Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Staying home..

Hari ni aku skdr dok rumah. Smlm aku tak tido. Hanya melelapkan mata bila jam menunjukkan pukul 5.10 pagi. Kkdg pon tatau apa yg dibuat sampai berjam2. Bahananya, skrg kul 3 ptg baru nak mula memandang keje2 aku semula.

Plannya mmg nak ke opis today. Tp, because of org XEROX tu kata yg dia nak dtg ni ari...so, I was decided to stay. Lagipon kepala aku mcm bengong dek kerana tido lambat..maka, sbb tu jugak I was rather to stay at home while waiting the printer to be fixed. Unfortunately, at last minute mamat binawe tu had to cancell his appoinment. Rasa bengang pon ade..

So, as usual, when aku kat rumah. Nothing much I could do. My kids prefer to attach wif me.

Keje opis..

Finally, keje opis aku settle..tapi, nasib tak baik keje personal aku lak pending. Takdela byk sgt keje aku kat opis ni..kalu betul2 aku concentrate. Nak2 plak skrg dah ade budak praktikal yg aku bule harap utk disuruh2 utk membantu aku. At the moment focus aku lebih kpd nak settlekan keje2 personal aku berbanding nak buat keje2 opis sgt..Sbb, at the moment aku lebih byk buat keje monitoring...

Rasa lega bila satu benda dah settle.....Harapnya aku dapat settlekan keje personal aku secepat mungkin..

Diam tak diam lagi 5 days my 2nd kontena nak sampai. Wah very d excited sbb brg2 yg aku kirim kali ni ade toys utk anak2 berserta ngan 1 set bedding. Jadi takdela aku bosan sgt asik nak pakai bedding yg ade skrg. Selain tu ade gak aku purchase cutlery set bersama2 ngan brgn baby like baby cot...Pregnant kali ni takdela aku rasa excited sgt. Kkdg tu mcm terlupa jek yg aku ni pregnant sbb asik sibuk ke hulu dan ke hilir. Teringat diri ni preggy pon sbb rasa berat nak bawak perut tak pon masa susah nak cari posisi waktu nak tido...Alangkah bznya menjadi seorang mommy dan jugak bekerja pada masa yg sama...Elok aje rasanya jadi surirumah kelek anak dan kat umah sekali-sekala...

Monday, June 28, 2010

Monday&Tuesday story...

Alamak..today is Tuesday..and yet keje aku tak siap lagi..ade 2.5 coloums lagi yg aku hv to put it on writting...arghhh...what so busy life. Yesterday, we had a talk in our bed before fell asleep..talking abt my honey dissapoinment coz his Petronas License application has to be declined due to the fact that he was not born in Malaysia. So, eventhough he is Malay...They still consider him as "non-Bumiputera". Then, we came out wif an idea, this could possibily be fixed by revising our shareholder percentage which then would effect, someone else not from our family would be holding the sole authority for the company where I am afraid that I have to disagree wif this.

I guess, we really have to put something in our life in pace and not too hurry which means, I may have another task to accomplish for my honey to achieve for his dream OR our dreams..

Smlm jugak aku berang..sbb, bibik dah rosakkan cadar yg aku beli ratusan ringgit kat KLCC. Rasa nak maki je minah tu pon ade...Tapi, just maki dlm hati sajela..I was frustrated to come to know, my fitted sheet has torn..sdgkan aku dah pesan dah kat bibik tu handle it wif care n sementelah lagi my cadar tu tak sampai pon umurnya sebulan! so, aku dah bertegas ngan bibik..that I would cut her salary sbb dah merosakkan harta kesayangan aku...Bibik as usual mcm org terkial2..Dahle smlm keje tipu2...lantai dapur tak dimop as per yg diarahkan..ini lom lagi... otak dia mcm org tak bule berfikir dok kasik baby aku makan kat kawasan dapur..yg dia mop pon tak bersih and then...dibiarnya baby aku tu main grill yg berhabuk sampai naik rashes pipi kiri dan kanan...

