Entry kali ni aku cerita pasal kebaya...
Pelbagai jenis kebaya aku jenguk2 di internet. Kebanyakannya menawan kalbu...Entah apa agaknya akan jadi pada aku...kalu aku diberi peluang bershopping di kebaya di Indonesia..mahu semua kebaya2 yg aku berkenan dlm sesebuah kedai kat sana aku nak borong sume bawak balik mesia...Sedangkan, skdr browsing di internet pon, aku dah mcm cair smcm...Cume satu ajela persoalannya, kalu aku beli kebaya dgn keadaan aku yg pregnant skrg...bule muat lagike kebaya tu nanti?? Biasanya dlm keadaan aku tak naik badan...kira berat maximum aku 56-57kgs kebaya siap size M tu aku masih boleh nak sarung lagi..itupon, pakaian dlmnya aku kene pakai top dan bottom girdle beautiful...kalu aku pakai jenis baju dlm yg tebal2, mmg alamat tak masukla gamaknya...
Syukur juga, baju kebaya Indon yg aku dok plan2 nak pakai sempena raya tahun ni...aku sempat pakai utk photoshoot student2 di sini utk dihantar di paper...sbb kalu ikutkan by the time habis puasa, kandungan aku dah berusia 4 bulan....tak tahula bule muat lagi atau tidak baju kebaya aku tuh...Yg ni pon, aku tgh berkira2 sama ada nak order baju size M atau L dr web yg aku jumpa online...Actually size M dan L ni takdela byk sgt bezanya...cume, pada aku utk size aku ni...mmg elok2 je kalu pakai size M...sbb kalu pakai size L bahunya akan jatuh...Aku harap2 sgtla aku takkan membesar mcm tong drum lepas selamat melahirkan anak ke-3 nanti..Kalu tidak...alamatla baju aku tu jadi terperuk dan tersimpan dlm almari....
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Friday, August 22, 2008
Soalan Cepu Emas
Bebaru ni..out of my son curiosity I was asked by him soalan2 sprt di bawah:-
Q: What God looks like? Why I cant see him but God can see me?
A: Do you feel hot? Can you feel hot? So, the feeling of having God is like that you believe the existence but you cant see or feel it.
Q: Why God can see everything?
A: Because God is almighty and so powerful. Thus, no one could ever beat Him.
Q: Why must we stand, ruku' and sujud when we pray?
A: Because that is the rules. Like for example you eat with hands. Do you eat with feet?
Sekian....
p/s: Tx wahidah for helping me to answer my son's Qs in greater detail with more logic explaination..
Q: What God looks like? Why I cant see him but God can see me?
A: Do you feel hot? Can you feel hot? So, the feeling of having God is like that you believe the existence but you cant see or feel it.
Q: Why God can see everything?
A: Because God is almighty and so powerful. Thus, no one could ever beat Him.
Q: Why must we stand, ruku' and sujud when we pray?
A: Because that is the rules. Like for example you eat with hands. Do you eat with feet?
Sekian....
p/s: Tx wahidah for helping me to answer my son's Qs in greater detail with more logic explaination..
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Shopping spree...
Smlm sambil hantar boboi utk hearing test, aku sempat juga membeli belah utk diri sendiri dan anak2. Kebetulan Monsoon dan M&S tgh sale. So, dapatla aku membeli sbrg dua utk diri aku sendiri dan anak2. Balik rumah, setiap seorang my kids dapat their own chosen toy. Boboi dapat cashier machine and gegirl pulak dapat nursery rhyme book. Nampak my kids enjoy very much with their new presents. Aku ada beli juga common words and exercise math book for boboi. Kali ni aku beli stage 3-5 years old. Takpela, we go to basic first then baru bule allevated ke yg lebih complicated. Aku just hope boboi could do better reading when he is in his Year 1.
Yesterday, I was testing him with some new words..alhamdulillah he could pronounce it..Aku mmg dah byk kali stress to boboi supaya to spell out the words if he couldnt read it. So far, cara itu aku kira agak berkesan. Cuma one thing yg boboi still lack till now, I havent had much time to teach him mengaji. By right, at his age, he can start his muqqadam. Tapi, biasalah...it is not an easy job for mom to teach their own kids for sometimes. Byk masa...boboi kkdg main2 dgn aku...sbb yelah, dia tau, I am his mom...mmg menuntut kesabaran..dan adakalanya mmg buat temperature aku rise manjang...aku rasa, kalu org lain ngk aku mengajar anak aku dgn cara mcm tu, mesti dorang geleng kepala...sebenarnya, bukan aku sorang je yg mcm tu...my cousin back home pon she admits the same thing, cant control her temper when teaching her only daughter.
Yesterday, I was testing him with some new words..alhamdulillah he could pronounce it..Aku mmg dah byk kali stress to boboi supaya to spell out the words if he couldnt read it. So far, cara itu aku kira agak berkesan. Cuma one thing yg boboi still lack till now, I havent had much time to teach him mengaji. By right, at his age, he can start his muqqadam. Tapi, biasalah...it is not an easy job for mom to teach their own kids for sometimes. Byk masa...boboi kkdg main2 dgn aku...sbb yelah, dia tau, I am his mom...mmg menuntut kesabaran..dan adakalanya mmg buat temperature aku rise manjang...aku rasa, kalu org lain ngk aku mengajar anak aku dgn cara mcm tu, mesti dorang geleng kepala...sebenarnya, bukan aku sorang je yg mcm tu...my cousin back home pon she admits the same thing, cant control her temper when teaching her only daughter.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Dah baik sket..
Hari ni dah masuk hari-7 dr hari pertama aku sakit. Alhamdulillah mata aku dah makin ok dan badan pon sudah beransur pulih. Dah mula boleh buat kerja rumah sedikit2. Dah mula boleh cuci pinggan dan hari ini aku dah memulakan projek 'membaking' kek chiffon cheese. Tak tahula bagaimana dgn rupa bentuknya nanti. Very simple process and hope the outcome is fantastic too.
Boboi sprt biasa jadi org kanan aku memukul adunan putih telur sampai naik bertanduk. Sambil2 tu gegirl pon mengacau nak sama2 pegang mixer. Kecoh jugakla sebentar dapur tu. Kkdg bila anak2 dah membesar aku terasa bagaikan satu kelegaan yg tak terkata. Kalu sebelum2 ni, aku pening kepala bila anak2 ada di rumah dan tak dapat nak concentrate kerja. Skrg nampaknya, bila anak2 dah mulai independent, mereka serba sedikit kurang nak mengacau dan aku sudah boleh nak buat kerja aku sendiri bergantung kepada mood mereka.
