Day 12 Pantang@73.0kg..=Day 2 my new CL is on service..3 days she is here..

Berat aku da susut from 73.5kg to 73kg..aku tak sure samaada akan berlakunya penurunan lagi ataupon tidak slps ini..baru sat tadi aku mengkaji pattern penurunan berat badan aku sewaktu berpantang anak ke-4..dan mmg tak jauh beza..pada hari ke-12..aku akan susut ke 13kg..cume, utk pantang kali ni..aku susut lebih 0.5kg dr pantang yg sblmnya..actually, aku tak kisah pon dgn amount kg yg aku turun..sbb, aku aim nak susut lebih dr itu..maksudnya..biorla berat aku turun ke at least 65kg by 44 days of pantang..kalu dpt susut ke 62kg pon da alhamdulillah..kalu dpt turun ke 58kg..lagila aku sgt2 suka..tapi, aku malas nak mengharap..sbb, dr pemerhatian aku...aku mengalami fasa statik slps berlakunya penurunan sbyk 16kg..jadi, aku xmo ambitious sgt sbb aku takut..sekiranya aku akan terkecewa...kalu sekiranya penurunan berat aku lebih kurang sama mcm sblmnya..makanya by day 42 of pantang..mebe berat aku still pada 67kg..dan hari ke 55 akan turun lagi ke 65kg..itupon kalu aku jaga2 makan..kalu tak jaga makan...sah2le aku akan jadik gemuk gedempol..

My 5th child pantang progress Day 3 (78.9kg), 4(79.2kg), 5(77.4kg), 6(75.8kg), 7(74.5kg)..

Am monitoring my weight loss during my confinement day after having my 5th child...
The progress is as below..

Day Weight (kg)
3 78.9
4 79.2
5 77.4
6 75.8
7 74.5
8 74.4

Diam tak diam..da seminggu aku melalui proses berpantang...I was dicharged afer day 2 I had delivered my baby girl akak my 2nd doter and let me name her as Sara.. I was totally big, when I was pregnant with Sara..my final weight was about 86.5kg..I had triple double chin, big arms, butt and tights..but i dont even bother..feeling like, why must i be so in control with my eating routine when i was pregnant for this time?? as usual, i nibble sweet foods while i was pregnant as what i had experience with the rest of the child. i just cant live without chocolate and my eldest son even complained how big his mommy was..and keep telling to my hubby and my mom..the reason i was so big is because i was eating lots of chocolate..

i infact having on crave drinking starbucks..Javachip Frap..topped wif whipping cream..and as usual..my honey always splurge me with delicious foods and drinks that i wish to eat or to have..we in fact, had our Chendol at Pappa Rich (and tell you..how hate am I with the Chendol taste..sorry to say..it is tasteless...) and Uncle Hussin. At UH..I have my corn chendol serves fresh...but, again its not at all suit to my taste but at least far better than the one we had at PR.

Comparing to year 2010..it seems that I was down to 72 when i was in my day 8 of pantang..whereas fo this year 2012..i am at 74.4kg after day 8 i had my baby. but, in terms of weight loss reduction..i lost about 12.1kg this year..which is 1.1kg more reduction as compared to before. Perhaps it is because i was eating poridge most of the time since am having toothache fr a day before i begin to feel my pain of labour. My toothache infact..still continue till today..am looking fwd for more positive progress...in another 5-7 days time from now..sometimes, it can be so horror...to see yourself big in the mirror. i admit, still have my double chin. my arms and tighs still huge..

Welcome world my newborn baby..

Finally my 5th child is born after been 6 days overdue. I was blessed cause able to deliver my baby naturally without induction. I begin to feel the pain when my cleaner Ana was coming to our house to clean the house and after that Siti who came to finish the ironing task. After all, when the time, I start to feel my labour pain until the day the baby is arrived, my house already clean. It just matter, I havent had opportunity to tidy up my baby clothes..

The pain was coming on and off..mcm nak wee2...

TBC..

Reading Al-Quran for my baby in my tummy..

Baru aku sedar..betapa da lamanya aku tak membaca Quran..unlike my old days while preggy wif my 4 other child..kbykannya..kesemuanya...aku rajin gak bacakan derang Quran..especially..surah Maryam, Luqman, Yusuf, Taubah and Yassin..kesian jugak kat baby aku..sbb, baru neh hari aku kesempatan nak bacakan surah2 tersebut kat dia..and nyatanya..my baby is happy..she is moving in my tummy..while I was reading those surah to her...