Citer lain, Harris was not at home yesterday. He had his fun time at his granny's house..staying overnight there...When I entered the house...terasa sungguh kesunyiannya...Its like something is missing...Until I feel like to drop off my tears...Sometimes, I feel like..its fun having many kids in the house..they kind of penghibur di kala keboringan although ocassionally bule bikin stress jugak...While for Milan plak...asik bertanya..where is Harris...sbb, katanya dia nak tido ngan Abg Harris...

As for today plak..I went late to the opis..dok sambung tido sampai dekat2 kul 10.30 pagi...sbb...badan sakit2..coz yesterday, I was balik lambat..cracking my head in the opis. So, balik umah mmg dah tak larat nak sambung keje...aku terus cari bantal dan tidoooo lepas habis borak2 ngan my honey..Pehtu, before naik opis, aku curi2 masa pi book an appoinment kat Klinik An-Nur. Ok jugakla..tapi, sad to say the front desk people ade yg brutal n tak professional..Kiranya, org2 di KPJ tu lagi way better dr kat An-Nur tu..aku lom lagi jumpa doktor di situ..tapi, would probably give a try one day..nak tau, takat mana servis consultation di sana..Aku pon dah siap2 booking for 3d/4d scan...utk next week. Kkdg tu, rasa funny gak, bila anak dah berderet..aku dah tak kisah..if my honey is not around to accompany me for check up or pi mana2. Aku dah malas nak bother over small things but the most important thing he should be stand by me..bila aku nak beranak nanti melainkan mmg masa tak mengizinkan...

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Weekend story..

Today is Sunday. We just staying at home most of the time. Cooking some delicious dishes for the family. Eventhough, I was a bit busy..still ade masa nak curi2 ngk resepi on the net. Mmg agak meletihkan but yet fun!

Seawal 5.10 pagi aku dah bangun. Bibik still tak bangun lagi..katanya, jam yg aku kasik tu dah tak berfungsi. Mmm, kalu aku tak turun bawah tu..mmg alamatla..ntah kul bape bibik aku tu reti nak bangun. Dlm pagi hari...akhirnya aku dapat idea..how, to manipulate my writting setelah beberapa hari otakku telah menjadi beku. It is dreading too, when come to know, tomorrow is Monday. Argggh, sungguh cepat masa berlalu. Yet, aku masih tak siap keje..Dlm kul 8 pagi..I was decided to find back my katil dan sambung tido..and after that woke up again dlm kul 9.15 pagi terus keluar date for b/fast kat D'Bukit wif my honey. Lepas b/fast aku terus pi pasar. Beli garlic, 2 whole chickens, daun bawang, tempe, kiub ayam, kailan. Balik rumah, terus dropkan groceries..dan terus zoom ke opis sbb my honey nak serah kunci kat this IT guy to fix for our server. On d way to opis, aku bawak sekali Daniel. Nampak sungguh dia happy...tapi, alamak...punyala tak reti nak diam dok ke sana dan ke mari...

Sampai umah, terus bersilat kat dapur..masak ketam goreng, daun ubi rebus, kentang rebus, telur besa dan telur asin rebus. Pehtu, pilih2 ayam yg nak dibuat anak2 makan utk esok harinya. Kendian, terus sambung perap apa2 bahan yg patut utk roasted chicken resipe recommended by Jamie Oliver. Perghhhh, mana ajela aku sempat nak buat apa2..kalu dah asik sibuk manjang...

Friday, June 25, 2010

28 weeks pregnant..

