words

exacerbate/aggravate-worse-memburukkan-irritate
anticipate-expect, forsee beforehand
sully-make dirty spotty/corrupt
defame-memalukan..assasinate
accentuate-emphasize
mitigation-relief
engross-absorb,monopoly
literally-really,actually
restrain-control

She is 2!

Just 2 days ago, my girl was 2. We had our treat to celebrate my girl's birthday-lunch out in a Halal restaurant somewhere in Staines, stuffed ourselves with their marvellous and delicate roasted chicken, kebab and beriyani. We brought along the little chocolate cake that we bought the day before in Tesco to merrier the celebration. Naive little girl wont complaint much for any impercetions, I supposed!
But, deep...deep...deep in my heart, I know my children more than anyone else...they always been understanding, less demanding or to anticipate lavishness more than we could offer. How I wish, I could make hand made cake for my girl for her day.

Mmmmmmm

It is almost 3 weeks am in the UK..guess what, my sv just dont bother too much about for asking my personal at all...like..where I had been to and whats really happening in my family in the past 2 mths.. We just had a little talk about it and then we shifted swiftly to focus with my work that still never comes to end. He always been my model as a sv..extraordinary creamy beauty brain, understanding yet can be demanding...but never ever even slightly too much to mix between work and personal...

Now, his demanding time has come...he asking for more PROGRESS...PROGRESS...and PROGRESS...Yesterday, one email from his PA hit my mailbox asking about my plan for the next meeting or drop off any of my drafts...I totally helpless...It is never been easy to handle between looking after my beautiful children and my work at once.

With strong will, I'm laying of my hands to reply my his PA's e-mail..saying that am not prepared yet for the next meeting but still on working to produce something. At least am still response and honest. May I pray to GOD, to always give me some strength just to make all these done. I just cant wait to finish it off ...too pain to see one by one my friends submitted their thesis, whereas am still here...grasping my own path to make it all end...