Kemualan..

Ntah kenapa skrg ni mudah je nak rasa mual dan letih. Tak pasti juga kalu aku ni pregnant...Mungkin ye..mungkin juga tidak..Kalu pregnant lagi..alamatttt, mmg aku tak ready lagi...Mana taknya, Baby masih kecik lagi tak sampai setahun..dah nak ada adik lagi...mcm unfair plak, sbb tak dapat perhatian lama dr mommy...

Atau mungkin aku skrg dilanda gastrik? Tak bule perut kosong..mulala nak rasa mual2?? Mmmmm, mungkin juga..siapa tahu, yerkan?? Kalu betul2, mommy pregnant lagi kali ini...mommy tak nak tangguh2 lagi pasang IUCD/IUS..Mommy letih..tak larat nak pregnant byk2 kali...Setakat ini, mommy dah cukup lega anak2 dah mulai membesar..Paling2 cume ade Baby yg mana mommy perlu berikan perhatian lebih...

Dlm kesibukan menjalani kehidupan..mommy cukup risau..sbb seems that Harris likes to dream in class. Sometimes, he cant really get his teacher's instruction right...and its really dissappoint me to come to know, he had one spelling wrong for yesterday EJAAN. Harris mudah saje buat careless mistake..mistake yg dia tak sepatutnya buat...tapi, dia buat...

Am I that mean?

For sometimes, bila dah tahap give up ngan my maid...I just don’t really bother and trying to mind every single word came fr my mouth when I was talking to her. I just don’t care and have had it enough and really am ready just to let her go…..

I noticed that my words can sometimes be harsh..but, I just couldn’t help to say it so..I just feel truly hopeless...hopeless and hopeless...No matter how good and nice am trying to treat her..often, she returns my kindness with disappointment..Perhaps, my agony will end…until…oncee she realizes..how lucky she is..having us as her employer…

Bila dah tahap muak, until my words can be threatening..

“Do you really want me to find another Employer for you”

And her replies…just..

“I don’t know”

Still remember, my last day babbling to her…saying that she is an “aneh” God’s creation..Couldnt really understand it..why this people on earth trying to take advantage to those people that are treating nice to her…

Progress anak2..

Harris..

Nampak dia enjoy very much at school. Dia nampak excited to learn new things..and his progress is much better if compared to during his kindy in term of initiative. He has interest to learn Jawi & Agama more..He was telling me his wish to be a school prefect one day. Still maintain his English speaking...

Milan--

Still not yet matured. Sometimes, still sleepy before leaving the house to school. Begins to sing A-Z at almost right...She has interest in recognizing Bahasa Melayu that been introduced at school..She now able to speak much proper than before. Can convey her message quite clear to me. Like if the bibik is not cleaning her bottom well, she knows to complaint to her mommy

Daniel**

Begins to stand up by support. His favourite now is to stand up while grabbing anything near to him to keep him standing. His has his own fancy toy. Very active and wriggly baby...can respond well to us and waving his hands to people. Looks a lil bit skinny after fell sick about 1 week ago.He starting to get to know people around him and seems attach to me. Always excited to see me and sometimes refuse to be with bibik. Same goes with my other kids...

Bibik menipu lagi..

Aku tak paham dgn masalah bibik aku yg suka menipu. Hari ni caught again she menipu..dia gitau yg katanya tak bule sarungkan plastik buku Harris. Walhal sebenarnya dia langsung tak mencuba pon...Bila aku gitau dia...

"Ni mesti bibik langsung tak cube.."

Dia cume senyum2 je kat aku..sbb pembohongannya itu lagi kantoi!

Silapla bibik aku menipu org yg cerdik mcm aku..Kalu org yg ditipunya tu bodoh..lainla citer...Huh! Lepas ni..jgn harap aku nak percaya cakap2 dia lagi....

Hari ini hari Sabtu..

Hari ini hari Sabtu..Harris kene ke sekolah..ganti utk Raya Cina akan datang. In the beginning I was planning to let the kids and my bibik at home..but then, chgd mine last2 minute..Sambil2 tu aku susun buku2 Harris. Beginilah rutin harian aku menyusun buku utk anak. Kkdg aku wonder, masa zaman aku sek rendah dulu..ntah sape yg susunkan buku utk aku..mebe jugakla kakak aku kot..sbbnya kami abt 4 years different. Kalu nak harapkan mak aku..dia tu mmg sokmo bz..kalu nak harapkan pak aku..lagilaaa..manala nak hirau sgt pasal anak2..kalu bule sume nak dipasskan kat bahu isteri..typikal conservative malay man gamaknya...

