Menanti period yg tak datang2..

Hari ni dah masuk 22hb Oct dan aku masih lagi tak period2. Kalu ikutkan last period aku adalah 8hb Sept yg lepas. Kalu fikir2, mmg stress! Sbb aku tak bersedia nak kendong anak kecil lagi...Letih menjaga si baby pon tak habis lagi..dah nak kena pregnant lagi???? Duh!!! Aku tak larat! Tapi, kalu dah rezeki tuhan nak bagi...Takkan aku pula nak menidakkan??? Gamaknya, kalu aku fall pregnant again for the 4th time..terasa aku ni sprt kilang anak yg sungguh efficient! Phewwwwwwwwwww...Kalu ikutkan aku mmg bukan jenis bermasalah di kala berbadan dua. Paling2, masalah berat melampau, baju2 sume tak muat, kejang2 kaki, tak larat nak bawak badan dan bla..bla..bla...

Terus-terang kalu aku pregnant lagi kali ni..immediately, after beranak anak ke-4, aku nak terus pasang IUCD. Tak kose dah nak ikut2 sgt cadangan kurang bernas dr "XX" ttg birth control...On the other side, actually part of it I agreed, mmg elok if we can plan our child naturally...Tapi, kalu dah cara natural pon tak berkesan..camno tu??? Nampaknya, kenala aku jaga makan ala2 maut mcm aku berpantang dgn si baby. Gila hapa nak turunkan berat 25kg dgn sekelip mata kalu tak punya azam yg kuat! Skrg ni pon berat aku dah mengada2 nak naik...sekejap 55kg..sekejap 56kg..Nak turunkan 2-3kg pon terasa payahnya melainkan dgn cara berpuasa...

Cerita lain hari ini..tak habis2 my MIl kepochi pasal pembantu yg nak masuk. Bukan apa..maid aku ni direkemenkan oleh adik dia..kemudian, bermasalah di agen. Agen asik delay2 hantarkan maid aku ke sini...Yg menjadi taruhan adalah mak cik suami aku di sana. Tak habis2 asik telepon2 dan sms2 ke Indonesia...Takut sekali maid aku tu dirogol..Aku yg mendengarnya pon naik seriau..Selisih malaikat 44. Barusan tadi, my MIl kal..suruh aku bercakap ngan maid aku...Tapi, aku malas nak ambil pusing sbbnya semuanya aku dah serahkan kepada agent. Kenapa pulak aku nak pikir lebih2 termasuk nak memikirkan sapa yg perlu amik maid aku di Port Klang, since agen dah janji nak uruskan semua. Kalu gitu kekdahnya, kita nak kena masuk campur..mmg bukan 5,400 saje duit yg kami bayar...Tapi, lebih dr itu!

Baby plak hari ni tak sihat..Kene demam campak. Bangkit pagi pukul 11.30...Pukul 4.10 baru dia nak tidur. Yg herannya bila di nursery asyik plak dia nak lena tidur.

Another progress, Harris is improving in his Maths(subtraction). So, I guess, next week dia tak perlu nak stay up to do revision sbb we've done it early.

Update Raya..

Kalu sblm2 ni aku susut 3kg during fasting mth..now, masuk je bulan Raya...berat aku telah menimbal balik naik hingga ke 57kg. Menyampah betul! Terasa mcm ada double chin. Kompleksi muka pon dah tak begitu bagus. Sbb mungkin dah melahap makan mcm2 yg bergula dan bertoksik. Kkdg aku just wonder..bilala...musim open house ni nak berakhir...Nampaknya aku kene buat sesuatu..sblm berat aku naik mencanak2...Haiii, sia2 ajela aku berpuasa sakan sampai jadi slim and can slip to my 'M' size kebaya..sah2, skrg ni...baju2 tu aku dah tak bule nak pakai..Bila nak start puasa je rasa mcm tak bule nak tahan makan..walhal sblm2 ni mcm no hal..bayangkan smlm, sampai 2 keping roti canai aku makan...makan sekeping rasa mcm tak kenyang2...Ishk..ishk..mcm tak patut betul! Malam tu plak, aku da siap2 makan maggi sbb ingatkan my honey tak nak dinner...Tup2, dia ajak kami semua keluar makan di Windmill...Sesampai di Windmill plak siap order lamb and chicken steak...so, camno tu berat nak susut???

SPA Time..

Yesterday was my relaxing day. Buat in house SPA. Melayang gakla dlm rm200 for the first 1/3 of the treatment. Mula2 tu was 2 weeks ago, berurut Bali/ Thailand style sampai 2.5 jam..

Smlm adalah treatment yg paling memuaskan. Lulur dan masker kopi...start dlm kul 7.30 sampaile kul 11.00 pagi..Siap minah tu mandikan dan pakaikan lotion..Mmmmm, feeling like a baby...Lepas SPA..perghhhh, kulit sungguh2 halus dan mulus..Sungguh2 besh!

Teruja dgn result smlm, hari ini aku sambung DIY berlulur lagi gunakan produk mustika ratu..Bubuk Mangir...Ishkkk, sendiri2 buat...mmg berpeluh! Inikan plak aku tak dapat bayangkan kalu aku jadi that minah yg kene mengscrub badan org..keje letih tuh! Kesimpulannya, menglulur org ni mmg keje hardwork and no wonderla kalu bayarannya mahal..dan better lagi gunakan minah tu punya produk berbanding mustika ratu..sbbnya??? bila aku bermasker dan berlulur sendiri..resultnya tak sama mcm minah tu lulurkan aku...kene find outla kot kalu gitu produk apa yg minah ni pakai..at least, bulela jimat belanja buat sendiri2..

Baju Raya..Shop until u drop!

Smlm keluar beli pi shopping baju raya...Murah2 gila baju raya masakini. Kiranya tak sampai rm1k pon aku belanjakan utk baju seisi keluarga. Ini pon, ingatkan nak continue another mission lagi since baju Daniel masih tak ada..

chocolate cheesecake..

finally my mission to bake a cake for my son is done and it so happen when daniel is exactly 6-month old. it seems coicidently, the baking activity also meant to celebrate daniel's 1st day on solid food. i was told by the care taker that he was good eater..had 3 spoonful of nestum for each meal. well done my dear!

talking about my 1st time ever baked cheesecake..it wasnt working that good really. eventhough it tastes reasonably nice..still for me its not yet up to my expectation...or perhaps i need to wait until the taste of all of the ingredients containing in the cake are unified to result much richer chocolaty and velvety cheese cake. i presume, the error maybe came from the cocoa measurement that been added in the cake mixture prior baking. i was mistakenly reading the method, thinking that i should be putting 1 tsp rather than 1/2 tsp of cocoa. another possible reason could be thought by the fact, i was mixing corn fluor that i think have spoilt the flavour...

Misi yg diteruskan..

Oleh kerana semalam misi utk keluar bershopping dan mengambil baju di dobi telah tergendala..makanya, pagi2 lagi dihari ini aku dah keluar utk menguruskan apa2 yg patut termasuk pi survey kedai menjahit utk alter fitted bed sheet aku..Yg sungguh mengecewakan, bila aku tanya tukang jahit tu ttg berapa agaknya charge utk alteration tersebut, dia bule cakap tatau...pikiran negatip aku mulala nak berpikir..kekdahnya mentang2 aku drive kete mewah, sbb tulah nak menekan org agak2nya..cesss! sungguh tak patut betul! Bila dah sokmo kene begini, terpaksala berpikiran positip, segala overcharge yg manusia2 ni charge pd kami ini...seharusnya diniatkan sbg sedekah dan bukannya maki hamun cthnya sprt...

"tak guna, celanat, lahabau dan labu!"

Letih mengenangkan org2 yg mcm ini..

Kalu ikutkan, mmg aku ada plan nak membereskan baju raya aku pada hari ini..Tapi, sygnya aku keluar dr Giant je dah pukul 2+p.m. Ntah apala yg aku lama2 buang masa kat Giant...Mebe, esok pagi2 dah nak kene keluar pergi ke Bangi sama ada ke Warta atau PKNS utk last resort mencari baju raya..Kalu tak jumpa jugak..mmg muktamad, sampai ke situ sajela pencarian aku..sbb, aku dah malas! Nak2 plak skrg panasnya ya ampun! Tadi, ade jugak aku survey2 baju di Giant..Not bad jugakla..cumenya, byk jenis berlabuci2 dan berchiffon2..

Update terbaru..

Skrg jam dah menunjukkan pukul 10.30 pm..Dari list2 keje yg aku nak buat..nampaknya hanya 1-2 saje yg acomplish. Aku fed up nak kemas2 umah..SBBnya?? Bila dah kemas2..mulala langau nak dtg hinggap ke sana ke mari. Alkisahnya, rumah sewa aku skrg..walaupon namanya Semi-D, tapi..sungguh mengecewakan..sering saje dikunjungi oleh langau aka agas. Tensen tu tak yah nak katala..almost everyday aku terpaksa kemas dapur dan cuci balik segala pinggan mangkuk sbb aku was2 dgn kehygenickannya..nak2 plak, bila kami tak sempat nak buang sampah cepat2, esok paginya bila bangun tido mmg konfem ade agas dok mengerumun kat plastik sampah.

Elok plak Mr B balik rumah lewat dalam pukul 5 ptg..makanya, aku start aktiviti membersih2 rumah agak lambat. Apa2pon aku sempat mengvacuum dan bersihkan lantai bawah dan dapur plus cuci tandas. Aktiviti membaking terpaksa dipostpone sbb biskut oreo yg aku reserved nak buat utk base cheesecake dah selamat di ngap oleh anak2... Nampak gayanya, esok aku kenala pi ke Giant pi membeli biskut oreo and then pick up anak teruna aku sbb dia yg kecoh nak tolong aku memasak cheesecake. Kalu mmg dia dok kecoh lagi nak suruh his mommy wat aktiviti masak memasak..mebela kot, aku nak proceed ngan projek homemade almond london.

Kiranya dlm 3-4 jam jugak aku habiskan utk aktiviti bersih membersih dan memasak utk berbuka. Mmg takde dlm plan nak masakk for dinner. Tapi, since tekak pon dah naik loya nak makan makanan luar, nak tak nak kenala paksakan diri memasak. Sekurang2nya dapat jugak aku mengclearkan stok2 sayur dan seafood zaman batu dalam peti sejuk.

My weight progress-53kg..

Sungguh tak sangka2..sesungguhnya bulan puasa ini sungguh bulan mulia..Sbbnya??? Berat aku dgn tak semena2 dah susut 53kg walaupon kkdg tummy aku ade sedikit bulging dek kerana kerakusan nak makan byk2 dan minum air sejuk bergelen2. Yg paling best waktu aku kene food posoining...sampai 6 kali aku kuar masuk toilet...dan siap muntah2 selambak atas lantai bilik air..tak semena2 berat aku jadi 52kg...Org kata, hikmah disebalik kesakitan. Tak tahula sampai bila berat ni akan bertahan..Sbbnya, skrg aku dah mula tak puasa...Jadi, makan pon dah ikut suka2.

Yg bestnya, smlm pi rumah mak, aku dah bule sarungkan jeans diesel size 28. Sebenarnya masih lagi terasa ketersendatan, tapi, oleh kerana jeans tu teramatla comel dgn harganya yg amatla $$$, makanya, aku tetap nak sarungkan kat kaki aku yg ibaratnya sprt drumstick berpadankan dgn blouse brand Nicchi yg reganya tak sampai ratusan ringgit. Aku spend just about rm60 kot for that dress. Yg funnynya, my kidsnya baju lebih mahal dr mak pak punya baju..Ntahla, kalu bab2 baju ni aku belum lagi bersedia nak spend sampai ratusan ringgit unless kalu dah namanya baju raya ataupon ala2 blazer. Sewaktu di UK, aku akui mmg aku sukakan brgn high street and designer brand..Itu pon aku membeli kalu ade offer.

My 3rd period..

Have to put into note that my 3rd period came on last Tuesday and then it was gone and come back again on Thursday. For the first I was a lil bit worried thinking I might be falling pregnant for 4th time again..

PPD dan fidyah..

Hari ini is a lil bit hectic to me..bangun pon dah lambat...terus mandi dan mandikan anak2. Kemas2 baju anak2 dan antar mereka berdua ke nursery. Si abg, Mr B dah settlekan..so, kurangla sket bebannya..

Lepas antar anak2, aku kelam kabut ke kedai fotokopi..fotokopi bill air sbb nak settlekan pertukaran sekolah anak aku ke SII. Tataula dapat ke idak..Just try my best...Kalu tak dapat, nak cakap cengganakan? Siap2 di PPD, aku pi ke Tesco. Mulanya mmg malas nak beli beras sendiri2..Last2, aku decide tuk beli beras juga..Beras cap 'rambutan' namanya..recommended retail price is rm40 plus..tapi, dia jual 20 plus saje..dapat free gift sudu lagi plaknya tuh...so,dgn kekuatan yg ada..aku borong terus 50kg beras. Lagi sekampit, aku plan nak bahagi dua..sbbnya, aku cume nak passkan 45kg aje kat rumah anak2 yatim..

Talking about anak yatim..aku sebenarnya geram jugak ngan owner dia..Mmgla kata manusia..bila bercakap pasal duit..org pon bule gelap mata..mana taknya, anak aku yg aku antar 1/2 day ke nursery dia..still aku bayar full rm200. tu pon kkdg dtg kkdg idak..pehtu bila aku minta nego tuk bayar rm100 tuk till mid of this mth..dia leh kata tak bulela pulok...amendala manusia ni mula kabur mata...dan mulai itu, persepsi aku kat owner ni smcm dah berubah..tak yahla cakap dia tu alim tahap mana...pada aku, dorang tetap juga manusia biasa yg bermcm ragam orgnya..

Dinner..

Yesterday, went out for dinner with Mr B. Mmg sedap since rega dia pon sedap..

