Cerita lain minggu ini..Berat aku statik between 57-58kgs. Maybe because water retention sbb my 1st period came 2 days ago. Skrg ni pon dah pemalas ya rabbi nak naik penimbang..Btw, seluar slack size 12 aku dah muat disarung. Kalu ikutkan dalam pantang tempohari nak sarung kat peha pon tak lepas. Seingat aku, when I just had Milan..eventho my final weight during my pregnancy was 70..which is 8 kgs differ than when I was with Daniel..still, my weight is the same as now when I done my confinement. Malas nak pk lebih2 da...lagi dipikir2, lagi liatla dia nak turun. Cume yg aku perasan, penurunan berat tu dah tak drastik mcm sebelumnya. Skrg ni 1kg in 2 weeks on average.
Aku pon dah start introduce to my body eating various kind of foods..like nasi ayam pon aku dah bedal..mana tahan weeee...cume, aku makan sensibly..Yesterday, my lil bro pon cakap, my kids ate more than their mom. Aku just bagitau dia..I am on diet..sbb aku pon dah montelkan..kan..kan..Nampaknya, kene hardworkla nak shed away extra 7-8kgs ni..Dah jaga makan pon susah nak susut..Kalu ikutkan menu of the day aku kebiasaannya adalah roti n mentega. Jarang sgt2 aku cheating. But then, aku dah start minum ais..mebe sbb tu gak perut aku kembung. Could be jugak aku susah turun sbb aku skrg makan agak lewat..walaupon kuantitinya sket..aku tend to still munching sbb while serving for my darling yg all this while always coming back late from work. Sampai rumah pon sometimes near to 9 or 10 p.m. Aku pon tak bising dia balik lambat...Ntahla..dah lama2 kawen ni..dah malas nak pk benda2 remeh. Lagipon, my time now is most full with activities. If not busy with kids, my time sometimes flies for watching tv and houseworks. Managing houseworks tu yg paling sebel! Kalu nak citer keje umah ni..mmg tak abis2. Nyampah tahap gaban pon ada..kkdg tu, nak angkat penyapu pon malas...Mana taknya, kkdg tu..baru pagi aku kemas...kang petang tu dah bersepah. Tu yg lagi buat lemah semangat. Nak2 aku tengah period skrg. Bila pk2, ada bagusnya aku takde maid. Karang da ade maid, nak start it off all over again buat sendiri2 mmg tochure..
Ini pon just received phone call yg my darling will coming back late coz he has to attend dinner with clients. Apa2 sajela..Sekurang2nya, bulela aku cuti masak hebat2. Hanya perlu panaskan makanan semalam. Kalu ikutkan aku dah marinate siap2 ikan utk dibakar. Tapi, nampaknya bulela aku savekan utk makan pada hari seterusnya. Bila citer pasal makanan, inila yg lecehnya kalu ade maid..pasalnya, aku anak beranak makan mmg sempoi2. Kot2 aku dok suh dia masak telur sentiasa...ntah apa agaknya yg dia akan mengomel di belakang. Anak2 aku plak selesa makan telur. Malam ni mmg aku konfem, makan roti dgn butter lagi...ntah..terasa malas nak mengunyah atau nak renyah2. Ni pon, kat sink dah ade periuk besar dan berat nak kene dicuci..Jenuh...jenuh...
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Harris exam week..
This week will be busier week than ever. Harris needs to sit for exams. Ada 5 subjek sumenya. The most tiring day was 2 days ago that is for English. Too many things need to cover until the mom gets worn out and had a throw. I just wonder, who is actually having exam? is it me or my son? Yesterday, he was bragging by telling me, he was doing all correct for his English. In fact, he was scold by his teacher because showing two of his friends in performing the exam. I just ignored what he said since I still not yet even seen his corrected paper.
In the night time, we continued our revision in BM and my observation-he is still weak in certain suku-kata like "ai and au". Even some pictures and figures, he doesnt know to tell them in Malay.
As for today, I was planning to pick him early from nursery cause I found night time is too short for intensive exercise. He suppose to sleep early every night before sitting for exams but seems to me 2 days had passed, he was sleeping late playing too much. I was told by my lil bro that, Harris kept teasing him in his room last night and only fell asleep at 1.30 a.m.
I am relieved because the remaining subjects are more relaxing. Not too much to study. In term of Mathematics, he is not having much problem but perhaps I need to accentuate more for him to be able to spell correcly all those figures on paper. Other than that, substraction exercise is necessary. Counting backwards can be confusing for him and most of the time I see him missing in counting one number.
The rest only science and Agama. Agama can be tough to him. He sometimes cant remember to write down particular huruf.
In the night time, we continued our revision in BM and my observation-he is still weak in certain suku-kata like "ai and au". Even some pictures and figures, he doesnt know to tell them in Malay.
As for today, I was planning to pick him early from nursery cause I found night time is too short for intensive exercise. He suppose to sleep early every night before sitting for exams but seems to me 2 days had passed, he was sleeping late playing too much. I was told by my lil bro that, Harris kept teasing him in his room last night and only fell asleep at 1.30 a.m.
I am relieved because the remaining subjects are more relaxing. Not too much to study. In term of Mathematics, he is not having much problem but perhaps I need to accentuate more for him to be able to spell correcly all those figures on paper. Other than that, substraction exercise is necessary. Counting backwards can be confusing for him and most of the time I see him missing in counting one number.
The rest only science and Agama. Agama can be tough to him. He sometimes cant remember to write down particular huruf.
Monday, May 18, 2009
citer smlm and 57kgs..
-went to see specialist with regards to my eyes and Daniel's 2nd jab. Got 2 eye drops prescription from Dr Balbir and should come back to meet him again in 1 week time if the infection still persist
-Samsung people was coming to fix our ice grinder and cool water drink connection for our fridge. Charge was about rm80 as they said there was no coverage warranty for appliances bought from oversea.
-Called Mak to confirm buying the chest drawer
-Had my dinner-red apple, sandwich with cheese slice, rice and chicken.
-My weight record as for today-57kgs
-Samsung people was coming to fix our ice grinder and cool water drink connection for our fridge. Charge was about rm80 as they said there was no coverage warranty for appliances bought from oversea.
-Called Mak to confirm buying the chest drawer
-Had my dinner-red apple, sandwich with cheese slice, rice and chicken.
-My weight record as for today-57kgs
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Day out..
As for today, we left our kids to my sil and mil's house while both of us out to survey furniture for our house. Frankly, I am not really dash to buy furniture to this extent since we just stay renting and if God wills, we perhaps going to move again to our new house in Bangi. Its hard to say anything up to this point because our family still busy to settle down-just move back fr UK to Mesia, fell pregnant and had a new baby, kids schooling and not to forget each of us commitment towards our own family. Only time will tell what's going to be happened next. Despite of dithering to splurge on furniture during these days, we still manage to spend buying tv cabinet and shoe rack at one of funiture shops at Ampang Point. We infact still contemplating to add another 2 things in the house..either display cabinet and chest drawer respectively for our hall and for the kids. Cant complain much seeing the money flows considering we just move in back to our home country. Almost everything we need to buy all new again and I think, it would be a good thing for me to put into note to mark our TV's age.. that we just have our new 48 inches Sony Bravia flat screen(tv) delivered to us yesterday and the price...errrr...what should I say...VALUE FOR MONEY! Harris is the one who is the most excited person. Non-stop smiling when we were testing watching the TV.