Believe it or not..I am currently 28 weeks pregnant. Berat pon dah naik ke 73kg kot..adaku kisah??? sgt2 ku tak kisah...sebenarnya mmg ade jugakla kisah sket2..tapi, malas nak pk2 sgt..

dah baca dlm artikel yg maximum i could fly is dlm 36 weeks..jadi, aku really hv to make my dreams happen sblm i am reaching 36 weeks. kalu tk alamat aku akan stranded di uk sorang2. but, aku pon sendiri tak kisah..whatever it is..aku akan tetap harungi juga dgn tabah..kalu takdirnya baby aku kene lahir di uk..takkan aku nak menidakkan ketentuan tuhan..yg penting, aku sudah berusaha sebaik mungkin...

staff talking...

takde ape aku nak bebel di tengahari buta ni..melainkan talking abt my staff. w/ever i feel, i need to tegur them, i dont feel any guilty to do it so. just write them an e-mail and after that wether or not they want to take it as a lesson learnt, i would never bother. i just couldnt help to keep all perasaan tak puas hati dlm hati lagi...so, whatever, i feel they do it wrongly, i just tegur them straight away w/out hesitation. at least i am frank...dan tak cakap belakang..so, nak tak nak..all of them, hv belajar to face wif the reality kalu boss tak happy with their work ke or whatsoever.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Analysis

Finally, dapat gak aku repair dan siapkan satu analysis daripada 3 sample aku. tension tul..sbb, distribution results aku tu mcm ntah apa2. Aku rasa, aku pon dah naik give up ngan akunye results and at the same time, takde apa yg aku hide from my research...jadi, tak mungkin jugakla my data collection salah. makanya, apa data aku tu benar2 belaka. it just matter...aku perlu to report what is my current finding so that the others would refine my work. punyala nasib aku sungguh2 tak baik..mana, taknya, rupa2nya analysis2 aku yg sblm2 ni..ada yg tersalah data..cet! aku plak mcm nak tergelak..dapat aku rasakan engineers kat opis aku ni serabut buat analysis dorang...sampai berbahang kepala dorang memikirkan utk selesaikan projek dorang..sama jugak ngan aku yg serabut tuk selesaikan permasalahan aku.

kalu ikutkan skrg dah kul 2.49 dan aku masih tak makan lagi...hopefully, aku cld settle at least satu lagi analysis...dan after the analysis, apa yg aku perlu buat adalah duduk diam2, sambil berfikir the logic behind my results and then mulala buat karangan...oh my..and my...aku rasa sungguh2 sgt exhausted...at the same time, my kids are longing to spend time wif me in which unfortunately i couldnt...be patient ye my dear kids...i'll make sure what we've gone thru will be paid off. and my honey pon should not complaint if aku tak byk masa wif kids...coz, aku rasa inilah yg sume mak2 kena alami bila sibuk ngan keje....

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Ke rumah mentua..

Tadi aku ke rumah mentua to dropkan Harris. Nampak sgt, Harris mcm rindu kat aku..Nak baca story book ngan aku, nak aku yg hantar n pick dia to school. Kkdg sedih pon ade..Sbb, aku tak dapat nak spend byk masa dgn dia. Apatah lagi dgn Milan&Daniel. Waktu aku ke rumah my mil, ada jugak dia tegur, perut aku yg makin sarat. Mmg pon, perut aku nampak over sarat mcm esok je nak melahirkan..mana taknya, aku put on weight byk sangat. Aku pon dah sampai tahap malas nak pk, how to susutkan berat..yg penting, masa pantang aku mmg kene sgt2 kuat smgt. It could be possible for me to lose for 17-20kg..Tapi, nak susut sampai 30kg..bukan satu yg mudah nak dilakukan jugak...

My mil mula bertanya, adakah my honey would accompany me if I flew to UK this time. My answered just..Aku sendiri pon tak kisah wether or not he wants to follow..because after all, mmg aku tak sanggup nak bertangguh lagi...

Sebenarnya, aku pon agak sayu jugak nak tinggalkan anak2. Nampak jugakla, bibik aku pon cam sedey when I was telling her, yg she would not be seeing me for couple of weeks time. Mebe, dia cuak kot..Aku sendiri pon tak pasti...Kalu ikutkan, aku pon heran jugak ngan my eldest son, kalu sblm2 ni tak pernah acuh dan selalu jek tak kisah nak balik ngan his nenek, and now dia cam longing to be always with me. Apa2pon, semua org kene tabah menghadapi perpisahan sementara ini...