While attending d dinner, we were sharing table ngan this one manager of the co. Rasanya umur pon dah 50 plus sbb rambut pon dah almost all over grey..his wife??? Mmg cun..hatta dah tua sekalipon...Mula2 share meja ngan dorang..punyala aku boring tahap gaban..yelahkan, jarak usia pon berbeza hampir 20 years ++..Manager tu plak, kept on talking about work and project with my hubby..aku lak yg cam tatau nak citer pasal apa ngan his wifey pula..

For the first, I was gazing on to her handbag and what came on my mind... talking about branded stuff maybe inappropriate for this time coz she only carries 'XXXX'..figuring out the right topic to talk about with someone that we so called 'WIFE TO SOMEONE' or 'SOMEONE' is definitely a new thing to me...coz i couldnt help to change my earlier perception towards them, they may be someone who is serious, talk only important thing, can somehow a little bit of brand or beauty concious and bla..bla...bla..

Really got no idea...where to start off until gradually we begin to get in, when finally I came to know his wifey is on diet. I guess, this is one of the topics ladies like to talk about other than handbag or any luxurious stuff. Ianya tak terhenti di situ, coz the manager was telling me that he was studying in the same university that I went recently. Dan bila, aku dah ngk dorang mcm relaks dan tak mcm serious gila babeng sprt permulaannya kami sharing the table...aku pon mula borak merepek dan they seem to follow the flow too to make our conversation more informal. Lama-kelamaan, aku ngk..dorang plak yg berborak mcm ala2 aku bercakap...sprt kebudak2an gitu...Pada aku, usia 50 an zaman skrg bukanla usia tua..but, they maybe somehow, happy to mix ngan bebudak say 20 an or 30 an to make them forget about their age...

What I can say from my last night experience, be as you are..people will accept it!

untalkable..

Have just gone thru untalkable moment after sending my kids to bed this night. They seem have grown up, getting more matured, understanding, co-operative eventhough for sometimes can also drive us mad..It such a relief though when seeing the kids finally can sleep at their own without us need to wait in their room anymore. Credit to Mr B, for his co-operation, without which this could not be happened.

kemalasan..

Terasa begitu kemalasan sebenarnya nak bangkit early this morning. The only will that makes me wake up is just because mengenangkan janji2 manis aku terhadap my SIL I utk ke kementerian pelajaran pada pagi yg indah ini. Sempat jugakla pagi2 bangun, aku angkat baju, sidai baju dan cuci lantai walaupon dlm keadaan mamai2.

Hari ini patutnya aku ke Tesco poskan surat pembantu. Bila pikir2 pasal pembantu, mmg liat betul aku nak uruskan itu dan ini..SBBNYA??? Aku takut dapat maid haprak lagi..Kalu ikutkan kepala aku ni dah so carefree takde org dalam umah yg bule buatkan aku sakit jiwa mahupon sakit ati..

my day..saturday..

early in the morning i was telling my baby that i should be taking 1 day off to chill out and that's really what had happened in my today's activity. i was out from home and away from my desk..had my precious time with my own family..

but...my today's off doesnt in definite mean that i was totally off from anything 'IN HURRY'..it is just because, out of sudden harris was complaining, there was wind trapped in his tummy until he was moaning and crying out load..how severe the pain was...

TBC

Period ending..

My period ended yesterday. Yet, I still havent fixed the IUS that I was planning to. Mr B is getting busier each day. Coming back late from office most of the time. Cant complaint much though since he is the breadwinner of the house. In fact, he just spend on me a new breastpump..not to say more, our next planning to make over our bushes garden if possible before Hari Raya is coming. All in all, everything is about money...

Arghhh, it could be difficult if only one of us is working. But at the same, it could be unfair for our kids too if both of us are too busy in our career.

My friends are missing me..

I feel so touch when came to know that some of my friends out there are missing me. They send me few messages asking hows my life is getting on and where I have been settled right now. In fact, they also eager to know how many kids that I have already.

I appreciate very much their memory towards me...and I know actually, eventhough we have been not seen for number of years..they apparently still keeping my name on their mind. I guess, its not only for those who had sent me the messages and also invitations..but, for sure to many of them too that we had in touch before....

Anak2 berada di rumah..plus my 1st day period came on Monday..

Hari ini anak2 ada di rumah. Mmg aku sendiri pon malas nak komen. Sbbnya, dalam kekalutan aku nak siapkan keje..mcm2 plak halnya. Dgn si Harris yg demam dan si Daniel yg suka berjaga malam. Lama kelamaan, aku pon naik exhausted. Jadinya, smlm aku masuk tido awal dlm pukul 12. Sekurang2nya ada juga hasil yg aku sampai ke tgh malam smlm walaupon hanya mengarang. Keadaan rumah aku??? Mmmm janganla tanya…mmg mcm kapal karam..itu belum lagi dgn kain yg menimbun2…

Mmg sepatutnya si siti dtg semalam. Tapi, aku terpaksa cancel sbb aku merasakan dgn kehadiran cleaner akan mengoccupykan lagi masa aku sbb nak kene ngk2 dia keje..tu belum kira aku plak nak kene menjadi supir dia dan berambil dan berantar segala. Lemau betul cleaner masakini!

Skrg jam menunjukkan pukul 9.29 pagi and at least aku dah siap sekurang2nya 1 muka surat utk dikarang. Aku just perlukan touch up..utk memastikan apa yg aku tulis tu is making sense. Anak2 plak masih tidor…dan aku tahu kebiasaannya dalam pukul 12 baru dorang nak bangun. Kkdg melihat wajah anak2, bole menjadi pengubat keletihan. Nak2 bila masa dpt bermain dgn dorang. Gelak ketawa dorang membuat aku lupa dgn beban yg sedia ada…

TBC..

Sekarang jam dah menunjukkan pukul 3.30 pagi..maksudnya dah masuk hari jumaat. dan sprt kebiasaannya, aku mmg tidor lambat dan ada masanya pukul 5 pagi baru nak masuk beradu. Bergantung kpd mood aku utk mengarang...Yg bestnya, bila aku print hasil karya aku pada hari ini utk Mr.B baca..sampai ke tahap dia tak paham...sbb katanya..bahasa aku terlalu advance..Haiiii..rasa nak tergeletek perut aku dibuatnya...sbbnya...mcm rasa best gilerrr kerana terasa ade improvement in term of my english writting. Sebenarnya tak mudah juga nak mengarang. Habis perah otak aku dikerjakan! Kkdg tu dalam satu hari alahaiiii dlm beberapa helai je yg aku dapat...Apa2pon Mr.B bilang...Pencarian dan penantian aku ini harus BERHASIL!

Sblm aku menutup cerita pada hari ini..just nak highlight yg aku start peot last Monday. Mmg dok menunggu2 period kali ni datang sbbnya...dok menunggu2 hari yg sesuai nak pasang IUS. Lain cerita, Daniel muntah2 hari ini...SBBNYA??? Agaknya, aku terlebih makan junk food kot..byk tul aku makan twisties, mamie dan maggie..dan tak lupa aku makan rojak buah bercicahkan kuah yg mak aku buatkan...Yes!!! My mom is the best cook ever! Aku dah berkira2 nak suruh mak aku masakkan ketam dan ikan goreng bersama lemak pucuk ubi...aduhaiiiii sedapnyaaaaa....Gasakla mak nak komplen aku ni asik suruh2 dia..SBBnya..kalu mak dtg ke rumah aku, tak jugak aku suruh dia buat apa2..pendek kata..dtg rumah, duduk dan goyang kaki ala2 mandur gayanya..hahahhahah...Lagipon, dah lama sgt aku tak makan masakan mak...so, apa salahnya sekali sekala aku mendera mak aku sendiri...ekekekkekek...

Cerita pasal susu Daniel plak...nampaknya Daniel dah tak serasi minum susu Similac..Makanya, pada hari Selasa baru2 ini aku mula membekalkan dia susu enfalac +. Mahal tu tak yah cakapla....Tutup mata ajela sambil membeli. Lagipon, aku beli susu ni hanya sbg back up sementara double breast pump aku sampai. Sebenarnya, agak sakit jiwa juga aku dibuatnya..sbb aku berhabis rm500 utk shippingkan breast pump aku fr UK walaupon beratnya hanya 2.9kgs sahaja..Apalaaaa nasib badan...Anyway, harapan aku...dgn pelaburan ini, aku dapat exclusively breastfeedingkan si Daniel....Amin...

Oh ya, sblm tu..ini adalah hari yg ke-3 Harris demam...

Mmm..aaa..mmm...uuuuu..hari daniel top up FM

Takde apa nak tulis..cume rasa mcm tak puas hati plak aku bayar ct for rm 10 for the xtra 1.5hrs. kebiasannya aku bayar dia rm30 for 4.5hrs..now because i add another 1 hr dah jadik rm10la plak..mmm, sungguh tak bestnya! takpela next time aku gitau dia..yg aku nak bayar rm 7.50 saje..bole tak camtu???

Sebenarnya keje ct takdela perfect mana....tapi, cukupla meringankan beban aku..

Dlm masa yg sama..si milan pon sakit...satu persatu permasalahan yg timbul..

Lain citer, ari ni aku dah bekalkan daniel ngan susu similac..mmg pon mamat tu skrg kuat minum sampai sakit puting aku dibuatnya...while akunya FS baru je kak rozie poskan semalam...dan kebetulan aku penghasilan susu aku dah semakin menyusut ke 6-7 oz sehari..bebanding 9-11 oz sblm2nya..

Pada mulanya mmg aku refuse nak bagi daniel FM..but then, aku pk2..bakpe plak aku nak berikan tekanan pada diri aku sendiri dan mengkomplikasikan keadaan yg bule dipermudahkan???

AKtiviti hujung minggu..

Aktiviti hujung minggu yg lepas..

Sat-aku ke rumah mak. Ade kenduri arwah. Mmg sampai lambat. Lagipon Mr B balik dr main golf lewat. Dekat2 kul 1 gitu..

Malam tu tido lewat sampai jam 5.30. Sempat jugak layan fb. Dapat ctc kawan lama di UAE. Orgnya tetap sama. Dr segi saiz dan juga humourisnya!

Sun-Harris ade sukan. Kesian Harris, kalu ikutkan mmg dia dah buat keje cepat. Tapi, kawan2 dia yg lambat. So, ended up, elok2 jadi champion, asik2 meraih tempat ke-2 dan ke-3. Aku pon ade jugak join sukan dia..sampai tergolek dog aku dibuatnya. Coincidently, aku terjumpa dgn org utusan. Saje networking dgn dia..since, dia pon request minta tlg aku amikkan gambar anak dia.

Balik dr sukan..kami sume tergolek dog tido kat umah. Petangnya Mr B antar aku pi gunting rambut. Melayang duit rm57! Total cost utk gunting, inai dan stimkan rambut. Sebenarnya, kalu rambut aku tak bermasalah, mmg aku tak ingin nak buat benda tu sume...Oleh kerana, si tatarias aku tu dah gitau cenggitu, no point nak simpan rambut panjang kalu asik2 gugur. Aku inaikan dan stimkan rambut pon because utk kuatkan akar rambut aku yg tak kuat. Tapi, yg sedihnya, hatta rambut aku dah pendek, still rambut tu nak gugur juga..

Sekejap

Sekejap je masa berlalu. Tadi keluar amik si siti dan sampai rumah pukul 2.15 pm, skrg dah pukul 4.07 pm dan aku tak start2 keje lagi. Seronok jugak berborak dgn siti..kkdg ade jugak dia sindir2 aku..Tapi, lantakla...lagipon, dia ni cleaner yg aku amik keje sekali-sekala. Lagi 2-3 weeks mebe tak panggil lagi sbb si Ngi dah nak sampai.

Dlm aku berborak2 dgn dia..barula aku paham kenapa dia ni byk sgt menjawab atau jenis berani menjawab..SBBnya, dia ni adalah cleaner cerdik yg bekerja di Mesia. Adik-beradiknya kesemua orgnya sukses dan ade degree holder. Sementara dia plak kejeblos sbb terpengaruh dgn kawan2 waktu di sekolah menengah. Itulakan..nasib kita tak sama manusia smmgnya tak sama. Dan kerana itu, aku rasa lebih selesa bekerja dgn org2 yg educated. Sbb, mereka2 ni mempunyai kesedaran..dan bule berpikir secara matang.

Kalu ikutkan mmg aku gembira sbb siti dah gosokkan baju suami aku...dan hasil gosokannya hampir2 memenuhi spesikasi aku..so, apa nak dikomplen2 lagi. Kalu cenggini ambil dia jauh2 di Tesco pon tak apa2. Mula2 tu mcm nak naik angin juga..dok tunggu2 si siti tak sampai2 pula..Takut2 plak dok nunggu2 kat bus stop, nanti tersondol plak kereta aku dek kereta di highway yg laju2. Rabu ni, aku akan panggil siti lagi...Yahooooo!!!!!!!!!!!

aku yg malas..

minggu di serang penyakit malas...kemas umah pon cincai2..gasakla..malas aku nak pk..aku letih!

kewllll...

kewlll, bb is getting OK now. He can smile and sleep as his everyday routine. At least mommy can continuosly do her work now after couple of days break and hassle. 7 days more to go..and mommy complete shattered!

mama oh mama..

Strange enough since I am back in my home country, my relationship with my mama is getting even better. Although, for sometimes over small things we can have had little friction between us..Still, the broken heart can be fixed or either repaired. Maybe, because I am now the type of person who doesnt really fancy to complicate any emerging issue amidst of the two of us...trying not to think too much or for somehow, as best as I can to view something in opposite way than others. Or perhaps, this is happening because I am now mother of 3 kids. So, I can understand a lot more of her???

After wisely think and think, I know my mama is actually a soft, kind hearted and easily shattered person..it just matter of time has changed her to be hard as metal. Shall we continuosly accusing her for every single tough time that she had been through??? Knowing the answer, no wonder why I started to missing her badly almost once in a month!!

Daniel gets better

Daniel is getting better now. I am completely relieved. At least I can have bit time for myself now. He was SO cranky baby in the past few days. Almost of the time longing for cuddle.