I guess this perhaps spark Harris determination to continuosly improving and excel in his schooling-like everybody will get their own treat after proving to us like getting 100% mark in their spelling. Impressingly, after have heard his teacher commenting Harris struggling in his 'Bahasa Melayu', yesterday I was shocked that he was getting better and scored 100% in his spelling at home! and this evening, he was trying as best as he could to read his first new 'Bahasa Melayu' books collection.
After all, shall I say today's outing is fully contented outing?? The answer could be 'YES' and 'NO'.
'YES' because we have finally sorted our searching on TV cabinet as well as for the shoe rack. The good thing now, I dont need to mess my eyes with an impaired scene due to untidy wires from all my darling's speaker gadgets and now we can arrange properly each of us shoes collection.
'NO' because its darn tiring day out with an addition of nowadays hot weather simply us get sweating and infact many of us here fall sick having fever again and again. Seems to me to so called today's sickness as 'rebounce sickness' as the fever is coming back attacking particularly the hopeless kids after we may find they are fit and may not require anymore prescription. Actually, this is what had happened to Harris couple of days ago. He was having fever again after I was really confident that he was totally OK and should be in school.
I guess this perhaps spark Harris determination to continuosly improving and excel in his schooling-like everybody will get their own treat after proving to us like getting 100% mark in their spelling. Impressingly, after have heard his teacher commenting Harris struggling in his 'Bahasa Melayu', yesterday I was shocked that he was getting better and scored 100% in his spelling at home! and this evening, he was trying as best as he could to read his first new 'Bahasa Melayu' books collection.
After all, shall I say today's outing is fully contented outing?? The answer could be 'YES' and 'NO'.
'YES' because we have finally sorted our searching on TV cabinet as well as for the shoe rack. The good thing now, I dont need to mess my eyes with an impaired scene due to untidy wires from all my darling's speaker gadgets and now we can arrange properly each of us shoes collection.
'NO' because its darn tiring day out with an addition of nowadays hot weather simply us get sweating and infact many of us here fall sick having fever again and again. Seems to me to so called today's sickness as 'rebounce sickness' as the fever is coming back attacking particularly the hopeless kids after we may find they are fit and may not require anymore prescription. Actually, this is what had happened to Harris couple of days ago. He was having fever again after I was really confident that he was totally OK and should be in school.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Berat aku naik...
Last week my mission was failed. Pagi tadi aku timbang, owch! berat aku naik plak 1kg which makes me weigh 58-59kg..sabo jela..I was expecting to reduce weight tapi lain plak jadinya. Tak surela kalu pasal semalam aku makan 2 karipap dan 3 potong kecil makroni bakar. Aku rasa, mmg aku kene pantang makan benda2 yg tak cleanla buat masa ni. Kalu tak..memang jauh sgt2 lagila perjalanan aku ni gamaknya. Ni yg menjadikan aku tak sabar nak beli elliptical cepat2. Tapi, hatta dah beli elliptical kalu aku sendiri tak rajin bersenam mmg takkannya menyusut. Okla..better aku catat menu semalam
Pagi-2 wholemeal with tuna
Tghari-2 karipap+3 makroni bakar
Malam-1 wholemeal with tuna dan sepotong epal.
Kalu ngkkan takdela byk sgt benda yg aku makan. Mebela kot karipap dan makroni tu high kalori. Haiiii, bosan betulla! Nak buang 4kg sebulan pon dah liat! Mebe kene pantang betul2 mcm org pas melahirkan sekali lagi..makan dan minum benda2 panas..Tak bule main boh yg sejuk2...Maksudnya minum air tak suam..Yg aku perasan..towards nak masuk 2 bulan..aku makin bernafsu plak nak makan..lepas tu mcm tak bersalah nak menala makanan yg tak sepatutnya..cthnya mcm semalam..dok makan karipap sampai 2 ketul...actually, bukannya tak bule makan sume2 tu..bule aje...cumenya..kalu berat dah betul2 stabil okla bule makan sume2 tu...
Pagi-2 wholemeal with tuna
Tghari-2 karipap+3 makroni bakar
Malam-1 wholemeal with tuna dan sepotong epal.
Kalu ngkkan takdela byk sgt benda yg aku makan. Mebela kot karipap dan makroni tu high kalori. Haiiii, bosan betulla! Nak buang 4kg sebulan pon dah liat! Mebe kene pantang betul2 mcm org pas melahirkan sekali lagi..makan dan minum benda2 panas..Tak bule main boh yg sejuk2...Maksudnya minum air tak suam..Yg aku perasan..towards nak masuk 2 bulan..aku makin bernafsu plak nak makan..lepas tu mcm tak bersalah nak menala makanan yg tak sepatutnya..cthnya mcm semalam..dok makan karipap sampai 2 ketul...actually, bukannya tak bule makan sume2 tu..bule aje...cumenya..kalu berat dah betul2 stabil okla bule makan sume2 tu...
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
LA Jeans size 12
Aku nak citer yg smlm aku dah muat pakai jeans LA(Laura Ashley) aku size 12. Waktu sarung tu mmg masih lagi ngam2. Kurang2nya, ada perubahan..sbbnya sblm2 ni mmg langsung tak muat. Harap kene pakai suar spare size 14 yg aku beli NEXT tu jela yg aku bule pakai. Makna kata, bila aku dah 58-59kgs baru aku bule sarung balik jeans ni.
Sampai skrg aku masih berharap, supaya aku dapat sarung balik jeans Diesel size 28 yg aku beli long time ago kat TK-Maxx. Mmg best pakai jeans tu. Tapi, kene tunggu aku 51-52kgs baru bule sarung masuk. Ntah2, now pas beranak 3..punggung pon dah melebar, mau kene tunggu berat sampai 50-51kgs baru bule masuk. Hopefully this weekend or early next week, berat aku turun ke 57kgs. Rasa excited plak, jaga makan lepas melahirkan ni. Kalu mmg dapat susut ke berat asal before preggy (53-54 kgs) mmg suatu pencapai sgt2 membanggakan! Mana taknya, bukannya sng nak buang 25kgs dlm sekelip mata. Mmg aku harap2 sgt, aku akan dapat capai berat tu dlm hujung bulan ni..
Sampai skrg aku masih berharap, supaya aku dapat sarung balik jeans Diesel size 28 yg aku beli long time ago kat TK-Maxx. Mmg best pakai jeans tu. Tapi, kene tunggu aku 51-52kgs baru bule sarung masuk. Ntah2, now pas beranak 3..punggung pon dah melebar, mau kene tunggu berat sampai 50-51kgs baru bule masuk. Hopefully this weekend or early next week, berat aku turun ke 57kgs. Rasa excited plak, jaga makan lepas melahirkan ni. Kalu mmg dapat susut ke berat asal before preggy (53-54 kgs) mmg suatu pencapai sgt2 membanggakan! Mana taknya, bukannya sng nak buang 25kgs dlm sekelip mata. Mmg aku harap2 sgt, aku akan dapat capai berat tu dlm hujung bulan ni..
Pembantu lagi..si Jawa Timur..
Mesti org tak bernafsu nak baca blog aku yg asik berkisar pasal pembantu dan diet..Hari ni En Aris kal aku..bagitau yg ade pembantu sementara kalu aku nak pakai..Haiiii, tiba2 aku rasa tensen..Kalu bule, jgnla sebut2 pasal pembantu..Aku allergik! Biarla umah aku cam kapal karam drpd aku nak kene sebel pandang muka dorang yg tak ikhlas bekerja. Nak train2 tu pon sehal. Baru train seminggu..karang, mulala buat hal...kata tak larat keje..Sungguhla membosankan..kalu kejenya berkualiti tak apa2 juga..Masalahnya skrg ni byk sgt masalah pembantu..pembantu lari..pembantu mendera...pembantu mandrem...pembantu mencuri...pembantu adu-domba...pembantu bagi info suh pecah umah majikan...
