Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Cerita minggu ini..

Cerita lain minggu ini..Berat aku statik between 57-58kgs. Maybe because water retention sbb my 1st period came 2 days ago. Skrg ni pon dah pemalas ya rabbi nak naik penimbang..Btw, seluar slack size 12 aku dah muat disarung. Kalu ikutkan dalam pantang tempohari nak sarung kat peha pon tak lepas. Seingat aku, when I just had Milan..eventho my final weight during my pregnancy was 70..which is 8 kgs differ than when I was with Daniel..still, my weight is the same as now when I done my confinement. Malas nak pk lebih2 da...lagi dipikir2, lagi liatla dia nak turun. Cume yg aku perasan, penurunan berat tu dah tak drastik mcm sebelumnya. Skrg ni 1kg in 2 weeks on average.

Aku pon dah start introduce to my body eating various kind of foods..like nasi ayam pon aku dah bedal..mana tahan weeee...cume, aku makan sensibly..Yesterday, my lil bro pon cakap, my kids ate more than their mom. Aku just bagitau dia..I am on diet..sbb aku pon dah montelkan..kan..kan..Nampaknya, kene hardworkla nak shed away extra 7-8kgs ni..Dah jaga makan pon susah nak susut..Kalu ikutkan menu of the day aku kebiasaannya adalah roti n mentega. Jarang sgt2 aku cheating. But then, aku dah start minum ais..mebe sbb tu gak perut aku kembung. Could be jugak aku susah turun sbb aku skrg makan agak lewat..walaupon kuantitinya sket..aku tend to still munching sbb while serving for my darling yg all this while always coming back late from work. Sampai rumah pon sometimes near to 9 or 10 p.m. Aku pon tak bising dia balik lambat...Ntahla..dah lama2 kawen ni..dah malas nak pk benda2 remeh. Lagipon, my time now is most full with activities. If not busy with kids, my time sometimes flies for watching tv and houseworks. Managing houseworks tu yg paling sebel! Kalu nak citer keje umah ni..mmg tak abis2. Nyampah tahap gaban pon ada..kkdg tu, nak angkat penyapu pon malas...Mana taknya, kkdg tu..baru pagi aku kemas...kang petang tu dah bersepah. Tu yg lagi buat lemah semangat. Nak2 aku tengah period skrg. Bila pk2, ada bagusnya aku takde maid. Karang da ade maid, nak start it off all over again buat sendiri2 mmg tochure..

Ini pon just received phone call yg my darling will coming back late coz he has to attend dinner with clients. Apa2 sajela..Sekurang2nya, bulela aku cuti masak hebat2. Hanya perlu panaskan makanan semalam. Kalu ikutkan aku dah marinate siap2 ikan utk dibakar. Tapi, nampaknya bulela aku savekan utk makan pada hari seterusnya. Bila citer pasal makanan, inila yg lecehnya kalu ade maid..pasalnya, aku anak beranak makan mmg sempoi2. Kot2 aku dok suh dia masak telur sentiasa...ntah apa agaknya yg dia akan mengomel di belakang. Anak2 aku plak selesa makan telur. Malam ni mmg aku konfem, makan roti dgn butter lagi...ntah..terasa malas nak mengunyah atau nak renyah2. Ni pon, kat sink dah ade periuk besar dan berat nak kene dicuci..Jenuh...jenuh...

Harris exam week..

This week will be busier week than ever. Harris needs to sit for exams. Ada 5 subjek sumenya. The most tiring day was 2 days ago that is for English. Too many things need to cover until the mom gets worn out and had a throw. I just wonder, who is actually having exam? is it me or my son? Yesterday, he was bragging by telling me, he was doing all correct for his English. In fact, he was scold by his teacher because showing two of his friends in performing the exam. I just ignored what he said since I still not yet even seen his corrected paper.

In the night time, we continued our revision in BM and my observation-he is still weak in certain suku-kata like "ai and au". Even some pictures and figures, he doesnt know to tell them in Malay.

As for today, I was planning to pick him early from nursery cause I found night time is too short for intensive exercise. He suppose to sleep early every night before sitting for exams but seems to me 2 days had passed, he was sleeping late playing too much. I was told by my lil bro that, Harris kept teasing him in his room last night and only fell asleep at 1.30 a.m.

I am relieved because the remaining subjects are more relaxing. Not too much to study. In term of Mathematics, he is not having much problem but perhaps I need to accentuate more for him to be able to spell correcly all those figures on paper. Other than that, substraction exercise is necessary. Counting backwards can be confusing for him and most of the time I see him missing in counting one number.

The rest only science and Agama. Agama can be tough to him. He sometimes cant remember to write down particular huruf.

Monday, May 18, 2009

citer smlm and 57kgs..

