Never trust wif what people say..

My honey just calling me from his car..saying that on of his friends was telling him, it can be sometimes difficult to get a project if we dont know people(like org dalamla kiranya niiii..)..so, i just comforting him back, that we cant always trust people wif whatever they say, unless we already been in that situation. I know, my honey is a bit down..But, for me, we cant always easily give up or believe wif people if we dont really know the real situation. N have been through these things a lot until I've got really fed up.

It sometimes can be very funny too, when people who do not know something, but yet pretending that he/ she knows better that anyone else. It can be very stupid too, when someone is trying to menegakkan sesuatu yg totally wrong..Konon nak tunjuk pandai, tapi, serupa jugak mcm org bodoh..I maybe blunt..but, I hardly to say lie, ok..

Kurma..

Hari ni aku masak daging kurma. So, sebaik my honey dah inform he is on d way back home..bolehla aku cepat2 masak nasi. makanan kami sejak akhir2 ni sgt2 sempoi..but, at least..merasa jugakla my honey air tangan masakan isteri sendiri. anak2 pon, nampaknya lebih berminat nak makan sayur air and daging steak. so, nampakla sket variasi pattern makanan dorang berbanding sblmnya. si daniel lak aku dah separatekan portion kurma utk di buat makan petang..sbb, aku tau daniel ni ala2 melayu terakhir yg makan kari dan kurma berbanding kakak dan abgnya...mebe, lepas ni bolela kot aku masak spaghetti..kalu ikutkan memasak ni keje sempoi..tak sampai 1 jam pon leh siap masak..untung jugak ade bibik bole kemas dapur..kalu idak, alamat lagi semputla aku dibuatnya..

masa pon sgt2 cepat berlalu hari ni..dr celik bangun pagi sampai ke petang..aku byk menghabiskan masa di dlm bilik. bibik plak dok tonggang terbalik sejak tengahari melayan kerenah bebudak dan jugak kerja2 rumah.

akhirnya, bibik buat request jugak nak kal indon to get no. BNI account to transfer her money. elok plak, bila dah dapat no., ade detail lain lagi plak yg tertinggal..mcm bank branch, alamat bank, nama org yg diantar dan segala..makna kata, ni ari tak dapat jugakla aku nak buat transfer sbb detailnya tak cukup lagi...

citer lain..waktu aku dok tidy up peti sejuk..mcm2 je makanan ade..my kids dok beli yogurt lagi sdgkan kat umah dah ade yogurt..so, aku pon ape lagi bising2. i told gak my bibik, y did you buy the yogurt for the kids while u knowing that there are still yogurt at home?? and then she answered, it was because harris already picked it from the shelves..i was replying her back by saying..that she has to stand firm, whenever, the kids cannot buy..they cannot buy...and they still insist..just take the stuffs that they want..and then, when the time you are about to pay all your goods, just tell the counter lady, that u dont need them.

ntahla, mebela bibik aku ni tak reti say no..yg aku ngk, kalu anak aku merengek2 nak makan sesuatu say makanan kat rumah yg belum dibuka..dia mcm tak sampai hati nak ngk bebudak tu merengek lama2. sdgkan peel bebudak ni bukannya kita bole nak layan2 sgt!

i made another check of my bibik 1st trial shopping..for me, she is under category fail jugakla..like dunno what kind of groceries that she has to shop in the shopping store. kalu ikutkan, bukannya dia tak nampak all the types of onions, garlics, cabbage and also potatoes yg aku besa beli. yg dia beli..amboi..jenis yg mahal2 gitu..but then, aku takdela komplen menda..sbb, for me, my conclusion..my bibik ni satu hampeh pon tak bule buat..kecuali bab2 mop lantai, lap2 perabot, cuci2 baju(kkdg baju yg dibasuh masih berbau lagik dan dia leh buat bodoh mcm baju tu tak berbau..and it also happened twice..yg mana, akunye cadar kene taik burung..dia bole buat bangang..to still iron akunye cadar..dgn takde belas kasihan..aku kasik balik the cadar back to her, for her to handwash and iron semula...and it was unfortunate too..eventough bibik dah cuci sekali lagi..still, the taik burung marks tak ilang..so, i was explaining to her..there is no point to do a job twice..if u knew fr the beginning that the cadar is dirty, y you are fooling urself to still ironing the cadar? kanke now, dah kene buat keje sekali lg...)

UK spending,,,

Terus terang...aku pon tatau berapa byk duit dah dibelanjakan dlm bulan MEI dan JUNE tahun ni..rasa seriau jugak nak buat list and calculation segala brg2 yg dah dibeli..mahu cecah dekat2 15-20k agaknya2..but, for me, what we've been spending thus far is more for long run usage except for the baby stuff. I was thinking too, wether or not to sell my Phil&Teds kot2, my elder kids seem settle tak perlu pakai stroller if we berjalan ke mana2. So, before we really using it..I can always advertise to elsewhere, if someone is interested to buy.

