...Cthnya..

-Harris dah bule read BM&BI
-Harris dah pandai mandi sendiri
-Milan dah mulai independent tak pakai diapers...

Jadinya, when the time bibik is arrived, just cun2la for me to pull out Harris&Milan fr transit and nursery. Cumenya, si Harris tu masih liat lagi bangun pagi dan mandi sendiri. Aku pon tak terpk apa list keje yg aku nak kasik kat bibik aku...Sejak akhir2 ni mcm sebel dgn kualiti part time maid/ cleaner yg mcm so-so...dan aku sendiri plak malas nak pk lebih atau nak kemas umah lebih2..

3rd injection..5th injection-August, 15

Just wanted to put a note in this blog that Daniel will be having his 5th month injection on the abovementioned date. For sometimes, I can easily forget of something that we should be doing like as what happened on Daniel 3rd jab. I know and remember from the beginning I should be visiting the doctor with Daniel for the 3rd time for a JAB, BUT..FOR what kind of JAB..I simply cant remember...How can having 3 kids can change someone to be a VERY forgetful mother..

Nothing special to be written more in this entry other than reporting our yesterday's outing to survey suitable grass and spending more money at IKEA. It was sooo exhausting trip..and it also our first time leaving our 3 angles to someone else not from our family nor relatives. The couple was paid for rm70 for caring the kids while cleaning the house.

Speaking about our surveying activities in Sg Buloh for reasonable and affordable grass for our garden..we get to know many kind of grasses there including pearl, philipine and Japanese grass.

Tak tahu nak tulis apa

Tak tahu nak tulis apa..sesuai untuk tajuk entry kali ni..
Dapat good news dr kawan lama..yg dia fall pregnant accidentally for 4th time. Dia kata malu nak gitau..SBBnya...anaknya yg ke-3 baru je usianya 1 tahun tak puas menyusu badan lagi katanya..nak2 plaknya dia tgh study master...Tak apalah, rezeki tuhan bagi..mungkin ada hikmah disebaliknya..kot2 pasni dikurniakan anak perempuan pula slps kejayaan melahirkan 3 hero2 sblmnya..

Update lain..berat aku masih macam tu statik 56-57kg..Mana taknya, aku skrg tak begitu jaga makan sgt..Kiranya, mcm tak kisah nak makan apa aje yg aku nak makan..smlm pon aku dah terbabas makan twisties..Gasakla! Malas nak pk pasal slim-melim ni...Just let the time flies away..Kang nak susut..dia susutla tu mcm waktu aku pas beranakkan si Milan dulu..Takdela pulak aku rapot nak kurus..Tiba2 je dia jadi kurus..Ha..ha..ha...Kalu ikutkan my target is not far away..5kg to go...It can take 2 mths or perhaps a year..Tak pon, kot2 pas posa bule turun..sape taukan???

Hari yg memenatkan..

Hari ni mmg hari yg memenatkan..Membereskan keje2 rumah tak berhenti2. Kalula ade robot yg aku bule tekan butang dan terus bereskan sume keje2 rumahkan bagus!

Jalan2 di Alamanda..

Smlm dgn baik hatinya, daddy gave us a treat..eating out and shopping di Alamanda..Sebenarnya dr semalam mommy was asking daddy to bring her out sbb weekdays mostly mommy is at home...Boring duduk rumah ni tau2 sajelakan...

On the way to Alamnda..Daddy was asking mommy where place to eat. Mommy just didnt mind sbb perut ni bukannya rasa nak makan sgt pon...So, we just followed Harris saying to have our lunch at KFC coz he was longing to eat nuggets there. Jadinya, diet mommy smmgnya fail lagi pada hari smlm...Disaat org makan..mommy pon join makan dan sempatla juga merasa spicy chicken KFC yg baru..My sincere comment..'MMG X SEDAP!'

Lepas habis semua org makan dan kenyang, we headed ourselves to Reject Shop..Saje ngk2 di situ...manala tau kot2 jumpa baju branded2 yg comel2..bule jugak mommy mendonatekan duit di sana...heheh...Tapi, nampaknya tak ada apa2 yg menarik..Sempat jugak dlm jalan2 tu pi singgah kedai emas Habib Jewel yg konon2nya tgh sale tak hengat sampai 50-70%. Saje cuci2 mata tgk koleksi emas putih dan berlian dia...Waktu mommy ngk tu bulela dapat discount dgn rega 7k kalu beli satu set cincin, necklace, earings dan pendant dia..Mmmm, kalula mommy berlebih duit..mmg sah2la set tu mommy dah sambar..

Kiranya our day outing tu mcm2la yg kami dapat..termasuk...

1)find out how elliptical works and looks like. Sambil tu dapat to know my latest weight and body fat..Mmg gue gemuk sey! Body fat jgn cakapla...dah terlebih byk %!

