Weight update-55kgs

Susah kalu org dah start praising about how am look like compare to my last pregnancy...mcm..

'u look slim'
'slim skrg'
'u dietke?'

Sometimes, better off people not too say anything..coz when people start to say positively about u..u start to feel like...alahhhhh dah sampai targetla tu..OR...udah2la tu berdiet...OR..lantak ajela makan apa2..tak gemuk pon..

Kalu ikutkan mmg pon aku dah bule pakai sume my old clothes..and for surela, am still not yet slim and skinny..for those who havent met me before mestila dorang akan kata..

'Dah ok dah ni'

Tapi, sebenarnya2 aku masih chubby...Tapi, who cares??? Tambah2, my darling pon skrg dah semakin 'sihat' dan 'subur'..so, lantakla aku nak gemuk pon!!! Update terbaru, my weight now is 55kg..actually, masih jauh lagi perjalanan as aku nak aim 50-51kg..let the fasting month fullfil my dreamla kot...skrg ni, aku just makan je apa yg aku nak...just avoid to eat too much for the dinner...Yg tak bestnya skrg, my darling sering comes back late...tak pasal2 diet pon kkdg terbabas...like smlm, dah lewat malam aku join makan nasi lemak eventhough it still under control portion...