Tadi pon si boboi buat lawak...
'Honey, I'm home' katanya..
Tersengih2 aku dgr boboi cakap mcm itu. Agaknya dia sedang berimaginasi main ibu dan ayah kot dgn si gegirl. Si gegirl pon aku tgk dah makin membesar. Nampak lagi berisi berbanding si abg. Keletah dgn bahasanya yg tersendiri. Suka menyanyi tapi orgnya kuat merajuk.
Boboi sprt biasa jadi org kanan aku memukul adunan putih telur sampai naik bertanduk. Sambil2 tu gegirl pon mengacau nak sama2 pegang mixer. Kecoh jugakla sebentar dapur tu. Kkdg bila anak2 dah membesar aku terasa bagaikan satu kelegaan yg tak terkata. Kalu sebelum2 ni, aku pening kepala bila anak2 ada di rumah dan tak dapat nak concentrate kerja. Skrg nampaknya, bila anak2 dah mulai independent, mereka serba sedikit kurang nak mengacau dan aku sudah boleh nak buat kerja aku sendiri bergantung kepada mood mereka.
Tadi pon si boboi buat lawak...
'Honey, I'm home' katanya..
Tersengih2 aku dgr boboi cakap mcm itu. Agaknya dia sedang berimaginasi main ibu dan ayah kot dgn si gegirl. Si gegirl pon aku tgk dah makin membesar. Nampak lagi berisi berbanding si abg. Keletah dgn bahasanya yg tersendiri. Suka menyanyi tapi orgnya kuat merajuk.
Kek chiffon cheese
Bahan A
60g susu segar
40g cream cheese (brand Philadelphia)
25g butter
Bahan B
65g cake flour (ayak)
Bahan C
4 biji kuning telur (besar)
Bahan D
4 biji putih telur (besar)
100g gula caster
1/8 sudu teh cream of tartar
secubit garam
Cara-caranya
1. Panaskan oven pada suhu 170-180 degrees.
2. Masak bahan A menggunakan kaedah double-boil sampai bahan2 cair dan sebati. Kalau cheese masih berbintil-bintil, tapis semua bahan. Sejukkan.
3. Campurkan bahan C pada adunan A yang telah sejuk. Gaul hingga sebati.
4. Campurkan bahan B dan gaul hingga sebati dan licin.
5. Pukul putih telur, cream of tartar dan garam hingga kembang sedikit. Sambil mesen mixer masih bergerak, masukkan gula caster sedikit-sedikit hingga habis. Pukul terus hingga putih telur menjadi kaku. ( Saya gunakan kenwood mixer dengan kelajuan 5 selama 1 minit 20 saat).
6.’Fold-in’ 1/3 putih telur kedalam adunan cheese. Setelah digaul hampir rata, tambah lagi 1/3 putih telur dan fold-in lagi hingga hampir rata. Akhir sekali, tuangkan adunan ini kedalam lebihan putih telur tadi. Fold-in sampai rata.
7. Tuang adunan ke dalam loyang chiffon berukuran 9 inci. JANGAN sapu butter dalam loyang.
8. Bakar dalam ketuhar selama 45-55 minit.
9. Bila kek dah masak ( atas kek akan kelihatan lebih coklat sikit dari kuning keemasan dan puncak kek dah turun ke paras yang hampir rata. Keluarkan loyang dan terus terbalikkan loyang dengan keknya sekali. Biarkan sehingga betul-betul sejuk. Kalau nak cepat, taruk depan kipas.
10. Hidang.
Tips penting : Saya rasa.. jadi atau tidak chiffon kek ini jatuh banyak pada cara putih telur dipukul. Putih telur tak boleh terlalu kaku. Cukup sampai..bila pemukulnya diangkat, ada segumpal kecil putih telur yang melekat pada hujung pemukul telur dan telur dalam mangkuk masih kelihatan licin, kilat dan bila digoyang, tak bergerak.
60g susu segar
40g cream cheese (brand Philadelphia)
25g butter
Bahan B
65g cake flour (ayak)
Bahan C
4 biji kuning telur (besar)
Bahan D
4 biji putih telur (besar)
100g gula caster
1/8 sudu teh cream of tartar
secubit garam
Cara-caranya
1. Panaskan oven pada suhu 170-180 degrees.
2. Masak bahan A menggunakan kaedah double-boil sampai bahan2 cair dan sebati. Kalau cheese masih berbintil-bintil, tapis semua bahan. Sejukkan.
3. Campurkan bahan C pada adunan A yang telah sejuk. Gaul hingga sebati.
4. Campurkan bahan B dan gaul hingga sebati dan licin.
5. Pukul putih telur, cream of tartar dan garam hingga kembang sedikit. Sambil mesen mixer masih bergerak, masukkan gula caster sedikit-sedikit hingga habis. Pukul terus hingga putih telur menjadi kaku. ( Saya gunakan kenwood mixer dengan kelajuan 5 selama 1 minit 20 saat).
6.’Fold-in’ 1/3 putih telur kedalam adunan cheese. Setelah digaul hampir rata, tambah lagi 1/3 putih telur dan fold-in lagi hingga hampir rata. Akhir sekali, tuangkan adunan ini kedalam lebihan putih telur tadi. Fold-in sampai rata.
7. Tuang adunan ke dalam loyang chiffon berukuran 9 inci. JANGAN sapu butter dalam loyang.
8. Bakar dalam ketuhar selama 45-55 minit.
9. Bila kek dah masak ( atas kek akan kelihatan lebih coklat sikit dari kuning keemasan dan puncak kek dah turun ke paras yang hampir rata. Keluarkan loyang dan terus terbalikkan loyang dengan keknya sekali. Biarkan sehingga betul-betul sejuk. Kalau nak cepat, taruk depan kipas.
10. Hidang.
Tips penting : Saya rasa.. jadi atau tidak chiffon kek ini jatuh banyak pada cara putih telur dipukul. Putih telur tak boleh terlalu kaku. Cukup sampai..bila pemukulnya diangkat, ada segumpal kecil putih telur yang melekat pada hujung pemukul telur dan telur dalam mangkuk masih kelihatan licin, kilat dan bila digoyang, tak bergerak.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Bangun tidoooo
Bangun dr tidur, tekak pulak terasa sakit dan pedih. Terus ke bilik air buat apa2 yg patut. Berus gigi, siap dgn lidah sekali...Terus muntah2..Biasala, aku mmg mudah sgt rasa mual kalu berus lidah...mulala segala brg nak dikeluarkan dr anak tekak aku.