-went to see specialist with regards to my eyes and Daniel's 2nd jab. Got 2 eye drops prescription from Dr Balbir and should come back to meet him again in 1 week time if the infection still persist

-Samsung people was coming to fix our ice grinder and cool water drink connection for our fridge. Charge was about rm80 as they said there was no coverage warranty for appliances bought from oversea.

-Called Mak to confirm buying the chest drawer

-Had my dinner-red apple, sandwich with cheese slice, rice and chicken.

-My weight record as for today-57kgs

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Day out..

As for today, we left our kids to my sil and mil's house while both of us out to survey furniture for our house. Frankly, I am not really dash to buy furniture to this extent since we just stay renting and if God wills, we perhaps going to move again to our new house in Bangi. Its hard to say anything up to this point because our family still busy to settle down-just move back fr UK to Mesia, fell pregnant and had a new baby, kids schooling and not to forget each of us commitment towards our own family. Only time will tell what's going to be happened next. Despite of dithering to splurge on furniture during these days, we still manage to spend buying tv cabinet and shoe rack at one of funiture shops at Ampang Point. We infact still contemplating to add another 2 things in the house..either display cabinet and chest drawer respectively for our hall and for the kids. Cant complain much seeing the money flows considering we just move in back to our home country. Almost everything we need to buy all new again and I think, it would be a good thing for me to put into note to mark our TV's age.. that we just have our new 48 inches Sony Bravia flat screen(tv) delivered to us yesterday and the price...errrr...what should I say...VALUE FOR MONEY! Harris is the one who is the most excited person. Non-stop smiling when we were testing watching the TV.

I guess this perhaps spark Harris determination to continuosly improving and excel in his schooling-like everybody will get their own treat after proving to us like getting 100% mark in their spelling. Impressingly, after have heard his teacher commenting Harris struggling in his 'Bahasa Melayu', yesterday I was shocked that he was getting better and scored 100% in his spelling at home! and this evening, he was trying as best as he could to read his first new 'Bahasa Melayu' books collection.

After all, shall I say today's outing is fully contented outing?? The answer could be 'YES' and 'NO'.

'YES' because we have finally sorted our searching on TV cabinet as well as for the shoe rack. The good thing now, I dont need to mess my eyes with an impaired scene due to untidy wires from all my darling's speaker gadgets and now we can arrange properly each of us shoes collection.

'NO' because its darn tiring day out with an addition of nowadays hot weather simply us get sweating and infact many of us here fall sick having fever again and again. Seems to me to so called today's sickness as 'rebounce sickness' as the fever is coming back attacking particularly the hopeless kids after we may find they are fit and may not require anymore prescription. Actually, this is what had happened to Harris couple of days ago. He was having fever again after I was really confident that he was totally OK and should be in school.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Berat aku naik...

Last week my mission was failed. Pagi tadi aku timbang, owch! berat aku naik plak 1kg which makes me weigh 58-59kg..sabo jela..I was expecting to reduce weight tapi lain plak jadinya. Tak surela kalu pasal semalam aku makan 2 karipap dan 3 potong kecil makroni bakar. Aku rasa, mmg aku kene pantang makan benda2 yg tak cleanla buat masa ni. Kalu tak..memang jauh sgt2 lagila perjalanan aku ni gamaknya. Ni yg menjadikan aku tak sabar nak beli elliptical cepat2. Tapi, hatta dah beli elliptical kalu aku sendiri tak rajin bersenam mmg takkannya menyusut. Okla..better aku catat menu semalam

Pagi-2 wholemeal with tuna
Tghari-2 karipap+3 makroni bakar
Malam-1 wholemeal with tuna dan sepotong epal.

Kalu ngkkan takdela byk sgt benda yg aku makan. Mebela kot karipap dan makroni tu high kalori. Haiiii, bosan betulla! Nak buang 4kg sebulan pon dah liat! Mebe kene pantang betul2 mcm org pas melahirkan sekali lagi..makan dan minum benda2 panas..Tak bule main boh yg sejuk2...Maksudnya minum air tak suam..Yg aku perasan..towards nak masuk 2 bulan..aku makin bernafsu plak nak makan..lepas tu mcm tak bersalah nak menala makanan yg tak sepatutnya..cthnya mcm semalam..dok makan karipap sampai 2 ketul...actually, bukannya tak bule makan sume2 tu..bule aje...cumenya..kalu berat dah betul2 stabil okla bule makan sume2 tu...

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

LA Jeans size 12

Aku nak citer yg smlm aku dah muat pakai jeans LA(Laura Ashley) aku size 12. Waktu sarung tu mmg masih lagi ngam2. Kurang2nya, ada perubahan..sbbnya sblm2 ni mmg langsung tak muat. Harap kene pakai suar spare size 14 yg aku beli NEXT tu jela yg aku bule pakai. Makna kata, bila aku dah 58-59kgs baru aku bule sarung balik jeans ni.

