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As for today...i still busy as bee looking for honey...or shall i say money??? well, it does not matter..but, to tell you the situation right now..am not a big earner..in fact am earning much lower than my assistant does in the Company..but, yet..funny enough am still happy doing my job..perhaps, because i like to see my honey smilling... Shall i say...this is all about companionship of both parties willing to sacrifice for happiness in life? sometimes, i feel sad too..because at this age..only i have the opportunity to explore the field that i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hoping that i can be IN during my young age. it just matter during that time, i wasnt have anyone to tell me about or maybe lack of exposure... to say..which step that i shall take to pursue my career..i just lost in space...letting my fate to be carried and decided by the time..let the time tells what should happen to me next..but, i am no longer in that kind of position at the moment...altho i could be some sort of it for somehow...am waiting for the task or depending on my passion to find WHAT SHOULD BE MY NEXT?? i guess, maybe becase i've been spoilt for so long..only at this time being..i see..i have been pushing myself to deliver the unexpected POSITION that i shall take into responsibility..and only then...i do realize my own POTENTIAL.. Now, i was sitting infront of my lappy...reviewing few contracts for the sake of Company..it can be boring at the time..but, it can be fun as well for somehow..but, i do enjoy every moment i learn new things..altho for sometimes..i do see myself still in GRASPING mode to get used with several terms written in the agreement..and i do appreciate every seconds that i have to deal with people..and i believe very much..sooner or later..i will be pretty much experience in reviewing the agreement in no time... Getting to know closely many new people in my life..give me better chance to improve my character as well as my skill.. TBC