Tadi aku kal my darling pon..dia cam dah tak kisah...dia cakap..pasni kalu dapat pembantu yg tak ok..dia pon tak apa2 kalu kat rumah takde helper. Mebe sbb dia tgk aku dah cope kot dgn keje2 umah. Lagi satu, bila org takde..aku nak pakai apa2 pon tak jadi hal..nak pakai spenda, nak pakai baju nampak dada terbelah, nak berbogel..sumenya tak kisah ikut suka tok nenek aku...
Aku paling bosan bila dapat pembantu..mula nak kene follow up almost every hour..pasal makan dorang..nak pk dorang makan apa...karang aku masak dia tak makanke apa..kami dahle makan pon sempoi..tu lom lagi, makanan aku lak kene kebas sampai licin! Terus-terang mmg leceh kalu ade org luar duduk ngan kita..Lagi2 skrg ni..aku mmg takde kepercayaan ngan org Indon...nak2 plak, akunya barang sume mahal2..Royal Doulton, Royal Albert, Tefal, Portmeirion, Crystal2..Kang tak pandai dorang handle..habis hancur brg2 aku dikerjakan dorang. Sblm2 ni, habis akunye sofa yg ribu raban, pembantu sementara sblm ni pi sondol sampai berbekas. Gas cooker aku tu lagila..besa kalu ade pembantu...mmg tak semenggah dorang pi kemaskan..Mcm ala2 org pemalas nak mengemas! Jamban jgn cakaplakan...aku cuci mangkuk jamban lagi bersih dr dorang yg konon2nya dah berpengalaman...Kalu ade yg cuci bersih pon bule bilang ngan jari! Tu yg aku give up ngan pembantu nih! Bikin stress!
Tadi aku kal my darling pon..dia cam dah tak kisah...dia cakap..pasni kalu dapat pembantu yg tak ok..dia pon tak apa2 kalu kat rumah takde helper. Mebe sbb dia tgk aku dah cope kot dgn keje2 umah. Lagi satu, bila org takde..aku nak pakai apa2 pon tak jadi hal..nak pakai spenda, nak pakai baju nampak dada terbelah, nak berbogel..sumenya tak kisah ikut suka tok nenek aku...
Aku paling bosan bila dapat pembantu..mula nak kene follow up almost every hour..pasal makan dorang..nak pk dorang makan apa...karang aku masak dia tak makanke apa..kami dahle makan pon sempoi..tu lom lagi, makanan aku lak kene kebas sampai licin! Terus-terang mmg leceh kalu ade org luar duduk ngan kita..Lagi2 skrg ni..aku mmg takde kepercayaan ngan org Indon...nak2 plak, akunya barang sume mahal2..Royal Doulton, Royal Albert, Tefal, Portmeirion, Crystal2..Kang tak pandai dorang handle..habis hancur brg2 aku dikerjakan dorang. Sblm2 ni, habis akunye sofa yg ribu raban, pembantu sementara sblm ni pi sondol sampai berbekas. Gas cooker aku tu lagila..besa kalu ade pembantu...mmg tak semenggah dorang pi kemaskan..Mcm ala2 org pemalas nak mengemas! Jamban jgn cakaplakan...aku cuci mangkuk jamban lagi bersih dr dorang yg konon2nya dah berpengalaman...Kalu ade yg cuci bersih pon bule bilang ngan jari! Tu yg aku give up ngan pembantu nih! Bikin stress!
50kgs???
Baru je couple of days ago I was writting lost interest to visit forum FD..tgk2 for today, I was hooked to read this one forumer story expressing his frustration and dissatisfaction feelings about his current marriage. Nak gelak terkekeh2 pon ada...when people in his thread talking about husband and wife sex issue..Sebenarnya bukannya masalah besar pon the guy need to unravel...just nak belaian..Hai..kalu akulah..takat nak belai2 laki yg tak guna tenaga byk...petik jari pon bule buat...apa daaaa...on the other hand, I think his wife maybe live in full of imagination...dreaming to have a romantic husband mcm citer dlm TV or novel..yg mana konon2nya si somi dipotraykan very the loving and sooo CARE to his wifey. Sebenar2nya itu hanya imaginasi jek..Mula2 aku preggy pon..aku expect my hubby will be like the man yg used to watch in TV or read in novel..tapi, hakikatnya...alahai, kalu dapat sipi2 pon ok sgt2la tuh...takat kalu somi tak temankan kita for everytime check up doctor or tak ingat kita ni dah preggy berapa bulan tu tak yahla nak over2 sensitip!
Mula2 mmg adala perkara dlm perkahwinan yg perlu diadjust..manakan tidak..mesti ade yg menghappykan, menyedihkan, mengfrustkan..as time past over...lama2 tu mcm..tak payahla nak cerewet2 sgt...sbbnya kalu kita nak harap somi tu perfect..kalu ikutkan dalam pada masa yg sama kita pon tak sempurna mcm isteri nabi..maka, kenala sama2 tolerate dan menerima seadanya...Aku pon at the same time, bukannya perfectionist sgt nak suami perfect serba-serbi. Janji, suamiku amanah dan tidak mengabaikan aku...I am more than happy...
Dlm aku urut2 my darling...aku sempat tanya dia..
'Ayang gemukke?'
Dia jawab..
'Aah gemuk'
Hahahah, aku dah pasti akan jawapan dia..
'Habih tu nak kurangkan berapa kgs?'
Dia jawab..
'50kgs..so, kene kurangkan 10kgs'
Dalam hati aku..alamak????????????????????????????????????? Kena byk posa dan pantang larangla kalu mcm ini...My darling bagi alasan..
'Ala...stepper ada, bola ada...bolela turun tu nanti'
Aku plak response..
'Ayang x laratla nak exercise skrg..badan tak kuat lagi..tunggula lepas 3 bulan..mebe bolehla kot'
Ni yg aku lagi smgt utk exercise kemas umah hari2. Sbb tu aku dah tak desperate utk cari pembantu. Nak2 pembantu skrg sume mcm hampagas..Duit nak..keje tak mau! Tapi, bila dah byk buat keje2 umah...nafsu nak makan plak bertambah..aiseh, mcmana ni??????????????
Mula2 mmg adala perkara dlm perkahwinan yg perlu diadjust..manakan tidak..mesti ade yg menghappykan, menyedihkan, mengfrustkan..as time past over...lama2 tu mcm..tak payahla nak cerewet2 sgt...sbbnya kalu kita nak harap somi tu perfect..kalu ikutkan dalam pada masa yg sama kita pon tak sempurna mcm isteri nabi..maka, kenala sama2 tolerate dan menerima seadanya...Aku pon at the same time, bukannya perfectionist sgt nak suami perfect serba-serbi. Janji, suamiku amanah dan tidak mengabaikan aku...I am more than happy...
Dlm aku urut2 my darling...aku sempat tanya dia..
'Ayang gemukke?'
Dia jawab..
'Aah gemuk'
Hahahah, aku dah pasti akan jawapan dia..
'Habih tu nak kurangkan berapa kgs?'
Dia jawab..
'50kgs..so, kene kurangkan 10kgs'
Dalam hati aku..alamak????????????????????????????????????? Kena byk posa dan pantang larangla kalu mcm ini...My darling bagi alasan..
'Ala...stepper ada, bola ada...bolela turun tu nanti'
Aku plak response..
