My All Fav Aktiviti...

Since umur nak masuk 33...Serba sedikit aktiviti harian aku dah berubah...Like..

-Lebih suka main dgn anak2..
-Jarang nak melepak kat forum..
-Kurang Makan nasi
-Suka dok toilet sambil merawat body...merawat muka, scrub badan dan akhirnya melotionkan badan..
-suka pakai make up..yg basic2 saje..mebe sbb dah peknen...jadi, kemalasan telah melanda..hanya for the sake kene dtg opis...sbb ade anak2 buah yg will look at kita as their head..makanya, at best, am trying not to be too selekeh. dan lagi satu leceh nak pakai eyeliner, mascara segala...nak semayang abih sume nak kene cuci betul2...n consume masa pon iyer...
-suka memanjakan my honey..sometimes, without any reason..aku mcm syok plak meng"spa"kan suami sendiri...cleansing his face, pakaikan masker and also pakaikan scrub and after that scrub sume badan dia...
-shopping tak hengat..hobby aku dr UK yg masih ade..tapi, masih lagi controllable...
-suka pakai lipgloss..lucky enough my free gift back fr UK tu masih ade lagi..selamatla utk kegunaan selama 2-3 tahun..ntah bila nak habis2...

My all time favourite..

Apala agakn2ya yea? Just to make some comments on my recent buying at KLCC&Mydin...Lama tak shopping..so, sekali shopping...mmmm, tak yah cakaplakan...

1st thing I bought(its actually my honey bought it for me is...EDP...CK Blossom..Have tried it but not that fancy with the smell..mmm, mcm takde staying power jek..pakai jap..bau mcm terus dah hilang..Rasanya ok lagi..perfume Elizabeth Arden and Estee Lauder yg aku ade..cikai2 pon..bau dia tahan lama..murah laknya tuh! Well, not considering the case coz I was buying them in UK...Sebenarnya, diri ni dah kegatalan nak beli perfume lain...Nina Ricci...Dalam botol apple...bau dia manis...mmm mcm sesuwei aje tuk pakai waktu tido..and of course my other eyeing perfume is Gucci Flora Limited Edition..Tapi, harusla kalu nak beli kene tunggu next month..tak pon kene senyap2 dr my honey..hahahah..Buleke gitu???

My 2nd bulk buying was in GA. I was mad to know yg my modelling compact foundation tu does not look OK for my skin. Fair smcm je after application. Lucky enough..I have the luck with GAnye Silk Compact Powder Foundation altho kat counter nampak mcm yellowish..tapi, after apply kat muka nampakla soooo OK..Jadi tak rugila RM190 aku melayang...Then, my next purchase was Modelling Foundation in liquid form yg konon2nya contains vitamin bagai and also sunscreen to protect my skin. Slps mencuba both new foundations, aku rasa...mcm baik aje aku beli foundation w/o sunscreen for next time..SBBNYA...tetap jua..aku ni kene pakai make up base yg can make my make up stays longer...Kalu tak..habis kene wash out ngan my peluh yg menggila...Apa2pon aku rasa tetap LSF tetap the best..altho takde SPF..bila lepas pakai kat muka and after tepek hatta ngan loose or compact powder..My skin nampak dewy and healthy gitu..Mebela kot aku nak buat xchg aje my current shaping foundation ngan LSF sekali terus borong 2 botol since GA nak tutup dah kat mesia..

Jalan2 kat YSL..sgt2 teruja sbb dorang wat sale 44%. I always fancy YSL..been intro with this product during my early days getting to know my husband. Abt 10 years ago..my lipstics and compact powder mmg fr YSL ..masa tu tatau pon ape menatang foundation and ape menatang compact or loose powder..yg tau...main tenyeh aje...huhuuhu....Mcm tertarik nak beli blusher or eyeshadow YSL kalu masih ade disc..Tapi, rasanya2..mcm dah jarang kelopak mata aku ni ditepek ngan eyeshadow..Udah jadi pemalas sey..pas mengandung anak ke-4 nih! Tu pon dah bagus banget..nak lagi aku memakai make up base, foundation and after that touch up wif powder and blusher...

