friction..friction..

I had friction 2day wif my lil bro..dan terus terang mmg aku kecewa to read his sms reply. But, knowing my lil bro since he is young..then, aku takdela nak emo sgt..cume, pd permulaan i was reading his sms aku terasa sgt2la terbakar.. perasaan terbakar itu tersgt2la meluap2 sampai aku rasa mcm nak meletup dan mengigil2 sambil driving..sampai aku x lalu nak makan dan berfikir lebih waras lagi..di saat ni mulala aku benci dgn post pekerjaan aku sbg HR..HR yg nak kene bergado dgn org or settlekan problem staff termasuk adik aku sendiri.. Dr sini aku belajar..baik ajela..x yah nak baik ati or concern sgt ttg future adik beradik. let them draw their future by themself dan lepas neh takdela masalah nak fingerpointing..tp, as a sister aku rasa..aku da buat yg terbaik for them..apa yg dia nak minta tlg..aku da tlg..if in the past he said..he was not happy to work with pipeline..then, kami usahakan juga carikan lubang utk dia work as according to his qualification as electrical engineering graduate. after been working wif us as graduate trainee..he left us and work wif our fren co as an instrument engineer...cumenya, he was unfortunate and rasa secure tak menentu cause recently his company starts to pay their salary late till 15th of April and he was very concern yg co dia tak dapat project, xde certification ISO as well as Petronas License. Yelah, mmgle our co has been accredited with those certs...tp, itupon bukan jaminan yg we always getting job fr outside.. People see org bisnes neh sng and byk duit..but, when looking into the mthly capital..then, only people can realize bukannya sng nak niaga..nak2 bebudak zaman skrg yg dok fikir..baru setaun jagung da minta gaji sampai ribu2 lemon..walhal experience takat tak sampai setaun.. Actually, the problem is simple..hes been working part time wif us..and he feels so annoyed sbb my staff keeps ctcting him several times for 10x per week to make follow up of his progress. tp, aku rasakan mcm ade sesuatu yg bothering him membuatkan dia tak kisah akan lansung nak amik his progress payment sbb aku pon da tahap fed up..yg aku tau..aku nak bank in jek terus ke akaun dia..and let the project close..