Dah beberapa menjak jugak..lidah dan perut aku tak sedap. Tak pasti juga kalu2 aku ni pregnant lagi..Terus-terang aku katakan aku masih tak bersedia lagi..Aku harapkan period ni tak dtg disebabkan aku stress...sbb penyakit mata ikan asik datang dan pergi. Dada aku pon sakit sbb selsema dan batuk. Dan smlman juga aku asik tidur dan tidur..

Aku pon dah lama tak amik port bisnes my honey..cume sometimes je aku dtg menjenguk. Especially akhir bulan..since aku tau, all the engineers there kene report duty ngan my honey...nak plak2 kami dah appoint si J utk delegate kerja dan monitor our young engineers..

Malam tadi, my honey raise his hope again towards me...Hoping if I could take PE for the sake of our company..Soalannya, berkeyakinankah aku??

20 days....

It was about 20 days..I havent written in my blog..ntah ape yg bznya..Tapi, antara faktor aku tak menulis adalah disebabkan oleh...internet di rumah yg hampir 10 hari kaput..

Kalu dihitung2..dah hampir 3 bulan si N kerja dgn aku...dgn graphnya yg naik turun...sekejap ok..sekejap tak ok...dan almost 2 weeks juga si N dihantar ke rumah my mil disebabkan aku pon dah tak larat nak menghadap rope dia dan asik stress spjg dia bekerja dgn aku..i found that this way, relief my stress a bit..and in fact aku dah mulai getting used utk naik suara dan menegur dia setiap hari..until up the point..i just dont mind if i dont have bibik..coz her existence in my life is not only makes things better but even chaos...

Terus-terang aku pasrah..and it makes me getting stronger and firm..especially, when I came to know that she was not eating the food that I asked her to take...Saje kot maid2 kat rumah mentua aku nak exaggerate..seolah2 mcm nak bagitau org yg aku tak nak kasik dia makan...mmmm...aku tak sure camne dia bule dpt idea cenggitu..sebab setahu aku..dia ni manusia yg tak tahu nak menolak makanan...bila dia sebut...takut termakan makanan anak2 aku...aku rasa mcm..eh?? dunia nak kiamatke?? dia tak pernah sepelik ini melainkan ade org lain yg ajarkan..so, di pagi hari lagi...aku dah provoke dia siap2...tanya dia cukup2..nape dia tak mo makanan yg aku kasik...dan jawapan dia mmg bermcm2...I was asking her the reason why she was doing it...was there any specific reason other than she's trying to make people think badly about me sbg anak menantu yg kejam...siap, aku gitau dia lagi...kalu dia buat fitnah pasal aku kat sana sampai buat gaduh...silala tanggung dosa tu sendiri...aku pon dah tak kuasa nak layan kerenah mana2 bibik yg suka bermuka2...

01 Jan 2010..

Its very special day for today..It is special because the date itu sendiri...01012010..siapakah agaknya lahir di tarikh ini agak2nya..sungguh very D lucky..

Interview..interview..interview..

After been involved in interviewing number of prospective candidates for my own company, my opinion with regards people for getting a job would depend on their "LUCK". My definition about luck include:

-are they fluent in presenting themselve or to answer questions
-are they getting simple question that is easy for them to answer
-are they able to make themself feel accepted
-are they look in control and less nervous

Recently, we were calling this UTP graduate who scored many A's in his SPM and had little relevant experiences besides his face looks adorable too before we called him for an interview.

However, it was so unfortunate, this guy received heavy questions from Mr B related to his Thesis and was asked to tell us the Equation for Cd(coefficient drag force). Because he couldnt get that equation in his mind right for that time, it gives little influence on Mr B perception towards him in which in my opinion could be little bit unfair if he just wanted to compare that guy with our previous candidates and also our current Engineer. Thats what I was saying..it can be sometimes about luck. Funny enough tough, some of the candidates Mr B even speaks in Malay rather than English.

Apa nak cerita..

Update hari ini..first of all is about maid. Mcm besa, kalu tak ditukul, mmg tak bergerak..tak pon, sgt2 common..dia mesti akan tertinggal satu atau dua task yg aku suruh. Sprt biasa, rambut ada di sana sini..lap kain senget benget...pampers terbiar dlm bilik air...benda2 remeh..sampai tak larat aku nak bising..walhal bukannya susah...sbb sume keje2 ni adalah repetition...again, aku pon dah malas nak sakit jiwa dgn bising2..

