Thursday, July 17, 2008

The Carpenters - Top Of The World

Such a feelin’s comin’ over me

There is wonder in most everything I see

Not a cloud in the sky

Got the sun in my eyes

And I won’t be surprised if it’s a dream



Everything I want the world to be

Is now coming true especially for me

And the reason is clear

It’s because you are here

You’re the nearest thing to heaven that I’ve seen



(*) I’m on the top of the world lookin’ down on creation

And the only explanation I can find

Is the love that I’ve found ever since you’ve been around

Your love’s put me at the top of the world



Something in the wind has learned my name

And it’s tellin’ me that things are not the same

In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze

There’s a pleasin’ sense of happiness for me



There is only one wish on my mind

When this day is through I hope that I will find

That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me

All I need will be mine if you are here

Please Mr Postman- The Carpenters (1975)

(Stop)
Oh yes, wait a minute Mister Postman
(Wait)
Wait Mister Postman

Please Mister Postman, look and see
(Oh yeah)
If there's a letter in your bag for me
(Please, Please Mister Postman)
Why's it takin' such a long time
(Oh yeah)
For me to hear from that boy of mine

There must be some word today
From my boyfriend so far away
Pleas Mister Postman, look and see
If there's a letter, a letter for me

I've been standin' here waitin' Mister Postman
So patiently
For just a card, or just a letter
Sayin' he's returnin' home to me

(Mister Postman)
Mister Postman, look and see
(Oh yeah)
If there's a letter in your bag for me
(Please, Please Mister Postman)
Why's it takin' such a long time
(Oh yeah)
For me to hear from that boy of mine

So many days you passed me by
See the tears standin' in my eyes
You didn't stop to make me feel better
By leavin' me a card or a letter

(Mister Postman)
Mister Postman, look and see
(Oh yeah)
If there's a letter in your bag for me
(Please, Please Mister Postman)
Why's it takin' such a long time

(Why don't you check it and see one more time for me, you gotta)
Wait a minute
Wait a minute
Wait a minute
Wait a minute
(Mister Postman)
Mister Postman, look and see

(C'mon deliver the letter, the sooner the better)
Mister Postman

The Beatles-Help!

Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me?

And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I've never done before.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me, help me, help me, oh.

The Carpenters - The end of the world

Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world,
`cause you don't love me anymore?

Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love.

I wake up in the morning and I wonder why ev'rything's the same as it was.
I can't understand, no I can't understand, how life goes on the way it does!

Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said good-bye.

Friday, July 04, 2008

Masak mee kari

Smlm aku masak mee kari...jadinya, aku dah terbabas makan jugak waktu dinner...esok paginya aku bangun dan timbang aku masih tetap 56kgs...kkdg nasib2 jadik 57kgs...ces! sakit ati plak aku...degil betul lemak tu nak hilang..jgn lepas ni lagi naik mencanak2 sudahla..sbb skrg ni aku dah rasa mcm berat dan malas aje...paling bes aku rasa sms berat aku 51kgs..badan pon ringan...walaupon tu bukan ideal weight yg terbagus utk aku...tapi, dah kira pencapaian bagus stkt ini...

Smlm aku terlajak makan mee kari..biar pon semangkuk kecil...Pagi tadi aku skdr breakfast nestum milo, mkn tghari mee kari semangkuk sederhana dan telan 2 biji pau...sahle dgn pattern makan mcm ni..take time sket aku nak susut berat...

Dalam aku mengemas2 dapur..aku terpandangkan menu 3 days diet...Menu bule tahan ketat..tapi, bule jamin bule susut 3kgs dalam masa 3 hari..tapi...tahanke aku nak makan tuna aje? ade tu makan hard boiled egg ngan sekeping roti toast for b/fast...phewwwww...nasi mmg langsung takde...kalu nak makan ayam pon stkt berapa slice..yg lain mmg byk buah2an mcm brokoli and carrot...kalu kuat semangat bule jugak aku mencuba...tapi, rasenya kene tangguh next week sbb nak ngk result diet aku kali ni mcmana...so far, menten takde perubahan..kalu susut pon stkt 55.5-56kgs...Aim aku skrg nak bagi berat tu menten ke 55kgs...and then sedikit demi sedikit ke 53-54kgs...Kalu dapat around 53-54kgs pon dah ok dalam masa sebulan ni...Yg penting jeans aku tu sume aku bule pakai..kalu tak masak aku nak kene beli jeans baru..mmg haru!