My last shopping for my top to toe body care was in Mydin..Aku beli facial lotion wash and toner from Mustika Ratunya punya range. Sambil tu tergatal membeli Lulur Sinangling...Bau dia..humai..very D Jawa...but the effect is very marvellous! Mmg bersih dan halus kulit slps memakainya...and then I just replenish my body scrub from Lulur Susu Beras dr Puteri Binari..Tu lom masuk...dok membeli body cleansing set juga fr Mustika Ratu yg siap ade lulur kocok, sabun lulur, lotion pemutih and minyak urut. Ade jugakla aku beli Gervene punya baby oil..konon2 nak buat urut my honey...dan tak lupa jugak...skincare set utk kulit berminyak and masker jerawat atau merawat acne kalu2 aku rajin nak menggodek muka my honey...Sungguhla mcm2 aku shopping..mmm, mmg tak berani nak list sume reciept..takut terfobia plak nanti nak pi kuar membeli lagi...

My kids

Harris

He enjoys being at school and looking forward to come to school everyday. Exhibits minor mistakes when copying words in his exercise or homework. Can be trusted to look after his lil brother whenever I was busy in the bathroom. Very sensitive and easily touch! Can be an understanding person at times. His favourite food all the time is hotdog and bahulu.

Milan

Exactly 4 on the last 23rd Feb. Has interest in reading. Reluctant to be guided or told for sometimes whenever, I've found she is hard to converse the words in her everyday reading book. At least, she is trying at her best to know the words herself rather than being taught or said by us. I can see, she is opening her books almost everday and trying to read it at her own. I see Milan as a happy growing girl..but sometimes can be very irritating when the times she is moody and found something is not right to her. Recently...lost her appetite to eat..Loves Barbie very much!(not even yet bought her more Barbie Doll as unsure wether she is fancy to have doll as her favourite toy)...But, I know her very much like playing puzzle blocks.

Baby

Sooner to be 1 year old in another 13 days to come. He enjoys playing with us and has recognized his parents well. Whenever, he sees his siblings playing with his dad, he is also longing to join the session. He begins to talk a bit and can understand the meaning of "give me 5". He knows how to clap and his favourite place to play is DUSTBIN and VIDEO/CCTV at home! He has 4 teeth at the top and 2 teeth at the bottom. He starts to enjoy eating as a family as I can see he sits silently whenever, I was putting him in his highchair. He can even eat 'bahulu' and may ocasionally get confused by biting his fingers instead of the 'bahulu'. He is very determined person always trying hard to get what he is looking to do. Like Harris said..."Baby never give up!". Likes to shout when he is not being entertained. Adores his mommy very much!

Lamanya tak tulis blog..

lamanya aku tak menulis blog..sejak dua menjak ni..sibuk memanjang..smlm 4 jam masa aku dihabiskan utk siapkan calculation gaji pekerja dan juga surat confirmation for one of our staff. tak lama pon aku dapat stay di opis..memandangkan Harris dah start skooling semula. Kebiasaannya, after sending Harris to school, aku akan heading myself ke opis utk buat apa2 keje yang patut. Bukannya tak bule buat keje kat runah...tapi, dirasakan mcm takde feel..lebih2 lagi kalu dapat tau bibik buat keje tak betul...itu belum lagi peel milan yg suka mengacau dan nak aku sokmo entertain dia kalu aku ade di rumah!

as for today, kita ada lagi candidates from UKM coming for interview...to fill in the trainee post. My comment..rasanya better lagi 1st batchnya interview berbanding todaynya interview. My criteria would be...seeking for someone yg can explore programming/ software with an acceptable english writting...Rasanya, cukupla kot amik 2 org..tak perlu nak byk2 as later on tak de sape plak nak monitor mereka...

Aku tak join..

Skrg dah pukul 3.21p.m..aku rasa, aku kene kencing aje ari ni..sbbnya, mcm terpaksa janji nak ke KLCC dibatalkan. Malas nak pk..dan aku pon nak malas nak join diskusi dorang kat meeting room.

Dlm pada masa yg sama..perut aku mcm tak sedap..kosong, sebu..nak mual..sungguh2 aku paling tak suke keadaan sprt ini..Tapi, nak tak nak aku kene juga harungi..