Kontena sampai..

Hari ni kontena yg ditunggu2 telah sampai..So, aku dgn excitednya telah pi ke rumah kawan aku di Kajang. Secara conclusionnya, brg2 yg penting cam safety gate, baby dan, stroller, baby rocker telah pon sampai termasuk threadmill my honey. Agak kecewa jugak bila ngk akunye bedding tak masuk dlm kontena sekali..huhuuh..dah rasa bosan tahap cipan asik dok pakai bedding yg sama setiap masa...maksudnya, kenala aku bersabar menunggu sebulan lagi utk trip brg2 seterusnya sampai di depan rumah. mebe dlm 1 bulan lagi kalu lucky.

At the same time, hati aku takut2 jugak..kalu2 akunye brg2 tu sangkut atau lost di pertengahan jalan. Aduiiii, terpaksala menelan rugi. Insya-allah, 2 minggu lagi..my 2nd kontena will arrive. Rasa tak sabar nak ngk brg2 yg dibeli!

Monday, June 21, 2010

Tak start,,,

Aku masih tak start apa2 lagi..kepala ni mcm bengap..Baru tetiba dapat idea nak continue semula keje..

As for the office work mmg dah 2-3 ari abandoned. Just hope, I could settle my personal work by today. Have found out my file in my old computer. Harap aku tak lupa to bring my pen drive to transfer the file before leaving my opis today.

Citer lain..Harris dah dapat result exam. Average marks dia stkt ini dlm 95. He scored 99 for English, 95 for BM and baru dapat paper I for her Maths in which he scored 37/40 for that paper. Maksudnya, ade lagi 2 papers yg belum dpt lagi..Sains&Agama. Apa2pon I am not hoping yg dia will get no.1 in class. Sbb, setau aku sume kawan dia hebat2. For BI&BM aje ade 5 org scored 100%. So, mmg aku tak dapat imaginela nombor berapa Harris will get in his class nanti...Silap2 haribulan no. belas2. Dan aku pon takdela pressure sgt for his exam kali ni coz..dia pon baru baik demam. Kira syukur ajela kalu dia tahu jawab soalan..Kalu ikutkan dr 1st streaming exam ke skrg..her marks are average...kalu sblm2 ni ade naik turun..now, nampak mcm consistent..

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Marah..

Hari ini aku telah memarahi bibik dan dia menangis..Aku rasa dia nangis, sbb mebe dia sensitip coz smlm dia lapar tak makan nasi..Actually, aku pon dah pesan kat dia sblm aku off to opis yesterday, for her cook 1 pot of rice kalu nasi dah habis..but, then she didnt do it. I was asking her, samaada dia tu ada pemikiran atau pon tidak, yg nasi tu tak enough for her and the kids..and her answered was, she afraid nak masak lagi eventhough aku dah siap2 pesan. So, supposekah aku dipersalahkan kalu dia tak makan nasi malam tadi..as for the lauk mmg sure ade..sbb, aku dah suh dia amik sushi sendiri...dah aku pon dah keletihan sgt almost everday kene mai opis..so, takde masa nak suruh dia itu dan ini..atau nak cedokkan atau nak amikkan dia makanan sentiasa..

Kemuncaknya happened..disebabkan oleh dia masak sayur tak sprt yg aku arahkan selalu..pada pagi tadi..I was helping him cooking..so, maksudnya..takde apala dia nak buat lagi pas she fed my baby except fr cooking sayur air aka sayur bening. And I was really mad to know, that she was putting perasa ikan bilis...the ingredient that I had never told her to add in in our sayur bening as I would like the sayur to be cooked freshly with fresh ikan bilis and furthermore, Milan doesnt like to eat soup yg berwarna keruh( tak clear org kata)..I just could think why, susah sgt dia nak masuk sayur bening yg besa kami makan..sbb, aku dah tolong ringankan beban keje dia pagi tadi..