My honey tetap meneruskan tugas sbg suami mitahli..almaklumla isteri sakit...aku mmg tak larat..asik terbaring dan berselimut...kalu ikutkan suhu aku dah tak naik lagi..tapi entah kenapa rasa seram sejuk tu masih lagi menyelubungi tubuh badan aku..sengal2 tu jangan katala..sakit kat leher, pinggang dan rusuk...
So, utk breakfast cum lunch aku just makan bubur nasi bersama ikan bilis goreng yg ditumis dgn kicap dan bawang merah. Kiranya dah 2 hari aku mcm tu...tak lalu aku nak makan solid food. Pagi ni bila timbang berat..dah pon susut ke 54kgs...perut pon dah makin kempis...
Kkdg ade jugak my honey bersungut...mulutnya tak sudah2 sebut nak balik Malaysia...kkdg kesian jugak dgn my honey..nak keje lagi, nak jaga bini sakit, nak buat keje rumah dan nak masak lagi...Tapi, tula apa bezanya, kalu org tu seorang isteri yg bekerja? sama jugakkan, nak tak nak kene jugak buat tugas2 mereka.....
Andai kata aku berpantang kat bumi UK ni lagi...aku pon tak kisah nak telan bubur dan ikan bilis plus lobak or brokoli hari2..nak cakap camne..nak perfect, kenala balik mesia...Skrg ni pon, my honey tgh tunggu offer keje kat mesia..tak tahula dapat atau pon tidak...
My honey tetap meneruskan tugas sbg suami mitahli..almaklumla isteri sakit...aku mmg tak larat..asik terbaring dan berselimut...kalu ikutkan suhu aku dah tak naik lagi..tapi entah kenapa rasa seram sejuk tu masih lagi menyelubungi tubuh badan aku..sengal2 tu jangan katala..sakit kat leher, pinggang dan rusuk...
So, utk breakfast cum lunch aku just makan bubur nasi bersama ikan bilis goreng yg ditumis dgn kicap dan bawang merah. Kiranya dah 2 hari aku mcm tu...tak lalu aku nak makan solid food. Pagi ni bila timbang berat..dah pon susut ke 54kgs...perut pon dah makin kempis...
Kkdg ade jugak my honey bersungut...mulutnya tak sudah2 sebut nak balik Malaysia...kkdg kesian jugak dgn my honey..nak keje lagi, nak jaga bini sakit, nak buat keje rumah dan nak masak lagi...Tapi, tula apa bezanya, kalu org tu seorang isteri yg bekerja? sama jugakkan, nak tak nak kene jugak buat tugas2 mereka.....
Andai kata aku berpantang kat bumi UK ni lagi...aku pon tak kisah nak telan bubur dan ikan bilis plus lobak or brokoli hari2..nak cakap camne..nak perfect, kenala balik mesia...Skrg ni pon, my honey tgh tunggu offer keje kat mesia..tak tahula dapat atau pon tidak...
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Aku demam
Kalu sblm2 ni, anak2 yg demam..kali ni giliran si ibu pulak yg demam..sekejap sejuk..sekejap berpeluh sakan...sampai muka aku naik merah...pd masa yg sama, mata bengkak aku tak surut lagi...
Bila mommy sakit, daddyla yg kene amik alih kerja2 rumah...dia yg jaga anak2, dia yg memasak dan dia yg kemas rumah...walaupon, tak perfect, tapi OKla..at least adela daddy puts some efforts..
Boboi pon makin matured...bulela juga disuruh2..gegirl plak makin melasak..mentang2la nak dapat adik...bukan main aktif anak dara aku yg sorang ni..lepas tu plak, kuat merajuk..kerap sgt bangun malam, mengamuk tak tentu fasal..kkdg sampai naik pening kepala aku...ada jugak yg aku buat bolayan...mana taknya, dah mommy puas pujuk pon, masih tak bule nak settle..kkdg, daddy yg amik alih...mujur daddy memahami...faham2 sajela..mommy skrg tgh alah...sket2 pening...sket2tak bule bau itu dan tak bule bau ini...mcm2 ajela mommy ni...skrg ni elok plak tak de maid...mmg nak tak nak kene buat sendiri..walaupon, kepala berpusing2 tak bule bau dapur..terpaksa juga mommy kuatkan smgt memasak utk family...byk kali juga, mommy terbayang2, menu yg sedap2...tapi, bila dah masak...kbykannya, tak lalu sgt nak makan...dlm tak lalu2 pon...berat mommy tetap naik...lani dah jadi 55-56kgs..sng aje berat mommy nak naik tang2 peknen...tapi, nak susut..masya-allah punyala amik masa...
Skrg ni, mommy tgh smgt nak buat roti..puas mommy tenung dan browsing resepi roti...sampai rasa, perut pon mcm kenyang bila ngk gamba roti..tapi, nampaknya kene postpone dulu hajat mommy ni...sbb mommy kene tunggu betul2 sihat dahulu..baru bule buat projek roti dgn anak2 nanti...
Bila mommy sakit, daddyla yg kene amik alih kerja2 rumah...dia yg jaga anak2, dia yg memasak dan dia yg kemas rumah...walaupon, tak perfect, tapi OKla..at least adela daddy puts some efforts..
Boboi pon makin matured...bulela juga disuruh2..gegirl plak makin melasak..mentang2la nak dapat adik...bukan main aktif anak dara aku yg sorang ni..lepas tu plak, kuat merajuk..kerap sgt bangun malam, mengamuk tak tentu fasal..kkdg sampai naik pening kepala aku...ada jugak yg aku buat bolayan...mana taknya, dah mommy puas pujuk pon, masih tak bule nak settle..kkdg, daddy yg amik alih...mujur daddy memahami...faham2 sajela..mommy skrg tgh alah...sket2 pening...sket2tak bule bau itu dan tak bule bau ini...mcm2 ajela mommy ni...skrg ni elok plak tak de maid...mmg nak tak nak kene buat sendiri..walaupon, kepala berpusing2 tak bule bau dapur..terpaksa juga mommy kuatkan smgt memasak utk family...byk kali juga, mommy terbayang2, menu yg sedap2...tapi, bila dah masak...kbykannya, tak lalu sgt nak makan...dlm tak lalu2 pon...berat mommy tetap naik...lani dah jadi 55-56kgs..sng aje berat mommy nak naik tang2 peknen...tapi, nak susut..masya-allah punyala amik masa...