Citer dlm rumah...as usual..semakin hari..semakin kurang aku bercakap2 ngan bibik..aku bercakap ngan bibik bila perlu...pendek kata..aku biarkan dia di alam dia sendiri..dan aku di alam aku sendiri...malas nak bertaking2 care...sbb, sblm2 ni bila aku berbaik2 ngan dia..mulala kebaikan aku dibalas dgn kesakitan di hati..Sometimes, aku rasa better lagi camni..hanya berkomunikasi ngan bibik seandainya perlu...kalu tak perlu baik lagi buat tak tahu...dan aku pon dah semakin lali..dgn peel dia..badan kurus..tapi, byk makan..yg penting, anak2 aku terjaga...dan dia plak jgn sampai tertidor bila terlalu kekenyangan...ini yg paling aku sgt2 pantang! peel dia suka bohong2 tu tetap ada..selain dr kkdg dia skip kerja2 dia..ada masa dia buat..dan ada masa dia tak buat...ikut suka2 dia...Dan semenjak ade bibik jugakla aku belajar menjadi seorang yg tegas..takde istilah kasihan...takde istilah nak baik2 ngan bibik kekdahnya dianggap bibik tu mcm sedara sendiri...pada aku bibik tetap bibik..tak kisahla dgn org lain punya prinsip...Cume, pada aku...isu bibik ni mmg isu sensitip..dan aku pon sgt berhati2 berkongsi cerita peribadi dgn bibik..seboleh mungkin mengelakkan dr berbual tentang keluarga in law aku mahupon keluarga aku secara terbuka dgnnya bagi mengelakkan salah faham antara kami sekeluarga kerana aku pon dah paham sgt2 kehadiran org ketiga ini adakalanya boleh memporak perandakan keamanan keluarga..

Haruskah aku bersabar?

Haruskah aku bersabar? Kalu org yg rapat ngan aku..mcm nak tau pasal segala cerita kain dlm aku? Sejak kehadiran si B..suasana menjadi sungguh kecoh dan membuatkan aku berubah persepsi dan mebe next time tak mahu langsung amik tahu pasal permasalahan pembantu org lain ngan majikan mrk.

Adakah aku harus mempercayai? Terus-terang kini persepsi aku sudah serba sedikit berubah. Atau org tersebut tanpa sengaja cuba ingin tahu...

Sesungguhnya si B ni orgnya langsung tak berterima kasih..

Kemualan..

Ntah kenapa skrg ni mudah je nak rasa mual dan letih. Tak pasti juga kalu aku ni pregnant...Mungkin ye..mungkin juga tidak..Kalu pregnant lagi..alamatttt, mmg aku tak ready lagi...Mana taknya, Baby masih kecik lagi tak sampai setahun..dah nak ada adik lagi...mcm unfair plak, sbb tak dapat perhatian lama dr mommy...

Atau mungkin aku skrg dilanda gastrik? Tak bule perut kosong..mulala nak rasa mual2?? Mmmmm, mungkin juga..siapa tahu, yerkan?? Kalu betul2, mommy pregnant lagi kali ini...mommy tak nak tangguh2 lagi pasang IUCD/IUS..Mommy letih..tak larat nak pregnant byk2 kali...Setakat ini, mommy dah cukup lega anak2 dah mulai membesar..Paling2 cume ade Baby yg mana mommy perlu berikan perhatian lebih...

Dlm kesibukan menjalani kehidupan..mommy cukup risau..sbb seems that Harris likes to dream in class. Sometimes, he cant really get his teacher's instruction right...and its really dissappoint me to come to know, he had one spelling wrong for yesterday EJAAN. Harris mudah saje buat careless mistake..mistake yg dia tak sepatutnya buat...tapi, dia buat...

Am I that mean?

For sometimes, bila dah tahap give up ngan my maid...I just don’t really bother and trying to mind every single word came fr my mouth when I was talking to her. I just don’t care and have had it enough and really am ready just to let her go…..

I noticed that my words can sometimes be harsh..but, I just couldn’t help to say it so..I just feel truly hopeless...hopeless and hopeless...No matter how good and nice am trying to treat her..often, she returns my kindness with disappointment..Perhaps, my agony will end…until…oncee she realizes..how lucky she is..having us as her employer…

Bila dah tahap muak, until my words can be threatening..

“Do you really want me to find another Employer for you”

And her replies…just..