Lately, my baby agak aktif bergerak..mebe, sbb aku pon mulai sihat..aku just berdoa..i will have a safe labour..tak perlu nak induce bagai..althou my gynae da suh kita menghadirkan diri to see her by 18th..ntahla..kalu ikut omputeh..derang tak kisah jek nak kita tunggu for 14 days..tapi, bila da duduk mesia..or da bila kita opt nak beranak swasta..mcm tak sabar2laks doktor tu nak induce kita..kkdg..lom masanya pon da disuh beranak..apedaaaaa...aku fahamla yg doktor2 neh tak nak amik risiko..tapi, masalahnya kat sini..aku sendiri pon da lupe ngan my last period date..main agak2 pakai scan..mana nak accurate..tul tak??

Ker aku sendiri yg nak tetapkan..bila aku should jumpa doktor menyerah diri? might be..lepas hari ke-9 or 10la kots..sbbnya, tak kose aku asik nak dok sepital dan asik nak kene seluk dgn nurse or doktor berulang2 kali..sampai aku penat..dan rasa mcm takde maknanya aku beranak kat swasta..kalu rasa terseksa sampai begitu sekali..

I-pad in my dream..

Tu dia..tahun 2012 sudah menjelang dan hampir telah berjalan selama 1/2 bulan..anak2 pon da makin membesar..dan makin pandai demand..demand secara tak sengaja kots..sbbnya, their cousins got i-pad as a present from their parents..wahhh, betapa bertuahnya bebudak zaman skrg kan..kan..kan..sebenarnya aku pon naek terkejut bila my niece dapat blackberry baru fr her parents...my GOD...they are so blessed and hopefully derang takkan hanyut dgn facility yg diberikan oleh their parents..

So, makanya my elder kids pon sama jugak..proposed nak i-pad..memula tu aku heran..bila Harris dok cakap..If Harris..

1) dapat no.1..i will get my i-pad..
2) dapat no.2..i will get my mini i-pad..
3) dapat no.3..ntah..aku pon tak ingat apa yg dihajati oleh dia...

Dan penyakit nak i-pad neh da berjangkit kat si Milan..yg dok nagging kat aku..yg dia pon sama nak i-pad..altho aku da tunjukkan dia...tablet leapster tuk bebudak kecik..dia mcm tak berapa nak minat..mebe, sbb..bentuknya tak sama mcm i-pad original..rega leapster yg aku dok ricky2 is around 460 gitu...and to stop my kids from keep nagging dok sebut i-pad setiap hari..makanya, i have set up to them certain conditions to be followed..barula, aku akan entertain or contemplating to buy them an i-pad..

Target for Harris..
1) Able to menghafaz surah hazafan Year 3-Al-fil, Al-Hamzah, Al-As& At-Takasur

Target for Milan...
1) Able to write and recognize small and big letters
2) Able to read and complete her EX-Ra book 3,4&5

Selagi above conditions are not being fulfilled..mommy will not entertain this i-pad request yer...

Teringat akan my x-bibik..

Ermmm, how long my x-bibik da meninggalkan kami?? since 24th of November..and now, we are nearly in mid January oredi..meaning dekat2 2 bulanla..tapi, aku rasa..tak sempat lagi duit tabungan si bibik tu abis...so, when should i've made in ctc wif her again?? perhaps after 3-4 mths...when my newborn baby is about 2 mths old..at least i have reasons to tell her, that am busy wif my family and only then i would be able to communicate wif her back..just to know whether she is still in Bandung as only that time..i would be able to print out all of her photos while she was here working wif us..and perhaps we can chat a bit..to tell her that our family is growing and the kids here are doing well..they've grown up and being more independent..my elder kids can wake up and bathe by themselves too..Harris is going to sekolah agama and sekolah rendah for full day..while milan..she is going to kindy...and back a bit later..so, eventhough my kids will count as 5..whoever being my maid wont feel that burden..because in the end, she only needs to look after solely my 3 younger kids..and 2 of them, so far as what i can see and observe they are well behaved and is under control..and i dont see my children as a clinging monkey...where my maid has all the times need to carry them here and there...its actually a big NO-NO for me...

