August, 2012 is coming

Its been long silent since i've last visited this blog...writting about the friction that i did encounter wif lil bro..now, the problem sorted out..but, here we go another issue is coming in...not related to wif my lil bro though...its more about something else and nothing related as well wif my happy family..no worries..i believe..theres always light by end of the tunnel..no matter how hard is the situation, i'm positively thought..we will finally find the solution...eventhough, i may emotianally distracted..i guess, i could back to concentrate with my work and enjoy every seconds of my life.. Trust me or not..rara is now over 6 mos..shes rolling and learning to lift her body to prepare herself to crawl..and honestly..i enjoy every moments spending time with my child..eventhough i cant really tell you..how tiring is my life without bibik in my our family..but, rest assured..am totally happier that i did whenever i have bibik..cause i was feeling more stressfully having stranger in my house..especially if her commitment and quality of works below than my expectations.. While my baby is becoming more chatty..he talks a lot..until i cant stop..hes been funny and cheeky boy since he is 3...i presume, thats pretty common for kids around that age as i had experienced with milan..most of the time, we need to be in cool position to control the emotion for not easily getting angry when shes doing wrong...yeah...wrong in the meaning of being naughty and cause damages and people surrounding her to cry...of course during that time..bibik will be the victim to answer of her wrong doing...especially when we suffer with losses and damages due to bibik negligence in looking after her...hahah.. Mika is going to be 2 in this Sept..he is lesser sensitive but yet still adores his mommy more than anyone else..the funny thing about him..he likes to copy whatever his siblings do..no matter...the way they talk or move..seems to us..he is a happy toddler..like to help others..understand simple instruction..and believe me or not..hes been mommy little helper! Harris is getting matured...hes infact attended his white belt Taekwando exam last nite..hes been so sensitive with whatever his cousins have or talking about..and for sometimes can be so demanding when he starts doing comparison between him and his cousins...i know..it sometimes can be very unfair to him..unfair in terms of..he cant enjoy very much his child time...as what his cousins did..cause at the moment..we do not have maid...so, he definitely needs to be more independent that his cousin..helping his mom to care her lil bros and lil sis... TBC