“I don’t know”

Still remember, my last day babbling to her…saying that she is an “aneh” God’s creation..Couldnt really understand it..why this people on earth trying to take advantage to those people that are treating nice to her…

Progress anak2..

Harris..

Nampak dia enjoy very much at school. Dia nampak excited to learn new things..and his progress is much better if compared to during his kindy in term of initiative. He has interest to learn Jawi & Agama more..He was telling me his wish to be a school prefect one day. Still maintain his English speaking...

Milan--

Still not yet matured. Sometimes, still sleepy before leaving the house to school. Begins to sing A-Z at almost right...She has interest in recognizing Bahasa Melayu that been introduced at school..She now able to speak much proper than before. Can convey her message quite clear to me. Like if the bibik is not cleaning her bottom well, she knows to complaint to her mommy

Daniel**

Begins to stand up by support. His favourite now is to stand up while grabbing anything near to him to keep him standing. His has his own fancy toy. Very active and wriggly baby...can respond well to us and waving his hands to people. Looks a lil bit skinny after fell sick about 1 week ago.He starting to get to know people around him and seems attach to me. Always excited to see me and sometimes refuse to be with bibik. Same goes with my other kids...

Bibik menipu lagi..

Aku tak paham dgn masalah bibik aku yg suka menipu. Hari ni caught again she menipu..dia gitau yg katanya tak bule sarungkan plastik buku Harris. Walhal sebenarnya dia langsung tak mencuba pon...Bila aku gitau dia...

"Ni mesti bibik langsung tak cube.."

Dia cume senyum2 je kat aku..sbb pembohongannya itu lagi kantoi!

Silapla bibik aku menipu org yg cerdik mcm aku..Kalu org yg ditipunya tu bodoh..lainla citer...Huh! Lepas ni..jgn harap aku nak percaya cakap2 dia lagi....

Hari ini hari Sabtu..

Hari ini hari Sabtu..Harris kene ke sekolah..ganti utk Raya Cina akan datang. In the beginning I was planning to let the kids and my bibik at home..but then, chgd mine last2 minute..Sambil2 tu aku susun buku2 Harris. Beginilah rutin harian aku menyusun buku utk anak. Kkdg aku wonder, masa zaman aku sek rendah dulu..ntah sape yg susunkan buku utk aku..mebe jugakla kakak aku kot..sbbnya kami abt 4 years different. Kalu nak harapkan mak aku..dia tu mmg sokmo bz..kalu nak harapkan pak aku..lagilaaa..manala nak hirau sgt pasal anak2..kalu bule sume nak dipasskan kat bahu isteri..typikal conservative malay man gamaknya...

Dah beberapa menjak jugak..lidah dan perut aku tak sedap. Tak pasti juga kalu2 aku ni pregnant lagi..Terus-terang aku katakan aku masih tak bersedia lagi..Aku harapkan period ni tak dtg disebabkan aku stress...sbb penyakit mata ikan asik datang dan pergi. Dada aku pon sakit sbb selsema dan batuk. Dan smlman juga aku asik tidur dan tidur..

Aku pon dah lama tak amik port bisnes my honey..cume sometimes je aku dtg menjenguk. Especially akhir bulan..since aku tau, all the engineers there kene report duty ngan my honey...nak plak2 kami dah appoint si J utk delegate kerja dan monitor our young engineers..

Malam tadi, my honey raise his hope again towards me...Hoping if I could take PE for the sake of our company..Soalannya, berkeyakinankah aku??

20 days....

It was about 20 days..I havent written in my blog..ntah ape yg bznya..Tapi, antara faktor aku tak menulis adalah disebabkan oleh...internet di rumah yg hampir 10 hari kaput..

Kalu dihitung2..dah hampir 3 bulan si N kerja dgn aku...dgn graphnya yg naik turun...sekejap ok..sekejap tak ok...dan almost 2 weeks juga si N dihantar ke rumah my mil disebabkan aku pon dah tak larat nak menghadap rope dia dan asik stress spjg dia bekerja dgn aku..i found that this way, relief my stress a bit..and in fact aku dah mulai getting used utk naik suara dan menegur dia setiap hari..until up the point..i just dont mind if i dont have bibik..coz her existence in my life is not only makes things better but even chaos...