'Ayang x laratla nak exercise skrg..badan tak kuat lagi..tunggula lepas 3 bulan..mebe bolehla kot'
Ni yg aku lagi smgt utk exercise kemas umah hari2. Sbb tu aku dah tak desperate utk cari pembantu. Nak2 pembantu skrg sume mcm hampagas..Duit nak..keje tak mau! Tapi, bila dah byk buat keje2 umah...nafsu nak makan plak bertambah..aiseh, mcmana ni??????????????
Monday, May 04, 2009
Cranky baby and 58kgs
My baby was feeling not well last night. He's been cranky all the night long which I suspected he was having tummy upset because I wasnt eating the right food for the dinner. I had an egg mayonise for yesterday's dinner and the filling was prepared since 2 days ago. I didnt feel anything weird, immediately after I was consuming it and far from having sense to doubt the filling. But couple of hours after that, my tummy started to rumbly. Even so, I didnt have any sense to visit the loo. It just matter, the effect had been passed to my baby and he began not being able to sleep on time as usual he did in any of his other days.
Talking about my weight, I am now weigh 58kgs. Still look big. But, it doesnt bother me much. At least am better than before when I was 78kgs. I am trying to achieve 54kgs by end of this month. Furthermore, going to meet my close relatives cause my cousin is getting married in early June. Looking forward to loose 1kg every week for period of 2 months which then will make me weigh about 50-52kgs by the end of my diet mission. I was told by my tukang urut, if a 'just having baby mom' wanted to loose weight, she has to do it within 3 months time scale. So, I just trying my best as well as luck to get what is BEST for me. At the same time, seems that I have started to binge my favourite food. I guess, I've got to distract my tought from thinking about food all the time.
Talking about my weight, I am now weigh 58kgs. Still look big. But, it doesnt bother me much. At least am better than before when I was 78kgs. I am trying to achieve 54kgs by end of this month. Furthermore, going to meet my close relatives cause my cousin is getting married in early June. Looking forward to loose 1kg every week for period of 2 months which then will make me weigh about 50-52kgs by the end of my diet mission. I was told by my tukang urut, if a 'just having baby mom' wanted to loose weight, she has to do it within 3 months time scale. So, I just trying my best as well as luck to get what is BEST for me. At the same time, seems that I have started to binge my favourite food. I guess, I've got to distract my tought from thinking about food all the time.
Sunday, May 03, 2009
My oh my..
Hari ini aku bangun pagi agak lewat dlm 7 a.m. Pagi2 bila ngk sms dr si cleaner L..aku jadi sakit hati. Sakit hati sbb dia dah naikkan rate per hr dia sdgkan bila aku kal Kak Jah for booking, she was telling me that her cleaner rate still maintain. Tak puas hati betul aku ngan si L ni..kalu ikutkan hati mmg aku dah takde hati langsung nak deal ngan si L ni lagi sampai bila2. Aku spot yg si L ni kaki kelentong utk dapatkan rate tinggi.
Bermula sakit hati dgn si L, siangnya plak aku sakit ati dgn pak cik prebet sapu..pi charge aku rm30 semata2 utk ke Pangsapuri Senja ke Prima Saujana walaupon aku dah kasik jalan dekat utk ke sana. Ishkk, sakit jiwa betulla! Kalu aku tau, mmg aku dah drive kereta sendiri ke rumah tukang urut yg aku nak pi.
Dalam geram2 aku ngan si L dan pak cik prebet sapu..sampai2 umah aku terus pi sapu, mop lantai dan cuci tpt letak kasut di luar rumah. Touch up balik mana2 yg my darling tak sempat nak cover sambil cuci bilik air bawah. Dalam hati aku plak dok membebel2 sebel dgn pembantu yg pemalas...byk songel bila disuruh mop lantai dan cuci bilik air..walhal bila aku buat sendiri 1-1.5 jam pon bule settle. Tu pon, amik masa sket sbb aku hanya buat sekali sekala..jadi, kenala spend masa lebih sket. Itu lom lg sakit ati ngan keje2 dorang yg cincai. Tali2 mop tu yg tersakut kat kaki kerusi xde langsung inisiatif dorang nak kutip. Dibiarnya kat situ berhari2 dan berminggu2. Heranla dgn pembantu zaman skrg. Mebela kot sbb dorang pon keje x ikhlas..tu yg result keje dorang pon so-so aje. No wonder ade sorang kwn aku tu eventho ade maid, weekend dia jugak yg tunggang-langgang mengemas rumah.
Bermula sakit hati dgn si L, siangnya plak aku sakit ati dgn pak cik prebet sapu..pi charge aku rm30 semata2 utk ke Pangsapuri Senja ke Prima Saujana walaupon aku dah kasik jalan dekat utk ke sana. Ishkk, sakit jiwa betulla! Kalu aku tau, mmg aku dah drive kereta sendiri ke rumah tukang urut yg aku nak pi.
Dalam geram2 aku ngan si L dan pak cik prebet sapu..sampai2 umah aku terus pi sapu, mop lantai dan cuci tpt letak kasut di luar rumah. Touch up balik mana2 yg my darling tak sempat nak cover sambil cuci bilik air bawah. Dalam hati aku plak dok membebel2 sebel dgn pembantu yg pemalas...byk songel bila disuruh mop lantai dan cuci bilik air..walhal bila aku buat sendiri 1-1.5 jam pon bule settle. Tu pon, amik masa sket sbb aku hanya buat sekali sekala..jadi, kenala spend masa lebih sket. Itu lom lg sakit ati ngan keje2 dorang yg cincai. Tali2 mop tu yg tersakut kat kaki kerusi xde langsung inisiatif dorang nak kutip. Dibiarnya kat situ berhari2 dan berminggu2. Heranla dgn pembantu zaman skrg. Mebela kot sbb dorang pon keje x ikhlas..tu yg result keje dorang pon so-so aje. No wonder ade sorang kwn aku tu eventho ade maid, weekend dia jugak yg tunggang-langgang mengemas rumah.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
My day..
Aku bangun awal hari ini. Dlm pukul 6.45 a.m aku dah selesai mandi dan kemudiannya panaskan tungku. Saje testing portable cooker yg baru aku beli di Giant. rm44 jugakla duit aku melayang. Itu belum lagi termasuk rega butane gas. sekali 4 botol dia jual dlm rm17++. Mahal sket tak apa2. Sbb rasanya, bule dipakai agak lama. Sbb pada pagi ni, aku panaskan batu utk bertungku rasanya tak sampai 6 minit, batu tersebut dah cukup panas. Mudah sgt rasanya hidup ni bila dah ade portable cooker ni. Tak payah aku nak seksa diri naik turun tangga. Segala2nya aku buat di tingkat atas. Aku bertungku dekat2 1 jam. Rasa lega sket badan. Especially bahagian2 leher, bahu, pinggang dan punggung. Bahagian perut mmg aku tungku agak lama sket..utk kelegaan berpanjangan. Kalu ikutkan, ni dah masuk 45 hari aku berpantang. Okla rasa badan ni..dah bule buat kerja sket2. Walaumcmana pon, aku tetap berbengkung sekali sekala..rasa lebih selesa bila nak bergerak. Yg syoknya bila bangkit awal, kbykan urusan aku dah selesai dan baru tu my baby nak bangun. Ni pon dlm aku sdg menulis blog dia masih lagi bobok lepas aku tukarkan lampinnya.