Skrg ni, mommy tgh smgt nak buat roti..puas mommy tenung dan browsing resepi roti...sampai rasa, perut pon mcm kenyang bila ngk gamba roti..tapi, nampaknya kene postpone dulu hajat mommy ni...sbb mommy kene tunggu betul2 sihat dahulu..baru bule buat projek roti dgn anak2 nanti...
Thursday, August 07, 2008
Mata bengak
Bangun drpd tidur..belek2 muka dicermin..aku lihat..mata kanan aku bengkak...ade selaput di sebelah dalam..ade jugak aku cuba keluarkan sbb ingatkan mcm ctc lense yg tertinggal kat dlm mata...tapi, rupa2nya bukan...mungkin jugakah ini terjadi sbb infeksi mata?
gegirl plak tak sihat..dlm satu malam..byk kali sungguh terbangun..tak terbilang dgn jari..haus agaknya...skrg ni...temperature dia dah turun..mungkin disebabkan byk minum air..bercup2...
malam tadi..anak2 sume tido awal..termasuk juga dgn aku..cume my honey je yg berjaga sampai ntah pukul berapa...bila aku tykan dia...apa yg dibuat di tingkat bawah tu...jawapan synonym dia...kejekan komputer...
gegirl plak tak sihat..dlm satu malam..byk kali sungguh terbangun..tak terbilang dgn jari..haus agaknya...skrg ni...temperature dia dah turun..mungkin disebabkan byk minum air..bercup2...
malam tadi..anak2 sume tido awal..termasuk juga dgn aku..cume my honey je yg berjaga sampai ntah pukul berapa...bila aku tykan dia...apa yg dibuat di tingkat bawah tu...jawapan synonym dia...kejekan komputer...
Thursday, July 17, 2008
The Carpenters - Top Of The World
Such a feelin’s comin’ over me
There is wonder in most everything I see
Not a cloud in the sky
Got the sun in my eyes
And I won’t be surprised if it’s a dream
Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear
It’s because you are here
You’re the nearest thing to heaven that I’ve seen
(*) I’m on the top of the world lookin’ down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I’ve found ever since you’ve been around
Your love’s put me at the top of the world
Something in the wind has learned my name
And it’s tellin’ me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
There’s a pleasin’ sense of happiness for me
There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here
There is wonder in most everything I see
Not a cloud in the sky
Got the sun in my eyes
And I won’t be surprised if it’s a dream
Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear
It’s because you are here
You’re the nearest thing to heaven that I’ve seen
(*) I’m on the top of the world lookin’ down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I’ve found ever since you’ve been around
Your love’s put me at the top of the world
Something in the wind has learned my name
And it’s tellin’ me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
There’s a pleasin’ sense of happiness for me
There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here
Please Mr Postman- The Carpenters (1975)
(Stop)
Oh yes, wait a minute Mister Postman
(Wait)
Wait Mister Postman
Please Mister Postman, look and see
(Oh yeah)
If there's a letter in your bag for me
(Please, Please Mister Postman)
Why's it takin' such a long time
(Oh yeah)
For me to hear from that boy of mine
There must be some word today
From my boyfriend so far away
Pleas Mister Postman, look and see
If there's a letter, a letter for me
I've been standin' here waitin' Mister Postman
So patiently
For just a card, or just a letter
Sayin' he's returnin' home to me
(Mister Postman)
Mister Postman, look and see
(Oh yeah)
If there's a letter in your bag for me
(Please, Please Mister Postman)
Why's it takin' such a long time
(Oh yeah)
For me to hear from that boy of mine
So many days you passed me by
See the tears standin' in my eyes
You didn't stop to make me feel better
By leavin' me a card or a letter
(Mister Postman)
Mister Postman, look and see
(Oh yeah)
If there's a letter in your bag for me
(Please, Please Mister Postman)
Why's it takin' such a long time
(Why don't you check it and see one more time for me, you gotta)
Wait a minute
Wait a minute
Wait a minute
Wait a minute
(Mister Postman)
Mister Postman, look and see
(C'mon deliver the letter, the sooner the better)
Mister Postman
Oh yes, wait a minute Mister Postman
(Wait)
Wait Mister Postman
Please Mister Postman, look and see
(Oh yeah)
If there's a letter in your bag for me
(Please, Please Mister Postman)
Why's it takin' such a long time
(Oh yeah)
For me to hear from that boy of mine
There must be some word today
From my boyfriend so far away
Pleas Mister Postman, look and see
If there's a letter, a letter for me
I've been standin' here waitin' Mister Postman
So patiently
For just a card, or just a letter
Sayin' he's returnin' home to me
(Mister Postman)
Mister Postman, look and see
(Oh yeah)
If there's a letter in your bag for me
(Please, Please Mister Postman)
Why's it takin' such a long time
(Oh yeah)
For me to hear from that boy of mine
So many days you passed me by
See the tears standin' in my eyes
You didn't stop to make me feel better
By leavin' me a card or a letter
(Mister Postman)
Mister Postman, look and see
(Oh yeah)
If there's a letter in your bag for me
(Please, Please Mister Postman)
Why's it takin' such a long time
(Why don't you check it and see one more time for me, you gotta)
Wait a minute
Wait a minute
Wait a minute
Wait a minute
(Mister Postman)
Mister Postman, look and see
(C'mon deliver the letter, the sooner the better)
Mister Postman
The Beatles-Help!
Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help.
When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me?
And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I've never done before.
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me.
When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me, help me, help me, oh.
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help.
When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me?
And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I've never done before.
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me.
When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me, help me, help me, oh.
The Carpenters - The end of the world
Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world,
`cause you don't love me anymore?
Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love.
I wake up in the morning and I wonder why ev'rything's the same as it was.
I can't understand, no I can't understand, how life goes on the way it does!
Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said good-bye.
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world,
`cause you don't love me anymore?
Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love.
I wake up in the morning and I wonder why ev'rything's the same as it was.
I can't understand, no I can't understand, how life goes on the way it does!
Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said good-bye.
Friday, July 04, 2008
Masak mee kari
Smlm aku masak mee kari...jadinya, aku dah terbabas makan jugak waktu dinner...esok paginya aku bangun dan timbang aku masih tetap 56kgs...kkdg nasib2 jadik 57kgs...ces! sakit ati plak aku...degil betul lemak tu nak hilang..jgn lepas ni lagi naik mencanak2 sudahla..sbb skrg ni aku dah rasa mcm berat dan malas aje...paling bes aku rasa sms berat aku 51kgs..badan pon ringan...walaupon tu bukan ideal weight yg terbagus utk aku...tapi, dah kira pencapaian bagus stkt ini...