I still contemplating wether or not to have IUD fix for birth control. It can be nightmare while reading all the side effects due to contraception. The choice is literally yours..if you are willing to be the specimen of human invention, why not?? The only question, do you dare to take all the possible consequences? Thats why I still dithering...................................

Sama rupa paras

Smlm lepas dinner di sebuah restoren kami singgah shopping sekejap di Giant. Guess what?? I stumbled upon someone whose her feature just like me! Funny betul. I was staring at her far from our car just to confirm is that really true that girl is my twin on earth.

Only few minutes after that she noticed someone was looking at her. And I knew rfight then she started to feel the same way like I did..we were just alike! I was burst into laugh to Mr B. Feeling excited because I was meeting someone literally the same look similar to me...

Masih demam

Baby masih demam lagi...Moodnya akan jadi tak baik kalu suhu badannya panas dan akan jadi OK semula kalu dah mulai kebah. Baru saje pukul 10.30 tadi aku beri dia ubat...Setelah 1 jam berlalu..dia dah boleh mulai tersenyum. Mmg leceh kalu anak sakit.

Kak Rozie hantar message yg dia dah repacking breast pump aku. Just tunggu aku bank in duit kat dia utk diposkan ke mesia.

Fever

Hari ni Daniel demam. I suspect because nak tumbuh gigi sbb kebelakangan ni dia mcm kuat sgt sucking my nipple. Hari ni plak he refuses direct feeding siap bite his mommy's breast lagi.
Suhunya agak panas about 37-38 degree. Sampai merah2 seluruh badan dia. He was sleeping like most of the time. Mommy starts to concern. Mata dia pon ade discharge. Mebe he was infected by me sbb my conjungtivitis still hasnt recovered until now.

Yesterday, went to nenek's house. Everybody was happy and nenek as usual excited to see us coming. We had our dinner together without Chaca at home. Ate rambutan until the peep got stuck into Milan's throat and smoothly flew and get processed in her tummy. We were joking by asking her many times wether or not she wants to eat more rambutan and she was persitently saying 'NO' again and again eventhough before it happened rambutan is her most favourite! She was crying out loud panicking if the peep still stuck and not to come out.

Apalaaa nasib..

Smlm dok xcited dapat tau yg FS aku dah sampai di rumah Kak Rozie..malamnya plak aku dah tergaru2 kepala bila Kak R gitau yg berat parcel tu dah jadik 5.5kgs..Arghhhh, tensennya! Kalu ikutkan the contain inside the original packaging is only not more than 3kg. Ni agaknya for secure packaging seller tu dah packing ala2 berat gitu...Camne ni?????? Hancurla harapan nak mengetest breast pump baru...Silap2 hb..tersangkutla FS aku kat UK berbulan2..

Coret....coret..

Sejak dah beranak 3 ni..terpaksala aku bergerak aktif sket..nak2 plak si Siti yg bekerja bagaikan lipas kudung datang ke rumah aku pada ari ni..besanya waktu cleaner sampai nila aku bz buat itu dan ini...dok ringan tulang pi cuci jamban dan tong sampah yg berbau..Selesai buat keje baru terasa kesengalan badannya..

Sebenarnya aku happy pada hari ini..Satunya pasal siti keje lebih masa for free. Senyum terus aku sampai ke telinga..Lagi satu Siti orgnya jenis terus-terang..maka, sngla aku nak berdeal dgn dia..yg kedua, medela freestyle aku dah sampai di rumah kak Rozie..yahooooooooo..tinggal tunggu Kak Rozie pos ajela dr sana nanti..eiiiii, tak sabar2 rasanya...kalu ikutkan dah hampir patah smgt mengepam susu ni!

Tak sangka plak aku buleh jadik sebaik ini..sanggup berkorban bersusah payah mengepam susu utk si kecil...sedangkan aku ni bule dikira moden walaupon kkdg ade jugak kekolotannya sket2...he..he..he..Utk itu aku berazam, utk makan makanan yg lebih berkhasiat supaya susu yg dipam itu juga adalah yg terbaik utk si Daniel. Wahhhh, specialnya baby Daniel nikan...Yg lain hanya dapat susu while mommy is at home...Dia plak at anytime, bule kenyang dgn susu ibu..Yg bestnya, bila aku dah makan byk..Susu pon semakin byk yg keluar...

Jenayah..

Smlm kami telah membuat satu jenayah di satu kawasan perumahan..

Jenayah apa???? Kisahnya, anak2 aku baru dapat basikal baru. Jadi, utk nak bagi dorang exercise di petang hari, aku dah membawa dorang jalan2 naik basikal. Waktu masa nak turun bukit, aku dah gitau Milan&Harris siap2, jgn pedal lagi basikal tu sbb namanya dah menurun bukitkan..Tapi, biasalah si Milan kkdg tak mau dgr cakap org..dia tetap juga memedal..Natijahnya???? Dia dah terlanggar kereta org sampai jatuh tergolek dog! Aku pon tak berani nak belek2 sgt kete org tu..kelihatannya, sprt ade satu carikan panjang yg aku pon sendiri kurang pasti adakah ia disebabkan handle basikal baru si Milan atau pon ianya smmgnya sudah wujud di situ. Nasib2...Aku takdela bagitau si Harris pasal hal ni..sbb tau2 ajelakan mulut budak kecik mana tau nak tutup..Nanti habis dikepohnya kat semua org...So, bila Mr.B balik aku cume bisik2 kat dia sambil tahan ketawa sbb kene menyimpan rahsia jenayah kitaorg...

Susu

Smlm aku keluar jalan kaki beli susu Daniel di Guardian, Giant. Terkejut juga beli melihat harga susu yg mahal itu. Rata2 dalam $20 ke atas utk berat 300g+. Ini yg meyakinkan lagi keputusan aku utk exclusively breastfeed baby Daniel buat kali ini.

Mood

Tiba2 je ari ni diserang mood rajin. Pagi2 mengemas, cuci pinggan mangkuk dan ala kadar mop lantai. Sambil mop lantai dok 'kesuh' dgn rambut aku yg asik2 gugur. Mcm nak kene potong rambut nampak gayanya aku. Dah tak larat nak mengutip rambut hampir setiap hari. Smlm je, byk betul rambut aku keguguran..Bagaimana nak atasi masalah ini?? Aku kira pakai serkup tudung ajela setiap hari..

Smlm pam susu..dapat dalam 8 oz. Mmg tak banyak. Pagi ni perah pon cume dapat 2 oz..itu sebab aku dilanda kemalasan nak perah susu. Sbb tu, aku semakin bulat hati nak beli Medela FS.

Harris belajar semayang..

Aku kira ade hikmahnya si Ngi lambat sampai sini..bebudak tu semua biar aje duduk di nursery dan transit. Hasilnya, skrg Harris dah a bit familiar dgn wording2 sembahyang. Dgn happynya smlm dia baca ayat utk ruku'. Aku plak suka tanya dia..

'Mana Harris belajar?'

Sebenarnya soalah aku lebih kepada nak tau..adakah SR atau transit yg memberikan kesan mendalam ke atas penghayatan dia ttg agama, jawi dan sembahyang..

Jawapannya..Kedua2 transit dan SR memberikan kesan ke dlm mindanya..

School planning for Milan year 2010..

Mebe nak masukkan Milan di sekolah Tadika J yg mana aku diberitahu yg headteachernya adalah seorang India..Bayaran hanya rm90..Tapi, aku diberitahu oleh akak dobi..akak berkesan juga tadika di situ biarpon murah..

FS breastpump

Finally, aku decided to purchase without thinking too much again FS b/pump. Ini disebabkan aku rasa b/pump adalah agenda utama dalam hidup aku buat masa ini dlm perkiraan nak menghasilkan stok sbyk mungkin susu badan utk dibekalkan ke Daniel sewaktu ditinggalkan di nursery. Aku dah tak fikir lagi nak beli elliptical or what so ever. Kebetulan Kak Rozie sanggup membantu utk poskan b/pump tu terus kepada aku dr UK.

Antara lain, aku telah tertarik dgn offer di koodos...Jeans diesel sold for only 19gbp. Whoever can resist? Asyik bebudak je yg beli baju bajan..aku pon nak le beli jeans sehelai 2. Both CK jeans that I bought year back in Paris do not fit me anymore. To loose...I bought them in lil big bigger size than I usually wear coz I was thinking I maybe have no more luck to get my pre-pregnancy size when already stay in Mesia. Now, after Daniel is 3.5 mths I am gradually losing my weight and not that far to reach my old size! For 5kgs to shed away is reachable with an aid of pumping your breastmilk regularly.

My new cleaner..

Hari ini aku dapat cleaner baru..Siti namanya..Okla..dia charge rm30 for 4 hrs. Tapi, menerut jiran depan rumah aku..she can be tak kisah to work for a lil bit extra hours...kiranya, sampai all the job completedla dia kejekan..Kejenya, mmg mcm lipas kudung..Dr segi kekemasan..Aku kira dia ni ok sketla berbanding si Lea sbb habis kemas dia kemaskan rumah aku..Maksudnya, adalah dia ni bernawaitu, mengelap sume perabot2 aku dan meja makan aku...Nak kata perfect sgt tu tidakla..Sbbnya, kalu betul2 nak puas hati..pila buat keje2 umah sendiri, yer dak? Kalu kira nak cuci jamban..aku lagi terror cuci jamban..kalu nak kira mop lantai, aku lagi terror mop lantai...cume, takat manala kudrat aku kalu sume benda aku nak buat...betul???? Itupon, sprt biasa mana2 keje yg aku bule buat..aku bikin sendiri..cthnya, lipat kain..SBBnya??? Hanya aku je yg tau pasangan baju2 tu sume..Kalu harapkan org, mmgla kene ajar...

Sejak dua menjak try menery sampai 2-3 cleaner...Aku jadi tak kisah, kalu rumah takde pembantu..Cume, leceh sketla kalu nak kuar2..sume sekali 3 org nak berangkut..Daniel di rumah pon bukannya cranky sgt...Dulu2, lepas abis pantang mmg aku rajin pi kemas rumah aku sendiri..sampai rasa nak rebah badan pon ada..almaklumla..badan bukannya kuat sgt..tapi, sume keje nak letak kat bahu kita...Dah lepas2 tu aku pk...mana bule jadi??? Last2 aku jugak yg seksakan???? Kalu sakit...aku jugak yg kene carik mak cik urut tolong urutkan akukan??? Makanya, aku decided nak amik cleaner.

Waktu tu, mmg payah nak jumpa cleaner..Paling2 choice yg aku ade si Lea. Si Lea ni plak orgnya jenis berubah2...Cthnya, Ahad lepas..dia naikan rate dia dr rm200 ke rm250 sebulan..Mau aku tak hangin!! Suka2 je minah ni nak buh rega..Tu lom lagi, sblm ni dia cas aku rm10 for additional 1 hr. Yg lawaknya plak Sabtu bebaru ni bule plak minah ni baik ati cas aku rm15 for 2 hrs yg seterusnya...Kkdg, pusing plak aku ngan si Lea yg berubah2 ni..Dr segi kekemasan..si Lea ni mmg ok...gosok baju pon kemas, mop pon kemas..Tapi, tidakla sume tiap pelosok yg dilihatkan berabuk dia akan mengelapnya..

Bagus jugak, aku dikenalkan dgn si Siti..paling2, kalu aku sakit ati ngan si Lea..aku panggil ajela si Siti..Biar leceh sket kene amik dan hantar dia balik sampai ke Tesco..janji, tak sakit ati...Mcm2 ajelakan keje deal ngan org ni..Selain tu, yg aku pasan si Lea ni ada mood dan pandai demand..cessss! Nasib baik aku tak amik dia keje sbg fulltime!

Demam..

Smlm aku jatuh demam. Asik nak berhingus memanjang. Sungguh tak suka! Apa yg aku buat sepanjang harian aku demam adalah tidur..tidur dan tidur...petang harinya, Mr B ajak aku keluar..makan di restoran Thailand..Dlm kete, my doter tak sabar2 nak menggomol..siap check lagi dahi aku...

'Demam?' she asked.

Memang berbeza anak lelaki dgn anak perempuan. My doter ni nampak lagi caring walaupon umurnya baru je 3 tahun. Sampai di restauran, my eldest son plak buat special request while waiting our food to be served..

'I want another baby to make 6 of us in a family'

Dlm hati aku berkata..mmm, sapa plak nak jaga anak ramai2 nih..Takkan nak harap si abang yg baru 6 tahun kot??? Paling2 tunggula Harris dah umur 8 tahun kalu nak ada another baby...at least bulela diharap nak dokong our future baby nanti...Lagipon, kasihan kat si Daniel, still young..at least bagila 3 years gap kalu nak ada yg satu lagi..

Aku perasan personaliti Harris semakin berubah. Sejak dah serasi duduk tadika..dia makin chatty,notty dan byk akal pon ada. Same goes to Milan. Nampak ceria bila bercampur dgn bebudak di nursery.

Cerita lain..Aida dah kembali for good ke Mesia...Jumpa kengkawan lama di KLCC..aku, Jah, Jeerah dan Aida..Bila dah lama tak jumpa..memasing pon dah berubah...dr single kepada beranak pinak...

sambil jumpa kengkawan..aku menyelam minum air pi shopping..Seronok tak terkata sbb dapat beli baju baby GAP dgn harga yg termampu..akhirnya termakbul juga cita2 nak beli suar berjenis kain lembut utk si Daniel. Adala jugak aku belikan piggy bank utk siap sorang si abg dan si kakak. Si Milan sejak dapat piggy bank princess langsung terlupa akan jam Barbienya itu..kalu dulu jam Barbie mesti diusungnya sana sini..skrg, piggy banknya plak yg kalu bule nak dipegang ari2.

Breastpump...