I was banging her with my Qs..samaada yg dia masak itu utk diri dia atau utk kami sekeluarga..dan dia jawab..yg she was doing it supaya sayur tu lagi berperisa..I was answering her back..yg..I just dont mind if the sayur is cooked specially utk diri dia....But, now...our family yg nak makan...dan kalu bibik letak rempah ikan bilis sket2 tu tak apa2la..ini kalu dah sampai kale keruh camtu...sape plak lalu nak memakannya...Maksud aku, aku tak kisah, whatever ingredient dia nak buh kalu nak masak utk perut dia..but, for us...I would rather prefer everything to be as natural as possible sbb my kids are still young to hold for preservative.

Aku skdr ignore dia memangis..Sambil kasik advice...yg dia tu harus berpk macam org berpkran..Alahaiii, takkan nasi nampak dah nak abis..Dia tak reti nak masak semula..walaupon, dah disuruh masak..Kalu rasa takut sgt...Apa salahnya amik tepon, tepon aku gitau apa yg patut n bukannya wat keputusan sendiri2 yg akhirnya menyusahkan hidup dia...Ker dia rather prefer nak makan nasik panas..so, sbb tu dia let my kids makan nasi baki..Kalu tak clear wif my instruction, just asked me..and not need to shy...as aku pon punya hati dan perasaan dan takkan sampai hati nak biarkan dia kelaparan...Mcmla dia tak nampak portion sbyk mana nasi yg aku selalu amikkan utk dia??? Hai, ntahla...malas aku nak fikir..Baik je aku sambung keje skrg ni dr dok sesak2 kepala pkkan masalah org..

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Sunday...

Today at almost 12 noon, both my honey & I, dah sampai kat our opis. Dtg opis bukan sbb nak siapkan keje opis...but more come to here coz hv to finish my personal work. I know my kids must be missing me a lot. Too bz wif my own things but theres nothing I could do at the moment. But, at least, yesterday's night we had our night time stroy in my bed. We read together "Toy Story-3 Book" that I bought about a week ago for Harris. While for Milan, I just read in glance "Sleeping Beauty" story book for her, as she loves very much anything about being Prince&Princess. Tak baca apa2 story book pon for Daniel as he has fallen asleep. Terlalu mengantuk coz we were arrived at home about 12 midnight. Alhamdulillah nothing happened on our way back home walaupon mata aku dah macam layu2 n drivers on the road plak aku ngk mcm org ting tong dok bawak kete ke kiri dan ke kanan.

My mom pon didnt expect I will be coming 2 work today. Yelah, my family back home, they all work wif government so hardly they really have to come to work during weekend..melainkan kalu betul2 ade keje. My mom was expecting for me to overnigth at her hse yesterday but sad to say, I really couldnt do it coz got something urgent to settle for today. Ini pon rasa bdn mcm lenguh2. Tak habis penat...Letih..Disamping badan aku yg dah mulai berisi dan berisi..

Infact, aku pon dah tak bother sgt hal2 rumah and just hope my bibik could be independent. Adalah jugak aku buat spot check sket2. Bebel sket2. But, still everything is controllable. Aku ngk bibik pon dah makin bule adapt ngan her keje. Cume, aku pon tak harap she to stay lama wif us. Sbb, dia pon ade hak wether or not to continue her contract wif us.

Friday, June 18, 2010

Buat keje..

Hati aku sprt berbunga2...sbb my honey told me, that..it might be possible for him to accompany me to UK. Mmmm, manja betulla aku nikan..semua pon nak berteman..Bukannya tak bule buat sendiri. We were planning for me to fly first to UK and he will be following me later. Yelahkan, apa plak dia nak buat kat UK for 1 week while I am bz catching up my things kat sana.