Terus-terang aku pasrah..and it makes me getting stronger and firm..especially, when I came to know that she was not eating the food that I asked her to take...Saje kot maid2 kat rumah mentua aku nak exaggerate..seolah2 mcm nak bagitau org yg aku tak nak kasik dia makan...mmmm...aku tak sure camne dia bule dpt idea cenggitu..sebab setahu aku..dia ni manusia yg tak tahu nak menolak makanan...bila dia sebut...takut termakan makanan anak2 aku...aku rasa mcm..eh?? dunia nak kiamatke?? dia tak pernah sepelik ini melainkan ade org lain yg ajarkan..so, di pagi hari lagi...aku dah provoke dia siap2...tanya dia cukup2..nape dia tak mo makanan yg aku kasik...dan jawapan dia mmg bermcm2...I was asking her the reason why she was doing it...was there any specific reason other than she's trying to make people think badly about me sbg anak menantu yg kejam...siap, aku gitau dia lagi...kalu dia buat fitnah pasal aku kat sana sampai buat gaduh...silala tanggung dosa tu sendiri...aku pon dah tak kuasa nak layan kerenah mana2 bibik yg suka bermuka2...

01 Jan 2010..

Its very special day for today..It is special because the date itu sendiri...01012010..siapakah agaknya lahir di tarikh ini agak2nya..sungguh very D lucky..

Interview..interview..interview..

After been involved in interviewing number of prospective candidates for my own company, my opinion with regards people for getting a job would depend on their "LUCK". My definition about luck include:

-are they fluent in presenting themselve or to answer questions
-are they getting simple question that is easy for them to answer
-are they able to make themself feel accepted
-are they look in control and less nervous

Recently, we were calling this UTP graduate who scored many A's in his SPM and had little relevant experiences besides his face looks adorable too before we called him for an interview.

However, it was so unfortunate, this guy received heavy questions from Mr B related to his Thesis and was asked to tell us the Equation for Cd(coefficient drag force). Because he couldnt get that equation in his mind right for that time, it gives little influence on Mr B perception towards him in which in my opinion could be little bit unfair if he just wanted to compare that guy with our previous candidates and also our current Engineer. Thats what I was saying..it can be sometimes about luck. Funny enough tough, some of the candidates Mr B even speaks in Malay rather than English.

Apa nak cerita..

Update hari ini..first of all is about maid. Mcm besa, kalu tak ditukul, mmg tak bergerak..tak pon, sgt2 common..dia mesti akan tertinggal satu atau dua task yg aku suruh. Sprt biasa, rambut ada di sana sini..lap kain senget benget...pampers terbiar dlm bilik air...benda2 remeh..sampai tak larat aku nak bising..walhal bukannya susah...sbb sume keje2 ni adalah repetition...again, aku pon dah malas nak sakit jiwa dgn bising2..

Skrg jam menunjukkan pukul 1.39 ptg..org dlm rumah semuanya tak makan lagi...mebe sbb kekenyangan makan telur. Yg aku perasan, now, maid aku dah mulai naik badan kat punggung dan perut..Cume, untungnya rangka dia sangatla kecik..Hatta dia naik badan pon, tak nampak mana...

Cerita hal anak2. Sejak dua menjak ni...Milan suka sgt tercerit dan berak dlm seluar. Mmg peel dia ni kkdg buat aku naik hantu sampai tahap malas nak kecoh2. Pagi2, dgn kudrat yg ada...aku angkat si Milan duduk di mangkuk tandas dan punggung dia. As for Harris, dah mulai minat nak buat exercise. Mebe, sbb aku dah kemas bilik dia dan tunjuk mana2 buku yg dia tak complete lagi. Aku pon dah siap2 belikan dia buku baru for him to fill up leisure time rather than 24 jam asik main game di rumah tang2 cuti sekolah..

Awalnya, Si Harris amatla excited nak join swimming class..Tapi, kalih2 bila dah jumpa instructor..dia plak mcm malu2..and bagitau tak mahu join the lesson. Nasib tak baik utk Milan coz tak bule register for swimming lesson lagi memandangkan ketinggiannya yg tak mencukupi.

Cerita di opis, mmg agak mengexcitedkan..we have now 3 staff kat opis. Mmg agak meriah. Now, am trying to balance up male and female staff di opis. Cume tak tahula, bila lagikah agaknya...

bodoh atau mengada2 atau suka mengambil kesempatan????