Tiba2 saje nak beli double breast pump..Medela FS..Rega tenet di UK, the cheapest would be 225 GBP..which is about 1.3k by conversion. Rasa, teruja plak sejak kelahiran Daniel yg aku nak fully breastfeed anak aku. Tambah plak, bila baca review..penjual FS di sini..siap bule perah up to 10-12 oz at a time dlm masa 8 minutes..sungguh jimat masa! Cume, aku kurang pasti adakah my darling akan setuju ngan proposal aku..Arghhhh, susahnya jadi pompuan..sume benda pon kalu bule nak dibelinya...emas, baju, stroller, handbag, bunga...DAN KINI....breastpump!!! Aiyakkkk...manyak susah!!!

Aku terkeciwa..

Mlm tadi my darling ctc Pak F..Cissss...katanya si Ngi punya permit masih tak beres lagi coz isu pembekuan permit di Indon sana...Aku gitau my darling..Mmmmm, rasanya kita ni mmg takkan ada pembantu bila2..So, u've got to help me..Aku dah tak larat..Unless, sama2 tak kisah nak ngk umah tunggang-langgang.

Kekeciwaan aku tidak berakhir begitu saje, bila pagi aku timbang aku dah naik 1kg. Hahahah, nak turun punyala susah..tapi, nak naik punyala sng! Mana taknya, dah aku dok mengunyah twisties dan chocolate...Manala tak mudah nak naik badannya..In fact, the day before aku mcm tak kisah je nak makan nasi jauh2 malam.

Berbalik pada citer Harris performance at kindy...Aku rasa tak kisahla if he is not the no.1..Sebenarnya, aku pon tak tahu dia dapat no berapa in class...Tapi, setahu aku mmg bebudak dlm kelas dia sume pandai2..antara yg tercerdik tu namanya Hakimi..Pada aku, as long as sekolah tu dapat menolong melengkapkan diri dia utk menempuh alam persekolahan Darjah 1, I will be more than happy.

Nampaknya usaha aku mengajar Jawi di rumah, hampir membuahkan hasil bila Harris dah mula nak dapat concept membaca Jawi..Apaprently, dia dah mula kenal huruf2 jawi melainkan huruf Qaf yg sokmo dia asyik terlupa..

Good kindergarden for your kids..Does it really matter???

Pada pendapat akula..kan..kan..Kalu kita ada pilihan..betterla antar anak2 ke good kindy..Walaupon jauh..tak apa2..kalu resultnya mmg berbaloi...However, I should accentuate more to make ur kids excel is not solely depends 100% on kindy SBBnya...Take a simplest example, investla ribu-raban, but then without the parents follow up and the kids enthusiastic to learn at kindy..still duit yg dilaburkan itu hanya skdr pembaziran!

Jadinya, aku takkan paksa Harris cthnya utk amik extra tuition, kalu mati2an dia tak mo...SBB, kalu mmg dia tak mo...Besanya, lambatla nak nampak effect 'KEEXCELLANNYA'..Cthnya waktu mula2 aku masukkan dia dalam SR...Ya Allah, we were battling like hell....Dan lagi satu, pada mereka2 yg berbudget tight, good kindy ni..tak semestinya antar anak ke SR mau pon Q-Dees atau pon Montessori...TETAPI...., carikla school yg bule melengkapkan diri serba-sedikit utk menghadapi pelbagai cabaran di sekolah di masa depan...

Makanya slps2 ini..aku dan my darling sebulat sepakat...tak kisahla kalu slps ni nak antar si Milan ke SR andainya masih lagi berkemampuan..Walaupon pada awalnya aku agak skeptical dgn SR ni ditambah plak omel2an mentua aku...

'Mcm kurang sesuai sekolah atas kedai'

YESSSS, kata2 ibu itu mmg ada betulnya...Rasa kesian jugak sekolah atas kedai..ala2 mcm perkembangan terbantut! Tapi, If we never give a try..how can we know??? Betul tak? Sebenar2nya, aku teruja masukkan Harris ke SR because of..hajat aku yg tak kesampaian nak registerkan Harris ke good school back in UK. So, bila balik Mesia aku buat study and comparison termasuk ricky2 environment di sekolah Harris...Jenuh sampai pening2 lalat aku memikirkan nak masukkan si Harris ni di sekolah mana...Kalu aku dok KL atau SJ, tak kisah je aku campak je Harris kindy ke mana2...coz rasanya takde masalah nak retain him to speak BI.

Seandainya, budgetku ciput...Does it matter kalu bebudak ni tak pi SR???? JAWAPANnya...'TAK PONG!'..sbbnya, bukannya tak bule mengajar sendiri kat rumah, betul tak??? In fact, si Harris getting better in Malay&English pon disebabkan...sapa yg ajor????? Mak dia jugakkan??? Kalu nak harap cikgu and kindy 100%??? Ntah bila2lakan...Mesti sampai skrg masih lagi si Harris tu membaca ditahap kura2...dan si Milan tu plak, impactnya, when she is more at home...she speak more english rather than BM..Malah, hatta ade bibik sekali pon, mmg aku nak bebudak ni sume speak in BI...Biar bibik tak paham...Ha..ha..ha...Kang aku cakap BM sokmo..bibik perasan plak yg aku tiba2 ngata dia sbb tiba2 dok cakap BI...at least, kalu aku cakap BI selalu kurangla bibik nak was2 ngan ketiba2an majikannya ini yg tiba2 cakap BI...kan..kan..kan..

Weight update-55kgs

Susah kalu org dah start praising about how am look like compare to my last pregnancy...mcm..

'u look slim'
'slim skrg'
'u dietke?'

Sometimes, better off people not too say anything..coz when people start to say positively about u..u start to feel like...alahhhhh dah sampai targetla tu..OR...udah2la tu berdiet...OR..lantak ajela makan apa2..tak gemuk pon..

Kalu ikutkan mmg pon aku dah bule pakai sume my old clothes..and for surela, am still not yet slim and skinny..for those who havent met me before mestila dorang akan kata..

'Dah ok dah ni'

Tapi, sebenarnya2 aku masih chubby...Tapi, who cares??? Tambah2, my darling pon skrg dah semakin 'sihat' dan 'subur'..so, lantakla aku nak gemuk pon!!! Update terbaru, my weight now is 55kg..actually, masih jauh lagi perjalanan as aku nak aim 50-51kg..let the fasting month fullfil my dreamla kot...skrg ni, aku just makan je apa yg aku nak...just avoid to eat too much for the dinner...Yg tak bestnya skrg, my darling sering comes back late...tak pasal2 diet pon kkdg terbabas...like smlm, dah lewat malam aku join makan nasi lemak eventhough it still under control portion...

Daniel 1st day nursery..

This morning is my baby 1st day in nursery and its located within walking distance. Actually, am not that keen to send my baby there but seems I've got no option! The principal is not that friendly eventhough she is described by her staff as 'easy to approach' kind of human.

Results of my spot check this afternoon to my baby's nursery- suprisingly, the gate wasnt locked and I was thinking...how can they stop people from kidnapping the kids??? Really nightmare! The cleanliness...Owhhhh, so BADDDDD!!!

Harris Report Card Day..

This morning came to visit Harris SR to discuss with regards to Harris performance at school. On the way to his school, I couldnt stop thinking of Teacher Sukana..The most sensational teacher that Harris likes to talk about when we had chat together. Teacher Sukana as described by Harris is a bold and strict who sometimes using 'harsh' words as for instance "stupid" and "why you are so slow??".

Arrived at Harris school, we were welcome by the headteacher with welcoming smiles and Teacher Sukana was called in the meeting. Owchhh, finally I met Harris favourite teacher..heheheh..

My comment about Teacher Sukana..

'She is just a normal synonym Malaysian Teacher..'

We were discussing Harris overall progress at school and apparently he was doing well in his tests with average mark of 94%. Eventhough, honestly I still dissapointed to see none of the subjects marked as 100%, after wisely think, what he has done so far in all is still SATISFYING considering he just joined SR for only 4 mths as compared to other kids who already in the center for 3 years. Before we leaving, we had a talk in relation to Harris problem at home and at school together with his headteacher to overcome Harris from sleeping late at night. I hope by acknowleding the teachers and with their support too, Harris can go in bed early to make him fresh to start his day at school.

His headteacher described Harris as smart, easy to catch up and matured however can be moody.

Ke rumah si Anu..

Smlm aku ke rumah si Anu..Katanya, si Anu adalah wife kepada kerabat di negeri XXX..Dah namanya kerabat surela mabelessskan...Speaking sokmo ala2 American gitussss...Adaku kisah??? Dek kerana aku diberitahu oleh one of my front neighbours yg si Anu got Philipino's maid contact, aku pon dgn tak malunya waving my hands to si Anu while jalan2 di our housing area.

Anu is very nice lady...soft spoken...sokmo speaking...itu for surela..sampai aku pon terkial2 nak berspeaking..we had very brief chat coz it was late in the evening..we were talking about name of plants and the way how to grow it..

When, my darling back home, I was telling him about my visit to si Anu's house. He was asking me wether was that really true while commenting my clothes when I was visiting si Anu's house..His comment, I was wearing like a maid AKA nanny guarding 3 little kids...I lifted my eyebrow and asking him back..

'Is it wearing just t-shirt n skirt make me looks like a maid???'

I was grumbling too..

'Alaaaa. Si Anu lagila eventhough she is old already, she too just like me wearing t-shirt with short some more! Itu lagi over apa..!'

Dlm hati..mmm mebe tak nampak maidla kot..sbb, mak cik tu menyeksi!

Apa2 ajela..if u think, ur wife really looks like maid..so, what u still waiting for????? Buy me more clothes, hokayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!

Lega..

Terasa lega sgt2 sbb rumahku sudah terkemas pada hari ini..Thanks Sis for helping. Originally, sepatutnya si L yang datang kemas umah aku..kalih2 dia cancel last minute. Inilah masalahnya si L, kalu aku cancel dia tau marah..Tapi, kalu dia yg cancel..takde plak aku nak marah2 dia..Kkdg aku pk2, bagus juga aku tak jadi amik dia as my maid before..

Ngis, my future maid is expected to come in another 2-3 weeks time. Ada hiccup dlm pemprosesan coz suddenly Indon's Gomen katanya tak mo nak antar maid Indon dorang ke Mesia lagi..

Lain citer pada ari ini..Milan sudah terkencit atas katil..Tapi, cooolll..aku tak naik angin..Biasanya aku suka marah2..Tapi, this morning I was soooo cooolllll..Lifted up Milan from our bed, bath her and put her back in our bed.

Yg bestnya, bilik maid aku dah terkemas...Bolehla aku lepak situ brg sementara..Almari dan katil pon dah ada..Sis pon dah lap dan kemas termasuk bawah sinki aku yg tonggang langgang. Cuma, Sis tak sempat nak cuci toilet aku..Tapi, dia dah ganti waktu cuci toilet dgn mengosok baju kami berhelai2...So, I wont complaint much! For this time, Sis leaving our house with 35rm money. EVenthough, the house still not completely done..Tapi, Okla than before...

Yg membuatkan aku tambah excited, finally, grassman tu agreed nak planting the grass at our price. Meaning that, we can simply proceed our planning to decorate our ugly garden. Cume aku je yg masih kering idea nak tanam pokok apa..

Wawasan..

My bibik will be coming in another 3 weeks time. Progress bebudak plak stkt ni...alhamdulillah telah serba sedikit tercapai sprt yg diplankan...Cthnya..

-Harris dah bule read BM&BI
-Harris dah pandai mandi sendiri
-Milan dah mulai independent tak pakai diapers...

Jadinya, when the time bibik is arrived, just cun2la for me to pull out Harris&Milan fr transit and nursery. Cumenya, si Harris tu masih liat lagi bangun pagi dan mandi sendiri. Aku pon tak terpk apa list keje yg aku nak kasik kat bibik aku...Sejak akhir2 ni mcm sebel dgn kualiti part time maid/ cleaner yg mcm so-so...dan aku sendiri plak malas nak pk lebih atau nak kemas umah lebih2..

3rd injection..5th injection-August, 15

Just wanted to put a note in this blog that Daniel will be having his 5th month injection on the abovementioned date. For sometimes, I can easily forget of something that we should be doing like as what happened on Daniel 3rd jab. I know and remember from the beginning I should be visiting the doctor with Daniel for the 3rd time for a JAB, BUT..FOR what kind of JAB..I simply cant remember...How can having 3 kids can change someone to be a VERY forgetful mother..

Nothing special to be written more in this entry other than reporting our yesterday's outing to survey suitable grass and spending more money at IKEA. It was sooo exhausting trip..and it also our first time leaving our 3 angles to someone else not from our family nor relatives. The couple was paid for rm70 for caring the kids while cleaning the house.

Speaking about our surveying activities in Sg Buloh for reasonable and affordable grass for our garden..we get to know many kind of grasses there including pearl, philipine and Japanese grass.

Tak tahu nak tulis apa

Tak tahu nak tulis apa..sesuai untuk tajuk entry kali ni..
Dapat good news dr kawan lama..yg dia fall pregnant accidentally for 4th time. Dia kata malu nak gitau..SBBnya...anaknya yg ke-3 baru je usianya 1 tahun tak puas menyusu badan lagi katanya..nak2 plaknya dia tgh study master...Tak apalah, rezeki tuhan bagi..mungkin ada hikmah disebaliknya..kot2 pasni dikurniakan anak perempuan pula slps kejayaan melahirkan 3 hero2 sblmnya..

Update lain..berat aku masih macam tu statik 56-57kg..Mana taknya, aku skrg tak begitu jaga makan sgt..Kiranya, mcm tak kisah nak makan apa aje yg aku nak makan..smlm pon aku dah terbabas makan twisties..Gasakla! Malas nak pk pasal slim-melim ni...Just let the time flies away..Kang nak susut..dia susutla tu mcm waktu aku pas beranakkan si Milan dulu..Takdela pulak aku rapot nak kurus..Tiba2 je dia jadi kurus..Ha..ha..ha...Kalu ikutkan my target is not far away..5kg to go...It can take 2 mths or perhaps a year..Tak pon, kot2 pas posa bule turun..sape taukan???

Hari yg memenatkan..