Skrg jam menunjukkan pukul 1.39 ptg..org dlm rumah semuanya tak makan lagi...mebe sbb kekenyangan makan telur. Yg aku perasan, now, maid aku dah mulai naik badan kat punggung dan perut..Cume, untungnya rangka dia sangatla kecik..Hatta dia naik badan pon, tak nampak mana...

Cerita hal anak2. Sejak dua menjak ni...Milan suka sgt tercerit dan berak dlm seluar. Mmg peel dia ni kkdg buat aku naik hantu sampai tahap malas nak kecoh2. Pagi2, dgn kudrat yg ada...aku angkat si Milan duduk di mangkuk tandas dan punggung dia. As for Harris, dah mulai minat nak buat exercise. Mebe, sbb aku dah kemas bilik dia dan tunjuk mana2 buku yg dia tak complete lagi. Aku pon dah siap2 belikan dia buku baru for him to fill up leisure time rather than 24 jam asik main game di rumah tang2 cuti sekolah..

Awalnya, Si Harris amatla excited nak join swimming class..Tapi, kalih2 bila dah jumpa instructor..dia plak mcm malu2..and bagitau tak mahu join the lesson. Nasib tak baik utk Milan coz tak bule register for swimming lesson lagi memandangkan ketinggiannya yg tak mencukupi.

Cerita di opis, mmg agak mengexcitedkan..we have now 3 staff kat opis. Mmg agak meriah. Now, am trying to balance up male and female staff di opis. Cume tak tahula, bila lagikah agaknya...

bodoh atau mengada2 atau suka mengambil kesempatan????

Entah kenapa sejak ade maid ni..aku mudah je nak hangin..mudah je nak stress, mudah je nak marah2...ke aku ni yg smcm atau dia tu yg sebenar2nya yg semcm? Mmmmm, aku rasa...tak mungkinla aku yg semcm...Tapi, mmg dia tu yg smcm..mana taknya..kalu idak, tak mungkin mak mentua aku pon sama ikut stress mcm aku bila bibik aku duduk di rumah dia...Tak pasal2, now kepala aku sesak, sakit dan mcm org under pressure pon ade...Kalu ikutkan, elok je idup ni...tak de bibik, rumah tongkang karam..tapi, rasa bahagia..bibik ada, rumah bersih..tapi, sokmo sakit hati..silap2 bule jadi gile...huhuhhhuhuhu...

Especially bile dia tak wat keje yg aku suruh...atau tak dgr cakap aku..mmg menggeramkan dan makan dalam..rasa nak lempang pon adooo...sejak dr sebulan lalu..aku tau, bibik aku ni orgnya pandai manipulasi dan ambik kesempatan atas kebaikan aku..tu yg aku rasa mcm nak swing je kalu dia tu buat hal..huh! ganasnya aku??? Masalah aku skrg...bukan stkt anak2 aku je aku nak kene jaga..tapi, bibik aku plak aku nak kene pk sama...dah makan ke belum..dah mandi ke belum...dah siap keje ke belum...heeeeee..benci..benci..benci......
mana taknya, smlm dr pagi dia bangun sampai pukul 6 petang baru dia mandi..manala aku tak angin??? bangang betul! Haiiii, takkanla everyday aku nak cakap ngan dia..bibik mandi pukul sekian..sekian..makan pukul sekian..sekian...bodoh..bodoh..bodoh........................
tensennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..

Yg paling meluat..dah aku pesan kat dia..cadar dia tu harus ditukar seminggu sekali...tapi, tak jugak dia buat2...asik je mulut aku ni kene cakap..hingga alkisahnya smlm, bila aku suruh dia tukar cadar..dia jawab..cadar tersebut tak ditukar sampai ke mlm sbb cadar tu belum sampai seminggu..tapi, bila laki aku tanya..berapa kali kebiasaannya bibik tukar cadar..dia jawab...tunggu ibu yg bilang..ni aku dah bilang..tak pulak2 si bangang ni pi tukar cadar tu???? Yg paling menyakitkan hati..almost all aspect pon tak bule buat keje...like simple task mcm goreng ayam pon fail....majikan manala tak weng! Umur dah 38...tapi, aku yg 32 tahun ni lebih jauh lebih reti dr bibik aku ni yg dah berusia..menci..menci..menciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..Kiranya, bab2 masak ni...hatta yg sng2 pon bibik fail...kecuali kalu nak diharap goreng telur! Kkdg aku terfikir...apalah jadi kat anak2 dan laki aku kalu aku ni takde...mmmmmmmmmmm, mmg makan kedaila gamaknya!