Selain dr barangan baby, aku ade gak spending for brgn umah like bedding and cutlery....

Daniel is sick..

Malam tadi suhu Daniel naik tinggi. Aku plak risau..sbbnya, baru je dia baik dr demam abt 1-2 weeks ago and now..dia dah demam lagi..Pagi2, aku dah sibuk2 nak ke sepital. Sblm pi sepital, aku dropkan dulu bibik wif Harris and Milan kat Giant..Suh bibik bawak bebudak tu shopping and main kat playground di situ. Lama gak aku nunggu kat KPJ...sejak anak-3 ni, aku rasa..mcm takde perkara dlm dunia ni aku tak bule buat tanpa bibik..melainkan..bab nak sental2 umah sampai jadik berkilat..biar ajela kasik kat org..so, that aku leh concentrate ngan keje, somi and anak2. Bukannya, aku tak bule buat keje2 umah..sgt2 bole...bahkan lebih baik dr std bibik aku sendiri..

Aku tgk bibik mcm cuak2 dan letih pi bershopping ngan bebudak..haaaa...baru ko tahu,,,,yg selama ni aku pi bershopping tu pon makan tenaga gak and mmg jugak letih sambil melayan kerenah anak2. But, still i manage to do it eventhough bibik tak join sekali. Sometimes, kepala aku sprt berfikir..haiiii, takkanla nak bawak anak sorang pon mesti bawak bibik sekali??? Rasanya, mcm spoil the mood je kalu....sokmo ke sana ke mari mesti nak kene bawak bibik...

Ok, kita tinggalkan citer bibik..as for today, aku telah tanpa sengajanya membelikan Daniel kasut ala2 crocs..Rega rm10 jek...Kalu ikutkan, minat je aku nak beli yg original punya as what I did for Harris and Milan, but then..pada aku tak sume benda dlm dunia ni aku nak mengejar brgn branded...

Selain tu aku sgt2 gembira..sbb, dapat tau, yg ubat2 tu sume aku bule di KPJ dgn rega murah...tak yah dapatkan consultation doktor..tapi, beli jek ubatnya di situ..so, ok sgt2la kalu camtu..sbb, kkdg bila jumpa dr bukannya apa sgt yg dorang consultkan kat kita selain kene nunggu Q yg lama...To be honest, I hate going to hospital and I hate too nak telan2 ubat segala..

Office story..I've been checking my staff work fr home. Sorry to say, I am not satisfied wif what he has done. But, aku pon maleh nak bising2..as I know, I can manage to do it..Cume, I feel piss off, like the staff is taking advantage of his superior to check their work should any mistake to happen..Still, aku takleh nak salahkan my staff jugak..coz, suppose his work is more towards engineering and bukannya keje2 management..Just, harap sgt2la, aku leh control my emotion utk tak mudah melatah dan marah2. Sometimes, mebe jugakla betul cakap adik aku..yg I may be seemingly as a nice person tapi disebalik rope aku ni, I can be strict too wif people.
Sorryla yek, aku ni bukan manusia yg suka ditindas..dan lagi..mebe, aku pon skrg ni dah biasa asah bakat pi drill my own bibik almost everyday. Menyebabkan, aku dah tak kisah langsung nak tegur2 org if I feel dorang tak wat keje as according to my standard.

Selain tu, aku jugak happy sbb hari ni..I am able to know more..camne nak apply for Petronas License. Procedurenya lebih kurang jek ngan the way to apply for MOF cume adelah beza sket2..

My honey plak still hasnt finalize name for our trading co. Aku lak...mmg langsung kering idea nak letak nama co apa..Still remember lagi, camne aku dan my honey brainstorming to get the company and logo..rasanya, tak silap aku..waktu tu aku masih pantang lagi kot..Nampak sgt serabut gila my honey masa tu dok memk macam2 camne nak buat nama company..Dan dgn bangganya, within 1 day or tak sampai 1 week both of us can settlekan segala keserabutan my honey masa tu...Mmmm, mebela kot, kalu nak pilih isteri..tak semestinya yg cantik dan tau melawa sahaja..Tapi, carikla yg cerdik yg bule gunakan akal..yg bule selesaikan masalah somi ade ketikanya..

rumah sendiri vs Semi-D..