Hari ni mmg hari yg memenatkan..Membereskan keje2 rumah tak berhenti2. Kalula ade robot yg aku bule tekan butang dan terus bereskan sume keje2 rumahkan bagus!

Jalan2 di Alamanda..

Smlm dgn baik hatinya, daddy gave us a treat..eating out and shopping di Alamanda..Sebenarnya dr semalam mommy was asking daddy to bring her out sbb weekdays mostly mommy is at home...Boring duduk rumah ni tau2 sajelakan...

On the way to Alamnda..Daddy was asking mommy where place to eat. Mommy just didnt mind sbb perut ni bukannya rasa nak makan sgt pon...So, we just followed Harris saying to have our lunch at KFC coz he was longing to eat nuggets there. Jadinya, diet mommy smmgnya fail lagi pada hari smlm...Disaat org makan..mommy pon join makan dan sempatla juga merasa spicy chicken KFC yg baru..My sincere comment..'MMG X SEDAP!'

Lepas habis semua org makan dan kenyang, we headed ourselves to Reject Shop..Saje ngk2 di situ...manala tau kot2 jumpa baju branded2 yg comel2..bule jugak mommy mendonatekan duit di sana...heheh...Tapi, nampaknya tak ada apa2 yg menarik..Sempat jugak dlm jalan2 tu pi singgah kedai emas Habib Jewel yg konon2nya tgh sale tak hengat sampai 50-70%. Saje cuci2 mata tgk koleksi emas putih dan berlian dia...Waktu mommy ngk tu bulela dapat discount dgn rega 7k kalu beli satu set cincin, necklace, earings dan pendant dia..Mmmm, kalula mommy berlebih duit..mmg sah2la set tu mommy dah sambar..

Kiranya our day outing tu mcm2la yg kami dapat..termasuk...

1)find out how elliptical works and looks like. Sambil tu dapat to know my latest weight and body fat..Mmg gue gemuk sey! Body fat jgn cakapla...dah terlebih byk %!

2)came to know the price of semi-D&bungalow at Putrajaya facing to the lake..Tak silap aku around 2million for bungalow and 1.5+million for semi-D

3)knows the price of bangle..200++..Kalu gue ni byk duit..mmg gue dah beli...sungguh bernafsu jadi perempuan ni..semua benda pon kalu bule nak dibeli dan dimiliki...

4) Harris got his transformer's colouring and comic books kat MPH dan aku plak dapat beli cooking book at the price of $13+

5) shopping stoking my baby di Mothercare sambil ricky2 rega Quinny Zap di situ..For the stroller itself reganya dah 1.1k..so does the carseat..So, in total kalu nak beli stroller ni adalah dlm range 2k++..gigil tangan nak beli! Baik je aku beli elliptical aku cenggini..huhuhuhu

6) shopping jeans dan baju my baby di PONEY...PONEY ni brand of Malaysia. But, strangely the price is quite competiteve juga comparable to branded items sold kat Mothercare, GAPS and Pumpkin Patch segala. Kiranya price dia sligtly lower dr brand2 yg aku sebutkan tadi..Kkdg macam tak paham, kenapa plak brgn buatan Mesia tetap nak jual mahal2? Apa2pon, aku rembat jugak sbb nak pakai..cume baju dia je aku dapat beli dgn discount 50%...Lagipon, aku sakit ati dgn kualiti jeans Pumpkin Patch yg aku beli sblm2 ni..Keras kejung! Budak pon tak selesa nak pakai...Jadi, kesimpulan aku di sini..It is not about brand, but its matter of comfortability...

7) Seronok dapat beli pewangi pot puri yg selama ni aku dok cari2..Dah 32 tahun hidup baru aku tau nama pewangi tu is "TEDDY BEAR". Mula2 tu cam tak caya..Takkanla bau cam rose tapi namanya TEDDY BEAR plak? Ngk2 bila dah bubuh di rumah...Barula puas hati dapat beli pewangi yg betul...heheheh..

8) Belikan Harris beg Ben 10 sbb beg Spiderman yg aku belikan dia 2 years ago dah putus..Aku pon tak paham cemana bule putus...Agaknya, tersepit in between pintu van pak cik drebar kot gamaknya..Adala jugak belikan dia baju Ultraman yg dia pilih sendiri..termasuk botol air Ben 10..SBBnya, dia selalu kecoh nak bawak air pi sekolah..Dan Milan plak dapat jam barbie..Gara2 jam barbie dia jugakla si Milan tu tak tido2 malam tadi..dok kalut bila jam barbie dia tak dijumpai..

9) Minum kat Starbuck dan beli donut di kedai donut..

Balik rumah..mmg nampak si Harris sungguh2 happy..Mana taknya, kbykan brg yg dishopping adalah brg2 dia..Si Milan??? Kesian..cume dapat beli jam..Nasib baik Milan budak kecik..Kalu dah besar..mesti dia tahu nak compare2..awat dia dapat beli satu brg tapi abg dan adik dia sampai 2-3 brg...

Mlmnya, aku temankan Harris baca komik transformers..Yg kelakarnya, dah tua2 ni barula aku tahu watak2 dlm transformers tu..Autobot, Megatron, Optimus Prime, Ironhide, Sideswipe dan bla..bla..bla..termasuk words english yg aku besa dgr tapi aku tak besa guna...

villian-devil
horizon-skyline
deploy-to organize (troops or resources) into a position ready for immediate and effective action
hurl-throw in great force;To throw down; overthrow
halt-A suspension of movement or progress, especially a temporary one: The car rolled to a halt when it stalled
alleyways-a narroe passage between buildings
sprung-to jump over(mcm springla kot nih)
rippled- To rise and fall gently in tone or volume

Penat!

Ntah kenapa dalam minggu ini kemalasan sungguh melanda dan mehurungi diri aku..malas dr segi segala2nya..Mebe sbb dah fed up dgn keje umah yg tak abis2..atau mungkin juga aku jadik kemalasan sbb badan aku sakit2..

Hari ni saje aku spend masa almost 4 hrs di dapur..Bosan! Penat pon ada! Sejak takde maid ni..aku mmg pemalas tahap gaban nak memasak makanan yg bergoreng2. Hari ni saje habis berkecah dapur gas aku sbb benda yg aku masak tu meletup2...Arghhhhh..tension! Taubat tul aku nak masak benda2 bergoreng lagi! Cukuppppp utk masa ini! Tenaga dan masa aku dah terbuang utk membersih2!! Rasa mcm ishkkkk takde keje lainke dr membabukan diri????

Sblm aku terlupa..smlm merupakan our 9th anniversary. Cadangnya my darling nak belanja aku makan di Chorus Hotel..Tapi, plan hanya tinggal plan..Termasuk plan nak bercuti di Pangkor pon terpaksa kami batalkan. My darling kebetulan demam for 3 days, so does the baby...First time rasanya dapat pengalaman baby tak sampai 3 bulan kene serang demam. Kesian si Daniel, berkerut2 muka nak telan ubat. Jadiknya smlm, dek kerana my darling sakit, makanya, aku offer diri masak nasi ayam lagi...Actually, memasak ni bukannya keje susah..Tapi, bab2 nak membersih2 lepas tu yg bikin masalah! Kalu bahan2 sume lengkap...Tak sampai 1/2 to 1hr semua pon bule siap..lagipon, skrg ni, aku dah kurang napsu nak makan kat luar..Mana taknya, ade tu tpt tak hygenic, ade tu plak...makanannya tak sedap...dan antara alasan2 yg lain..makanan kat luar tu byk je yg tak sihat! Mcm2 ajela aku ni..mentang2la dah pandai masak sendiri..Byk plak komplennya ye...

Smlm jugak aku berurut kali yg terakhir slps hampir 3 bulan melahirkan si Daniel. Dan kesannya pada hari ini seluruh badan aku pegal2...Arghhh...sebel!!! Pinggang gue pon jadik sakit nih!

Lain update, si Milan skrg dah pandai cakap..

'comelnya'
'I'm scared'

Nampak dah makin membesar si Milan. Nampak happy je life dia as a kid. Balik rumah je terlonjak2.

Si Harris plak hari ni..dek kerana excited nak main X-Box, sanggup dia ikuti segala omongan daddynya..Cepat2 capai story book sbb nak main game. Hari ni dia spend time membaca buku English. Hahahah..terangkak2 juga..sbbnya byk words yg susah2 di situ..Permulaan mmg budak akan terangkak2 membaca..Tapi, dah biasa nanti...Insya-allah he should be OK. Buktinya..waktu dia mula2 membaca BM mmg tak fluent tapi dah beberapa kali membaca...dia dah mulai improve dr sms ke semasa. In fact, sebenarnya, membaca BM lebih mudah dr BI. Sbb in BI lagi byk sounds yg dia nak kene ingat dan belajar. Pendapat aku, kalu bebudak ni tahu akan concept membaca tak kiralah salah satu sama ada BM, BI atau pon Jawi..He shouldnt have any problem utk pick up membaca dalam ketiga2 bahasa yg aku sebutkan tadi..So, ahkak2 di luar sana..Dont be panic kalu anak2 baru balik obersea tapi tatau membaca lagi in BM..Insya-allah slowly they will pick up! My son sendiri is the living proof! Btw, ini utk case bebudak kecikla..Kalu bebudak beso mcm dah masuk primary school tu...tidakla aku berpengalaman..Cume, aku pernah dgr anak2 kawan aku usianya dalam range 10-14 tahun ade problem dgn BM bila masuk skool di Mesia..Mmmm..pada aku...mula2 tu mmgla problem..lama2 nanti dia okla nanti tu..provided kalu bebudak tu ade minat dan encouragement dr mak pak jugalakan...

Harris oh Harris..

Smlm Harris dok seharian di rumah Budenya. Saje kasik chance Harris to spend his whole day with his cousins there. Before went to bude's house, mmg aku bawakkan dia story books as a condition for him to still stay at home with me. Jadinya, smlm dia praktis membaca di rumah bude dgn yana.

Balik umah as usual he was reporting his day activities to us. He was telling us that he had his reading twice including in Mama Cu's car on their way back home. I just wondering, what really the PURPOSE Harris reading book in my SIL's car? Is it just for showing off or is it because he did that coz he was asked to do so? The most funny part is..Harris was telling all people in the car that he needs to do reading everyday coz ibu asked it and it also as part of the condition for him to be allowed to play game. Bila Harris bagitau cenggitu..Punyala aku dan my darling gelak berdekah2. Mana taknya, kalu kat rumah punyala liat nak membaca. Kkdg tu siap polos main game dulu..dan tiba ke malam hari baru nak terkedek2 nak membaca buku...Tapi, bila jumpa his relatives punyala ye-o dia cakap yg dia kene baca buku dulu baru bule main game...kene kencing ajela dorang ni ngan si Harris! Lawak..lawak...Aku just bagitau dia balik..

'Ko ni buat Mama Cu stress aje ngk ko dah bule baca BM...'

Kalu ikutkan, mmg Harris skrg semakin improve membaca BM&BI. Agaknya dia teruja nak membaca dlm kete tu sbb dia rasa bangga kot dia dah pandai membaca berbanding dgn cousin dia si Faie yg belum lagi bule membaca buku sbb Harris ade bagitau aku yg si Faie dok ikut2 dia membaca buku walaupon dia tak begitu pandai membaca..Biasala bebudak..dorang ni mmg suka compete.

My next step slps ni..to aim Harris to be able to read Jawi. Dah berkali2 dok ulang2 Harris utk kenal huruf Jawi tapi asyik je ada yg terlupa..Karang kalu Harris dah master huruf2 tu sume..barula bule betul2 dok ajar dia membaca Jawi. Mebe lepas tu bule belajar bahasa Arab atau hantar dia ke kelas tambahan KUMON to enhance his calculation skill...KUMON ni skdr tambahan saje..kalu rajin aku antorla..kalu malas rasanya belajarla ikut syllabus tadika dia aje..

Rancangan yg tergendala..

Rancangan nak pi rewang rumah anak sepupu kawen pada hari ini..nampaknya terpaksa dibatalkan dek kerana milan masih lagi demam panas. Tak kebah2. Nampak smlm mcm ok..tgk2 ni ari jadi tak ok plak..Makanya, stuckla kami semua berada di rumah. Si bapak dgn anak dok hook dgn game X-Box yg baru dorang beli smlm di Metrokajang. Senyum2 simpul si Harris bila daddynya beli X-Box smlm. Siap sanggup siapkan homework bila dan2 balik rumah sbb dah terexcited nak main game baru. Dlm dorang dua beranak tu bershopping, bule plak aku mencelah..

'Mmmm..dr beli X-Box ni..berpaedah lagi belikan Daniel pushchair baru..Sian Daniel dok terlentuk terkena belt Mac Laren tiap kali dok atas stroller'

Sblm2 ni mmg aku ada propose pada my darling tuk beli pushchair baru utk Daniel. Cadangnya nak beli Quinny Zapp..Mmg reganya bule tahan...tapi mmg praktikal..Rasa nyesal plak sbb waktu kat UK my darling mmg dah offer banget2 aku beli Quinny ni..tapi, aku yg refuse sbb alasan aku mahal...Tapi, lepas dok kesian tgk kepala Daniel yg terliuk2 sambil berfikir2 yg Quinny ni bagus utk baby, baru nak rasa agree dgn buah pikiran my darling. Walaubagaimanapon, aku tidakla desperate sgt nak beli Quinny ni..Cume, kalu my darling mmg nak beli...Nyiru tapak tangan, luas padang bola aku tadahkan..

Dlm dua beranak tu dok main X-Box, aku dok pasang telingan si Harris berspeaking. Aikkk?? Bukan main lagi dia speaking..kkdg vocub yg aku tatau pon dia lagi tau...nampak mcm ada perubahan sejak aku pantau dia dr tgk chanel CERIA. Walau dah 6 bulan kami kat Mesia..Still slang England dia tak lari lagi walau cara dia bercakap tu adakalanya ketara masih pelat budak kecik lagi...Kalu ikutkan his time mostly spend kat transit. Kat transit tu mmg sah2 cakap melayu manjang. Mmg ada masa dia komplen...nape org2 kat transit tu cakap melayu? Dan bila aku cakap melayu ngan my darling atau kawan2 aku dia bule datang bisik2 kat aku..