Itu lom lagi mcm tergedik2 kalu laki kita ckp ngan dia...n mulala nak berkemas2 kalu laki kita ada...haiiii, ntahla...malas aku nak layan!

Hari ni plak dia cuci bilik air cincai2...tu lom kira menipu curi tulang tak cuci lantai! Pendek kata2 almost everyday mcm tak sah kalu aku ni tak naik suara atau tak marah2 ngan bibik aku..nak kata bibik aku tu bodoh..tak jugak dia tu bodoh...tapi, lebih kpd mengambil kesempatan!!

Yg paling buatkan aku sakit jiwa..bila dia tu bawak penyakit kutu kat anak2 aku sampai kutu tu merayap2 kat cadar..itu belum lagi termasuk masalah dia tu busuk sbb cuci baju cincai2 atau disebabkan malas rendam baju sendiri..bahananya, seantero rumah dan baju2 kami dok kene bau dia....heeeeeeeeeeeee....lama2 aku plak sewel berdepan ngan org mengong cam bibik aku nih! Sewel sbb asik je nak naik darah..dan marah2..

Interview oh interview...

Kalu zaman2 lepas grad..aku diinterview org..now, after ten years pass...aku pulak kene interview org..mula2 tu mmg kekok..dah lama2...mmmm, mcm ok plak..kkdg tu rasa mcm radio pon iye sbb asyik ulang benda yg sama..paling tak best, bila berdepan dgn org yg demand tapi, kerja tak seberapa..sometimes, boleh jadi juga..org yg kita expect dia perform..tapi, tak seperti yg disangka...

Terus-terang, aku sudah mulai faham..kenapa zaman muda2 dulu..walaupon english aku berterabur tapi org tetap tak kisah nak hire aku bekerja..setelah berpengalaman menginterview org dan dealing dgn pekerja..baru aku sedari..its not necessarily kalu english you fantastic you can do good work better than others...yg penting sekali...dlm hati tu punya keinginan atau smgt utk bekerja..

I was told....

I was told and warned by the SR principal where Harris had attended..that I need really to take care of my son when he is in 'Standard 1'. I could understand well, why she was arising that matter since usually students graduated from SR will be well equipped to face reality in Standard 1. Even, their English paper was specially made for their students to follow Standard 1 level of education. Suprisingly, Harris could spell well some of difficult words that I am not even expecting him able to do it. Kids are just AMAZING!

Latest progress about Milan..She still could not talk very well. Again, I just dont bother...as long as me as her parents can understand what she is trying to convey to us. As opposed to that, she has another brilliant skill in clolouring and drawing in which I dint even encounter it with Harris. She has a new hobby building blocks and playing legos where this progress was seen much earlier with Harris. And what touch me most, recently her favourite words are..

'this is my favourite'
'wait for me'
'jangan tinggal saya'
'sapa kunci pintu ni'
'sapa habiskan kek ni?'
'awas'-influenced by my bibik..

Funny enough her talking was combined with cheeky expression!

As for my baby...He's been such adorable boy that I am always missing him. He recognizes his mom very well and always longing for my cuddle and attention. He even knows how to shout to express his needs for something..as for example..if he still wants to eat more his yogurt for his dessert. He was responding very well whenever I called his name 'BABY'. He was chasing us energeticly whenever we were calling him or looking for him to response with our game like rolling bottle/ roll of ribbon/ rattle toys.

Harris SR final assesment...

Few days ago, went to SR to discuss Harris performance at school. Suprisingly, he was doing well in his assesment with Agama he scored 100%. While the rest, he was getting all above 92%. He nearly to get 100% for his Mathematics where he did careless mistake to circle the right spelling for '17'. But, I just dont bother...

I can see his weakness in Bahasa Melayu in recognizing 'Nama Khas' where I even have had no time to sit and teach him personally prior to the assesment. To be honest, for assesment this time, I am not in fact that nervous as before..More in control and just let Harris goes by the flow with minimum supervision. After all, his average mark was 96 in which way better than his 1st assesment in SR. I believe, he has done the BEST for himself and also for US!