Selesai bertungku, aku breakfast milo dgn 4 keping biscuit cream cracker. Sambil tu layan citer Intan yg kene paksa bermadu ngan mentua dia...Lepas abis citer Intan, aku pi cuci baju my baby yg aku dah siap2 rendam semalam. Kali ni aku cuci siap soaked dlm softener. Dlm kul 11> aku turun tingkat bawah, sidai baju dan makan tengahari berlaukkan ikan bilis. Kendian, naik lagi ke tingkat atas pi sidai baju my baby plak...
Selesai bertungku, aku breakfast milo dgn 4 keping biscuit cream cracker. Sambil tu layan citer Intan yg kene paksa bermadu ngan mentua dia...Lepas abis citer Intan, aku pi cuci baju my baby yg aku dah siap2 rendam semalam. Kali ni aku cuci siap soaked dlm softener. Dlm kul 11> aku turun tingkat bawah, sidai baju dan makan tengahari berlaukkan ikan bilis. Kendian, naik lagi ke tingkat atas pi sidai baju my baby plak...
Monday, April 27, 2009
Bangun lambat
Bangun lambatla plak ari ni...smlm pi ke Giant, badan dah jadi keletihan yg amat. Sabo ajela..Takde apa yg menarik di Giant..Buah pon byk yg dah busuk2..Bosan..bosan...So, aku just beli apple as my snack dan biscuit Jacob to fill up my tummy whenever I feel bored and wanted to eat. Dalam shopping..shopping dan shopping...Tgk2 receipt...pergh..rm250 jugakla aku berhabis..mana taknya..rega dapur portable, gas butane, minyak masak dan pampers anak je dah dekat 150>. Tu lom campur benda2 lain yg aku beli..Ingat mulanya tu nak jugakla beli sabun basuh Persil. Itu pon, aku cancel beli sbb malas nak berangkut2.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Guess What??
Guess what?? Hari ni aku timbang dah susut ke 59kgs. Okla jugak...dah mmg tak jauh tu dr target, which I hope by end of this week or early of next week I should be losing another 1kg which then makes me weigh about 58kgs. By then, I should be working hard too by maintaining my diet regime. Eating sensibly and be as active as I can by doing houseworks and looking after the kids.
Hari Ahad yg membosankan...
Diam tak diam, dah habis 1 minggu berlalu. Hari ni, aku sempat lagi bersauna. Sauna aca2. Pagi2 bangun, my doter pon sibuk nak bangun pagi juga. Lucky enough, waktu tu my baby tak bangun lagi...Kalu tak, mesti dah kacau bilau jadual aku dibuatnya. Lepas sauna, macam biasa aku scrub badan dan bengkung perut. Sempatla juga breakfast ngan my darling hari ni. Kebiasaannya my darling suka aje breakfast di luar, tapi utk hari ini..mungkin kerana lambat bangun, we just had our breakfast at home. Had some toast and milo drink for the whole family.
Lepas breakfast, aku vacuum lantai. Dah mcm ade smgt nak ngemas2 rumah. Tapi, aku tahan2kan dulu, just buat kerja rumah yg ringan2......Kalu ngkkan keadaan bilik air aku..mmg rasa geram, mcm nak sental je skrg2 ni juga...Cume, buat masa ni, aku terpaksa bersabar terlebih dahulu sampai aku habis pantang 44 hari. Bagi rileks yg cukup supaya dapat recover dgn sepenuhnya..Dah habis pantang tu sume...barula off you go nak full swing utk buat kerja rumah segala.
Smlm si L ade ctc aku berkenaan adik dia yg nak keje ngan aku sbg pembantu. Masalahnya, budak tu hingusan lagi and then si L nak aku dahulukan rm1k utk membolehkan adik dia datang ke sini...Ada2 ajela Indon ni..malas aku nak layan. Suka2 ati je nak minta itu ini..Aku dah bincang dgn my darling, kalu dah payah2 sgt, skrg ni rumah 2 tingkat kita bahagi dua..Aku uruskan tingkat atas dan dia uruskan tingkat bawah. Baju2 kotor tu biar sama2 kita cuci dan pusing dlm mesin. Tapi bab2 angkat bakul baju tu..biar my darling yg buat sementara aku plak jadi tukang lipat. Last resort, kalu dah malas sgt...aku hire je cleaner datang seminggu sekali atau dua kali..kemas rumah aku utk lipat baju dan gosok baju segala..paling2 pon, kene invest dalam 100-200 rm saje..Kkdg aku pk2, apala Indon2 ni...ingat kita ni desperate sgt nak pembantu...Nak cari pembantu zaman skrg ni pon leceh..sbbnya, kbyakannya dorang ni pemalas! Datang mesia skdr nak jalan2 dan bukannya nak buat keje segala...nak percayakan dorang utk jaga anak 100% pon susah! Takut2 jadi kes maid cabut lari dan tinggalkan anak majikan sorang2 kat rumah. Eiii, selisih malaikat 44!
Bila dah nak beransur sihat ni...gelodak nak menghias rumah plak dah menghantui jiwa..bukan ape..rumah aku skrg ni punyala sempoi dan tunggang terbalik...bila my darling sebut nak beli display cabinet..terus aku jadi excited! siap pujuk2 my darling pi ke ampang nak tgk perabot. Sekurang2nya kalu ada display cabinet..bulela aku susunkan segala crystal dan pinggan mangkuk aku...sng sket, bila2 tetamu datang...aku amik je brg2 yg aku nak pakai sumenya di situ...Dua tiga hari ni pon, aku dah mcm ada hati menengok2 resepi healthy utk makanan keluarga..yg pastinya jenis bakar2 yg tak mengotorkan dapur itula favourite masakan aku...Semoga aku akan get used dgn schedule terbaru aku sbg isteri dan ibu beranak 3.
Lepas breakfast, aku vacuum lantai. Dah mcm ade smgt nak ngemas2 rumah. Tapi, aku tahan2kan dulu, just buat kerja rumah yg ringan2......Kalu ngkkan keadaan bilik air aku..mmg rasa geram, mcm nak sental je skrg2 ni juga...Cume, buat masa ni, aku terpaksa bersabar terlebih dahulu sampai aku habis pantang 44 hari. Bagi rileks yg cukup supaya dapat recover dgn sepenuhnya..Dah habis pantang tu sume...barula off you go nak full swing utk buat kerja rumah segala.
Smlm si L ade ctc aku berkenaan adik dia yg nak keje ngan aku sbg pembantu. Masalahnya, budak tu hingusan lagi and then si L nak aku dahulukan rm1k utk membolehkan adik dia datang ke sini...Ada2 ajela Indon ni..malas aku nak layan. Suka2 ati je nak minta itu ini..Aku dah bincang dgn my darling, kalu dah payah2 sgt, skrg ni rumah 2 tingkat kita bahagi dua..Aku uruskan tingkat atas dan dia uruskan tingkat bawah. Baju2 kotor tu biar sama2 kita cuci dan pusing dlm mesin. Tapi bab2 angkat bakul baju tu..biar my darling yg buat sementara aku plak jadi tukang lipat. Last resort, kalu dah malas sgt...aku hire je cleaner datang seminggu sekali atau dua kali..kemas rumah aku utk lipat baju dan gosok baju segala..paling2 pon, kene invest dalam 100-200 rm saje..Kkdg aku pk2, apala Indon2 ni...ingat kita ni desperate sgt nak pembantu...Nak cari pembantu zaman skrg ni pon leceh..sbbnya, kbyakannya dorang ni pemalas! Datang mesia skdr nak jalan2 dan bukannya nak buat keje segala...nak percayakan dorang utk jaga anak 100% pon susah! Takut2 jadi kes maid cabut lari dan tinggalkan anak majikan sorang2 kat rumah. Eiii, selisih malaikat 44!