'Speak english pleasee...'

Aku percaya, kalu dia most of the time dok rumah..mesti speaking dia lagi better dr skrg. SBBnya, banyak masa kami berdua mmg speaking. Tambah2 lagi kalu ada bibik...Mmg ikut plan asalnya, aku prefer kami speak English kalu ade bibik duduk dlm rumah. Bukannya apa, biar mudah aku nak communicate dgn anak2 aku dgn bahasa yg bibik tak paham..Kalu aku nak suh anak2 aku depan2 bibik utk report duty bibik buat keje apa ni ari pon tak apa2. Sbbnya, bibik takkan nak paham..hahhahahah...Paling2 mebe bibik bula agak2. Insya-allah bibik innocent aku akan sampai dlm 1 bulan lagi. Janda anak dua dr Bandung.

Kesimpulan aku di sini tetap sama, peranan mak bapak dan surrounding itu penting utk mouldkan personaliti anak2. Padanlan jaman aku sekolah2 dulu..berhabuk dorang2 tu speaking..sampai nganga aku ngk...Dah kalu mak pak dorang speaking...dahtu sampai sekolah rendah dan tadika kat oversea lagi...no wonder english dorang hebat2 belaka..

Update lain, masih mericky2 which hotel nak pi. Mmg ade ricky2 nak duduk di Holiday Villa..Tapi, bila cek2, hotel fully booked till 12hb of June! Aikk?? Hotel ratus2 pon org zaman skrg dah rembat awal2. Mmg kaya2la kot org Mesia zaman skrg nih! Ingatkan kalu namanya dah hotel mahal2 ni..kurengla org nak duduk...sbb pitis pon berkira2...Sememangnya, Mesia kini sudah berubah!

Harris development-membaca BM..

Aku baru je cek entry2 aku yg lepas..baru pasan yg aku registerkan Harris di SR pada 28hb Jan. Kiranya lewat jugala aku registerkan dia ni..Hasilnya, setelah 3 bulan masuk sekolah di Mesia..Dia dah bule baca BM, English tetapi masih lagi terkial2 part Jawi. Aku tak surela sama ada aku nak ratingkan SR tu skool yg bagus atau pon tidak..sbb kalu ikutkan sekolahnya ada atas kedai. Cume, apa yg aku bule komen, peranan parents juga penting dlm membentuk keperibadian dan IQ anak2. Aku rasa, kalu aku ni yg jenis tak peduli ngan study anak...mau si Harris pon tidak akan sampai ke tahap ini. Kalu nak harapkan sekolah saje 100%, aku rasa mmg susah. Nak2 plak anak aku tu manjang cool dan kalu aku tak selalu ingatkan dia...mmg habis kejeblos juga performancenya..

Hasilnya, skrg Harris dah mula di tahap punctuation, comprehension dan re-arrange words for BM&BI..

Sejak kami duduk rumah sendiri pon, aku lebih bebas mengatur family sendiri. Mmg aku pantau si Harris tu dr ngk citer katun melayu yg tak begitu berpaedah..misalnya yg suka cakap words yg tak senonoh cthnya 'bodoh'. Anak sedara aku mmg ada sorang yg amatla chatty...suka cakap sesuka hati...Aku pon tak komen lebih2..sbbnya itu anak dia..dan aku pon tahu, bukan mak pak atau maid dia yg suh dia cakap kasar begitu..Tapi, aku suspect dr TVla dia belajar..

Skrg byk masa anak2 akan nonton Disney Chanel. Kalu kantoi tgk chanel ceria..aku akan bising2. So, now Harris ada masanya suka speak English rather than Malay..Kiranya, skrg ni ala2 seimbang jugala 50-50 Malay&English.

Esok nak pergi kenduri kawen.

Bermula episod bila tiba cuti sekolah..Masing2 mana2 yg nak kawen amik peluang buat majlis kawen..termasukla anak sepupu aku di kg...Nampak gayanya kenala aku pergi rewang disebabkan kami pon agak rapat sewaktu kami berada di UK. Ada sehelai dua baju yg aku dah siap gosok..yang the rest aku panggil si L utk datang bereskan sbb ada baju yg baru ari ni baru aku sempat nak cuci..Sambil baring2, dok berkira2 apa keje nak diberi pada si L esok.

Pada masa yg sama, my darling dah kasik signal utk aku mulai survey hotel atau resort utk cuti2 mesia di Pangkor Laut. Kalu ikut original plan ikutkan nak pi PD je..tapi, bila pk2, PD tu kami dah pernah pi..makna kata...sajela this time tukar angin pi ngk Lumut plak..

Citer lain utk ari ni...sekali lagi budak bertiga suma berada di rumah..Takdela susah mana nak jaga..Most of the time nonton TV aje dorang tu sume...Daniel pon kejap tidur kejap bangun...Si Milan plak..elok dah tak pakai diapers...Tahu nak bagi sign kalu nak terkencing atau nak terpoo-poo..

Makan tengahari pon dorang selesa nak makan roti..ada masa nak request hot dog, nugget dan fries..depends ngan mood dorang..si Harris plak dok berulang2 asik request nak nasi ayam..Seronok tgk bebudak ni sungguh2 makan..mana taknya, sampai bertambah 4 kali si Harris tu bila makan nasi ayam...So, dlm malas2 aku hari ini..sempat jugak aku boilkan ayam utk dijadikan stok nasi ayam.

Sakit perut

Inilah masalahnya women after confinement..asal buat kerja lebih sket..mulala rasa perut tak selesa. Rasa mcm nak tumbang dan rasa nak sakit tubuh sana sini...Tak surela kalu2 apa yg berlaku pada diri aku ni adalah kes2 terpencil..Tapi, kelihatannya kebiasaannya begitu..

Hari ini, 3 of my kids all at home. Alhamdulillah si Milan tak byk kerenah. Cume ngada2 sket2. Milan&Harris siap piknik kat luar siang ari. Minum air rebina ais ngan nugget, fries n mix veges. Bukan main lagi budak berdua tu..sblm2 ni si Harris siap cakap..

'I wish I could have cold drinks over the beach'

Sebenarnya mmg ada ura2 nak melepak di tepi pantang kami berlima di PD. Cume, kata my honey hatta hotel yg mahal pon sume dah fully booked! Amboiii...taste org2 mesia ni...tahap hotel mahal pon sume org dah habis rembat.

Update&56kg..

Good news, my weight has decreased to 56kg since last Friday. Feeling very happy and motivating eventhough still 5-6kg to go to reach my target goal..at least now its improving. No gain without pain. So, until now, I maintain controlling my meal portions. eat sensibily, be active as you can, eventhough for sometimes I admit I was cheating by overindulging myself by eating junk and unhealthy forbidden foods. But, again, with controlled portion!

Just coicidently, after knowing I am in my 56kg, I was pigging out by taking beef steak with fries in one of the famous steak restaurant in Kajang... and its not just that I lost in my battle to keep slim..cause its happening again, I was eating KFC and fried mee on the next day and chicken chop for the following day! Lucky enough, up to this point, my weight still maintain despite all the naughty foods that I have eaten almost all my weekend.

Another latest update, finally Harris exam week is over. I feel so lightheaded and so carefree...Harris seems more indepent now...he is begging not to be sent to transit and promise to me to follow whatever I'm saying to allow himself to stay home. Routinely at home, he has to read his BM and English books. This is the only easy he could expose himself inderictly with certain words and suku kata..The rest of his time, he's been hours in front of TV watching his favourite CDs.

As for Milan, she is still under potty trainning. She is quite a fast learner. Normally, she is not on diapers when at nursery and at home. She will on diapers usually at night so that everbody could have their deep sleep without bothering there is someone wee-weeing our comfy bed.

Daniel is getting noisy. Chooing and smiling. I found myself enjoy very much in taking good care of him. He's been a very good baby.

The H-Factor Can Make Dieting Easier

Happiness and emotional well-being are overlooked in many diets, but they have so much to do with curbing your appetite, inspiring you to choose healthier foods, and long-term change. Without happiness or satisfaction, weight loss is a daunting, laborious, often impossible endeavor. To find out how to infuse a diet with the H-factor of happpiness, I got in touch with renowned macrobiotic counselor, author, and speaker, Denny Waxman for tricks to change your body and your life.

DENNY WAXMAN'S STEPS FOR A HAPPY DIET...

Play more, workout less.
Children do not want to eat when they are playing. They want to eat when they are bored or forced to do things they do not want to do. The principles are the same for adults. Satisfying activities enhance your appetite for healthy foods and help you feel satisfied with less. The wrong activities make you want to reward yourself with rich foods and unhealthy sweets.

Have a serving of vegetable soup everyday.
Soup helps condition your digestive system and gets it ready for the meal. Soup also makes you feel more satisfied and naturally helps you eat less.

Plan your meals around grains, vegetables, and other high fiber foods.
Make your metabolism active to maintain your proper weight without effort.
Metabolism is your ability to digest and absorb the nutrition from your food and then eliminate the excess efficiently. There are two ways to activate your metabolism. The first is to plan your meals around grains, vegetables, and other high fiber foods. This combination makes you feel the most satisfied without feeling that you need to restrict the amount of food you eat. The second way to activate your metabolism is to...

Eat at regular times without skipping meals.
Eating between meals has a stagnating effect. The ideal starting times for stimulating your metabolism are between 5:00 & 8:30 am for breakfast, 11:00 am & 1:00 pm for lunch, and 5:00 & 7:00 pm for dinner.

Sit down to eat without reading, watching TV, or working.
Develop a relationship with your food, and you will feel more satisfied, have better digestion, and eat less. Eating with family and friends strengthens communication and creates a strong feeling of connectedness that can also leave you feeling less hungry.

Try to make your daily foods both satisfying and nourishing.
Try to find healthy foods that satisfy your basic needs, instead of eliminating the foods you think are causing your problems. Feeling deprived does not lead to happiness. Restriction in your diet inevitably leads to excess. This is the reason most diets fail.

Eat more high-fiber foods.
Grains, vegetables, fruits, soups and other plant-based foods make your digestive system happy. They pass through your digestive system more easily than animal and dairy foods, and help keep it clean and healthy.

Walk outside for at least a half hour daily.
Walking is not exercise, it is a natural activity that makes your body and mind work better and returns you to a state of harmony and balance. Life-related activities including cleaning, gardening, and dancing are the most satisfying and beneficial to your health and weight.

Give yourself a daily massage.
A daily body rub cleans and renews your skin, making it look and feel younger in just days or weeks. It also activates your blood, lymph, and energy circulation to help keep your metabolism active. Fill your sink with just hot water. Dip in a cotton face cloth, wring it out, and rub your skin lightly. Gentle pressure is more effective than a vigorous scrub. Frequently re-dip the cloth and try to get all your body with a back and forth motion.


Stop eating 3 hours before getting into bed.
Your body wants to clean and repair at night while you are sleeping. When your stomach is empty, you are much more efficient at this process because your liver will not be bogged down storing unused nutrition. This allows it to more easily neutralize acidity and detoxify your body. You will sleep more deeply and wake feeling more refreshed and happy.

Cerita minggu ini..

Cerita lain minggu ini..Berat aku statik between 57-58kgs. Maybe because water retention sbb my 1st period came 2 days ago. Skrg ni pon dah pemalas ya rabbi nak naik penimbang..Btw, seluar slack size 12 aku dah muat disarung. Kalu ikutkan dalam pantang tempohari nak sarung kat peha pon tak lepas. Seingat aku, when I just had Milan..eventho my final weight during my pregnancy was 70..which is 8 kgs differ than when I was with Daniel..still, my weight is the same as now when I done my confinement. Malas nak pk lebih2 da...lagi dipikir2, lagi liatla dia nak turun. Cume yg aku perasan, penurunan berat tu dah tak drastik mcm sebelumnya. Skrg ni 1kg in 2 weeks on average.

Aku pon dah start introduce to my body eating various kind of foods..like nasi ayam pon aku dah bedal..mana tahan weeee...cume, aku makan sensibly..Yesterday, my lil bro pon cakap, my kids ate more than their mom. Aku just bagitau dia..I am on diet..sbb aku pon dah montelkan..kan..kan..Nampaknya, kene hardworkla nak shed away extra 7-8kgs ni..Dah jaga makan pon susah nak susut..Kalu ikutkan menu of the day aku kebiasaannya adalah roti n mentega. Jarang sgt2 aku cheating. But then, aku dah start minum ais..mebe sbb tu gak perut aku kembung. Could be jugak aku susah turun sbb aku skrg makan agak lewat..walaupon kuantitinya sket..aku tend to still munching sbb while serving for my darling yg all this while always coming back late from work. Sampai rumah pon sometimes near to 9 or 10 p.m. Aku pon tak bising dia balik lambat...Ntahla..dah lama2 kawen ni..dah malas nak pk benda2 remeh. Lagipon, my time now is most full with activities. If not busy with kids, my time sometimes flies for watching tv and houseworks. Managing houseworks tu yg paling sebel! Kalu nak citer keje umah ni..mmg tak abis2. Nyampah tahap gaban pon ada..kkdg tu, nak angkat penyapu pon malas...Mana taknya, kkdg tu..baru pagi aku kemas...kang petang tu dah bersepah. Tu yg lagi buat lemah semangat. Nak2 aku tengah period skrg. Bila pk2, ada bagusnya aku takde maid. Karang da ade maid, nak start it off all over again buat sendiri2 mmg tochure..