2)came to know the price of semi-D&bungalow at Putrajaya facing to the lake..Tak silap aku around 2million for bungalow and 1.5+million for semi-D

3)knows the price of bangle..200++..Kalu gue ni byk duit..mmg gue dah beli...sungguh bernafsu jadi perempuan ni..semua benda pon kalu bule nak dibeli dan dimiliki...

4) Harris got his transformer's colouring and comic books kat MPH dan aku plak dapat beli cooking book at the price of $13+

5) shopping stoking my baby di Mothercare sambil ricky2 rega Quinny Zap di situ..For the stroller itself reganya dah 1.1k..so does the carseat..So, in total kalu nak beli stroller ni adalah dlm range 2k++..gigil tangan nak beli! Baik je aku beli elliptical aku cenggini..huhuhuhu

6) shopping jeans dan baju my baby di PONEY...PONEY ni brand of Malaysia. But, strangely the price is quite competiteve juga comparable to branded items sold kat Mothercare, GAPS and Pumpkin Patch segala. Kiranya price dia sligtly lower dr brand2 yg aku sebutkan tadi..Kkdg macam tak paham, kenapa plak brgn buatan Mesia tetap nak jual mahal2? Apa2pon, aku rembat jugak sbb nak pakai..cume baju dia je aku dapat beli dgn discount 50%...Lagipon, aku sakit ati dgn kualiti jeans Pumpkin Patch yg aku beli sblm2 ni..Keras kejung! Budak pon tak selesa nak pakai...Jadi, kesimpulan aku di sini..It is not about brand, but its matter of comfortability...

7) Seronok dapat beli pewangi pot puri yg selama ni aku dok cari2..Dah 32 tahun hidup baru aku tau nama pewangi tu is "TEDDY BEAR". Mula2 tu cam tak caya..Takkanla bau cam rose tapi namanya TEDDY BEAR plak? Ngk2 bila dah bubuh di rumah...Barula puas hati dapat beli pewangi yg betul...heheheh..

8) Belikan Harris beg Ben 10 sbb beg Spiderman yg aku belikan dia 2 years ago dah putus..Aku pon tak paham cemana bule putus...Agaknya, tersepit in between pintu van pak cik drebar kot gamaknya..Adala jugak belikan dia baju Ultraman yg dia pilih sendiri..termasuk botol air Ben 10..SBBnya, dia selalu kecoh nak bawak air pi sekolah..Dan Milan plak dapat jam barbie..Gara2 jam barbie dia jugakla si Milan tu tak tido2 malam tadi..dok kalut bila jam barbie dia tak dijumpai..

9) Minum kat Starbuck dan beli donut di kedai donut..

Balik rumah..mmg nampak si Harris sungguh2 happy..Mana taknya, kbykan brg yg dishopping adalah brg2 dia..Si Milan??? Kesian..cume dapat beli jam..Nasib baik Milan budak kecik..Kalu dah besar..mesti dia tahu nak compare2..awat dia dapat beli satu brg tapi abg dan adik dia sampai 2-3 brg...

Mlmnya, aku temankan Harris baca komik transformers..Yg kelakarnya, dah tua2 ni barula aku tahu watak2 dlm transformers tu..Autobot, Megatron, Optimus Prime, Ironhide, Sideswipe dan bla..bla..bla..termasuk words english yg aku besa dgr tapi aku tak besa guna...

villian-devil
horizon-skyline
deploy-to organize (troops or resources) into a position ready for immediate and effective action
hurl-throw in great force;To throw down; overthrow
halt-A suspension of movement or progress, especially a temporary one: The car rolled to a halt when it stalled
alleyways-a narroe passage between buildings
sprung-to jump over(mcm springla kot nih)
rippled- To rise and fall gently in tone or volume

Penat!

Ntah kenapa dalam minggu ini kemalasan sungguh melanda dan mehurungi diri aku..malas dr segi segala2nya..Mebe sbb dah fed up dgn keje umah yg tak abis2..atau mungkin juga aku jadik kemalasan sbb badan aku sakit2..

Hari ni saje aku spend masa almost 4 hrs di dapur..Bosan! Penat pon ada! Sejak takde maid ni..aku mmg pemalas tahap gaban nak memasak makanan yg bergoreng2. Hari ni saje habis berkecah dapur gas aku sbb benda yg aku masak tu meletup2...Arghhhhh..tension! Taubat tul aku nak masak benda2 bergoreng lagi! Cukuppppp utk masa ini! Tenaga dan masa aku dah terbuang utk membersih2!! Rasa mcm ishkkkk takde keje lainke dr membabukan diri????