Bila dah nak beransur sihat ni...gelodak nak menghias rumah plak dah menghantui jiwa..bukan ape..rumah aku skrg ni punyala sempoi dan tunggang terbalik...bila my darling sebut nak beli display cabinet..terus aku jadi excited! siap pujuk2 my darling pi ke ampang nak tgk perabot. Sekurang2nya kalu ada display cabinet..bulela aku susunkan segala crystal dan pinggan mangkuk aku...sng sket, bila2 tetamu datang...aku amik je brg2 yg aku nak pakai sumenya di situ...Dua tiga hari ni pon, aku dah mcm ada hati menengok2 resepi healthy utk makanan keluarga..yg pastinya jenis bakar2 yg tak mengotorkan dapur itula favourite masakan aku...Semoga aku akan get used dgn schedule terbaru aku sbg isteri dan ibu beranak 3.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
My 40 days..
Hari ni merupakan my 40 days of pantang. Aku masih lagi jengkel sbb tak dapat nak tgk citer Intan dlm manadosiar dan youtube dgn lancar. Spjg pantang..aku pon mcm malas nak jenguk2 sgt forum cari melainkan kalu nak carik info di BFT dan maid section. Mcm dah boring nak masuk FD sbb mcm takde apa aku nak nyampukkan di sana..kalu tak pon, balik2 citer dorang...citer family tak bahagia dan complaint itu dan ini...sometimes, benda yg tak perlu complaint pon dorang nak complaint...byk betul masa dorang nak berbahas2 dlm forum ni..
Dlm 40 days of pantang, aku timbang pagi ni..berat aku masih lagi 60kgs..Not too badla..and not way too far from my target weight. Lagipon, I have another 4 days to go to finish my confinement. So, I guess, I suppose not to put myself in to pressure if I still not yet weigh 50++kgs.. I presume my weight has been static this week because I ate wrong food most of the days. Eating 4-5 sticks of satay, drinking nescafe and had nibble on potatoe chips..Food is so tempting to resist! Starting from yesterday, I am trying as best as I can to jot down every single food that I take to monitor my progress.
Dlm 40 days of pantang, aku timbang pagi ni..berat aku masih lagi 60kgs..Not too badla..and not way too far from my target weight. Lagipon, I have another 4 days to go to finish my confinement. So, I guess, I suppose not to put myself in to pressure if I still not yet weigh 50++kgs.. I presume my weight has been static this week because I ate wrong food most of the days. Eating 4-5 sticks of satay, drinking nescafe and had nibble on potatoe chips..Food is so tempting to resist! Starting from yesterday, I am trying as best as I can to jot down every single food that I take to monitor my progress.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Aku tak faham
Aku tak faham kenapa sejak akhir2 ni bila aku nak visit youtube dan manadosiar, asik je tersekat2. Mati mood aku nak ngk citer Intan dalam tu. Kalu tak, mesti pagi2 dah bersemangat bangun..terus nak buka lap top dan layan sinetron Intan.
Skrg ni pon, sebenarnya, kalu tak dapat ngk citer Intan..aku tetap bersemangat nak bangkit pagi..sbb nak pi mandi dan bersauna, kendian terus bertungku dan berbengkung. It just matter skrg aku tak dapat nak bertungku religiously sbb adik aku masih lagi tak berkesempatan nak datang rumah utk belikan aku dapur berkelah yg portable supaya aku dapat panaskan batu tungku terus di tingkat atas.
Hari ni, aku tetap bersauna..Aku sauna selang seli..Sbb katanya, tak elok bersauna hari2. Rasa segar tubuh ni dibuatnya...membuatkan hari aku sungguh ceria..Utk kali ni mmg aku puas hati bersauna since aku dah discover new method tuk menjadikan sauna aku lebih berkesan. Tak perlu nak transfer2 air rempah dalam baldi..biar aje dalam baldi dan tinggikan sket dgn apa2 bekas. Kendian, sarung badan tu dgn kain pelikat my darling yg ternyatanya lebih besar dan bule cover semua badan aku. Kesannya, walla! berpeluh2 hampir lencun satu badan...camnila baru effective!
Lepas bersauna, aku sental badan aku dgn sabun scrub. Scrub lebih sket area2 yg berselulit dan berlemak especially area pinggul. Selesai scrub badan aku tak putus asa nak berbengkung secara tradisional dgn bertapelkan kapur dan limau nipis. Kalu ikutkan sblm ni mmg aku allergic pakai kapur dan limau nipis. Tapi, dek kerana nak kempiskan perut aku yg belum lagi 100% flat, aku just give a try to myself sekali lagi..
Skrg ni pon, sebenarnya, kalu tak dapat ngk citer Intan..aku tetap bersemangat nak bangkit pagi..sbb nak pi mandi dan bersauna, kendian terus bertungku dan berbengkung. It just matter skrg aku tak dapat nak bertungku religiously sbb adik aku masih lagi tak berkesempatan nak datang rumah utk belikan aku dapur berkelah yg portable supaya aku dapat panaskan batu tungku terus di tingkat atas.
Hari ni, aku tetap bersauna..Aku sauna selang seli..Sbb katanya, tak elok bersauna hari2. Rasa segar tubuh ni dibuatnya...membuatkan hari aku sungguh ceria..Utk kali ni mmg aku puas hati bersauna since aku dah discover new method tuk menjadikan sauna aku lebih berkesan. Tak perlu nak transfer2 air rempah dalam baldi..biar aje dalam baldi dan tinggikan sket dgn apa2 bekas. Kendian, sarung badan tu dgn kain pelikat my darling yg ternyatanya lebih besar dan bule cover semua badan aku. Kesannya, walla! berpeluh2 hampir lencun satu badan...camnila baru effective!
Lepas bersauna, aku sental badan aku dgn sabun scrub. Scrub lebih sket area2 yg berselulit dan berlemak especially area pinggul. Selesai scrub badan aku tak putus asa nak berbengkung secara tradisional dgn bertapelkan kapur dan limau nipis. Kalu ikutkan sblm ni mmg aku allergic pakai kapur dan limau nipis. Tapi, dek kerana nak kempiskan perut aku yg belum lagi 100% flat, aku just give a try to myself sekali lagi..
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Pantang bersalin
Hari ni lepas aku nak citer pasal pantang bersalin. Terus-terang, utk anak ketiga ni aku mmg tak amalkan pantang yg ketat. Aku makan apa saje yg aku rasa aku bule makan. Termasuk buah jambu batu, honey dew dan mangga yg ade org kata dan berangin. Meskipon begitu, aku tidakla makan dgn setamak2nya buah2an yg tidak begitu disarankan dlm tempoh 44 hari lepas melahirkan.
Hasil eksperimen aku, mmg aku terasa buah2 yg aku sebutkan tadi tu sejuk. Tapi, walaupon sejuk, kesannya tidakla sampai aku jadi menggigil hingga kene nyorok bawah selimut. Mungkin sbb bila aku makan tu, aku just rasa2 dimulut dan bukannya melantak macam 100 hari tak jumpa buah2an tersebut.