I just hope, I really can make it to submit my work by early next week in which I still working it out until late night yesterday. Aku rasa, mcm tak bule lelapkan mata till kul 3.00 a.m. Aku doa sgt2, everything goes smoothly. Supaya, berakhirla satu lagi episod misi perjalanan dlm hidup aku. If I would be given an opportunity, aku mmg nak sgt2 come to UK again for next year for another mission to be accomplished. Walaupon aku sendiri agak gementar, but I just do it for the sake of everybody...yg mana, aku sendiri pon tak jangka I really have to past all these paces dlm spjg hidup aku..

For me, its not an easy task too, to become a mom, student and also working at one go...as I really need to pandai2 membahagikan masa. Nak2 plak, when the time, my son has to sit for exam, usually, mmg akula yg bz dok spend time wif him for ulangkaji segala. Bila balik dr opis plak, mmg aku tak sempat nak rehat panjang, terus jek bz di dapur..I guess, every women has to face the same thing like I did nowadays...Cume, I still among the lucky wives sbb got bibik at home to assist me for house cleaning. Walaupon, bibik adakalanya membebankan kepala aku...at least, her presence take off some of the house work loads yg aku rasa..aku tak larat nak buat di kala preggy...At the same time, my kids still perlukan their mommy's attention, yg mana aku cube sebaik mungkin to spend some of my time wif them sekiranya berkesempatan. Mmg aku tak nafikan, all my kids sgt2 manja ngan aku...no matter, how garang aku at home, they still in the end looking for their mommy. Especially, Daniel yg mmg tak lekang and very fond of me. Aku jugak sgt2 bersyukur, sbb Daniel so far can be indepent yg mana aku tak susah nak jaga sejak usianya masih bayi lagi..

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Mood..

Hari ni masuk opis lambat..mcm kurang mood nak buat keje..Badan sakit2, betis pon lenguh..Nak stay rumah plak..aircond tak begitu function selain dr my doter yg asik suka mengacau.

Hari ni pon aku bangkit agak lambat. Badan pon rasa mcm agak better sket dr hari sblmnya. Kalu tak, pasti aje mata ni nak layu..

Tak ke opis...

Ari ni aku tak ke opis..badan rasa sakit2...aku rasa asik nak mengantuk..So, lepas lunch jek aku terus zasss tido...letih sgt nampaknya..Betis kiri pon terasa sakit...

As usual, bila am at home, takde keje yg aku bule buat sgt melainkan melayan bebudak dan memasak. Itupon nasib baik sgt2 kalu dapat masuk bilik dan mengunci diri..Kalu tak, mmg tak habis2 kene kacau. At least, hari ni aku dapat berehat sepuas2nya, walaupon ade gak a few minutes aku spent to look into my work at home. Aku just mcm tak bule berfikir sbb anak2 asik buat bising. Dgn bunyi game yg kuat, my doter plak menjerit2 and then feeling pity plak kat my youngest son yg asik dok dlm baby cot selain asik nak kene follow up bibik dah done her work atau pon belum. Pendek kata, mmg aku takkan berhenti berehat kalu dah duduk di rumah. Nak ke opis plak, badan aku letih2.

I have looked again into my outstanding work. Kalu ikutkan takdela byk mana nak kene repair..It just matter, I have to sit and spend my time for couple of days...and hopefully by next week I could get in touch with my superior again. Aku just gamble..Just harapnya, my haunting days will end very soon and I maybe looking fwd to come to UK again somewhere in April next year. Insya-Allah!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Semakin hari..

Semakin hari...semakin aku rasa tak selesa..Sesak..Tegang..Letih..Kesemuanya pon ada..Baby keeps on kicking in my tummy. Badan aku plak, semakin hari..semakin membesar..Perut pon dah mulai pecah2 disebabkan berat yg naik mendadak. Nak naik opis tingkat 2 pon rasa mcm dah tak larat. Tapi, kene jugak laratkan badan. Nak bising2 ngan bibik pon..rasanya dah tak kuasa sgt...

