untalkable..

Have just gone thru untalkable moment after sending my kids to bed this night. They seem have grown up, getting more matured, understanding, co-operative eventhough for sometimes can also drive us mad..It such a relief though when seeing the kids finally can sleep at their own without us need to wait in their room anymore. Credit to Mr B, for his co-operation, without which this could not be happened.

kemalasan..

Terasa begitu kemalasan sebenarnya nak bangkit early this morning. The only will that makes me wake up is just because mengenangkan janji2 manis aku terhadap my SIL I utk ke kementerian pelajaran pada pagi yg indah ini. Sempat jugakla pagi2 bangun, aku angkat baju, sidai baju dan cuci lantai walaupon dlm keadaan mamai2.

Hari ini patutnya aku ke Tesco poskan surat pembantu. Bila pikir2 pasal pembantu, mmg liat betul aku nak uruskan itu dan ini..SBBNYA??? Aku takut dapat maid haprak lagi..Kalu ikutkan kepala aku ni dah so carefree takde org dalam umah yg bule buatkan aku sakit jiwa mahupon sakit ati..

my day..saturday..

early in the morning i was telling my baby that i should be taking 1 day off to chill out and that's really what had happened in my today's activity. i was out from home and away from my desk..had my precious time with my own family..

but...my today's off doesnt in definite mean that i was totally off from anything 'IN HURRY'..it is just because, out of sudden harris was complaining, there was wind trapped in his tummy until he was moaning and crying out load..how severe the pain was...

TBC

Period ending..

My period ended yesterday. Yet, I still havent fixed the IUS that I was planning to. Mr B is getting busier each day. Coming back late from office most of the time. Cant complaint much though since he is the breadwinner of the house. In fact, he just spend on me a new breastpump..not to say more, our next planning to make over our bushes garden if possible before Hari Raya is coming. All in all, everything is about money...

Arghhh, it could be difficult if only one of us is working. But at the same, it could be unfair for our kids too if both of us are too busy in our career.

My friends are missing me..

I feel so touch when came to know that some of my friends out there are missing me. They send me few messages asking hows my life is getting on and where I have been settled right now. In fact, they also eager to know how many kids that I have already.

I appreciate very much their memory towards me...and I know actually, eventhough we have been not seen for number of years..they apparently still keeping my name on their mind. I guess, its not only for those who had sent me the messages and also invitations..but, for sure to many of them too that we had in touch before....

Anak2 berada di rumah..plus my 1st day period came on Monday..

Hari ini anak2 ada di rumah. Mmg aku sendiri pon malas nak komen. Sbbnya, dalam kekalutan aku nak siapkan keje..mcm2 plak halnya. Dgn si Harris yg demam dan si Daniel yg suka berjaga malam. Lama kelamaan, aku pon naik exhausted. Jadinya, smlm aku masuk tido awal dlm pukul 12. Sekurang2nya ada juga hasil yg aku sampai ke tgh malam smlm walaupon hanya mengarang. Keadaan rumah aku??? Mmmm janganla tanya…mmg mcm kapal karam..itu belum lagi dgn kain yg menimbun2…

Mmg sepatutnya si siti dtg semalam. Tapi, aku terpaksa cancel sbb aku merasakan dgn kehadiran cleaner akan mengoccupykan lagi masa aku sbb nak kene ngk2 dia keje..tu belum kira aku plak nak kene menjadi supir dia dan berambil dan berantar segala. Lemau betul cleaner masakini!

Skrg jam menunjukkan pukul 9.29 pagi and at least aku dah siap sekurang2nya 1 muka surat utk dikarang. Aku just perlukan touch up..utk memastikan apa yg aku tulis tu is making sense. Anak2 plak masih tidor…dan aku tahu kebiasaannya dalam pukul 12 baru dorang nak bangun. Kkdg melihat wajah anak2, bole menjadi pengubat keletihan. Nak2 bila masa dpt bermain dgn dorang. Gelak ketawa dorang membuat aku lupa dgn beban yg sedia ada…

TBC..

Sekarang jam dah menunjukkan pukul 3.30 pagi..maksudnya dah masuk hari jumaat. dan sprt kebiasaannya, aku mmg tidor lambat dan ada masanya pukul 5 pagi baru nak masuk beradu. Bergantung kpd mood aku utk mengarang...Yg bestnya, bila aku print hasil karya aku pada hari ini utk Mr.B baca..sampai ke tahap dia tak paham...sbb katanya..bahasa aku terlalu advance..Haiiii..rasa nak tergeletek perut aku dibuatnya...sbbnya...mcm rasa best gilerrr kerana terasa ade improvement in term of my english writting. Sebenarnya tak mudah juga nak mengarang. Habis perah otak aku dikerjakan! Kkdg tu dalam satu hari alahaiiii dlm beberapa helai je yg aku dapat...Apa2pon Mr.B bilang...Pencarian dan penantian aku ini harus BERHASIL!

Sblm aku menutup cerita pada hari ini..just nak highlight yg aku start peot last Monday. Mmg dok menunggu2 period kali ni datang sbbnya...dok menunggu2 hari yg sesuai nak pasang IUS. Lain cerita, Daniel muntah2 hari ini...SBBNYA??? Agaknya, aku terlebih makan junk food kot..byk tul aku makan twisties, mamie dan maggie..dan tak lupa aku makan rojak buah bercicahkan kuah yg mak aku buatkan...Yes!!! My mom is the best cook ever! Aku dah berkira2 nak suruh mak aku masakkan ketam dan ikan goreng bersama lemak pucuk ubi...aduhaiiiii sedapnyaaaaa....Gasakla mak nak komplen aku ni asik suruh2 dia..SBBnya..kalu mak dtg ke rumah aku, tak jugak aku suruh dia buat apa2..pendek kata..dtg rumah, duduk dan goyang kaki ala2 mandur gayanya..hahahhahah...Lagipon, dah lama sgt aku tak makan masakan mak...so, apa salahnya sekali sekala aku mendera mak aku sendiri...ekekekkekek...

Cerita pasal susu Daniel plak...nampaknya Daniel dah tak serasi minum susu Similac..Makanya, pada hari Selasa baru2 ini aku mula membekalkan dia susu enfalac +. Mahal tu tak yah cakapla....Tutup mata ajela sambil membeli. Lagipon, aku beli susu ni hanya sbg back up sementara double breast pump aku sampai. Sebenarnya, agak sakit jiwa juga aku dibuatnya..sbb aku berhabis rm500 utk shippingkan breast pump aku fr UK walaupon beratnya hanya 2.9kgs sahaja..Apalaaaa nasib badan...Anyway, harapan aku...dgn pelaburan ini, aku dapat exclusively breastfeedingkan si Daniel....Amin...

Oh ya, sblm tu..ini adalah hari yg ke-3 Harris demam...