Entah kenapa sejak ade maid ni..aku mudah je nak hangin..mudah je nak stress, mudah je nak marah2...ke aku ni yg smcm atau dia tu yg sebenar2nya yg semcm? Mmmmm, aku rasa...tak mungkinla aku yg semcm...Tapi, mmg dia tu yg smcm..mana taknya..kalu idak, tak mungkin mak mentua aku pon sama ikut stress mcm aku bila bibik aku duduk di rumah dia...Tak pasal2, now kepala aku sesak, sakit dan mcm org under pressure pon ade...Kalu ikutkan, elok je idup ni...tak de bibik, rumah tongkang karam..tapi, rasa bahagia..bibik ada, rumah bersih..tapi, sokmo sakit hati..silap2 bule jadi gile...huhuhhhuhuhu...

Especially bile dia tak wat keje yg aku suruh...atau tak dgr cakap aku..mmg menggeramkan dan makan dalam..rasa nak lempang pon adooo...sejak dr sebulan lalu..aku tau, bibik aku ni orgnya pandai manipulasi dan ambik kesempatan atas kebaikan aku..tu yg aku rasa mcm nak swing je kalu dia tu buat hal..huh! ganasnya aku??? Masalah aku skrg...bukan stkt anak2 aku je aku nak kene jaga..tapi, bibik aku plak aku nak kene pk sama...dah makan ke belum..dah mandi ke belum...dah siap keje ke belum...heeeeee..benci..benci..benci......
mana taknya, smlm dr pagi dia bangun sampai pukul 6 petang baru dia mandi..manala aku tak angin??? bangang betul! Haiiii, takkanla everyday aku nak cakap ngan dia..bibik mandi pukul sekian..sekian..makan pukul sekian..sekian...bodoh..bodoh..bodoh........................
tensennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..

Yg paling meluat..dah aku pesan kat dia..cadar dia tu harus ditukar seminggu sekali...tapi, tak jugak dia buat2...asik je mulut aku ni kene cakap..hingga alkisahnya smlm, bila aku suruh dia tukar cadar..dia jawab..cadar tersebut tak ditukar sampai ke mlm sbb cadar tu belum sampai seminggu..tapi, bila laki aku tanya..berapa kali kebiasaannya bibik tukar cadar..dia jawab...tunggu ibu yg bilang..ni aku dah bilang..tak pulak2 si bangang ni pi tukar cadar tu???? Yg paling menyakitkan hati..almost all aspect pon tak bule buat keje...like simple task mcm goreng ayam pon fail....majikan manala tak weng! Umur dah 38...tapi, aku yg 32 tahun ni lebih jauh lebih reti dr bibik aku ni yg dah berusia..menci..menci..menciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..Kiranya, bab2 masak ni...hatta yg sng2 pon bibik fail...kecuali kalu nak diharap goreng telur! Kkdg aku terfikir...apalah jadi kat anak2 dan laki aku kalu aku ni takde...mmmmmmmmmmm, mmg makan kedaila gamaknya!

Itu lom lagi mcm tergedik2 kalu laki kita ckp ngan dia...n mulala nak berkemas2 kalu laki kita ada...haiiii, ntahla...malas aku nak layan!

Hari ni plak dia cuci bilik air cincai2...tu lom kira menipu curi tulang tak cuci lantai! Pendek kata2 almost everyday mcm tak sah kalu aku ni tak naik suara atau tak marah2 ngan bibik aku..nak kata bibik aku tu bodoh..tak jugak dia tu bodoh...tapi, lebih kpd mengambil kesempatan!!

Yg paling buatkan aku sakit jiwa..bila dia tu bawak penyakit kutu kat anak2 aku sampai kutu tu merayap2 kat cadar..itu belum lagi termasuk masalah dia tu busuk sbb cuci baju cincai2 atau disebabkan malas rendam baju sendiri..bahananya, seantero rumah dan baju2 kami dok kene bau dia....heeeeeeeeeeeee....lama2 aku plak sewel berdepan ngan org mengong cam bibik aku nih! Sewel sbb asik je nak naik darah..dan marah2..

Interview oh interview...