Ini pon just received phone call yg my darling will coming back late coz he has to attend dinner with clients. Apa2 sajela..Sekurang2nya, bulela aku cuti masak hebat2. Hanya perlu panaskan makanan semalam. Kalu ikutkan aku dah marinate siap2 ikan utk dibakar. Tapi, nampaknya bulela aku savekan utk makan pada hari seterusnya. Bila citer pasal makanan, inila yg lecehnya kalu ade maid..pasalnya, aku anak beranak makan mmg sempoi2. Kot2 aku dok suh dia masak telur sentiasa...ntah apa agaknya yg dia akan mengomel di belakang. Anak2 aku plak selesa makan telur. Malam ni mmg aku konfem, makan roti dgn butter lagi...ntah..terasa malas nak mengunyah atau nak renyah2. Ni pon, kat sink dah ade periuk besar dan berat nak kene dicuci..Jenuh...jenuh...

Harris exam week..

This week will be busier week than ever. Harris needs to sit for exams. Ada 5 subjek sumenya. The most tiring day was 2 days ago that is for English. Too many things need to cover until the mom gets worn out and had a throw. I just wonder, who is actually having exam? is it me or my son? Yesterday, he was bragging by telling me, he was doing all correct for his English. In fact, he was scold by his teacher because showing two of his friends in performing the exam. I just ignored what he said since I still not yet even seen his corrected paper.

In the night time, we continued our revision in BM and my observation-he is still weak in certain suku-kata like "ai and au". Even some pictures and figures, he doesnt know to tell them in Malay.

As for today, I was planning to pick him early from nursery cause I found night time is too short for intensive exercise. He suppose to sleep early every night before sitting for exams but seems to me 2 days had passed, he was sleeping late playing too much. I was told by my lil bro that, Harris kept teasing him in his room last night and only fell asleep at 1.30 a.m.

I am relieved because the remaining subjects are more relaxing. Not too much to study. In term of Mathematics, he is not having much problem but perhaps I need to accentuate more for him to be able to spell correcly all those figures on paper. Other than that, substraction exercise is necessary. Counting backwards can be confusing for him and most of the time I see him missing in counting one number.

The rest only science and Agama. Agama can be tough to him. He sometimes cant remember to write down particular huruf.

citer smlm and 57kgs..

-went to see specialist with regards to my eyes and Daniel's 2nd jab. Got 2 eye drops prescription from Dr Balbir and should come back to meet him again in 1 week time if the infection still persist

-Samsung people was coming to fix our ice grinder and cool water drink connection for our fridge. Charge was about rm80 as they said there was no coverage warranty for appliances bought from oversea.

-Called Mak to confirm buying the chest drawer

-Had my dinner-red apple, sandwich with cheese slice, rice and chicken.

-My weight record as for today-57kgs

Day out..

As for today, we left our kids to my sil and mil's house while both of us out to survey furniture for our house. Frankly, I am not really dash to buy furniture to this extent since we just stay renting and if God wills, we perhaps going to move again to our new house in Bangi. Its hard to say anything up to this point because our family still busy to settle down-just move back fr UK to Mesia, fell pregnant and had a new baby, kids schooling and not to forget each of us commitment towards our own family. Only time will tell what's going to be happened next. Despite of dithering to splurge on furniture during these days, we still manage to spend buying tv cabinet and shoe rack at one of funiture shops at Ampang Point. We infact still contemplating to add another 2 things in the house..either display cabinet and chest drawer respectively for our hall and for the kids. Cant complain much seeing the money flows considering we just move in back to our home country. Almost everything we need to buy all new again and I think, it would be a good thing for me to put into note to mark our TV's age.. that we just have our new 48 inches Sony Bravia flat screen(tv) delivered to us yesterday and the price...errrr...what should I say...VALUE FOR MONEY! Harris is the one who is the most excited person. Non-stop smiling when we were testing watching the TV.

I guess this perhaps spark Harris determination to continuosly improving and excel in his schooling-like everybody will get their own treat after proving to us like getting 100% mark in their spelling. Impressingly, after have heard his teacher commenting Harris struggling in his 'Bahasa Melayu', yesterday I was shocked that he was getting better and scored 100% in his spelling at home! and this evening, he was trying as best as he could to read his first new 'Bahasa Melayu' books collection.

After all, shall I say today's outing is fully contented outing?? The answer could be 'YES' and 'NO'.

'YES' because we have finally sorted our searching on TV cabinet as well as for the shoe rack. The good thing now, I dont need to mess my eyes with an impaired scene due to untidy wires from all my darling's speaker gadgets and now we can arrange properly each of us shoes collection.

'NO' because its darn tiring day out with an addition of nowadays hot weather simply us get sweating and infact many of us here fall sick having fever again and again. Seems to me to so called today's sickness as 'rebounce sickness' as the fever is coming back attacking particularly the hopeless kids after we may find they are fit and may not require anymore prescription. Actually, this is what had happened to Harris couple of days ago. He was having fever again after I was really confident that he was totally OK and should be in school.

Berat aku naik...

Last week my mission was failed. Pagi tadi aku timbang, owch! berat aku naik plak 1kg which makes me weigh 58-59kg..sabo jela..I was expecting to reduce weight tapi lain plak jadinya. Tak surela kalu pasal semalam aku makan 2 karipap dan 3 potong kecil makroni bakar. Aku rasa, mmg aku kene pantang makan benda2 yg tak cleanla buat masa ni. Kalu tak..memang jauh sgt2 lagila perjalanan aku ni gamaknya. Ni yg menjadikan aku tak sabar nak beli elliptical cepat2. Tapi, hatta dah beli elliptical kalu aku sendiri tak rajin bersenam mmg takkannya menyusut. Okla..better aku catat menu semalam

Pagi-2 wholemeal with tuna
Tghari-2 karipap+3 makroni bakar
Malam-1 wholemeal with tuna dan sepotong epal.

Kalu ngkkan takdela byk sgt benda yg aku makan. Mebela kot karipap dan makroni tu high kalori. Haiiii, bosan betulla! Nak buang 4kg sebulan pon dah liat! Mebe kene pantang betul2 mcm org pas melahirkan sekali lagi..makan dan minum benda2 panas..Tak bule main boh yg sejuk2...Maksudnya minum air tak suam..Yg aku perasan..towards nak masuk 2 bulan..aku makin bernafsu plak nak makan..lepas tu mcm tak bersalah nak menala makanan yg tak sepatutnya..cthnya mcm semalam..dok makan karipap sampai 2 ketul...actually, bukannya tak bule makan sume2 tu..bule aje...cumenya..kalu berat dah betul2 stabil okla bule makan sume2 tu...

LA Jeans size 12

Aku nak citer yg smlm aku dah muat pakai jeans LA(Laura Ashley) aku size 12. Waktu sarung tu mmg masih lagi ngam2. Kurang2nya, ada perubahan..sbbnya sblm2 ni mmg langsung tak muat. Harap kene pakai suar spare size 14 yg aku beli NEXT tu jela yg aku bule pakai. Makna kata, bila aku dah 58-59kgs baru aku bule sarung balik jeans ni.

Sampai skrg aku masih berharap, supaya aku dapat sarung balik jeans Diesel size 28 yg aku beli long time ago kat TK-Maxx. Mmg best pakai jeans tu. Tapi, kene tunggu aku 51-52kgs baru bule sarung masuk. Ntah2, now pas beranak 3..punggung pon dah melebar, mau kene tunggu berat sampai 50-51kgs baru bule masuk. Hopefully this weekend or early next week, berat aku turun ke 57kgs. Rasa excited plak, jaga makan lepas melahirkan ni. Kalu mmg dapat susut ke berat asal before preggy (53-54 kgs) mmg suatu pencapai sgt2 membanggakan! Mana taknya, bukannya sng nak buang 25kgs dlm sekelip mata. Mmg aku harap2 sgt, aku akan dapat capai berat tu dlm hujung bulan ni..

Pembantu lagi..si Jawa Timur..

Mesti org tak bernafsu nak baca blog aku yg asik berkisar pasal pembantu dan diet..Hari ni En Aris kal aku..bagitau yg ade pembantu sementara kalu aku nak pakai..Haiiii, tiba2 aku rasa tensen..Kalu bule, jgnla sebut2 pasal pembantu..Aku allergik! Biarla umah aku cam kapal karam drpd aku nak kene sebel pandang muka dorang yg tak ikhlas bekerja. Nak train2 tu pon sehal. Baru train seminggu..karang, mulala buat hal...kata tak larat keje..Sungguhla membosankan..kalu kejenya berkualiti tak apa2 juga..Masalahnya skrg ni byk sgt masalah pembantu..pembantu lari..pembantu mendera...pembantu mandrem...pembantu mencuri...pembantu adu-domba...pembantu bagi info suh pecah umah majikan...

Tadi aku kal my darling pon..dia cam dah tak kisah...dia cakap..pasni kalu dapat pembantu yg tak ok..dia pon tak apa2 kalu kat rumah takde helper. Mebe sbb dia tgk aku dah cope kot dgn keje2 umah. Lagi satu, bila org takde..aku nak pakai apa2 pon tak jadi hal..nak pakai spenda, nak pakai baju nampak dada terbelah, nak berbogel..sumenya tak kisah ikut suka tok nenek aku...

Aku paling bosan bila dapat pembantu..mula nak kene follow up almost every hour..pasal makan dorang..nak pk dorang makan apa...karang aku masak dia tak makanke apa..kami dahle makan pon sempoi..tu lom lagi, makanan aku lak kene kebas sampai licin! Terus-terang mmg leceh kalu ade org luar duduk ngan kita..Lagi2 skrg ni..aku mmg takde kepercayaan ngan org Indon...nak2 plak, akunya barang sume mahal2..Royal Doulton, Royal Albert, Tefal, Portmeirion, Crystal2..Kang tak pandai dorang handle..habis hancur brg2 aku dikerjakan dorang. Sblm2 ni, habis akunye sofa yg ribu raban, pembantu sementara sblm ni pi sondol sampai berbekas. Gas cooker aku tu lagila..besa kalu ade pembantu...mmg tak semenggah dorang pi kemaskan..Mcm ala2 org pemalas nak mengemas! Jamban jgn cakaplakan...aku cuci mangkuk jamban lagi bersih dr dorang yg konon2nya dah berpengalaman...Kalu ade yg cuci bersih pon bule bilang ngan jari! Tu yg aku give up ngan pembantu nih! Bikin stress!

50kgs???

Baru je couple of days ago I was writting lost interest to visit forum FD..tgk2 for today, I was hooked to read this one forumer story expressing his frustration and dissatisfaction feelings about his current marriage. Nak gelak terkekeh2 pon ada...when people in his thread talking about husband and wife sex issue..Sebenarnya bukannya masalah besar pon the guy need to unravel...just nak belaian..Hai..kalu akulah..takat nak belai2 laki yg tak guna tenaga byk...petik jari pon bule buat...apa daaaa...on the other hand, I think his wife maybe live in full of imagination...dreaming to have a romantic husband mcm citer dlm TV or novel..yg mana konon2nya si somi dipotraykan very the loving and sooo CARE to his wifey. Sebenar2nya itu hanya imaginasi jek..Mula2 aku preggy pon..aku expect my hubby will be like the man yg used to watch in TV or read in novel..tapi, hakikatnya...alahai, kalu dapat sipi2 pon ok sgt2la tuh...takat kalu somi tak temankan kita for everytime check up doctor or tak ingat kita ni dah preggy berapa bulan tu tak yahla nak over2 sensitip!

Mula2 mmg adala perkara dlm perkahwinan yg perlu diadjust..manakan tidak..mesti ade yg menghappykan, menyedihkan, mengfrustkan..as time past over...lama2 tu mcm..tak payahla nak cerewet2 sgt...sbbnya kalu kita nak harap somi tu perfect..kalu ikutkan dalam pada masa yg sama kita pon tak sempurna mcm isteri nabi..maka, kenala sama2 tolerate dan menerima seadanya...Aku pon at the same time, bukannya perfectionist sgt nak suami perfect serba-serbi. Janji, suamiku amanah dan tidak mengabaikan aku...I am more than happy...

Dlm aku urut2 my darling...aku sempat tanya dia..

'Ayang gemukke?'

Dia jawab..

'Aah gemuk'

Hahahah, aku dah pasti akan jawapan dia..

'Habih tu nak kurangkan berapa kgs?'

Dia jawab..

'50kgs..so, kene kurangkan 10kgs'

Dalam hati aku..alamak????????????????????????????????????? Kena byk posa dan pantang larangla kalu mcm ini...My darling bagi alasan..

'Ala...stepper ada, bola ada...bolela turun tu nanti'

Aku plak response..

'Ayang x laratla nak exercise skrg..badan tak kuat lagi..tunggula lepas 3 bulan..mebe bolehla kot'

Ni yg aku lagi smgt utk exercise kemas umah hari2. Sbb tu aku dah tak desperate utk cari pembantu. Nak2 pembantu skrg sume mcm hampagas..Duit nak..keje tak mau! Tapi, bila dah byk buat keje2 umah...nafsu nak makan plak bertambah..aiseh, mcmana ni??????????????

Cranky baby and 58kgs

My baby was feeling not well last night. He's been cranky all the night long which I suspected he was having tummy upset because I wasnt eating the right food for the dinner. I had an egg mayonise for yesterday's dinner and the filling was prepared since 2 days ago. I didnt feel anything weird, immediately after I was consuming it and far from having sense to doubt the filling. But couple of hours after that, my tummy started to rumbly. Even so, I didnt have any sense to visit the loo. It just matter, the effect had been passed to my baby and he began not being able to sleep on time as usual he did in any of his other days.

Talking about my weight, I am now weigh 58kgs. Still look big. But, it doesnt bother me much. At least am better than before when I was 78kgs. I am trying to achieve 54kgs by end of this month. Furthermore, going to meet my close relatives cause my cousin is getting married in early June. Looking forward to loose 1kg every week for period of 2 months which then will make me weigh about 50-52kgs by the end of my diet mission. I was told by my tukang urut, if a 'just having baby mom' wanted to loose weight, she has to do it within 3 months time scale. So, I just trying my best as well as luck to get what is BEST for me. At the same time, seems that I have started to binge my favourite food. I guess, I've got to distract my tought from thinking about food all the time.

My oh my..