Yesterday, came to know..I may need to fly back UK for running an errand. Rasa sedih jugak nak tinggalkan anak2. But, seems got no choice. Just hope everything berjalan lancar. I was hoping not to stay too long. Must be very boring jugak coz anak2 dan somi takde di sisi. Its only me, sorang2 yg akan melayan diri sendiri.

Kkdg funny plak rasanya, why when all of us already in Mesia..I manage to do almost everything..Manage the hse, kids, family shopping, work n study segala. I've got no complaint at all, walaupon dalam keadaan berbadan dua..I have to go to hospital bawak anak2 cucuk atau jumpa Doktor. Shopping pon..I always convenient to do it alone. Without bibik, my hubby and also the kids. Ocassionally, mmg aku ade bawak my elder kids..But, then...I hardly feel ianya sbg beban. Sometimes, I feel like..having more kids, make my life more manageable. The obvious thing for this time pregnancy, I am more confident in leading people, clear wif what I want, firm wif my decision and langsung tak takut ngan critisms. I just feel comfortable to be myself. Mebe, sbb in my life nowadays, dah terlalu byk yg nak difikirkan...

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Cant wait..

Rasa tak sabar nak tunggu brg2 yg aku order tu sampai..especially the bedding n the toys..Mcm dah boring plak asik2 dok pakai bedding yg sama setiap masa..Hopefully, mmg Eza tak lupa nak masukkan bedding aku dlm kontena dia awal2..

Hari ni aku masuk opis awal...Buat filing apa2 yg patut. PV pon dah almost siap...so, pasni bulela get ready to manage our account using UBS or excel semata.

Cuti2 Malaysia..

Plan utk bercuti ke sebuah Pulau...Mebe nak ke Langkawi. Dah tgk rega tiket dalam rm700+. Accomodation, mebe pilih yg murah2 je..dalam rm100-200++. Sbb, just nak dapatkan accomodation yg bule berteduh dan tidur sementara menunggu hari2 seterusnya nak berjalan2. aku dapat bygkan mesti kitaorg akan flat gile. Coz, mmg tak plan nak bawak bibik sekali. Bibik hs to stay home. Jaga rumah...Takut2 pencuri pecah masuk..Sambil tu, bulela bibik relax puas2..Takde sape nak kaco..dan takde sape gak nak memekak kat dia..Nak bising2 mulut. So, bibik bule stay ngan aman...At the same time, aku rasa..mesti jugak dia miss ngan sore2 kami sume..Hahahahha..

Plan kali ni..mcm nak ke Langkawi. I would say, perhaps my last trip before my young baby due to arrive. Harris already asked abt my promise to have a break during his schoold holiday. But, I just turning back his question...Sama ada dia ade score 100 for any of his subject..Again, aku pon tak harap Harris to score sgt coz dia baru baik dr demam waktu nak exam. I would imagine..mesti dia dapat nombor berbelas2..sbb, dalam kelas dia kesemuanya pandai2. Markah utk BM berlambak dlm 100. As long as Harris average mark is 90+, it should be fine for me. The best, kalu dia dapat average 95+, itu dah memadai buat aku utk masa ini. Aku pon, takdela pulun sgt suh dia study gila2 for his exam coz kami dah buat preparation agak awal. Sampai, dia pon dah masuk tahap bosan..asik kene belajar dan belajar during week of exam. Kalu ikutkan waktu exam week jek Harris bz study. Dah lepas2 tu, mulai santai...Ikut suka2 aturkan jadual dia sendiri...

Hari ini, Harris minta aku buatkan aktiviti utk dia..Nampakla dia try to follow the jadual. Yg herannya, by 12 noon,sume org dah siap makan..berbanding kalu aku tak monitor schedule di rumah..Mmg alamatnya, sampai kul 2-3.30 petang si Bibik masih lagi terkial2 mencuci pinggan atau nak mop lantai.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

D**H..