Sampai skrg aku masih berharap, supaya aku dapat sarung balik jeans Diesel size 28 yg aku beli long time ago kat TK-Maxx. Mmg best pakai jeans tu. Tapi, kene tunggu aku 51-52kgs baru bule sarung masuk. Ntah2, now pas beranak 3..punggung pon dah melebar, mau kene tunggu berat sampai 50-51kgs baru bule masuk. Hopefully this weekend or early next week, berat aku turun ke 57kgs. Rasa excited plak, jaga makan lepas melahirkan ni. Kalu mmg dapat susut ke berat asal before preggy (53-54 kgs) mmg suatu pencapai sgt2 membanggakan! Mana taknya, bukannya sng nak buang 25kgs dlm sekelip mata. Mmg aku harap2 sgt, aku akan dapat capai berat tu dlm hujung bulan ni..

Pembantu lagi..si Jawa Timur..

Mesti org tak bernafsu nak baca blog aku yg asik berkisar pasal pembantu dan diet..Hari ni En Aris kal aku..bagitau yg ade pembantu sementara kalu aku nak pakai..Haiiii, tiba2 aku rasa tensen..Kalu bule, jgnla sebut2 pasal pembantu..Aku allergik! Biarla umah aku cam kapal karam drpd aku nak kene sebel pandang muka dorang yg tak ikhlas bekerja. Nak train2 tu pon sehal. Baru train seminggu..karang, mulala buat hal...kata tak larat keje..Sungguhla membosankan..kalu kejenya berkualiti tak apa2 juga..Masalahnya skrg ni byk sgt masalah pembantu..pembantu lari..pembantu mendera...pembantu mandrem...pembantu mencuri...pembantu adu-domba...pembantu bagi info suh pecah umah majikan...

Tadi aku kal my darling pon..dia cam dah tak kisah...dia cakap..pasni kalu dapat pembantu yg tak ok..dia pon tak apa2 kalu kat rumah takde helper. Mebe sbb dia tgk aku dah cope kot dgn keje2 umah. Lagi satu, bila org takde..aku nak pakai apa2 pon tak jadi hal..nak pakai spenda, nak pakai baju nampak dada terbelah, nak berbogel..sumenya tak kisah ikut suka tok nenek aku...

Aku paling bosan bila dapat pembantu..mula nak kene follow up almost every hour..pasal makan dorang..nak pk dorang makan apa...karang aku masak dia tak makanke apa..kami dahle makan pon sempoi..tu lom lagi, makanan aku lak kene kebas sampai licin! Terus-terang mmg leceh kalu ade org luar duduk ngan kita..Lagi2 skrg ni..aku mmg takde kepercayaan ngan org Indon...nak2 plak, akunya barang sume mahal2..Royal Doulton, Royal Albert, Tefal, Portmeirion, Crystal2..Kang tak pandai dorang handle..habis hancur brg2 aku dikerjakan dorang. Sblm2 ni, habis akunye sofa yg ribu raban, pembantu sementara sblm ni pi sondol sampai berbekas. Gas cooker aku tu lagila..besa kalu ade pembantu...mmg tak semenggah dorang pi kemaskan..Mcm ala2 org pemalas nak mengemas! Jamban jgn cakaplakan...aku cuci mangkuk jamban lagi bersih dr dorang yg konon2nya dah berpengalaman...Kalu ade yg cuci bersih pon bule bilang ngan jari! Tu yg aku give up ngan pembantu nih! Bikin stress!

50kgs???

Baru je couple of days ago I was writting lost interest to visit forum FD..tgk2 for today, I was hooked to read this one forumer story expressing his frustration and dissatisfaction feelings about his current marriage. Nak gelak terkekeh2 pon ada...when people in his thread talking about husband and wife sex issue..Sebenarnya bukannya masalah besar pon the guy need to unravel...just nak belaian..Hai..kalu akulah..takat nak belai2 laki yg tak guna tenaga byk...petik jari pon bule buat...apa daaaa...on the other hand, I think his wife maybe live in full of imagination...dreaming to have a romantic husband mcm citer dlm TV or novel..yg mana konon2nya si somi dipotraykan very the loving and sooo CARE to his wifey. Sebenar2nya itu hanya imaginasi jek..Mula2 aku preggy pon..aku expect my hubby will be like the man yg used to watch in TV or read in novel..tapi, hakikatnya...alahai, kalu dapat sipi2 pon ok sgt2la tuh...takat kalu somi tak temankan kita for everytime check up doctor or tak ingat kita ni dah preggy berapa bulan tu tak yahla nak over2 sensitip!