Mmm, dah lama aku tak menceceh dlm blog ni..pada hari ni..byk no tajuk and benda aku nak nulis..

this time entry is about rumah sendiri vs semi-d..we've been distracted from our focus to build our own house when passing through new Semi-D development in Bangi..and i was asking my honey again..whats really he is after in his life..is it his own made house or semi-D that he is hoping to have for our future property...and we've been discussing the pros and cons when buying a done-made property..hassle free but perhaps..you wont be fully 100% satisfied with it! like..maybe in term of workmanship..the hse design and etc. as for me...i dont have much complaint to live in any kind of house...and the funniest thing ever happen..eventhough, currently we are living in the semi-D house..still, we see that there is no enough space and room for us to breath! it just happen maybe because we have lots of things to be kept in the house and even one of our rooms has been spared just for storing our goods that we've bought back in UK. and another 1 room have been used just for working room to place or books, documents, computers and printers. almost everywhere look cramp in the house!

trading company..and well done..we've got the MOF certificate!

had a talk wif my honey abt 2 days ago. abt his intention to open a trading company as another separate company from his current consultant...and he was hoping for me to be able to handle this task..well, i dont see his favour to be very difficult for me to fulfill...it just matter, i have to spare some of my busy time in looking for the procedure. it might taken number of days for me to be able to ever done this job. but, i just happy to do it..as i dont really need to crack my head to death..in order to make it happen. all i need...maybe just to make some phone calls or perhaps follow up as what i did when i was handling the MOF application for the company..good news too, we've finally been awarded wif MOF certificate wich open us for more opportunity in joining any of government tender and presentation activities..and now, we are on our way to apply for PETRONAS license...which, i really pray hard..we wont face much difficulty in getting the license...

Shopping at KLCC..Sheridan bedding set..

Semalam hari yg paling best buat aku..sbbnya, aku berpeluang dpt shopping Sheridan Bedding set at affordable price kat KLCC that cant even be beaten at anywhere else in the world!

before this, i was eyeing like hell all my favourite bedding brands through web including Dorma, Sheridan and Sanderson and i dont really expect i can stumble upon yesterday's mad offer at Parkson of Sheridan brand. i had experienced wif Akemi and AUSSINO bedding set before...and my sincere comment..these 2 brands seem to be overly priced...eventough some people claim...the products are made from highly thread count of cotton material...still, the quality is way too far if you would like to compare them wif Sheridan, Dorma and Sanderson!

thanks my honey..for this ever sweet buying treat..surely, i will be working hard for you and to try my best to fulfill whatever your favour in future...not at all a BIG DEAL for me..:)

cerita lain..i am getting to know better abt Bohemia crystal..it were their candy containers that really caught my eyes yesterday. it still on sale till now at about rm200-350 each. nampak, so eye catching..sgt2 suitable if u want to put them in the display cabinet or nak guna during raya...from my estimation..3-4 containers should be enough for our family..sbb bukannya nak guna selalu pon...but if you really in a tight budget..there is another crsytal brand which they sell it at rm110 to 130 per container..it just matter, takdela qualitynya sebagus bohemia..but, again can fit the purpose...

Si menggeletis..

Dah pukul 2.37 pagi..tapi, mata aku masih lagi tak lelap..dok melayan internet. mengsetelkan my order. Came to know yg my friend's contena this time will punggah all the goods on 9th of June. Terkedu mak skjp coz tak sangka this would happen. I just pray hard that all of my orders to arrive before 9th. Kalu tak..alamatla, kene shipping charge mahal lagila aku gamaknya..frust nonggeng jugak kali ni..sbb, kontena my friend tu kosongla plak..unlike my other friend sblm ni..sampai tak muat brg2 nak masuk kontena..akibatnya..brg2 aku terpaksa dipost to mesia..thru shipping agency!

Aku pon dah settlekan problem yg menyerabutkan kepala aku sblm ni abt my bibik yg dok pakai baju2 terdedah dada, perut, pusat and spenda. Pagi tadi lagi aku dah settlekan perkara ni when I entering her room and asking abt her sleeveless top. I also really have no idea..dr mana I've got all the strength to be firm wif my maid. Its mebe because aku pon dah malas nak pk n pening2 pala.

When I refer this matter to my honey and my sil, their answer would be just warning her to keep her own baju and make sure she not wearing it in the house anymore. Tapi, sungguh2 aku dah tak confident ngan maid aku sendiri..Tak kirala, apa alasannya dia nak pakai baju terdedah2 and also seksi-meksi it hanya utk dipakai dlm bilik or whatsoever..still, possibility for my honey to stumble upon her..kot2 malam2 turun ke tingkat bawah dek nak makan atau nak minum tu tetap ada..while myself mase tu plak..dok berpantang n tak dapat ke tingkat bawah...and for surela kepala aku ni tak bole nak imagine banget2 camne kalu bibik aku tu menggelitis saje dok pakai baju2 tersebut bila my honey balik dr keje...Manakan aku tahu, apa aktiviti dorang kat tingkat bawah??? So, dr aku serabut2 kepala..baik aku settlekan perkara ni by asking her to give me all her tak senonoh punya baju...yg mana aku gantikan ngan new t-shirt sumenya...