Sblm aku terlupa..smlm merupakan our 9th anniversary. Cadangnya my darling nak belanja aku makan di Chorus Hotel..Tapi, plan hanya tinggal plan..Termasuk plan nak bercuti di Pangkor pon terpaksa kami batalkan. My darling kebetulan demam for 3 days, so does the baby...First time rasanya dapat pengalaman baby tak sampai 3 bulan kene serang demam. Kesian si Daniel, berkerut2 muka nak telan ubat. Jadiknya smlm, dek kerana my darling sakit, makanya, aku offer diri masak nasi ayam lagi...Actually, memasak ni bukannya keje susah..Tapi, bab2 nak membersih2 lepas tu yg bikin masalah! Kalu bahan2 sume lengkap...Tak sampai 1/2 to 1hr semua pon bule siap..lagipon, skrg ni, aku dah kurang napsu nak makan kat luar..Mana taknya, ade tu tpt tak hygenic, ade tu plak...makanannya tak sedap...dan antara alasan2 yg lain..makanan kat luar tu byk je yg tak sihat! Mcm2 ajela aku ni..mentang2la dah pandai masak sendiri..Byk plak komplennya ye...

Smlm jugak aku berurut kali yg terakhir slps hampir 3 bulan melahirkan si Daniel. Dan kesannya pada hari ini seluruh badan aku pegal2...Arghhh...sebel!!! Pinggang gue pon jadik sakit nih!

Lain update, si Milan skrg dah pandai cakap..

'comelnya'
'I'm scared'

Nampak dah makin membesar si Milan. Nampak happy je life dia as a kid. Balik rumah je terlonjak2.

Si Harris plak hari ni..dek kerana excited nak main X-Box, sanggup dia ikuti segala omongan daddynya..Cepat2 capai story book sbb nak main game. Hari ni dia spend time membaca buku English. Hahahah..terangkak2 juga..sbbnya byk words yg susah2 di situ..Permulaan mmg budak akan terangkak2 membaca..Tapi, dah biasa nanti...Insya-allah he should be OK. Buktinya..waktu dia mula2 membaca BM mmg tak fluent tapi dah beberapa kali membaca...dia dah mulai improve dr sms ke semasa. In fact, sebenarnya, membaca BM lebih mudah dr BI. Sbb in BI lagi byk sounds yg dia nak kene ingat dan belajar. Pendapat aku, kalu bebudak ni tahu akan concept membaca tak kiralah salah satu sama ada BM, BI atau pon Jawi..He shouldnt have any problem utk pick up membaca dalam ketiga2 bahasa yg aku sebutkan tadi..So, ahkak2 di luar sana..Dont be panic kalu anak2 baru balik obersea tapi tatau membaca lagi in BM..Insya-allah slowly they will pick up! My son sendiri is the living proof! Btw, ini utk case bebudak kecikla..Kalu bebudak beso mcm dah masuk primary school tu...tidakla aku berpengalaman..Cume, aku pernah dgr anak2 kawan aku usianya dalam range 10-14 tahun ade problem dgn BM bila masuk skool di Mesia..Mmmm..pada aku...mula2 tu mmgla problem..lama2 nanti dia okla nanti tu..provided kalu bebudak tu ade minat dan encouragement dr mak pak jugalakan...

Harris oh Harris..

Smlm Harris dok seharian di rumah Budenya. Saje kasik chance Harris to spend his whole day with his cousins there. Before went to bude's house, mmg aku bawakkan dia story books as a condition for him to still stay at home with me. Jadinya, smlm dia praktis membaca di rumah bude dgn yana.

Balik umah as usual he was reporting his day activities to us. He was telling us that he had his reading twice including in Mama Cu's car on their way back home. I just wondering, what really the PURPOSE Harris reading book in my SIL's car? Is it just for showing off or is it because he did that coz he was asked to do so? The most funny part is..Harris was telling all people in the car that he needs to do reading everyday coz ibu asked it and it also as part of the condition for him to be allowed to play game. Bila Harris bagitau cenggitu..Punyala aku dan my darling gelak berdekah2. Mana taknya, kalu kat rumah punyala liat nak membaca. Kkdg tu siap polos main game dulu..dan tiba ke malam hari baru nak terkedek2 nak membaca buku...Tapi, bila jumpa his relatives punyala ye-o dia cakap yg dia kene baca buku dulu baru bule main game...kene kencing ajela dorang ni ngan si Harris! Lawak..lawak...Aku just bagitau dia balik..

'Ko ni buat Mama Cu stress aje ngk ko dah bule baca BM...'

Kalu ikutkan, mmg Harris skrg semakin improve membaca BM&BI. Agaknya dia teruja nak membaca dlm kete tu sbb dia rasa bangga kot dia dah pandai membaca berbanding dgn cousin dia si Faie yg belum lagi bule membaca buku sbb Harris ade bagitau aku yg si Faie dok ikut2 dia membaca buku walaupon dia tak begitu pandai membaca..Biasala bebudak..dorang ni mmg suka compete.