People who is reading my en3..maybe will thought..why is that i need to contact my bibik back..although she has left all the pain to me and my family?? from my positive point of view..we can never know..whether we need her or not in future..even sometimes me and hubby is making joke about her..and as for me communicating with my old nannies and maid is all about to maintain the relationship..even until now..i still have made in ctc wif Nor..my ex-nanny..she is now mother of 3 kids..we're knowing each other..when she is still single and now her family is growing...

Being far away from someone who had present in yourself make yourself judge them better than they are in front of you...although my ex-bibik tu mcm bodoh sket..tapi, idakla sampai dia lari..cumenya, dia tu jenis cepat terpengaruh..

Monitoring my child progress..

Ari neh kami balik lambat ke rumah..lepas balik kije..amik Harris fr skool and then shoot to nursery to pick up our 3 other kids..and then terus ke Cziplee dok carik buku teks, muzik and oso latihan for Harris..selesai di Cziplee we had our dinner at KFC..sayang enough, akulak rasa tekak geli2 nak muntah lepas makan KFC walopon sblmnya mcm meroyan nak makan ayam dia..huhuhu...now, dalam kepala..i was thinking to have my last Starbuck JCF..or minum air orange-apricot di Secret Recepie..tak surela sempat ke idak..only God will know..tapi, dlm hati..aku still berharap..biarla tuhan berikan aku masa berehat for 2-3 days..sbb, aku mmg tak habis letih lagi..dgn segala urusan2 rumah, kuarga and oso opis...

As for today..oleh kerana da balik lambat..ditambahlaks..aku kene mengemas sket2..rumah yg da mula bersepah semula walo da dikemas oleh si Ana cleaner for 8 hrs on last Tuesday..balik dr umah si Idan..terus kami laki bini sibuk2 kemaskan anak2..suh bebudak mandi and tuko baju...bagi susu and let them tido..especially yg kecik2 dua di bawah...dan aku sempat gak sental bilik air tingkat bawah..mungkin sbb tu jugak..badan aku terasa mcm letih2...done cleaninhg the toilet..i was bringing mana2 bebarang yg perlu ke tingkat atas..i was relieved sbb da almost abis kemas bilik bebudak..only now, i have to kemas my own bilik..petang tadik pon..aku da mula sorting bebrg bibik baru and then continue till this nite..yg mana, aku da splitkan toileteries for her bila dia datang nanti...

Sempatla jugak aku monitor progress anak2 aku..as usual aku bising2 to my eldest..rush him to do his homework yg berlonggok..siap pesan lagi kat dia..lenkali if bawak buku..biorla lengkap ngan buku teks, buku aktiviti dan buku rampaian..supaya, biar siap kije di sekolah dan bukannya balik umah baru nak bersengkang mata sampai 12 malam nak siapkan kije2 sekolah..yg aku pasan..ni ari harris start does his homework kul 10.30 mlm..and only at 12.30 barula dia siap..sian..sian...itupon jenuh jugak..adela aku pi tunjuk2an apa yg patut..sbb, besala..syllabus makin lama makin tough...if the parents didnt help..sape lagi yg derang leh harapkan especially bab2 spelling neh...

Milan mcm besa suka main2..but, i can see that she is progressing..da tak mcm waktu dia 5 y.o..mebe, skrg dia da mentally prepared...penat jugakla aku bebel2 kat anak dara aku..sbb dia suke main2..dan mcm besa jugakla..when the time nak ngaja bebudak..mulala aku mcm nak kene high blood and nak marah2..sabo jelakan...harris was asking me..why didnt me being a teacher..mebe, sbb dia ngk aku ade potensi jadik cikgu..and i know almost everything..i was the one who is teaching him..and also her lil sister..kalu takat suku kata sempoi2..i know milan can read it..aku pon da mula follow up her Ex-Ra...now, dia dlm progress book 3,4&5..cumenya, dlm dia 6 tahun..mmg aku kene betul2 monitor her progress supaya she will not being left behind mcm tahun2 yg sblmnya..paling lawak is tahun lepas..when i was informed..she got no.8 in class..tapi, 8/12...tu dah kira mcm kedudukan corotlakan walopon her average is 80+..sabo jela aku..when i was coming to sign her report card..deep in my heart aku mmg terasa gile2..and mulala aku dok terpk..why cant Milan be like Harris? but, still in my mind..aku try berpk logik..yg Harris got strong foundation when he was in UK..in fact, aku pon usaha gigih jugak for him to get the concept as early as at his age was 5 y.o..so, bila sampai mesia..mmg Harris tak byk masalah..because he knows how to read BM through his phonics reading skill while he was in UK...

visiting my cousin...their newborn arrival..and labour experience..