Smlm aku terlajak makan mee kari..biar pon semangkuk kecil...Pagi tadi aku skdr breakfast nestum milo, mkn tghari mee kari semangkuk sederhana dan telan 2 biji pau...sahle dgn pattern makan mcm ni..take time sket aku nak susut berat...
Dalam aku mengemas2 dapur..aku terpandangkan menu 3 days diet...Menu bule tahan ketat..tapi, bule jamin bule susut 3kgs dalam masa 3 hari..tapi...tahanke aku nak makan tuna aje? ade tu makan hard boiled egg ngan sekeping roti toast for b/fast...phewwwww...nasi mmg langsung takde...kalu nak makan ayam pon stkt berapa slice..yg lain mmg byk buah2an mcm brokoli and carrot...kalu kuat semangat bule jugak aku mencuba...tapi, rasenya kene tangguh next week sbb nak ngk result diet aku kali ni mcmana...so far, menten takde perubahan..kalu susut pon stkt 55.5-56kgs...Aim aku skrg nak bagi berat tu menten ke 55kgs...and then sedikit demi sedikit ke 53-54kgs...Kalu dapat around 53-54kgs pon dah ok dalam masa sebulan ni...Yg penting jeans aku tu sume aku bule pakai..kalu tak masak aku nak kene beli jeans baru..mmg haru!
Diet minggu ni..aku cube amik breakfast mcm cereal or quaker oat. Tghari aku makan berat sket...tak pon just amik roti 2 keping ngan scrambled egg 2 bijik...pehtu dinner makan light2 aje..air so far min 2L aku teguk..mmg kejenya masuk toilet aje buang air...saba ajela aku...Mungkin aku akan nampak effectnya clear sket dlm minggu depan...Minggu ni mungkin susah sket...Sit up pon aku try buat..dalam 20-40 sit up...Jalan kaki 20 mins 3 kali seminggu...sakit jugak perut ni dibuatnya..tapi, kalu dah terboroi nak cakap camnekan..kan..kan...terpaksala jugak...
Aku harap diet aku menjadi..somi aku dah ajak aku berpuasa..tapi, tatau bile nak buat..tak tahanla beb nak bukak posa sampai kul 9 malam..mau aku tak jadik melepek..dgn nak siapkan thesis lagi...
Smlm aku terlajak makan mee kari..biar pon semangkuk kecil...Pagi tadi aku skdr breakfast nestum milo, mkn tghari mee kari semangkuk sederhana dan telan 2 biji pau...sahle dgn pattern makan mcm ni..take time sket aku nak susut berat...
Dalam aku mengemas2 dapur..aku terpandangkan menu 3 days diet...Menu bule tahan ketat..tapi, bule jamin bule susut 3kgs dalam masa 3 hari..tapi...tahanke aku nak makan tuna aje? ade tu makan hard boiled egg ngan sekeping roti toast for b/fast...phewwwww...nasi mmg langsung takde...kalu nak makan ayam pon stkt berapa slice..yg lain mmg byk buah2an mcm brokoli and carrot...kalu kuat semangat bule jugak aku mencuba...tapi, rasenya kene tangguh next week sbb nak ngk result diet aku kali ni mcmana...so far, menten takde perubahan..kalu susut pon stkt 55.5-56kgs...Aim aku skrg nak bagi berat tu menten ke 55kgs...and then sedikit demi sedikit ke 53-54kgs...Kalu dapat around 53-54kgs pon dah ok dalam masa sebulan ni...Yg penting jeans aku tu sume aku bule pakai..kalu tak masak aku nak kene beli jeans baru..mmg haru!
Diet minggu ni..aku cube amik breakfast mcm cereal or quaker oat. Tghari aku makan berat sket...tak pon just amik roti 2 keping ngan scrambled egg 2 bijik...pehtu dinner makan light2 aje..air so far min 2L aku teguk..mmg kejenya masuk toilet aje buang air...saba ajela aku...Mungkin aku akan nampak effectnya clear sket dlm minggu depan...Minggu ni mungkin susah sket...Sit up pon aku try buat..dalam 20-40 sit up...Jalan kaki 20 mins 3 kali seminggu...sakit jugak perut ni dibuatnya..tapi, kalu dah terboroi nak cakap camnekan..kan..kan...terpaksala jugak...
Aku harap diet aku menjadi..somi aku dah ajak aku berpuasa..tapi, tatau bile nak buat..tak tahanla beb nak bukak posa sampai kul 9 malam..mau aku tak jadik melepek..dgn nak siapkan thesis lagi...
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Please help...my son refuses to go to school...
Is it only me should be put onto blame if my son doesnt want to come to school???
Almost everyday..Ms Harvey keeps reminding me..boboi has to go in bed as early as 7 p.m..which I feel very hard job to commit...7 p.m for this season is still bright...boboi sometimes playing with me...saying that..it still morning and he hasnt got any feelings to shut his eyes and sleep...my oh my...what a tough job for being a mom...
We need rule to make everything in pace...We had no choice but have to sacrifice our hapiness for a while until everything has gone back to normal...
Of course, I feel shame about myself...when now...not Ms Harvey the only person who is telling me... boboi has to go to bed early..but now Mrs Pagement&seymours have also come in the loop to tell me what I should be doing...Phewwwwww...Pity me....
I dont know what is the problem with Boboi..all I know this happening because he is more than happy to stay home rather than off to school...He can do whatever he wants at home...watching his DVD, playing games and even his toys...I dont think my son is stupid...because he does well in his reading and knows all the aplphabets and numbers...Can do some additions and substractions...If he was really damn crapped...he wouldnt even know every single words that I have just written by now..
I think, maybe this happens because God wants us to be more systematic and have a quality life...in addition, to make my honey realizes how important to put the children early in bed...Its not something I am creating to make our life difficult...but children have to be in system...eventhough, I agree I am actually not a systematic person if compared to my husband...But, when it comes in organizing your family life...maybe for sometime we have to come to an agreement to stick into the rule to make it happen...The most important thing, while waiting the children to settle...both of us have to work together to make sure it is working...Doesnt mean I want to take my husband for granted...but, it is because..the children do not want to settle ealry if they are with me in comparison to with their dad...So...if this is the case...then, my honey has to consider the situation just perhaps to sacrifice for period of 2 weeks to tune the kids...