Kalu ikutkan hati geram aku..mau jek aku nak buang sume baju2 tak senonoh tu dlm tong sampah..but then, I was adviced by my sister to still keep the bajus...sbb, baju tu milik maid aku...Mungkin jugakla..org yg not in my shoes will not know what is my feeling...but, once they have gone thru what I've been facing right now..sure, dorang pon akan melompat mcm aku...

Bila aku tanya my maid, why didnt she button her blouse 2 days ago till exposing her bra, tummy and navel..and her answer was..

"Tak tahu.."

and I was asking her again..

"Bibik sedar atau tidak baju kamu tu lagi terbuka.."

her response..

"Baju itu mmg lagi suka copot2"

dan aku still dgn tak putus asa terus bertanya..

"Kalu ye pon suka copot2, masakan kamu itu lagi tak perasan baju kamu lagi terbuka sampai nampak bra, perut dan pusat kamu. Apa kamu itu hilang malu? Paling2, malam itu saya yang nampak keadaan kamu begitu..Kalu bapak yg terlihat kamu begitu, apa kamu itu tidak segan? Lagian, kalu org lain yg melihat...Lagi dipikir pembantu sy itu otaknya sprt org senteng"

Mmmm..whatever you feella bibik...I know..I maybe blunt..Tapi, gua tak simpan dalam OK. Baik aje gue express dr gue diam2 tapi lepas tu gua makan hati..Kalu ikutkan, hati aku ni lagila sakit ngk bibik berpakaian mcm itu..sprt mcm ade agenda tersirat..kekdahnya, mcm saje nak tayang2 body kat suami majikan! Perangai persis menggeletis..Nasib2 je, aku tak pernah kantoi dia tu menggatal ngan laki aku...Kalu tak..mmg 24hours ko dah kene sack ngan aku w/out reason! Bila perkara ni berlaku..terus-terang aku dah mulai give up..dr bulan ke bulan..ade jek penyakit dia mcm2 yg aku kene pk..So, kalu dia buat hal lagi pasni...better ajelah aku let her go..Sbb, aku dah tak larat nak serabut kepala....

Bagai nak terbeliak bijik mataku ini...

Sesuwaila ngan tajuk di atas...ngan apa yg aku nak menceceh kat blog aku di pagi buta ini...pada pukul 3.07 pagi...al kisahnya aku tak dapat tido..maka, aku pon bukak lap top and layan internet...dan kepala aku masih tak habis berfikir...disebabkan oleh..pada malam smlm, iaitu bersamaan 6 jam yg lalu..pabila aku menanti pintu hall aku dibuka..bibikku bukak pintu dgn keadaan hanya baju atasnya berbutang..diulang semula...

Hanya 1-2 butang baju bibikku terbutang elok..yg lainnya tak terbutang..dan makanya telah mendedahkan perutnya yg leper beserta pusat dan branya yg berwarna gelap. aduhaiiii bibik aku ni..pelik2 je peel dia ni..aku ngk takde effort pon dia nak cover baju dia yg terbukak...dlm kepala aku ni mcm tak terimagine..haiiiii, macamanala kalu yg ade depan pintu tu adalah my honey??? adakah my honey akan honest dgn aku dgn apa yg dilihatnya???? atau hanya mendiamkan diri??? sebenarnya, bukan sekali aku ngk bibik aku pakai baju terdedah2..tapi, adalah 2-3 kali..mebe, mmg peel dia yg suka pakai baju singkat2..ala2 nak tunjukkan body dan juga her spenda kalu duduk terjongkok. Ntah berapa kali aku dah cuci mata nampak spenda dia yg kale putih, merah and etc...tapi, aku malas nak bising2. dan se-lagi..dah 2 kali aku perasa dia pakai baju terdedah di dada..tak butangkan pon baju t-shirt dia..sampai, kalu aku jenguk dr tingkat bawah pon boleh tahu bra dia pakai tu kale apa...apakah agaknya motif dia?? atau mmg dia tu gedik??? atau semmgnya dia tak sengaja??? dan sebenarnya baju yg dia pakai malam tadi pernah jugak terbuka butang bajunya sblm ini..dan yg sblm2 ni..butang baju yg terbuka tu hanya 1..dan bukannya..yg mcm 6 jam lalu..yg mcm nak berbogel dah aku ngk bibik aku tu dibuatnya....

sib baikla kulit tak putih mulus...kalu mulus, mmg sape2 pon bole tergoda...kalu ikutkan mmg bibik aku kulitnya cerah, badannya kecik mcm budak2..kalu org tak pasan..mmg nampakla bibik aku tu muda orgnya...cume, satu ajela minah ni..kulit dia jenis tak sekata...dan jugak ade kalanya, punya bau2an yg kurang menyenangkan...

Sabo jelaa....