Paling terasa nikmat kalu dapat makan buah oren dan pear kuning. Arghhh, rasa sungguhla segar..dahle skrg kat mesia ni cuacanya panas..Kalu dapat dua jenis buah ni..aku tak makan tghari dan dinner byk pon tak apa2. Pendek kata, nafsu aku dah dipotong bila aku makan buah yg aku sebutkan tadi terlebih dahulu. Rasanya, mcm tak sabar2 nak tunggu 44 hari habis pantang. Sbbnya, aku dan my darling dah plan nak buat program detox-minum air buah2an dan jadi vegetarian spjg 3 hari berturut2. Ntahla, sejak balik dr UK, aku mmg jadi hantu buah. Kalu tak dapat makan buah, rasa mcm tak lengkap plak kehidupan. Dr segi skin complexion pon, mmg nampak sgt perbezaannya..Kulit aku nampak radiant walaupon tak pakai apa2 moisturizer. Sebenarnya, dah byk hari dah aku tak makan nasi. Bukan saje2 aku berdiet. Tapi, sbb dah jadi pemalas nak renyah2 memasak membuatkan aku selesa makan sandwich cheese+tomato+salad.
Cerita pasal berbengkung plak..aku lagi selesa pakai bengkung traditional berbanding yg moden. Sbb, bila pakai yg moden, aku rasa bengkung tu mcm mencengkam, sakit plak pinggang aku dibuatnya. Aku seboleh mungkin nak pakai bengkung ni selama 60 hari..Mebe siang ari aku pakai yg moden dan yg malam aku pakai yg traditional.
Hasil eksperimen aku, mmg aku terasa buah2 yg aku sebutkan tadi tu sejuk. Tapi, walaupon sejuk, kesannya tidakla sampai aku jadi menggigil hingga kene nyorok bawah selimut. Mungkin sbb bila aku makan tu, aku just rasa2 dimulut dan bukannya melantak macam 100 hari tak jumpa buah2an tersebut.
Paling terasa nikmat kalu dapat makan buah oren dan pear kuning. Arghhh, rasa sungguhla segar..dahle skrg kat mesia ni cuacanya panas..Kalu dapat dua jenis buah ni..aku tak makan tghari dan dinner byk pon tak apa2. Pendek kata, nafsu aku dah dipotong bila aku makan buah yg aku sebutkan tadi terlebih dahulu. Rasanya, mcm tak sabar2 nak tunggu 44 hari habis pantang. Sbbnya, aku dan my darling dah plan nak buat program detox-minum air buah2an dan jadi vegetarian spjg 3 hari berturut2. Ntahla, sejak balik dr UK, aku mmg jadi hantu buah. Kalu tak dapat makan buah, rasa mcm tak lengkap plak kehidupan. Dr segi skin complexion pon, mmg nampak sgt perbezaannya..Kulit aku nampak radiant walaupon tak pakai apa2 moisturizer. Sebenarnya, dah byk hari dah aku tak makan nasi. Bukan saje2 aku berdiet. Tapi, sbb dah jadi pemalas nak renyah2 memasak membuatkan aku selesa makan sandwich cheese+tomato+salad.
Cerita pasal berbengkung plak..aku lagi selesa pakai bengkung traditional berbanding yg moden. Sbb, bila pakai yg moden, aku rasa bengkung tu mcm mencengkam, sakit plak pinggang aku dibuatnya. Aku seboleh mungkin nak pakai bengkung ni selama 60 hari..Mebe siang ari aku pakai yg moden dan yg malam aku pakai yg traditional.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Intan..
Sejak dua menjak ni..mmg aku rajin melayan citer Intan..Adusss...romantiknya tgk pasangan Nay&Dude dlm citer tu..Sama padan! Dui..dui..dui...sampai termimpi2 bila ngk citer ni. Yg anehnya, bila ngk si dude ni dipasangkan dgn artis lain dlm citer lain, aku plak rasa nak marah dan tak bernafsu nak ngk...ehhhh...emosi plak aku! seolah2 si dude tu hanya utk si nay..ha..ha..ha..pada aku dorang ni mmg pasangan paling cocok..Bila ngk citer Intan ni..rasa dan2 ni aku nak pi rumah lama..pi amik kenangan2 aku ngan my darling di sana..:)
aku paling suka ngk episode bila si dude nak tackle si nay selain dr aku suke ngk peel si dude yg suka marah2 dan emosi kalu dia jeles ngan nay. kiranya sesuaila dgn watak si dude tu yg merupakan anak tunggal kesayangan mak dia..perangai pon ala2 tak bule berkongsi dan kepala angin. Mula2 tu aku just follow citer intan yg latest dlm astro prima..dah lama2 tu..eh! rasa cam minat plak nak tau camne dorang bertemu...Kiranya, bila dah hook amat ngk citer Intan..takdela aku ni boring sgt atau terasa sgt kalu my darling bz balik lambat..pikiran tu tidakla menerawang2..nak fikir yg bukan2 like feeling so lonely...sbb aku dah ade benda nak buat..layan sinetron intan hampir seharian..
aku paling suka ngk episode bila si dude nak tackle si nay selain dr aku suke ngk peel si dude yg suka marah2 dan emosi kalu dia jeles ngan nay. kiranya sesuaila dgn watak si dude tu yg merupakan anak tunggal kesayangan mak dia..perangai pon ala2 tak bule berkongsi dan kepala angin. Mula2 tu aku just follow citer intan yg latest dlm astro prima..dah lama2 tu..eh! rasa cam minat plak nak tau camne dorang bertemu...Kiranya, bila dah hook amat ngk citer Intan..takdela aku ni boring sgt atau terasa sgt kalu my darling bz balik lambat..pikiran tu tidakla menerawang2..nak fikir yg bukan2 like feeling so lonely...sbb aku dah ade benda nak buat..layan sinetron intan hampir seharian..
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Aku excited!
Setelah merasa serabut hampir seharian smlm disebabkan kerenah bibik no.3 yg aku tatau apa puncanya dia tu mogok, mood aku hari terasa lebih carefree and ceria. Kkdg tu rasa heran juga..maid ada pon susah..takde maid pon susah....Bila pk2.. rasanya, ada part time maid sajela kot yg lagi bagus! Yg bosannya kalu ade maid dlm rumah, kita rasa mcm tak freedom sprt ada yg terbeban kat dalam kepala ni memikirkan pasal dia. Manala aku tak memikir pasal dorang ni dah kalu dorang ni dah mula buat kerenah...Smlm, waktu agent amik bibik no.3 tu balik..aku gitau dia..
'Pak, sy tak kisah nak ada maid lepas ni..janji, sy nak org yg betul2 bekerja..dan bukannya asik bagi alasan tak nak bekerja...tak pon, yg u antar rumah, and then 7 hours after that tanpa alasan yg kukuh dah minta pulang!'
Aku pon sebenarnya tak hingin nak amik org yg tak ikhlas bekerja utk bekerja dgn kita..Yelah, utk apakan??? nak bikin sakit kepala dan mata nak ngk muka monyok dia sambil dirosakkannya barang kita tak pon merungut2 sambil buat kerja...Tak payahla nak perasan, yg awak tu pekerja berdedikasi sedangkan keikhlasan tu takde...mmg totally big NO-NO to me nak amik org cenggini..
Berbalik pada tajuk N3 kali ni..Yes! Aku jadi excited sbb my darling told me yesterday yg he maybe has a plan to visit Jakarta. Aku plak, dok ngendeng2 nak ikut..Yg excitednya, we perhaps going to work together to visit this one agriculture center to begin our proposal. I've been waiting this moment for long eventho I am not sure what kind of business venture we going to start with in future. Bestnya....pasni bulela aku melaram pakai segala suit aku during the business visit. Yelahkan, takkan dah beli suit, kendian aku nak buat pekasamla plakkan??? In my head now..of course...I can see the potential!