Almost everyday..Ms Harvey keeps reminding me..boboi has to go in bed as early as 7 p.m..which I feel very hard job to commit...7 p.m for this season is still bright...boboi sometimes playing with me...saying that..it still morning and he hasnt got any feelings to shut his eyes and sleep...my oh my...what a tough job for being a mom...
We need rule to make everything in pace...We had no choice but have to sacrifice our hapiness for a while until everything has gone back to normal...
Of course, I feel shame about myself...when now...not Ms Harvey the only person who is telling me... boboi has to go to bed early..but now Mrs Pagement&seymours have also come in the loop to tell me what I should be doing...Phewwwwww...Pity me....
I dont know what is the problem with Boboi..all I know this happening because he is more than happy to stay home rather than off to school...He can do whatever he wants at home...watching his DVD, playing games and even his toys...I dont think my son is stupid...because he does well in his reading and knows all the aplphabets and numbers...Can do some additions and substractions...If he was really damn crapped...he wouldnt even know every single words that I have just written by now..
I think, maybe this happens because God wants us to be more systematic and have a quality life...in addition, to make my honey realizes how important to put the children early in bed...Its not something I am creating to make our life difficult...but children have to be in system...eventhough, I agree I am actually not a systematic person if compared to my husband...But, when it comes in organizing your family life...maybe for sometime we have to come to an agreement to stick into the rule to make it happen...The most important thing, while waiting the children to settle...both of us have to work together to make sure it is working...Doesnt mean I want to take my husband for granted...but, it is because..the children do not want to settle ealry if they are with me in comparison to with their dad...So...if this is the case...then, my honey has to consider the situation just perhaps to sacrifice for period of 2 weeks to tune the kids...
Am a total loser..
I am an idiot! coz failed to fulfill my evening mission for only taking fruits for dinner. I was a real loser coz couldnt help to overindulge myself and rein my passion towards foods...I am totally hopeless...All these while I was abusing myself by binging forbidden foods and now my weight has hell creeped to 57kgs..Only this morning, I managed to find my weight has gone down to 56kgs after my yesterday hard work to control my desire by taking just FRUITS for my dinner..What a tough job...Sometimes, I may sound childish, always thinking delicious food in my mind...but this is something that I shouldnt be blame alone...coz I was born to always enjoy foods at big portion...How I wish, I could turn back my clock in my teens when I was a skinny and perfectly curve lil girl..
I have never thought that I am really a plum girl until my lil brothers kept talking to me..how big my bum is...and even worse they thought I was about 60-65kgs by the fact I was just only 54-55kgs ...Of course, I feel so bad to hear their critism...but, at least...I know I should not always in my comfort zone thinking I am just OK..and shouldnt be bother about losing any fats for more...
I was maybe too excited cooking this evening...We had nasi goreng sea food, tom yam sea food, nasi putih and kailan ikan masin..its quite long time we havent had proper dinner...so, when the dishes are a bit variety...I was like...couldnt help myself from having them more and more...I was done well in the afternoon...but normally fail in the evening because its very tempting to see everbody is eating while you have to restrain yourself...It is a tough job though...I wish I could do well...
Doesnt mean am not blessed with my weight right now...but it seems all my jeans have turned tight...let my legs suffocate and restless all the times...So, why should buy more jeans at bigger size...since seems to me..it just encouraging yourself to put more weight rather than make yourself in control...Hope could do better for tomorrow....................................
I have never thought that I am really a plum girl until my lil brothers kept talking to me..how big my bum is...and even worse they thought I was about 60-65kgs by the fact I was just only 54-55kgs ...Of course, I feel so bad to hear their critism...but, at least...I know I should not always in my comfort zone thinking I am just OK..and shouldnt be bother about losing any fats for more...
I was maybe too excited cooking this evening...We had nasi goreng sea food, tom yam sea food, nasi putih and kailan ikan masin..its quite long time we havent had proper dinner...so, when the dishes are a bit variety...I was like...couldnt help myself from having them more and more...I was done well in the afternoon...but normally fail in the evening because its very tempting to see everbody is eating while you have to restrain yourself...It is a tough job though...I wish I could do well...
Doesnt mean am not blessed with my weight right now...but it seems all my jeans have turned tight...let my legs suffocate and restless all the times...So, why should buy more jeans at bigger size...since seems to me..it just encouraging yourself to put more weight rather than make yourself in control...Hope could do better for tomorrow....................................
Monday, June 30, 2008
Aku kene diet...
Dalam sibuk2 writting ni...tgk2 berat aku naik mencanak2...arghhhhh bosan..bosan...dr 54kgs aku naik jadik 56 to 57kgs...whats wrong with me? Last week mcm2 makanan aku makan...yg tak patut di makan..kat rumah ni pon ade makananan junk..kerepek pisang..yg sebelum2 ni aku makan sampai boyak perut aku dibuatnya...
List makanan last week...
-2 kali seminggu mc donald(itupon makan fries and 1/2 burger and air coke)
-dunkin donut(adela 3 ketul)
-coklat( beberapa ulas)
Nampaknya aku kene serius jaga makan..tapi, selagi kerepek tu ade kat rumah..selagi tu aku asik nak mengunyah...sama gak ngan coklat tu...so, mcmana ni?
SKrg ni pukul 1.15...aku dah succes minum about 1.5L air..so, i just need to drink another 1L lagi...sudahnya asik nak terkencing2...malam ni tataula menjadi atau tidak plan aku nak makan buah saje for dinner...itupon, kalu tak tergoda..sbb konon2nya dinner ni nak masak tom yam..atau nasi goreng...
List makanan last week...
-2 kali seminggu mc donald(itupon makan fries and 1/2 burger and air coke)
-dunkin donut(adela 3 ketul)
-coklat( beberapa ulas)
Nampaknya aku kene serius jaga makan..tapi, selagi kerepek tu ade kat rumah..selagi tu aku asik nak mengunyah...sama gak ngan coklat tu...so, mcmana ni?
SKrg ni pukul 1.15...aku dah succes minum about 1.5L air..so, i just need to drink another 1L lagi...sudahnya asik nak terkencing2...malam ni tataula menjadi atau tidak plan aku nak makan buah saje for dinner...itupon, kalu tak tergoda..sbb konon2nya dinner ni nak masak tom yam..atau nasi goreng...