Petang tadi, nampak aku sedikit caring ngan my maid. nampaknya kecaringan aku sekali lagi sprt diambil kesempatan. Malam aku keluar pada pukul 9 sbb nak menziarah rumah sepupu aku yg kene rompak. aku sangkakan dia akan buat kerja mcm biasa..kemas dapur segala..ngk2, tak pon dia buat apa2. kerusi tak tersusun, lantai dapur tak bersih..kalu ikutkan, my doter tu dah tidur ntah dari pukul berapa..tapi, dia bersyok2 plak duduk dalam bilik beraircond sampai tak dgr loceng rumah berbunyi ntah berapa kali..aku sahut2 nama dia dr luar pon dia tak dgr..tunggu my honey melaung jugak baru telinga dia nak dgr.. dan kebetulan plak aku tak bawak..dgn lampu bawah dibiar terang benderang and then carpet terbiar dan comforter dok terletak dia tak kemaskan, anak aku plak berak tak reti dia nak cebokkan..buat tak tahu jek macam takde apa yg berlaku...hai ntahlaaa manusia ni..malas aku nak kasik muka sgt...

my honey plak mulala naik berang sbb bibik lambat sgt bukak pintu. mana taknya, dia dok tergesa2 nak bawak my family cousin jumpa polis nak log report sbb kene rompak.

Mellow..

Hari ini aku nak menulis abt my maid. Things had changed this recently. It just happened because my maid made a phone called to Indon. Asking abt the family's health..in which in the conversation, she was told that her son now is no longer working while his husband only ocassionally gives money to their youngest doter. She was crying out loud. But, I just ignored and let her to do whatever, she would like to do. Not at all my intention too, to know in depth to dig whats really going on. But, for me, this sad story for her has given good news to me..Morale from this scenarios, to whatever reason..my maid has to stay stonger...determine in her will and work harder for her family own sake.

Yesterday, even I had a simple chat with her. Explaining in glance her saving account..How much money has been her accumulated thus far and she seemed happy with what she had achieved to this end. My advice to her is simple...

"OK, bibik, ini simpanan kamu utk 7.5 bulan bekerja. Kalu kamu itu, kerjaannya lagi bagus, bapak itu lagi nggak kisah kasik pada kamu bonus. Kalu kamu itu mmg bagus..yarrr, bonusnya mungkin lebih..Jadi, bukan stkt ini shj yg kamu bawa. Dgn duit sekian, mcm2 yg kamu bule beliin dan mulai kehidupan di Indonesia. Makanya, kami itu nggak usah pulang. Kalu kamu pulang, lagi berhabisan duit sampai 3 juta. Dgn 3 juta itu lagi mcm2 kamu bule gunakan. Yar..kamu itu seharusnya mesti tabah"

Bibik replied,

"Bukan apa buk, saya lagi mau kepingin jumpa anak2.."

Sorryla yer bik, kepingin ke tak kepingin..mmg takde maknanya aku nak kasik ko balik melainkan ko dah betul2 meroyan nak balik Indon. Aku nampak byk juga perubahan stkt ni..Aku nampak dia mcm dah rajin bekerja. Dan jarang buat aku asik angin..Thanks GOD...Boleh katakan dia dah tau jugak kerja dia..Walaupon, ade jugak sket2 yg aku kene ketuk.

Hari yg meletihkan..

Hari ini merupakan hari yg sungguh meletihkan..Aku keluar dr pukul 3.30 petang pergi kenduri rumah org kawen dan seterusnya berlegar2 di kawasan Metro dan sampaila ke episod bertandang di rumah kawan..Seronok jugak jumpa kawan lama. Abg I, masih lagi orgnya funny mcm kami dulu2 kenal. Wife Abg I pon menten cute and slim walaupon dah preggy 7 bulan unlike me yg mcm dah org nak terberanak kekdahnya btk badannya walaupon baru mengandung nak masuk 6 bulan. Paling excited bila dapat ngk they allnye BMW 5 series. Nampak berkilat2 and well look after eventhough it was bought 2nd hand from oversea.

Closing my order..

Finally, ringan sket kepala aku..bule mulai fokus wat keje lain..aku dah buat closing order tuk tumpang kontena one of my frens in UK. Byk jugak aku berhabis..termasuk siap menginvest double buggies for dua anak kecil aku..berjaya jugak, aku made up my mind..ttg mana satu buggies yg aku nak pilih..and good for me too, coz i am starting to learn..yg cantik dan mahal itu tak semestinya bagus..

phil n teds vibe costs 100 more than P&T sport. In term of representation mmg P&T Vibe nampak modern n superb. But, jgn tertipu dgn kecanggihan that buggies that might menyusahkan kita plak dikemudian hari..I know myself better than anyone else..tak suke ngan benda2 yg tak practical. Dah pernah try manouver P&T Vibe..I am feeling like I am pushing a trolley.

tbc..

lama tak jenguk blog..