Mula2 mmg adala perkara dlm perkahwinan yg perlu diadjust..manakan tidak..mesti ade yg menghappykan, menyedihkan, mengfrustkan..as time past over...lama2 tu mcm..tak payahla nak cerewet2 sgt...sbbnya kalu kita nak harap somi tu perfect..kalu ikutkan dalam pada masa yg sama kita pon tak sempurna mcm isteri nabi..maka, kenala sama2 tolerate dan menerima seadanya...Aku pon at the same time, bukannya perfectionist sgt nak suami perfect serba-serbi. Janji, suamiku amanah dan tidak mengabaikan aku...I am more than happy...

Dlm aku urut2 my darling...aku sempat tanya dia..

'Ayang gemukke?'

Dia jawab..

'Aah gemuk'

Hahahah, aku dah pasti akan jawapan dia..

'Habih tu nak kurangkan berapa kgs?'

Dia jawab..

'50kgs..so, kene kurangkan 10kgs'

Dalam hati aku..alamak????????????????????????????????????? Kena byk posa dan pantang larangla kalu mcm ini...My darling bagi alasan..

'Ala...stepper ada, bola ada...bolela turun tu nanti'

Aku plak response..

'Ayang x laratla nak exercise skrg..badan tak kuat lagi..tunggula lepas 3 bulan..mebe bolehla kot'

Ni yg aku lagi smgt utk exercise kemas umah hari2. Sbb tu aku dah tak desperate utk cari pembantu. Nak2 pembantu skrg sume mcm hampagas..Duit nak..keje tak mau! Tapi, bila dah byk buat keje2 umah...nafsu nak makan plak bertambah..aiseh, mcmana ni??????????????

Monday, May 04, 2009

Cranky baby and 58kgs

My baby was feeling not well last night. He's been cranky all the night long which I suspected he was having tummy upset because I wasnt eating the right food for the dinner. I had an egg mayonise for yesterday's dinner and the filling was prepared since 2 days ago. I didnt feel anything weird, immediately after I was consuming it and far from having sense to doubt the filling. But couple of hours after that, my tummy started to rumbly. Even so, I didnt have any sense to visit the loo. It just matter, the effect had been passed to my baby and he began not being able to sleep on time as usual he did in any of his other days.

Talking about my weight, I am now weigh 58kgs. Still look big. But, it doesnt bother me much. At least am better than before when I was 78kgs. I am trying to achieve 54kgs by end of this month. Furthermore, going to meet my close relatives cause my cousin is getting married in early June. Looking forward to loose 1kg every week for period of 2 months which then will make me weigh about 50-52kgs by the end of my diet mission. I was told by my tukang urut, if a 'just having baby mom' wanted to loose weight, she has to do it within 3 months time scale. So, I just trying my best as well as luck to get what is BEST for me. At the same time, seems that I have started to binge my favourite food. I guess, I've got to distract my tought from thinking about food all the time.

Sunday, May 03, 2009

My oh my..

Hari ini aku bangun pagi agak lewat dlm 7 a.m. Pagi2 bila ngk sms dr si cleaner L..aku jadi sakit hati. Sakit hati sbb dia dah naikkan rate per hr dia sdgkan bila aku kal Kak Jah for booking, she was telling me that her cleaner rate still maintain. Tak puas hati betul aku ngan si L ni..kalu ikutkan hati mmg aku dah takde hati langsung nak deal ngan si L ni lagi sampai bila2. Aku spot yg si L ni kaki kelentong utk dapatkan rate tinggi.

Bermula sakit hati dgn si L, siangnya plak aku sakit ati dgn pak cik prebet sapu..pi charge aku rm30 semata2 utk ke Pangsapuri Senja ke Prima Saujana walaupon aku dah kasik jalan dekat utk ke sana. Ishkk, sakit jiwa betulla! Kalu aku tau, mmg aku dah drive kereta sendiri ke rumah tukang urut yg aku nak pi.

Dalam geram2 aku ngan si L dan pak cik prebet sapu..sampai2 umah aku terus pi sapu, mop lantai dan cuci tpt letak kasut di luar rumah. Touch up balik mana2 yg my darling tak sempat nak cover sambil cuci bilik air bawah. Dalam hati aku plak dok membebel2 sebel dgn pembantu yg pemalas...byk songel bila disuruh mop lantai dan cuci bilik air..walhal bila aku buat sendiri 1-1.5 jam pon bule settle. Tu pon, amik masa sket sbb aku hanya buat sekali sekala..jadi, kenala spend masa lebih sket. Itu lom lg sakit ati ngan keje2 dorang yg cincai. Tali2 mop tu yg tersakut kat kaki kerusi xde langsung inisiatif dorang nak kutip. Dibiarnya kat situ berhari2 dan berminggu2. Heranla dgn pembantu zaman skrg. Mebela kot sbb dorang pon keje x ikhlas..tu yg result keje dorang pon so-so aje. No wonder ade sorang kwn aku tu eventho ade maid, weekend dia jugak yg tunggang-langgang mengemas rumah.