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Day 2 in nursery...
Today is gegirl day 2 in nursery..she seems settle very quickly...she cried only a few minutes and then happy with her surrounding. Yesterday, she was sitting on the floor crossing her legs and clapping her hands happily at home which I presume she may gets it from nursery. I am not that worry with gegirl because she is good in making friends. Nor to leave her to someone else to babysit her eventhough for the first time. She is not that fussy..easy eater and not that choosy too. She eats almost everything..vegetables, fruits and pasta..In fact, I noticed the other day, her tummy was a bit bulging maybe too full with nutritious foods. I passed by gegirl room today and the food smell...really makes my tummy rumbly...Thats why I am not that suprise if gegirl has sudden jump of her appetite...
As for boboi..I more than happy for his progress. He is doing very well and I can see he is making an effort as well to sleep independently. He got 2 stickers so far..so, he has to work more to get another 3...for him to get his present. Since, I am the one whose sending the children to school, we have to leave the house much earlier than before. I usually wake up around 7 or 7.30 a.m. Have a shower and then putting the children clothes including have had their breakfast first before leaving home. I can see boboi is happy to be among the earliest children arrive at school..Lets hope...everything goes smooth sailing. I should thank to my honey as well, for his co-operation to accompany the children to sleep. Its really helps us a lot since the children wont settle that quick if they were with mommy..
As for boboi..I more than happy for his progress. He is doing very well and I can see he is making an effort as well to sleep independently. He got 2 stickers so far..so, he has to work more to get another 3...for him to get his present. Since, I am the one whose sending the children to school, we have to leave the house much earlier than before. I usually wake up around 7 or 7.30 a.m. Have a shower and then putting the children clothes including have had their breakfast first before leaving home. I can see boboi is happy to be among the earliest children arrive at school..Lets hope...everything goes smooth sailing. I should thank to my honey as well, for his co-operation to accompany the children to sleep. Its really helps us a lot since the children wont settle that quick if they were with mommy..
Monday, June 16, 2008
Nenek Pauline-gegirl day one
Today is gegirl first day staying with nenek Pauline. Pauline is our neighbour. Lonely single mom who is now already in her 60's. Just recently lost her lil bro. I guess, she may be still in her mourning phase. I could remember in our visit at her home, she mentioned to us how awful her feeling was..seeing someone who is younger than her passed away in sadis way..her lil bro commited suicide maybe after feeling so depressed about himself...thinking that he was the burden to the family since Pauline did mention to us, his lil bro was not working but depending to his wife to earn the money since he was unfit. How I can see people with no religion solving their problem in different way than us..
Perhaps, after what just had happened in pauline's family, she decided to join charity and infact, she wasnt asking for more to baby sit gegirl. When we had a chat about 2-3 weeks ago, I begun to learn it is not always money to buy hapiness..I was totally honest to tell her how desperate I was to fine someone to look after gegirl and I was so relief by the fact, she is happy to offer her hands with reasonable price. So, we had to agree for me to pay just for 10pds per day...which I think it really help us a lot..
Back to gegirl first day at Pauline's house..she just cried for a few minutes and then fell asleep. pauline told me..gegirl was sleeping for long hours..only woke up at 1 p.m. I decided to let my eyes blindfold for this..eventhough I dont really like the idea my kids to sleep too long in our baby sister's house. It happens so many time..gegirl seems comfortable to sleep more if she is with someone else rather than us...Just cant complaint more..at least, I've got someone to take care gegirl while I am busy with my work...Gegirl apparently enjoy her day with Pauline. The very first day we visited Pauline to re-discuss, my kids looked comfortable at her home. I was bit worried during that time, thinking if my kids going to mess her tidy hall. She had fresh flowers in her room..which made the guest so welcoming...I like to see as well, her house was clean..at least, I no need to worry too much about our baby sitter hygenity...
Pauline brought gegirl to feed the ducks in the University. Yes, I bet she enjoyed it very much because she likes to be free running everywhere. Before, I was leaving the house to pick up gegirl. We had simple chat and she introduced me to her pal named Pete. Pete is pauline's good friend. They've been knowing each other quite sometimes. We sharing some tips to cultivate strawbery's trees. It was nice to get to know with Pete. Eventhough sometimes, I found difficulty to understand his talking maybe due to his accent or vocubalry. I was recently crapped in speaking English since most of my time just sitting alone in the house and rarely speaking except with my kids. The children also enjoyed eating ice cream..they both competing each other to win to finish the ice cream. Boboi was cheating many times, splatting the ice cream in Pauline's floor and without shy..Boboi open Pauline's fridge..maybe eyeing if he could get something more..Seems to me, everything went well for both party. In fact, Pauline was asking to pick up the Boboi one day from school to bring them to the park...For me it is fine..so does my honey..as long as Pauline is honest to us..I guess I shouldnt be too worry..
Other story for this day. We went to see Dr Hennel for gegirl's arms. Her eczema was getting worse. I shall note we had an appoinment book at 3.40 on 30th of June. Hopefully by that time, gegirl has already recovered...so, no need for us to come to the surgery again and again..
Perhaps, after what just had happened in pauline's family, she decided to join charity and infact, she wasnt asking for more to baby sit gegirl. When we had a chat about 2-3 weeks ago, I begun to learn it is not always money to buy hapiness..I was totally honest to tell her how desperate I was to fine someone to look after gegirl and I was so relief by the fact, she is happy to offer her hands with reasonable price. So, we had to agree for me to pay just for 10pds per day...which I think it really help us a lot..
Back to gegirl first day at Pauline's house..she just cried for a few minutes and then fell asleep. pauline told me..gegirl was sleeping for long hours..only woke up at 1 p.m. I decided to let my eyes blindfold for this..eventhough I dont really like the idea my kids to sleep too long in our baby sister's house. It happens so many time..gegirl seems comfortable to sleep more if she is with someone else rather than us...Just cant complaint more..at least, I've got someone to take care gegirl while I am busy with my work...Gegirl apparently enjoy her day with Pauline. The very first day we visited Pauline to re-discuss, my kids looked comfortable at her home. I was bit worried during that time, thinking if my kids going to mess her tidy hall. She had fresh flowers in her room..which made the guest so welcoming...I like to see as well, her house was clean..at least, I no need to worry too much about our baby sitter hygenity...