I was also proud to see him standing in front of audience to perform reading. He was representing the kids of his age and stage for that particular task. My observation, Harris is just Harris..He just wants to do something as what he wants. Soft, conserved and sentimental...can sometimes appears to be so matured and protective towards his siblings and of course to me as his mom. React suprisingly to adult..by saying unexpecting words like..

'I'm quit!'

I stil remember in my mind..during his rebelious time..for accepting his new school environment in Malaysia..by saying..

'You are fired!'

This memory tickles my heart although the fact, such experience had brought me to emotional feelings (burst into a rage)...until I was fed up thinking...What the hell my son is still not behaving while my tummy is damn swelling with my baby inside!!

Betulke???

Betulke apa yg kami buat skrg?? seriuske ni?? Rasanya mmg dah betul2 serius. Org2 dah recruit..Furniture dah almost complete. Now, just perlu request for signage quotation and done the quality manual's documentation. After that, should be there you go...preparation for bidding the project..Rasa excited pon ye..rasa tak sabar2 nak dapatkan the outcome pon sama juga....

Pada masa yg sama tak ramai yg tahu, what we've been doing right now...cume, a few friends je yg tahu...dan kami pon stkt ni tak memerlukan publisiti...just, perlu equipkan diri masing2 dgn ilmu dan confident level to mix with influential/ business people. Yg mana, aku sendiri sdg belajar akan selok beloknya...how should act profesionally to my employees and clients...

Here I come!

Lamanya tak update blog? Where have I been too? Busy ke sana ke mari..monitoring people..say.."What have you done?" or "What are you doing?". Smmgnya life is hectic..and Mr B was telling me, he is now in saturated stage. What I can say more? How to work hard while the opportunity and the will are there.

It's been quite sometime I am not around in the office. Just staying and do my work from home. Thats what I prefer it to. At least, I would have some chances to see how my bibik is progressing and wether or not people in the office are really working.

Sejak akhir2 ni mcm sakit2 badan..mcm nak bermalas2an..mcm, asik nak tutup mata..macam asik nak bertidur2an...

My 5th period-25th November

My period is coming again. I think thats the answer y I am so sensitive recently......

Jah is coming..

Jah is coming to our office today. Rasa happy pon ada..and lebih menghappykan bila dapat bercakap dgn A..lama dah A ctc aku..tapi, aku je yg malas nak response. Aku tahu mmg dia eager nak jumpa aku..dan smmgnya aku tau kawan2 aku sgt merindui aku..tiba2 je i feel so special..when people keep looking for me...excited to see me...

Jah and I had a nice talk. As usual..dia mmg sgt baik hati..selalu aje dia yg belanja aku..naik aku malu pon ade..just wish that she could get good offer better than Sime. We shared our experiences and feelings together. Talking to her is really a good remedy..I know she is a tough women better than I did. I wish, I could be as hard as my mom or even my surrounding friends. Terasa plak tiba2 mcm aku nak pi shoppingggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!

Tak sedap hati..

Bila dah mulai kene datang opis daily..terasa mcm..alahai..alangkah baiknya kalu aku dapat berehat2 duduk di rumah dan punya sedikit masa senggang melayan kerenah anak2. Sungguh, aku akui, tak pernah aku merasa sng duduk meninggalkan putera2 dan puteriku tercinta di bawah jagaan bibik di rumah sementelah bibik aku yg suka menipu, kerja sambil lewa dan sering mengutamakan dirinya berbanding anak2 aku. Bukan sekali dua bibik begitu..tetapi, acapkali!

Pagi ini, aku bangun dgn harapan bibik akan menyiapkan kerja2 yg diberi..tapi, nampaknya byk pula cekadaknya..Katanya tangga bergoyangla, dia takut nak naik, alarm bebunyila..maka dia tak cuci berandah..rasa mcm nak maki aje bibik aku ni dlm hati dgn perkataan *PEMALAS*. Rumah aku pon dia kemas so-so. Baju pon takde plak aku nampak dia cuci lagi..Sefaham aku, seluruh rumah except bilik dan toilet aku dia boleh kemas dalam jangka masa pukul 7 a.m. Smmgnya bibik aku ni kalu diberi peluang terlalu byk masa senggang dia akan bermalas2an! Nak2 kalu dia tu ditinggal di rumah sendirian..lagi, pemalasnya Ya Ampun! Terus-terang aku dah malas nak gaduh2 dan marah2 dgn bibik. Tapi, nampaknya, kalu sehari mulut aku ni tak naik sore ngan dia..mcm tak sah pulak kekdahnya! Bayangkanla..baki mee yg semalam Alyssa makan..bule masih terletak di situ tanpa dibuat apa2. Kalu begini gayanya bibik bekerja..aku takkan teragak2 nak potong gaji bibik!