Diet minggu ni..aku cube amik breakfast mcm cereal or quaker oat. Tghari aku makan berat sket...tak pon just amik roti 2 keping ngan scrambled egg 2 bijik...pehtu dinner makan light2 aje..air so far min 2L aku teguk..mmg kejenya masuk toilet aje buang air...saba ajela aku...Mungkin aku akan nampak effectnya clear sket dlm minggu depan...Minggu ni mungkin susah sket...Sit up pon aku try buat..dalam 20-40 sit up...Jalan kaki 20 mins 3 kali seminggu...sakit jugak perut ni dibuatnya..tapi, kalu dah terboroi nak cakap camnekan..kan..kan...terpaksala jugak...

Aku harap diet aku menjadi..somi aku dah ajak aku berpuasa..tapi, tatau bile nak buat..tak tahanla beb nak bukak posa sampai kul 9 malam..mau aku tak jadik melepek..dgn nak siapkan thesis lagi...

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Please help...my son refuses to go to school...

Is it only me should be put onto blame if my son doesnt want to come to school???

Almost everyday..Ms Harvey keeps reminding me..boboi has to go in bed as early as 7 p.m..which I feel very hard job to commit...7 p.m for this season is still bright...boboi sometimes playing with me...saying that..it still morning and he hasnt got any feelings to shut his eyes and sleep...my oh my...what a tough job for being a mom...

We need rule to make everything in pace...We had no choice but have to sacrifice our hapiness for a while until everything has gone back to normal...

Of course, I feel shame about myself...when now...not Ms Harvey the only person who is telling me... boboi has to go to bed early..but now Mrs Pagement&seymours have also come in the loop to tell me what I should be doing...Phewwwwww...Pity me....

I dont know what is the problem with Boboi..all I know this happening because he is more than happy to stay home rather than off to school...He can do whatever he wants at home...watching his DVD, playing games and even his toys...I dont think my son is stupid...because he does well in his reading and knows all the aplphabets and numbers...Can do some additions and substractions...If he was really damn crapped...he wouldnt even know every single words that I have just written by now..

I think, maybe this happens because God wants us to be more systematic and have a quality life...in addition, to make my honey realizes how important to put the children early in bed...Its not something I am creating to make our life difficult...but children have to be in system...eventhough, I agree I am actually not a systematic person if compared to my husband...But, when it comes in organizing your family life...maybe for sometime we have to come to an agreement to stick into the rule to make it happen...The most important thing, while waiting the children to settle...both of us have to work together to make sure it is working...Doesnt mean I want to take my husband for granted...but, it is because..the children do not want to settle ealry if they are with me in comparison to with their dad...So...if this is the case...then, my honey has to consider the situation just perhaps to sacrifice for period of 2 weeks to tune the kids...

Am a total loser..

I am an idiot! coz failed to fulfill my evening mission for only taking fruits for dinner. I was a real loser coz couldnt help to overindulge myself and rein my passion towards foods...I am totally hopeless...All these while I was abusing myself by binging forbidden foods and now my weight has hell creeped to 57kgs..Only this morning, I managed to find my weight has gone down to 56kgs after my yesterday hard work to control my desire by taking just FRUITS for my dinner..What a tough job...Sometimes, I may sound childish, always thinking delicious food in my mind...but this is something that I shouldnt be blame alone...coz I was born to always enjoy foods at big portion...How I wish, I could turn back my clock in my teens when I was a skinny and perfectly curve lil girl..

I have never thought that I am really a plum girl until my lil brothers kept talking to me..how big my bum is...and even worse they thought I was about 60-65kgs by the fact I was just only 54-55kgs ...Of course, I feel so bad to hear their critism...but, at least...I know I should not always in my comfort zone thinking I am just OK..and shouldnt be bother about losing any fats for more...

I was maybe too excited cooking this evening...We had nasi goreng sea food, tom yam sea food, nasi putih and kailan ikan masin..its quite long time we havent had proper dinner...so, when the dishes are a bit variety...I was like...couldnt help myself from having them more and more...I was done well in the afternoon...but normally fail in the evening because its very tempting to see everbody is eating while you have to restrain yourself...It is a tough job though...I wish I could do well...

Doesnt mean am not blessed with my weight right now...but it seems all my jeans have turned tight...let my legs suffocate and restless all the times...So, why should buy more jeans at bigger size...since seems to me..it just encouraging yourself to put more weight rather than make yourself in control...Hope could do better for tomorrow....................................