nampak sgt aku dah lama tak jenguk blog..ntah, asik letih2 jek skrg..pi opis pon berselang2..mebe, sbb perut pon dah besar..dan takde outstanding yg significant yg perlu aku buat..yg mewajibkan aku masuk opis selalu2..nak2 plak, nak kene naik tangga sampai 44-48 steps..seriously, kalu takat sehari dua kali turun naik..masih lagi aku boleh bertahan..tapi, kalu lebih dr tu..nampak sgt aku mudah keletihan..

actually, this week i was so bz..sbb, dok menguruskan pembelian online brg2..sbb, nak menumpang kontena kawan yg nak ship ke mesia on 22nd of mei fr UK. byk gakla brg yg aku beli..n sblm membeli of coursela kene memk sampai berkali2..takut, teroverspending or lebih menakutkan..kesume brg tu dibeli atas dasar impulse buying...but, then lagi aku bertaguh..lagila benda ni tak settle2..so, lega dah sgt tinggal sket brg je tinggal utk dibeli..pendek kata, slps ni..memang aku akan duduk diam2..dah tak membeli sgt...sbb, kbykannya aku dah beli dr awal....now, my list goes on..

nak beli..

bb rocker
double buggies
spare cotbed
child booster(yg bule recline)
bath seat

Mak oh mak..

Aku tak berapa nak paham dgn mak aku..yg tak cube nak paham dgn aku..yg dia nampak cume kesalahan kita..salah dia sendiri, mcmana?

Smlm, dgn sengaja dia provoke yg aku dok mendera maid aku..dok tak bagi maid aku makan dr pagi sampai ke petang..cik bibik pon satu..pandai2la curik masa nak makan..takkan nak tunggu majikan always to follow up, baru tang tu gak nak terkulat2 ko nak makan??

Tak habis2 cik bibik ni asik ..dok nak menyesakkan kepala aku..btw, aku takdela dan2 dok menyerang my maid dlm hal ni..sbb, rasa mcm buang karen dok berconfront ngan org rendah akal ni..dan aku pon sedar dr awal lagi..yg dia ni ade..tendency, depan cakap lain..belakang cakap lain..selalu jek, setahu aku..apa yg dia citerkan kat org tu mcm 360 degree dari cerita sebenar..

like last time, diciternya kat aku..yg mak dia tu dah tua..jln pon mcm diseret2..walhal, bila mentua aku balik pi pas duit kat mak dia di indon..sihat walafiat je mak mentua aku ngk sedara dorang sume di kampung..pehtu, waktu awal2 keje ngan aku..katanya, kat umah aku takde makanan..kalu ikutkan, bukannya takde makanan..cume, makanan aku tak se-luxury mcm di rumah mak mentua aku...sbb di rumah mil aku tu..yg tinggal hanya anak2 yg dah besar pjg dan bule berdiri sendiri tanpa perlu nak kene entertain selalu...makanya, hidangan di rumah aku..kebiasaannya amat2 simple..cukup utk mengalas perut org kata...dan kalu nak makan besar..alamatnya, kene tunggu aku yg masak...barula semua org dapat makan besar...kalu nak harapkan bibik yg masak..hai.. ntah hapa2 jela org tua tu masak...konon2 je org gembar-gemburkan..yg org sunda ni pandai masak..hakikatnya..hai..ntahla...byk yg tak jadik dr yg jadik...actually, aku pon tak harap minah ni pandai masak...cume, saje testing2 power..nak ngk kebolehan dia..ker, dia saje pura2 buat2 tak tahu masak?? kalu nak makan sedap2, kenala bibik belajar masak sendiri..kalu all the time nak harapkan org..tuk masakkan tuk dia..not all the time jugak, org ni free nak entertain mentakedara dia..

Smlm, saje je aku berbuat2 baik dgn dia..citer pasal masakan..waktu dia bercerita pasal resepi tu sume..hai, mcm best2 plak bunyinya...mcm ala2 sedap belaka..tapi, bila aku rasa kuah pecah dia...alahaiiiiiii...camni ke taste cik bibik..manis tidak...masin pon tidak..mebela jugak dia rasa down..sbb, aku tak jamah makanan dia..dan aku plak..tak berkesempatan..nak explain kat dia..kenapa aku tak makan pecal dia smlm..sbb, aku pon kelam-kabut..dapat makan dinner pukul 10.30 mlm..balik hantar Harris, dok singgah pasar..layan kehendak anak2..nak buku mewarna, nak towel segala..pehtu, pi layan makan dorang..nak makan buah watermelon, honeydew n pisang..pehtu, singgah lagi pi market lagi satu..pi carik ikan, daun ubi dan sayur2an lain segala...dah selesai shopping kat market..balik umah sambung masak utk my honey nak makan...my honey balik..aku kuar lagi umah temankan dia pi klinik..pulang dr klinik..aku ngk umah punyala bersepah2 dr depan ke belakang...sbb, bibik salah paham..aku suruh dia hanya tumbuk kacang..tapi, dia plak pi sediakan sume preparation from A-Z kuah pecalnya..dah dia susah2 buat kuah pecal..aku plak, cume rasa sket dan re-do balik kuah pecah buatan aku sendiri..sbb, kuah pecal dia tak berasa selain dr kacang tanah dia yg tak masak..yg buatkan kita tak bule nak makan...kalu ikutkan sampai skrg aku masih lagi try n error..nak carik di mana strength dia..