Baru jek call D**H. Takat ni, aku takdela rasa inferior banget nak kal mana2 badan kerajaan. Ibaratnya mcm peanut! Tak jumpa lagi difficult person to deal wif. Melainkan kalu Prof/ AP/ Technician yg skema...pada aku, sume org pon macam manusia biasa jugak.

Cant wait to have deal wif D**H. After seeing sent invoice fr Llyod register, mmg terus-terang we really cant put our project onto "ONHOLD' anymore. Kalu takat, everytime wait and see and just harapkan our staff to perform execution, aku confirm banget, all of us will be dissapointed! Susah nak percaya cakap org..SBBnya, most of the time, for sure dorang akan try deliver the best to The Company, but in the end, The Superior has to take role to check their work yg selalu sgt depa gitau already "DONE" tapi masih jugak tak "DONE".

To be honest, I've got no complaint at all wif regards to this matter. Rasa mcm buang karen nak bising2. Sometimes, peope cant just think 2 different things in parallel. Nak2 dorang plak masih muda lagi..Byk benda nak kene gagau. So, might as well, I make use my practical trainee sms dorang masih lagi berkhidmat utk kami di opis ni. For whatever errands.., aku takdela rasa bersalah sgt nak suh dorang wat keje. But, at least, keje2 aku takdela berat sgt sbb ade balaci2 yg sedia membantu and my task to just double check their work and also rectify their problem wherever is possible.

Daging steak..

Sejak dua menjak ni, kami sekeluarga rajin nau makan daging steak. Just homely cooked by me. Tak susah mana pon nak buat. Perap aje ngan minced garlic, sprinkle wif salt, pepper, rosemary and parsely..kalu rajin bule add some Lea&Perrins Sos and finally, wrap over the meats wif HP BBQ sos. For the sayur plak, we just had steamed asparagus wif baby tomatoes. Yg kemudainnya kami makan bersama2 fries and nasi putih.

Anak2 pon nampaknya sama tumpang sekaki..join makan daging steak. Rasa nyesal plak aku tak beli steak knife kat TESCO smlm. Cancel the tot of having the steak knife yesterday sbb konon2nya dah beli Viners knife fr UK. Itupon aku just beli 6 pieces of them. Bila pk2 balik..Eishhh, mcm sayang plak aku nak lanyak steak knives Viners ni habis2an. Nak2 reganya aje dah dekat rm100 compare to TESCO brand yg cume 1/4 dr rega Viners. Bila pk2, terasa rugi plak, nape tu ari aku tak terus beli sekali 2 set. Sebut pasal shopping ni, kkdg mmg kene tarik nafas dlm2, tak bule nak ikutkan hati sgt...Just spend mana2 yg penting2 saje sudah memadai.

Bila ngk menu kami sejak dua menjak ni..mmg no wonderla if I am carrying a baby boy again.

Lain citer, Daniel semakin dah mulai berani berjalan hingga 5 tapak. Aku pon dah siap2 transfer duit ke bapak maid aku di Indon. My fren ade gak yg takut2kan, better pi counter to transfer money rather than we just do it on the web. Tapi, aku dah biasa buat byk urusan guna web. Nak2, aku lak skrg tgh berbadan dua..Tak kuasa nak ke sana ke mari cari parking dan berpanas2 hanya nak buat transfer. Org yg nak ditransferkan duit plak, asik je leka2...Mana taknya, bila aku suh dia double check the info yg dia kasik kat aku..Masih lagi ade pembetulan yg perlu dibuat walaupon di saat pagi tadi aku transferkan duit tu ke bapak dia. Dahle, I was told yg kalu info tak betul, the money will not be credited to her father's account. Hai, ntahlaaa...

Cuti sekolah ni mmg kami tak ke mana2 sgt. Aku just bawak bebudak ke playground n KLCC..ade masa mebela bule ke Pavillion. Itupon, kalu my honey betul2 free. Sale pon dah nak mula..cume tataula nak pergi atau pon tidak. Takde errand apa2 pon kalu nak KLCC kali ni..melainkan shopping baju atau jeans anak2.