My next step slps ni..to aim Harris to be able to read Jawi. Dah berkali2 dok ulang2 Harris utk kenal huruf Jawi tapi asyik je ada yg terlupa..Karang kalu Harris dah master huruf2 tu sume..barula bule betul2 dok ajar dia membaca Jawi. Mebe lepas tu bule belajar bahasa Arab atau hantar dia ke kelas tambahan KUMON to enhance his calculation skill...KUMON ni skdr tambahan saje..kalu rajin aku antorla..kalu malas rasanya belajarla ikut syllabus tadika dia aje..

Rancangan yg tergendala..

Rancangan nak pi rewang rumah anak sepupu kawen pada hari ini..nampaknya terpaksa dibatalkan dek kerana milan masih lagi demam panas. Tak kebah2. Nampak smlm mcm ok..tgk2 ni ari jadi tak ok plak..Makanya, stuckla kami semua berada di rumah. Si bapak dgn anak dok hook dgn game X-Box yg baru dorang beli smlm di Metrokajang. Senyum2 simpul si Harris bila daddynya beli X-Box smlm. Siap sanggup siapkan homework bila dan2 balik rumah sbb dah terexcited nak main game baru. Dlm dorang dua beranak tu bershopping, bule plak aku mencelah..

'Mmmm..dr beli X-Box ni..berpaedah lagi belikan Daniel pushchair baru..Sian Daniel dok terlentuk terkena belt Mac Laren tiap kali dok atas stroller'

Sblm2 ni mmg aku ada propose pada my darling tuk beli pushchair baru utk Daniel. Cadangnya nak beli Quinny Zapp..Mmg reganya bule tahan...tapi mmg praktikal..Rasa nyesal plak sbb waktu kat UK my darling mmg dah offer banget2 aku beli Quinny ni..tapi, aku yg refuse sbb alasan aku mahal...Tapi, lepas dok kesian tgk kepala Daniel yg terliuk2 sambil berfikir2 yg Quinny ni bagus utk baby, baru nak rasa agree dgn buah pikiran my darling. Walaubagaimanapon, aku tidakla desperate sgt nak beli Quinny ni..Cume, kalu my darling mmg nak beli...Nyiru tapak tangan, luas padang bola aku tadahkan..

Dlm dua beranak tu dok main X-Box, aku dok pasang telingan si Harris berspeaking. Aikkk?? Bukan main lagi dia speaking..kkdg vocub yg aku tatau pon dia lagi tau...nampak mcm ada perubahan sejak aku pantau dia dr tgk chanel CERIA. Walau dah 6 bulan kami kat Mesia..Still slang England dia tak lari lagi walau cara dia bercakap tu adakalanya ketara masih pelat budak kecik lagi...Kalu ikutkan his time mostly spend kat transit. Kat transit tu mmg sah2 cakap melayu manjang. Mmg ada masa dia komplen...nape org2 kat transit tu cakap melayu? Dan bila aku cakap melayu ngan my darling atau kawan2 aku dia bule datang bisik2 kat aku..

'Speak english pleasee...'

Aku percaya, kalu dia most of the time dok rumah..mesti speaking dia lagi better dr skrg. SBBnya, banyak masa kami berdua mmg speaking. Tambah2 lagi kalu ada bibik...Mmg ikut plan asalnya, aku prefer kami speak English kalu ade bibik duduk dlm rumah. Bukannya apa, biar mudah aku nak communicate dgn anak2 aku dgn bahasa yg bibik tak paham..Kalu aku nak suh anak2 aku depan2 bibik utk report duty bibik buat keje apa ni ari pon tak apa2. Sbbnya, bibik takkan nak paham..hahhahahah...Paling2 mebe bibik bula agak2. Insya-allah bibik innocent aku akan sampai dlm 1 bulan lagi. Janda anak dua dr Bandung.

Kesimpulan aku di sini tetap sama, peranan mak bapak dan surrounding itu penting utk mouldkan personaliti anak2. Padanlan jaman aku sekolah2 dulu..berhabuk dorang2 tu speaking..sampai nganga aku ngk...Dah kalu mak pak dorang speaking...dahtu sampai sekolah rendah dan tadika kat oversea lagi...no wonder english dorang hebat2 belaka..

Update lain, masih mericky2 which hotel nak pi. Mmg ade ricky2 nak duduk di Holiday Villa..Tapi, bila cek2, hotel fully booked till 12hb of June! Aikk?? Hotel ratus2 pon org zaman skrg dah rembat awal2. Mmg kaya2la kot org Mesia zaman skrg nih! Ingatkan kalu namanya dah hotel mahal2 ni..kurengla org nak duduk...sbb pitis pon berkira2...Sememangnya, Mesia kini sudah berubah!