Berbalik dr citer mak tadi..kkdg aku rasa, org luar ni sng aje nak buruk sangka..sdgkan diri sendiri tak pernah rasa keadaan kita bagaimana...skrg ni, aku just try to think positively, mcm yg kakak aku pesankan..yg penting kita dah tunaikan tanggungjawab kita...perkara org lain nak buat penilaian..atau maid kita tu nak cakap belakang..itu adalah antara dia dan tuhan..sama jugak..kalu dorang tu panjang tangan...sbb, aku pon malas nak sesak2an kepala..nak pk benda2 remeh..sdgkan ade lagi list yg lebih pjg aku nak pkkan..

Dan mak jugak tak pernah paham, kenapa aku tak dapat nak balik kg selalu2. Sdgkan bila masa aku free..kebetulan mak plak tak free...dan mak plak aku ngk..dia je yg bule kasik excuse...bila masa dia tak free kalu kami nak dtg atau bila dia tak bule dtg umah aku...Mcm2 ajela mak ni...Nak cakap byk2 pon namanya mak sendiri..

Apa2pon, slps was my happy dah..aku dah berjaya buat kuah pecal sendiri..Yeha!

My baby...

Kali ni aku nak tulis pasal my baby...believe me or not..my baby now dah nak masuk 1 yr 3 mos..but, yet still tak pandai jalan..again, mommy takdela begitu risau..sbb, daniel byk cakap orgnya..dan lagi satu mommy pon tak salahkan daniel..kalu daniel lambat jalan..sbb, most of the time, daniel kena duduk dlm walker..jadi, mebe sbb tu jugak...daniel lambat nak gain confidence menapakkan kaki..tapi, takpe..sbb, now sekurang2nya daniel dah pandai berdiri sendiri..

For me, Daniel is such an adorable boy..gentle..at the same time lasak and adventerous...manja..independent, kuat smgt dan tak juga mudah mengalah..permulaannya, mommy mmg rasa bersalah, coz, feeling like Daniel takkan sepenuhnya perhatian mcm abg dan kakaknya sblm ni..memandangkan dalam usianya 1 tahun 7 bulan..Daniel akan dapat adik lelaki...Rasanya, sepenuhnya, mommy dah cube beri perhatian dan masa pada Daniel...in fact, walaupon mommy menyusukan Daniel tak lama...sekurang2nya, sedari awal, mmg mommy exclusively breastfeed Daniel dlm tempoh tersebut..siap2 sediakan stok susu sblm di hantar ke nursery if mommy ade keje...

TBC...

Oficially submit MOF(online)

Finally, slps asik berkalling2 setiap masa ngan staff MOF...settle jugak urusan aku nak registerkan our company ngan MOF. Kalu ikutkan takdela susah mana nak apply..asalkan document sume cukup...So, apa yg perlu aku buat skrg is just to submit our supporting document offline. Once approved...barulaaaa...buat pembayaran sbyk rm450...I would say, mmg agak hassle jugakla nak apply MOF ni..tapi, rasanya leceh lagi kalu nak apply company for Petronas License.

Skrg bebudak opis pon dah mcm cool down..so, apa yg aku buat..just diverting my work to them. Let our engineer/ trainee studies the application process. Report to me what shall be doing...or siapkan document apa2 yg patut..so, that by the time..kita nak apply, everything dah ready..so, tak yah nak tunggu lama2 sgt..terus jek submit application..By that time, dah bule tutup buku pening2 kepala utk apply itu dan ini..Mebela, after this paling2 pon kene pening2 kepala sekejap utk find the procedure to apply for grant or whatsoever...

My another outsanding..yes, nak kene belaja UBS...nak kene revise employee handbook...and maybe by this Saturday nak kene prepare surat for Sy to officially mentioned yg now he is been seconded to company in KL. Kene state jelas2...yg he will be receiving transport allowance for rm300 per mth...to fuel up his spirit to always loyal wif the company..

Lain strategy...kalu dapat beli apartment or rumah murah2 for pekerja pon dah lebih dr bagus..dan kalu dapat project obersea pon sgt2la bagus..Tapi, sanggupke aku nak berjauhan ngan my honey demi duit????? Ntahla..malas aku nak pk...

Pon aku dah ctc kawan lama aku..lecterur di Poli Shah Alam..dalam usaha mendapatkan practical trainee...

My sweet tooth craving..