Boss of my own company

Akhirnya aku dapat merasakan kerjaya yg sesuai utk diri aku...lebih kepada bahagian korporat yg membolehkan kita dressing up..do follow up with our supporting staff, documentation, business discussion(yg ni aku still in process of learning certain vocubs yg synonym in our industry), educate people by giving them a trainning/ sharing our knowledge, communicate with people and clients. Pendek kata, apa yg aku tuliskan tadi memang bersangkut paut with my career interest.

Keje2 yg perlu diavoid:
-keje2 site
-keje di plant(kalu lama sgt aku tak minat sbb kene berpanas2)
-keje2 yg kene marah2 org yg tak ada otak(cthnya mcm kat kilang...atau bibik aku sendiri..sbb aku ni cepat stress bila aku marah
-keje2 di environment yg tidak sihat..umpanya yg ramai melayu yg sprt org di bawah tempurung/ atau manusia2 yg terlalu naive ataupon yg sket2 mengulo umpanya the supporting staff yg langsung have no respect to their superior... dgn suasana dan even design opis yg tidak bercirikan korporat..like ala2 conservative gitu
-keje kilang yg ala2 mcm budak sekolah yg kene berbaris while attending assembly dan membaca ikrar di pagi hari
-keje2 berat sprt dalam kilang umpamanya kene repair mesin atau prepare chemical dlm environment yg panas..
-keje2 yg kene aku travel mcm org gila..sekejap ke utara dan kejap ke selatan sambil kepala otak aku tetap kene jalan dan berpk camne nak selesaikan problem keje di opis
-keje2 yg mana aku memerlukan to stay back hanya utk sembang2 kosong..sdgnkan badan dan otak aku da naik letih...
-keje2 yg tak tentu hala hingga aku kene bangun seawal 5.30 pagi nak kene amik clients kat hotel di tgh2 jam di kota..

Kesimpulannya-aku lebih sukakan kerja setempat yg still keep myself tak comot. Yg tak panas dan terlalu menggunakan physical. Yg stay setempat ttp adakalanya occasionally memerlukan aku ke sana ke mari...Sng citer keje2 opis yg lebih relevant dgn bidang yg aku pernah pelajari. Atau menjadi planner utk memastikan everyting is flowing smoothly as what have been scheduled.

I'm in stress!

Funny enough, by right once you have somebody to replace you as a mommy when you are away from home, sepatutnya perasaan kita akan menjadi sedikit lega dan bukannya bercelaru mcm ini. Kepala aku benar2 berserabut dan sekarang mula aku mengerti kenapa kawan aku bule jadi tahap stress disebabkan peel bibik yg acapkali mengecewakan majikan. Dan mulai juga aku faham, mengapa perlu kita letakkan bibik itu di rumah ibu mertua atau ibu sendiri sms ketiadaan kita. Ini semua adalah penting utk keselamatan anak2.

Begitu mengecewakan aku hari ini bila memikirkan kembali, my baby yang mulai diberi makan pada jam 3.00 petang sedangkan sejak pukul 11.30 anak aku sudah mulai bangun. Sementara bibik aku lihat di cctv telah makan sbyk 2 kali pada jam 11 pagi dan 2.30 petang. Begitu mudah bibik melupakan anak2, kerja rumah apabila perut dia mulai kenyang. Lama-lama kelamaan aku jadi sedikit bosan dan benci dan infact malas nak memandang wajah bibik. Nak je aku buat tak reti kat bibik biar dia sendiri paham yg dia sudah buat kesilapan. Satu demi satu bibik dah membuatkan aku dan Mr B marah. Kkdg, ada juga rasa sprt..bagaimana kalu nanti bibik akan stress kerana sering dimarah2? Persoalannya, kalu bibik tidak dimarah, sentiasa akan diulangi kesilapan yang sama. Itu belum termasuk lagi barang2 kami yg dipecahkan dan dirosakkan.