Hari ini aku bangun pagi agak lewat dlm 7 a.m. Pagi2 bila ngk sms dr si cleaner L..aku jadi sakit hati. Sakit hati sbb dia dah naikkan rate per hr dia sdgkan bila aku kal Kak Jah for booking, she was telling me that her cleaner rate still maintain. Tak puas hati betul aku ngan si L ni..kalu ikutkan hati mmg aku dah takde hati langsung nak deal ngan si L ni lagi sampai bila2. Aku spot yg si L ni kaki kelentong utk dapatkan rate tinggi.

Bermula sakit hati dgn si L, siangnya plak aku sakit ati dgn pak cik prebet sapu..pi charge aku rm30 semata2 utk ke Pangsapuri Senja ke Prima Saujana walaupon aku dah kasik jalan dekat utk ke sana. Ishkk, sakit jiwa betulla! Kalu aku tau, mmg aku dah drive kereta sendiri ke rumah tukang urut yg aku nak pi.

Dalam geram2 aku ngan si L dan pak cik prebet sapu..sampai2 umah aku terus pi sapu, mop lantai dan cuci tpt letak kasut di luar rumah. Touch up balik mana2 yg my darling tak sempat nak cover sambil cuci bilik air bawah. Dalam hati aku plak dok membebel2 sebel dgn pembantu yg pemalas...byk songel bila disuruh mop lantai dan cuci bilik air..walhal bila aku buat sendiri 1-1.5 jam pon bule settle. Tu pon, amik masa sket sbb aku hanya buat sekali sekala..jadi, kenala spend masa lebih sket. Itu lom lg sakit ati ngan keje2 dorang yg cincai. Tali2 mop tu yg tersakut kat kaki kerusi xde langsung inisiatif dorang nak kutip. Dibiarnya kat situ berhari2 dan berminggu2. Heranla dgn pembantu zaman skrg. Mebela kot sbb dorang pon keje x ikhlas..tu yg result keje dorang pon so-so aje. No wonder ade sorang kwn aku tu eventho ade maid, weekend dia jugak yg tunggang-langgang mengemas rumah.

My day..

Aku bangun awal hari ini. Dlm pukul 6.45 a.m aku dah selesai mandi dan kemudiannya panaskan tungku. Saje testing portable cooker yg baru aku beli di Giant. rm44 jugakla duit aku melayang. Itu belum lagi termasuk rega butane gas. sekali 4 botol dia jual dlm rm17++. Mahal sket tak apa2. Sbb rasanya, bule dipakai agak lama. Sbb pada pagi ni, aku panaskan batu utk bertungku rasanya tak sampai 6 minit, batu tersebut dah cukup panas. Mudah sgt rasanya hidup ni bila dah ade portable cooker ni. Tak payah aku nak seksa diri naik turun tangga. Segala2nya aku buat di tingkat atas. Aku bertungku dekat2 1 jam. Rasa lega sket badan. Especially bahagian2 leher, bahu, pinggang dan punggung. Bahagian perut mmg aku tungku agak lama sket..utk kelegaan berpanjangan. Kalu ikutkan, ni dah masuk 45 hari aku berpantang. Okla rasa badan ni..dah bule buat kerja sket2. Walaumcmana pon, aku tetap berbengkung sekali sekala..rasa lebih selesa bila nak bergerak. Yg syoknya bila bangkit awal, kbykan urusan aku dah selesai dan baru tu my baby nak bangun. Ni pon dlm aku sdg menulis blog dia masih lagi bobok lepas aku tukarkan lampinnya.

Selesai bertungku, aku breakfast milo dgn 4 keping biscuit cream cracker. Sambil tu layan citer Intan yg kene paksa bermadu ngan mentua dia...Lepas abis citer Intan, aku pi cuci baju my baby yg aku dah siap2 rendam semalam. Kali ni aku cuci siap soaked dlm softener. Dlm kul 11> aku turun tingkat bawah, sidai baju dan makan tengahari berlaukkan ikan bilis. Kendian, naik lagi ke tingkat atas pi sidai baju my baby plak...

Bangun lambat

Bangun lambatla plak ari ni...smlm pi ke Giant, badan dah jadi keletihan yg amat. Sabo ajela..Takde apa yg menarik di Giant..Buah pon byk yg dah busuk2..Bosan..bosan...So, aku just beli apple as my snack dan biscuit Jacob to fill up my tummy whenever I feel bored and wanted to eat. Dalam shopping..shopping dan shopping...Tgk2 receipt...pergh..rm250 jugakla aku berhabis..mana taknya..rega dapur portable, gas butane, minyak masak dan pampers anak je dah dekat 150>. Tu lom campur benda2 lain yg aku beli..Ingat mulanya tu nak jugakla beli sabun basuh Persil. Itu pon, aku cancel beli sbb malas nak berangkut2.

Guess What??

Guess what?? Hari ni aku timbang dah susut ke 59kgs. Okla jugak...dah mmg tak jauh tu dr target, which I hope by end of this week or early of next week I should be losing another 1kg which then makes me weigh about 58kgs. By then, I should be working hard too by maintaining my diet regime. Eating sensibly and be as active as I can by doing houseworks and looking after the kids.

Hari Ahad yg membosankan...

Diam tak diam, dah habis 1 minggu berlalu. Hari ni, aku sempat lagi bersauna. Sauna aca2. Pagi2 bangun, my doter pon sibuk nak bangun pagi juga. Lucky enough, waktu tu my baby tak bangun lagi...Kalu tak, mesti dah kacau bilau jadual aku dibuatnya. Lepas sauna, macam biasa aku scrub badan dan bengkung perut. Sempatla juga breakfast ngan my darling hari ni. Kebiasaannya my darling suka aje breakfast di luar, tapi utk hari ini..mungkin kerana lambat bangun, we just had our breakfast at home. Had some toast and milo drink for the whole family.

Lepas breakfast, aku vacuum lantai. Dah mcm ade smgt nak ngemas2 rumah. Tapi, aku tahan2kan dulu, just buat kerja rumah yg ringan2......Kalu ngkkan keadaan bilik air aku..mmg rasa geram, mcm nak sental je skrg2 ni juga...Cume, buat masa ni, aku terpaksa bersabar terlebih dahulu sampai aku habis pantang 44 hari. Bagi rileks yg cukup supaya dapat recover dgn sepenuhnya..Dah habis pantang tu sume...barula off you go nak full swing utk buat kerja rumah segala.

Smlm si L ade ctc aku berkenaan adik dia yg nak keje ngan aku sbg pembantu. Masalahnya, budak tu hingusan lagi and then si L nak aku dahulukan rm1k utk membolehkan adik dia datang ke sini...Ada2 ajela Indon ni..malas aku nak layan. Suka2 ati je nak minta itu ini..Aku dah bincang dgn my darling, kalu dah payah2 sgt, skrg ni rumah 2 tingkat kita bahagi dua..Aku uruskan tingkat atas dan dia uruskan tingkat bawah. Baju2 kotor tu biar sama2 kita cuci dan pusing dlm mesin. Tapi bab2 angkat bakul baju tu..biar my darling yg buat sementara aku plak jadi tukang lipat. Last resort, kalu dah malas sgt...aku hire je cleaner datang seminggu sekali atau dua kali..kemas rumah aku utk lipat baju dan gosok baju segala..paling2 pon, kene invest dalam 100-200 rm saje..Kkdg aku pk2, apala Indon2 ni...ingat kita ni desperate sgt nak pembantu...Nak cari pembantu zaman skrg ni pon leceh..sbbnya, kbyakannya dorang ni pemalas! Datang mesia skdr nak jalan2 dan bukannya nak buat keje segala...nak percayakan dorang utk jaga anak 100% pon susah! Takut2 jadi kes maid cabut lari dan tinggalkan anak majikan sorang2 kat rumah. Eiii, selisih malaikat 44!

Bila dah nak beransur sihat ni...gelodak nak menghias rumah plak dah menghantui jiwa..bukan ape..rumah aku skrg ni punyala sempoi dan tunggang terbalik...bila my darling sebut nak beli display cabinet..terus aku jadi excited! siap pujuk2 my darling pi ke ampang nak tgk perabot. Sekurang2nya kalu ada display cabinet..bulela aku susunkan segala crystal dan pinggan mangkuk aku...sng sket, bila2 tetamu datang...aku amik je brg2 yg aku nak pakai sumenya di situ...Dua tiga hari ni pon, aku dah mcm ada hati menengok2 resepi healthy utk makanan keluarga..yg pastinya jenis bakar2 yg tak mengotorkan dapur itula favourite masakan aku...Semoga aku akan get used dgn schedule terbaru aku sbg isteri dan ibu beranak 3.

Letto-Ruang Rindu

My 40 days..

Hari ni merupakan my 40 days of pantang. Aku masih lagi jengkel sbb tak dapat nak tgk citer Intan dlm manadosiar dan youtube dgn lancar. Spjg pantang..aku pon mcm malas nak jenguk2 sgt forum cari melainkan kalu nak carik info di BFT dan maid section. Mcm dah boring nak masuk FD sbb mcm takde apa aku nak nyampukkan di sana..kalu tak pon, balik2 citer dorang...citer family tak bahagia dan complaint itu dan ini...sometimes, benda yg tak perlu complaint pon dorang nak complaint...byk betul masa dorang nak berbahas2 dlm forum ni..

Dlm 40 days of pantang, aku timbang pagi ni..berat aku masih lagi 60kgs..Not too badla..and not way too far from my target weight. Lagipon, I have another 4 days to go to finish my confinement. So, I guess, I suppose not to put myself in to pressure if I still not yet weigh 50++kgs.. I presume my weight has been static this week because I ate wrong food most of the days. Eating 4-5 sticks of satay, drinking nescafe and had nibble on potatoe chips..Food is so tempting to resist! Starting from yesterday, I am trying as best as I can to jot down every single food that I take to monitor my progress.

Aku tak faham

Aku tak faham kenapa sejak akhir2 ni bila aku nak visit youtube dan manadosiar, asik je tersekat2. Mati mood aku nak ngk citer Intan dalam tu. Kalu tak, mesti pagi2 dah bersemangat bangun..terus nak buka lap top dan layan sinetron Intan.

Skrg ni pon, sebenarnya, kalu tak dapat ngk citer Intan..aku tetap bersemangat nak bangkit pagi..sbb nak pi mandi dan bersauna, kendian terus bertungku dan berbengkung. It just matter skrg aku tak dapat nak bertungku religiously sbb adik aku masih lagi tak berkesempatan nak datang rumah utk belikan aku dapur berkelah yg portable supaya aku dapat panaskan batu tungku terus di tingkat atas.

Hari ni, aku tetap bersauna..Aku sauna selang seli..Sbb katanya, tak elok bersauna hari2. Rasa segar tubuh ni dibuatnya...membuatkan hari aku sungguh ceria..Utk kali ni mmg aku puas hati bersauna since aku dah discover new method tuk menjadikan sauna aku lebih berkesan. Tak perlu nak transfer2 air rempah dalam baldi..biar aje dalam baldi dan tinggikan sket dgn apa2 bekas. Kendian, sarung badan tu dgn kain pelikat my darling yg ternyatanya lebih besar dan bule cover semua badan aku. Kesannya, walla! berpeluh2 hampir lencun satu badan...camnila baru effective!

Lepas bersauna, aku sental badan aku dgn sabun scrub. Scrub lebih sket area2 yg berselulit dan berlemak especially area pinggul. Selesai scrub badan aku tak putus asa nak berbengkung secara tradisional dgn bertapelkan kapur dan limau nipis. Kalu ikutkan sblm ni mmg aku allergic pakai kapur dan limau nipis. Tapi, dek kerana nak kempiskan perut aku yg belum lagi 100% flat, aku just give a try to myself sekali lagi..

Pantang bersalin

Hari ni lepas aku nak citer pasal pantang bersalin. Terus-terang, utk anak ketiga ni aku mmg tak amalkan pantang yg ketat. Aku makan apa saje yg aku rasa aku bule makan. Termasuk buah jambu batu, honey dew dan mangga yg ade org kata dan berangin. Meskipon begitu, aku tidakla makan dgn setamak2nya buah2an yg tidak begitu disarankan dlm tempoh 44 hari lepas melahirkan.

Hasil eksperimen aku, mmg aku terasa buah2 yg aku sebutkan tadi tu sejuk. Tapi, walaupon sejuk, kesannya tidakla sampai aku jadi menggigil hingga kene nyorok bawah selimut. Mungkin sbb bila aku makan tu, aku just rasa2 dimulut dan bukannya melantak macam 100 hari tak jumpa buah2an tersebut.

Paling terasa nikmat kalu dapat makan buah oren dan pear kuning. Arghhh, rasa sungguhla segar..dahle skrg kat mesia ni cuacanya panas..Kalu dapat dua jenis buah ni..aku tak makan tghari dan dinner byk pon tak apa2. Pendek kata, nafsu aku dah dipotong bila aku makan buah yg aku sebutkan tadi terlebih dahulu. Rasanya, mcm tak sabar2 nak tunggu 44 hari habis pantang. Sbbnya, aku dan my darling dah plan nak buat program detox-minum air buah2an dan jadi vegetarian spjg 3 hari berturut2. Ntahla, sejak balik dr UK, aku mmg jadi hantu buah. Kalu tak dapat makan buah, rasa mcm tak lengkap plak kehidupan. Dr segi skin complexion pon, mmg nampak sgt perbezaannya..Kulit aku nampak radiant walaupon tak pakai apa2 moisturizer. Sebenarnya, dah byk hari dah aku tak makan nasi. Bukan saje2 aku berdiet. Tapi, sbb dah jadi pemalas nak renyah2 memasak membuatkan aku selesa makan sandwich cheese+tomato+salad.

Cerita pasal berbengkung plak..aku lagi selesa pakai bengkung traditional berbanding yg moden. Sbb, bila pakai yg moden, aku rasa bengkung tu mcm mencengkam, sakit plak pinggang aku dibuatnya. Aku seboleh mungkin nak pakai bengkung ni selama 60 hari..Mebe siang ari aku pakai yg moden dan yg malam aku pakai yg traditional.