Nampaknya,aku masih lagi belum bisa my sweet tooth craving...Almost everday, aku akan singgah kat gerai akak jual pisang goreng dan karipap goreng. Mmm..manala berat aku tak naik drastik..dgn eating habit yg sebegini..After my own fault...nak whinning plak, feeling so horrible sbb dah piling up to 11kg. Honestly, if dont do something to treat my craving, alamat makin buntalla aku gamaknya..perhaps, i need to revamp myself..by chging my eating habit..stock up with lots of leafy vegetables and fruits..

Boring..boring..boring..

Dah beberapa hari ni..aku sgt2 boring...letih pon ade..sbb asik membelek2 catalogue mamas n papas..sampai aku sakit kepala..baring pon.. pk baby cot, duduk pon..pk bb cot..tido pon..mimpi bb cot! dalam byk sgt pikiran aku dikuasai utk membeli bb cot pujaan hati..web mamas n papas plak aku tak bule nak bukak..asik dok kuar..link appears to be broken...tak berbaloi sungguh..sbb kepala ni asik mmk bb cot..but in the end, tak bule nak bule sbb web dia yg asik mengong...

smlm aku tak pi opis..saje merilekskan diri..2 bebudak opis plak demam. Tinggal si Matt je yg dok dlm opis...Si Sy plak dan been seconded keluar...to enhance his skill...so, for period of 3 mos ni..I must be missed to hear people menyapa me...

"Saya balik dulu Puan"

sbb,Sy is now in KL. As pon sama amik cuti..Tak surela..he bercuti coz of personal matter atau to attend interview..kita pon, malas nak pk sgt...

citer lain..dah 2 kali aku perasan my ringgit notes in my car gone missing...aku pon tak mo menuduh cik bibik...but, the possibility is there...still my suspicion towards her never ends..since the first time..i caught her stealing..if this time, aku terjumpa lagi ringgit notes in her bag..maksudnya...mmg sah2 dia mencuri..sbb, sejak bulan lepas, aku dah tak bagi dia pegang cash and dia plak tak minta aku duit cash..mungkin, dia pk..buat apa nak pegang duit..sbb all the time..aku boleh tolak gaji...

perkembangan terbaru yg lain...Si Milan dah mula suku kata..ba,fa,ca,da...Kalu ikutkan buku reading BI dia dah pass semua wording..tapi, aku tak faham, kenapa dia masih tak move2 ke buku yg lain...For X-Ra plak..dia ade mood2..sometimes nak baca..sometimes tak nak baca..But, I was suprised too...dia boleh kenal suku kata dlm buku tersebut walaupon dah lama tak praktis membaca dgn aku..

Si Daniel..Dah mula memberanikan diri menapakkan kaki. Aku ngk..makin lama..makin ligat pergerakan dia..Smlm aje...dia dah mula panjat dan duduk atas his table toys. Pehtu, dah mula nak cube2 duduk atas Fisher Price Ride On Toy ngan hanya sebelah kaki. Dan jugak percubaan yg mana dia cube nak berdiri atas toy tu dgn keadaan lepas tgn. Selain tu, Daniel jugak pantang nampak sofa..mmg asik nak panjat2...dan kalu jumpa suis plak..sungguh2 dia suka nak on and offkan...especially, kaminya suis tv..cam syok plak dia ngk ekspresi kami yg mcm marah2 dan bising2 bila dia matikan suis tersebut...I was telling my honey..

"Camnila dia anak lelaki..Lasak..."

and mmg tak terimagine dek akal aku bila umah ni dipenuhi ngan 3 org budak lelaki...mana taknya, smlm aku ngk..si Daniel dah mula main fighting2 dan panjat atas badan si Harris...Harris plak bising2..dok gitau aku yg baby tu nakal...

Abt Harris...I can see he loves science very much. He is lucky because he's got a mom, yg can tell how interesting science subject is...Same goes to BM, BI, Agama, Maths and Bahasa Arab. I dont have much problem in explaining to my son...Aku pon kagum ngan tahap pemikiran aku skrg...yg mcm..eh!!!, takdela susah sgt subject2 ni sume..ke..mmg manusia tu sepatutnya akan mencapai tahap sprt apa yg aku capai dlm usia aku skrg?? Pendek kata, I've got no problem to switch myself...to learn something yg di luar bidang aku...

Chanel vs Dior Compact Foundation..

Mana satu aku nak pilih?? Kalu ngk tekstur Chanel powder..mmgla sgt halus..rega pon....mmm bule tahan halus gak...cume, yg aku tak suke...casing dia punyala beso..tak menarik hati betul! mmg makan space...bau dia...haaaaa...its better than Dior yg pernah aku cube...The only concern, aku risau..aku lak mcm tak puas pakai foundation ni mcm tekstur dia ringan sgt n mcm tak de impact like the Dior ones...