Hari neh..aku sempat jugak akhirnya aku rumah Idan..visiting her wife..si Shidah and also their newborn baby..its been long time..i have made plan to see them..tapi, asik jek postpone..last2, managed to pay them a visit..and also kasik hadiah for baby...shidah was sharing me her experience being ceasered for her 3rd child..mau tak seriau dgr citer dia..haru..haru...

if other people telling me..they like being ceasered..tapi, lain lak kesnya ngan si shidah...takuttt......kesian jugak kat dia..mana taknya..dah merasa natural pain for labour..ngk2 terpaksa jugak ditolak ke bilik bedah...atas alasan..kepala baby senget...so, baby tak dapat nak kuar..

sblm balik..shidah was giving me..bunga akar fatimah..for air selusuh..tapi, akulak yg mcm seriau nak minum...rasa, dlm hati..baek jek aku minum air kelapa..drpd nak minum air akar fatimah..sbbnya??? setau aku..kalu salah time minum..silap2 hb..lain plak jadiknya...waktu yg sepatutnya banak..tak plak nanti kang kita neh beranak...as aku ingat lagi..citer kawan aku si ewin..she drank the air selusuh sblm kembang ke camne ek..tak pasal2..sakit banaknya jadik lain mcmla plak..

funny enough sedara mara aku berketurunan jawa..takdeklak praktiskan air selusuh segala..kbykannya kalu pantang harap telan jamu, pakai param and berpilis bagai termasuk berbengkung..takdenya nak bertangas..bertungku mcm adat org2 piau melayu..cume, aku jek yg dok buat jugak..sbb dok ikut2 dr my own reading..lawak gilekan...sama jugak bab2 makan dlm pantang..dr mak aku sampai ke mentua..sume pon main bedal..hahahahha...dan seingat aku...pantang yg paling worst..was during my 4th child..tak kose aku nak menahan nafsu tak minum air sejuk..ade gakle aku minum beberapa kali sip tuk hilangkan kempunan...

My new bibik..

I was told by my agent today..my new bibik will be expecting to arrive in Mesia by latest on 25th..but, i have no worries..as i oredi planned for having confinement lady during period of confinement..perhaps for 2-3 weeks..or shall i say dependent on my confinement lady availability..by right she should be free by 18th Jan..

I hope, there is no rushing for my bibik to stay in my hse while my CL is at home..nanti takdek place plak my bibik nak tido..so, harapnya my MIL will compromise and let my new bibik to stay at her home..sbb, i dont like the idea..outsider is living in the house together2 wif my bibik...coz, i dont like people to interframe my life yg boleh buatkan my bibik plak terlebih pandai or memandai2..am hoping..biorla she is being trainned in my MIL hse..and i dont really mind...kalu terpaksa my kids have to overnite at my MIL hse while my CL tendering her service..takat beza dlm 6 hari..apela sgtnya..biarla bibik tu belajar tatacara di rumah my MIL termasuk her expecting daily routine..

My EDD is today..

Today is my EDD-12.01.12..but yet, aku still tak rasa sakit2 lagi..byk lagi benda yg aku kene settlekan..sampai aku pon jadi naek bosan..and i dont really bother nak beranak cepat atau pon lambat..as am always overdue..dari anak no.1 hinggala yg ke-3...only yg ke-4 jek special case..i was having contraction a day earlier than my EDD..i think, it might be because...aku telah diurut oleh mak cik urut..dan urutan mak cik tu punyala sakit..tangkap urat segala..dan aku tak pernah rasa diurut sesakit itu..

Smlm, aku berkesempatan to see my gynae..and she was giving me chance to come back to see her again by 18th..and i hope...by weekend or early next week, i will begin to feel the pain and having a natural labour..i just hope..biarla kelahiran kali neh dipermudahkan..as what i had experienced wif Milan..i had my water bag naturally ruptured instead of its artificially broken...

Siapala yg tak suspen bila nak melahirkan..macam2 yg difikirkan..smcm dihantar menemui ajal..astagfirullahalazim..and harap2nya esok aku dpt pi beli Quran for mengaji..sbb, aku pon naek tak faham mana hilangnya buku2 amalan mengandung...yg biasa aku baca di saat2 aku preggy..