Dan yg menghappykan lagi aku pada hari ni..my weight mmg dah precisely 60kgs. Plannya nak pantang sampai at least 60 days. Or kalu kuat smgt bulela sambung sampai 90-100 days. Sbb aku perasan sgt2, eventho, badan aku berisi..perut aku ni adela perubahannya...walaupon tak terlalu flat..tapi, sekurang2nya betterla dr lapas pantang anak kedua..cume, persoalannya, bule aku tahan kontrol makan sampai 100 hari???? Kalu aku pantang sampai 100 hari..mmg aku confident, my target tu mmg takdela sejauh mana...
Kemudian, walaupon aku pantang sendiri2..sejak dua menjak ni aku sempat nak prepare air utk bertangas sendiri..Terus-terang aku katakan, mmg adala perbezaannya slps kita bertangas..sbb aku rasa lebih bertenaga...dan tak lembik mana..Almost recoverla sng citer..Kalu dapat bertungku lagila best..Ni pon, aku curi2 nak beli handy kitchen yg org besa bawa berkelah utk aku bawak naik atas dan bakarkan tungku..Kendian, bulela aku bangun pagi2, terus mandi, bertangas, bertungku dan kendiannya berbengkung. Nak tunggu lewat2 sampai nak masuk tengahari baru nak pi wapkan badan dan bertungku mmg konfem mcm cacing kepanasanla aku gamaknya.
Smlm aku kuar amik bebudak dr taska ngan my mil sbb my darling kebetulan byk keje di opis utk disiapkan. Dlm kete, my mil mmg dok tak renti bercakap..
'Kesian si H..seharian di taska'
Aku skdr menjawab..
'Kesian kat H, kesian lagi kat sy..Sy mmg tak mampu nak look after dia at home. Sbb, dia susah nak bangun pagi. Takkan sy yg tak sihat ni yg nak tarik2 dan angkat dia ajak mandi? Kendian, kalu dia di rumah..berapa kali plak sy kene turun naik tangga? Itu belum lagi, nak layan kerenah dia yg nak itu ini yg nak kene naik turun byk kali...Sekurang2nya di taska, dia belajar berdikari, mengaji dan bule diharap buat homework sendiri'
Sat gi..my mil..ulang lagi perkataan yg sama..dok kasihan kat anak2 aku...Hai..ntahla..kalu betul2 kasihan..apa kata my mil sajela yg duduk ngan kami dan tolong look afterkan si H..orait jugak kalu dia nak offer diri gitukan??
Citer pasal homework anak2, alhamdulillah, for sometimes H bule diharap utk buat homeworknya sendiri di taska. H ada jugak tanya pada aku..
'Mommy, when I can stay at home? I dont like to be in taska'
I just replied
'Only after you can wake up and bath yourself..Mommy is not well now..so, you have to wait until mommy completely healthy, OK. Further, you can stay home because we dont have kakak aka bibik. Mommy cant take care you now, OK'
I think, H feels that he lost his mommy for somehow. If before he had the baby, he can stay with me and sometimes sleeps with me, now he has to take care himself. I just hope, he keeps doing fine-be independent boy..I did suprise to see he can do his homework yesterday. It ease me a lot..So, what I need to do is just to double check that he is doing his homework right...
'Pak, sy tak kisah nak ada maid lepas ni..janji, sy nak org yg betul2 bekerja..dan bukannya asik bagi alasan tak nak bekerja...tak pon, yg u antar rumah, and then 7 hours after that tanpa alasan yg kukuh dah minta pulang!'
Aku pon sebenarnya tak hingin nak amik org yg tak ikhlas bekerja utk bekerja dgn kita..Yelah, utk apakan??? nak bikin sakit kepala dan mata nak ngk muka monyok dia sambil dirosakkannya barang kita tak pon merungut2 sambil buat kerja...Tak payahla nak perasan, yg awak tu pekerja berdedikasi sedangkan keikhlasan tu takde...mmg totally big NO-NO to me nak amik org cenggini..
Berbalik pada tajuk N3 kali ni..Yes! Aku jadi excited sbb my darling told me yesterday yg he maybe has a plan to visit Jakarta. Aku plak, dok ngendeng2 nak ikut..Yg excitednya, we perhaps going to work together to visit this one agriculture center to begin our proposal. I've been waiting this moment for long eventho I am not sure what kind of business venture we going to start with in future. Bestnya....pasni bulela aku melaram pakai segala suit aku during the business visit. Yelahkan, takkan dah beli suit, kendian aku nak buat pekasamla plakkan??? In my head now..of course...I can see the potential!
Dan yg menghappykan lagi aku pada hari ni..my weight mmg dah precisely 60kgs. Plannya nak pantang sampai at least 60 days. Or kalu kuat smgt bulela sambung sampai 90-100 days. Sbb aku perasan sgt2, eventho, badan aku berisi..perut aku ni adela perubahannya...walaupon tak terlalu flat..tapi, sekurang2nya betterla dr lapas pantang anak kedua..cume, persoalannya, bule aku tahan kontrol makan sampai 100 hari???? Kalu aku pantang sampai 100 hari..mmg aku confident, my target tu mmg takdela sejauh mana...
Kemudian, walaupon aku pantang sendiri2..sejak dua menjak ni aku sempat nak prepare air utk bertangas sendiri..Terus-terang aku katakan, mmg adala perbezaannya slps kita bertangas..sbb aku rasa lebih bertenaga...dan tak lembik mana..Almost recoverla sng citer..Kalu dapat bertungku lagila best..Ni pon, aku curi2 nak beli handy kitchen yg org besa bawa berkelah utk aku bawak naik atas dan bakarkan tungku..Kendian, bulela aku bangun pagi2, terus mandi, bertangas, bertungku dan kendiannya berbengkung. Nak tunggu lewat2 sampai nak masuk tengahari baru nak pi wapkan badan dan bertungku mmg konfem mcm cacing kepanasanla aku gamaknya.
Smlm aku kuar amik bebudak dr taska ngan my mil sbb my darling kebetulan byk keje di opis utk disiapkan. Dlm kete, my mil mmg dok tak renti bercakap..
'Kesian si H..seharian di taska'
Aku skdr menjawab..
'Kesian kat H, kesian lagi kat sy..Sy mmg tak mampu nak look after dia at home. Sbb, dia susah nak bangun pagi. Takkan sy yg tak sihat ni yg nak tarik2 dan angkat dia ajak mandi? Kendian, kalu dia di rumah..berapa kali plak sy kene turun naik tangga? Itu belum lagi, nak layan kerenah dia yg nak itu ini yg nak kene naik turun byk kali...Sekurang2nya di taska, dia belajar berdikari, mengaji dan bule diharap buat homework sendiri'
Sat gi..my mil..ulang lagi perkataan yg sama..dok kasihan kat anak2 aku...Hai..ntahla..kalu betul2 kasihan..apa kata my mil sajela yg duduk ngan kami dan tolong look afterkan si H..orait jugak kalu dia nak offer diri gitukan??
Citer pasal homework anak2, alhamdulillah, for sometimes H bule diharap utk buat homeworknya sendiri di taska. H ada jugak tanya pada aku..
'Mommy, when I can stay at home? I dont like to be in taska'
I just replied
'Only after you can wake up and bath yourself..Mommy is not well now..so, you have to wait until mommy completely healthy, OK. Further, you can stay home because we dont have kakak aka bibik. Mommy cant take care you now, OK'
I think, H feels that he lost his mommy for somehow. If before he had the baby, he can stay with me and sometimes sleeps with me, now he has to take care himself. I just hope, he keeps doing fine-be independent boy..I did suprise to see he can do his homework yesterday. It ease me a lot..So, what I need to do is just to double check that he is doing his homework right...
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