Kalu zaman2 lepas grad..aku diinterview org..now, after ten years pass...aku pulak kene interview org..mula2 tu mmg kekok..dah lama2...mmmm, mcm ok plak..kkdg tu rasa mcm radio pon iye sbb asyik ulang benda yg sama..paling tak best, bila berdepan dgn org yg demand tapi, kerja tak seberapa..sometimes, boleh jadi juga..org yg kita expect dia perform..tapi, tak seperti yg disangka...

Terus-terang, aku sudah mulai faham..kenapa zaman muda2 dulu..walaupon english aku berterabur tapi org tetap tak kisah nak hire aku bekerja..setelah berpengalaman menginterview org dan dealing dgn pekerja..baru aku sedari..its not necessarily kalu english you fantastic you can do good work better than others...yg penting sekali...dlm hati tu punya keinginan atau smgt utk bekerja..

I was told....

I was told and warned by the SR principal where Harris had attended..that I need really to take care of my son when he is in 'Standard 1'. I could understand well, why she was arising that matter since usually students graduated from SR will be well equipped to face reality in Standard 1. Even, their English paper was specially made for their students to follow Standard 1 level of education. Suprisingly, Harris could spell well some of difficult words that I am not even expecting him able to do it. Kids are just AMAZING!

Latest progress about Milan..She still could not talk very well. Again, I just dont bother...as long as me as her parents can understand what she is trying to convey to us. As opposed to that, she has another brilliant skill in clolouring and drawing in which I dint even encounter it with Harris. She has a new hobby building blocks and playing legos where this progress was seen much earlier with Harris. And what touch me most, recently her favourite words are..

'this is my favourite'
'wait for me'
'jangan tinggal saya'
'sapa kunci pintu ni'
'sapa habiskan kek ni?'
'awas'-influenced by my bibik..

Funny enough her talking was combined with cheeky expression!

As for my baby...He's been such adorable boy that I am always missing him. He recognizes his mom very well and always longing for my cuddle and attention. He even knows how to shout to express his needs for something..as for example..if he still wants to eat more his yogurt for his dessert. He was responding very well whenever I called his name 'BABY'. He was chasing us energeticly whenever we were calling him or looking for him to response with our game like rolling bottle/ roll of ribbon/ rattle toys.

Harris SR final assesment...

Few days ago, went to SR to discuss Harris performance at school. Suprisingly, he was doing well in his assesment with Agama he scored 100%. While the rest, he was getting all above 92%. He nearly to get 100% for his Mathematics where he did careless mistake to circle the right spelling for '17'. But, I just dont bother...

I can see his weakness in Bahasa Melayu in recognizing 'Nama Khas' where I even have had no time to sit and teach him personally prior to the assesment. To be honest, for assesment this time, I am not in fact that nervous as before..More in control and just let Harris goes by the flow with minimum supervision. After all, his average mark was 96 in which way better than his 1st assesment in SR. I believe, he has done the BEST for himself and also for US!

I was also proud to see him standing in front of audience to perform reading. He was representing the kids of his age and stage for that particular task. My observation, Harris is just Harris..He just wants to do something as what he wants. Soft, conserved and sentimental...can sometimes appears to be so matured and protective towards his siblings and of course to me as his mom. React suprisingly to adult..by saying unexpecting words like..

'I'm quit!'

I stil remember in my mind..during his rebelious time..for accepting his new school environment in Malaysia..by saying..

'You are fired!'

This memory tickles my heart although the fact, such experience had brought me to emotional feelings (burst into a rage)...until I was fed up thinking...What the hell my son is still not behaving while my tummy is damn swelling with my baby inside!!

Betulke???

Betulke apa yg kami buat skrg?? seriuske ni?? Rasanya mmg dah betul2 serius. Org2 dah recruit..Furniture dah almost complete. Now, just perlu request for signage quotation and done the quality manual's documentation. After that, should be there you go...preparation for bidding the project..Rasa excited pon ye..rasa tak sabar2 nak dapatkan the outcome pon sama juga....

Pada masa yg sama tak ramai yg tahu, what we've been doing right now...cume, a few friends je yg tahu...dan kami pon stkt ni tak memerlukan publisiti...just, perlu equipkan diri masing2 dgn ilmu dan confident level to mix with influential/ business people. Yg mana, aku sendiri sdg belajar akan selok beloknya...how should act profesionally to my employees and clients...