Pauline brought gegirl to feed the ducks in the University. Yes, I bet she enjoyed it very much because she likes to be free running everywhere. Before, I was leaving the house to pick up gegirl. We had simple chat and she introduced me to her pal named Pete. Pete is pauline's good friend. They've been knowing each other quite sometimes. We sharing some tips to cultivate strawbery's trees. It was nice to get to know with Pete. Eventhough sometimes, I found difficulty to understand his talking maybe due to his accent or vocubalry. I was recently crapped in speaking English since most of my time just sitting alone in the house and rarely speaking except with my kids. The children also enjoyed eating ice cream..they both competing each other to win to finish the ice cream. Boboi was cheating many times, splatting the ice cream in Pauline's floor and without shy..Boboi open Pauline's fridge..maybe eyeing if he could get something more..Seems to me, everything went well for both party. In fact, Pauline was asking to pick up the Boboi one day from school to bring them to the park...For me it is fine..so does my honey..as long as Pauline is honest to us..I guess I shouldnt be too worry..
Other story for this day. We went to see Dr Hennel for gegirl's arms. Her eczema was getting worse. I shall note we had an appoinment book at 3.40 on 30th of June. Hopefully by that time, gegirl has already recovered...so, no need for us to come to the surgery again and again..
Sunday, June 08, 2008
Mrs Bookman..
Last Friday, we went to see Mrs Bookman to discuss fr heart to heart our recent concerns on Boboi..After 1 week school break, boboi was reluctantly going to school. Often, we had a fight in the early morning and boboi kept breaking his promises fr day by day until mommy getting sooo upset. Mommy could just tought 3 possible reasons attribute to this..
1) He is so engrossed at home. Happy to wake up late. He can do whatever he can do. He can wath his dvd or playing games as much as he could provided mom or dad gives him permission
2) He is not that happy at school. He told me quite many times how bored he was in the class. It was tiring. The hours are longer. Sometimes he has to go to the field while he chose just to be in the reading section to chill off and reading books. The teacher sometimes just doesnt bother what he is trying to say. Could be because he may not speak what he wanted to say clearly or perhaps his voice is too slow for someone to catch his words.
3) He is tired. Not getting enough sleep because usually he is sleeping late waiting for his mommy whose still stay up late night to finish her work
SOLUTION:
So, mommy decided heading to Mrs Bookman after told by Mrs Paigement that the school has a family councelor for parents to be able to discuss fr heart to heart their kids's problems. We had about 15 mins talk. My honey also was there so that he could understand how much mommy wanted to sort this thing out. Because what had happened so far, does put mommy to pressure and make mommy's day upside down and feeling unhappy about herself.
We came out with initial strategy to organize more our family time table. Trying to arrange our dinner as early as 6.30 and the kids must have gone in bed early maybe at 8.30. We were given award sticker by Mrs Bookman to encourage boboi stays in track while we in direction to make everything in pace. It is not that easy to make boboi to sleep at his own without my honey's helps for sure. So, we have to work together to make these works. So, another 3 weeks, Mrs Bookman will come to our house for visit to see is there any improvement we made to that extent.
We just hope, our efforts are well worth..boboi will have much fun looking fwd everyday to come to school....
1) He is so engrossed at home. Happy to wake up late. He can do whatever he can do. He can wath his dvd or playing games as much as he could provided mom or dad gives him permission
2) He is not that happy at school. He told me quite many times how bored he was in the class. It was tiring. The hours are longer. Sometimes he has to go to the field while he chose just to be in the reading section to chill off and reading books. The teacher sometimes just doesnt bother what he is trying to say. Could be because he may not speak what he wanted to say clearly or perhaps his voice is too slow for someone to catch his words.
3) He is tired. Not getting enough sleep because usually he is sleeping late waiting for his mommy whose still stay up late night to finish her work
SOLUTION:
So, mommy decided heading to Mrs Bookman after told by Mrs Paigement that the school has a family councelor for parents to be able to discuss fr heart to heart their kids's problems. We had about 15 mins talk. My honey also was there so that he could understand how much mommy wanted to sort this thing out. Because what had happened so far, does put mommy to pressure and make mommy's day upside down and feeling unhappy about herself.
We came out with initial strategy to organize more our family time table. Trying to arrange our dinner as early as 6.30 and the kids must have gone in bed early maybe at 8.30. We were given award sticker by Mrs Bookman to encourage boboi stays in track while we in direction to make everything in pace. It is not that easy to make boboi to sleep at his own without my honey's helps for sure. So, we have to work together to make these works. So, another 3 weeks, Mrs Bookman will come to our house for visit to see is there any improvement we made to that extent.
We just hope, our efforts are well worth..boboi will have much fun looking fwd everyday to come to school....
Monday, May 26, 2008
If your colleagues are much advance/ succesfull than you...
What would you feel if your colleagues are much advance/ succesfull than you?
ANSWER:
For the first, I would feel so bad. Angry with myself. Thinking, maybe because I havent done enough from them. Or perhaps not putting my efforts to the fullest to get worldwide recognition as for example. Could be because, I am not devoting or putting my heart 100% to my work and that is why the reason, I am still stuck here and not going anywhere eventhough the opportunity is always there but I always taking it for granted! That is the weakness of me in the past. Not taking my work deliberately. Maybe I was thought, doing PhD is something I am not looking forward to do. I just do it, for the sake because I am force to do it. WIthout any specific reason or determination sincerely come from my inside. To be succesful, you need a passion. People with passion, they outdo their work better than the others. Perhaps, I am people with no ambition...people with no ambition normally they are left behind among others. It just matter...Am I seriously wanted to be a women without ambition and objective until I am 6 feet under?????
How can I turn myself to be more passionate worker?
THE ANSWER IS:
.....To be continued....
ANSWER:
For the first, I would feel so bad. Angry with myself. Thinking, maybe because I havent done enough from them. Or perhaps not putting my efforts to the fullest to get worldwide recognition as for example. Could be because, I am not devoting or putting my heart 100% to my work and that is why the reason, I am still stuck here and not going anywhere eventhough the opportunity is always there but I always taking it for granted! That is the weakness of me in the past. Not taking my work deliberately. Maybe I was thought, doing PhD is something I am not looking forward to do. I just do it, for the sake because I am force to do it. WIthout any specific reason or determination sincerely come from my inside. To be succesful, you need a passion. People with passion, they outdo their work better than the others. Perhaps, I am people with no ambition...people with no ambition normally they are left behind among others. It just matter...Am I seriously wanted to be a women without ambition and objective until I am 6 feet under?????
How can I turn myself to be more passionate worker?
THE ANSWER IS:
.....To be continued....
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