hari kurang marah..

Hari ni aku agak kurang marah..sbb apa aku kurang marah...sbb dua2 assistant aku sgt co-operative..aku kasik demand notice..terus derang wat settlement..so, save masa aku ngan my honey..cumenya skrg..ade 2 org je manusia degil..aku sms and whatapps mahupon e-mail, semuanya senyap sunyi..makna kata, kene gakla my honey menghadap yg muliaa J**. Bila derang da buat settlement..kurangla sket kebengangan aku ni..at least, aku lehla cakap kat bebudak yg ada..dont play2 if you want to blahhh fr here..kalu nak blahhh..pls, blahhh dgn cara yg betul..kalu nak blahh gitu2..hv to pay compensation..

Sbnrnya, aku dah gitau pon kat both my assistant..yg we dont want your money..but, we want your responsibility..tapi, ntah..masa aku gitau derang tu..mebe derang ingat aku main2 kot..atau salah aku juga yg tak buat action siap2 and cepat2 kat dua org budak yg peringkat awalnya buat taik...yelahkannnn, kitakan melayu..baik sgt..lagipon malas nak saman menyaman ni...tapi, lagi kita tak buat action..lagila plak derang ni nak pijak kepala..

Ha..bila da dtg surat saman..tau lak dia gabra..kalu tak..aku antar surat, whatappas and sms pon tak reti nak balas..

Yelah, kalu org da takde ati nak kije..tak yah nak paksa..nanti kang dia buat onar..aku ingat lagi my 2nd assistant..di hari2 terakhir dia kat sini..mcm org takde mood..almost everyday dtg lambat...

Aku tauu, bila aku strict, mmg ade manusia yg piss off dgn aku..tapi, gasak kolahhh..drpd ko menyesakkan kepala aku...aku ingat lagi my 1st experience pi naik court..hishhh mmg seriau..pehtu aku pi court plak sorang..takut gak weeyyy, manala tau on the way back aku kene tala...tak suspen..bila balik dr hearing, aku mesti akan cepat2 jalan..now, is my honey turn..tau plak dia suspen..hahahhaha...org cakap, kalu kita tak lalui...mmg kita takkan tahukannn..kan..kan...

Keparat!

04.04.16
Hari ni tajuk aku ade sedikit emo. Sbbnya, ade sorang important person keparat MIA without proper handover. Mmg kami maki habisla org mcm ini. Hati busuk, penting diri. Dr mula join pon sbnrnya da mcm ade gaya2 ketidakjujurannya. Hy join company for the sake nak dapatkan benefits. Semoga Allah berikan dia sebaik2 pengajaran utk org2 yg smcm ini..menyusahkan org!

Sblm tu aku da kasik muka dia cuti diam2 sebab nak b***k..da habis baik aku cube paham keadaan dia..and then aku kasik lagi dia chance utk dia cuti panjang for  m*******y...sewaktu ketiadaan dia..aku cube jugak utk paham yg mebe dia tak sempat nak handover betul2 sbb kelam kabut nak b***k...tinggalla sorang lagi assistant aku terkontang-kanting doing the job in the hard way..sampai tensen2..kesian gak aku ngk...

My 2nd assistant ni bukannya tak ok..so far aku suh wat kije..dia buat je...lebih pd ikut arahan...cume, dia tak independent sgt..kkdg aku ade gak teringatkan dia..such a nice girl..tapi, sygnya bila nak blah..main blah camtu je...tapi aku takdela terkilan sgt with my 2nd assistant ni...at least dia sempat nak mengajar budak temporary aku ni..kali ni aku amik budak belasan tahun..tapi, yg penting otak mesti pick uplakan..so, tak yahla aku nak bercakap berulang2 kali..besanya budak cerdik ni,.kalu kita cakap sekali..dia akan cepat sedar..dan takkan buat lagi..cumenya, kkdg agak berat mulut nak bertanya..mungkin segan takut org anggap dia mcm bodoh..

08.04.16
Yg paling aku sgt terkilan adalah dgn my 1st assistant..sepenuh kepercayaan aku berikan kepada dia..tapi, mcm ini plak caranya dia balas?? ko nak cuti pon aku tak kisah...ko dok cuti2 tak siap kije pon aku diam je tak byk songeh...rentak apa lagi yg dia nak aku tolerate ngan dia??? Aku bukanla minta balasan..tapi, at least biarla kalu nak blahh dgn cara yg elok..mmg seboleh mungkin aku cube nak paham keadaan dia..tp, bila dia buat mcm ni..sorry,,,aku dah tak nak paham apa2 dah..pada aku, apa yg dia buat adalah satu penganiayaan..sbb apa aku kata apa yg dia buat tu penganiayaan?? sbb aku ni sdg menunggu hari je nak melahirkan..untung Allah takdirkan aku bukan jenis beranak awal..sempatla, aku mengajar budak2 yg ada..pada aku..mengajar org ni adalah suatu kepuasaan jugak...Ntahla, mebe minah tu blahh sbb terpaksa atau terlalu ikut perasaan sbb tak sanggup berpisah ngan somi terchenta....tapi, pada pendapat akulakan..sblm blahhh...ko settlela dulu apa2 yg patut and bagitau apa yg settle and tak settle..takdela aku ni naik antu sgt...Alhamdullilah..so far, aku takdela tertekan sgt..cumenya, on Monday bila aku dapat berita..mmg aku rasa sgt2 terkilan...rasa mcm sampai hati betul budak ni buat kami mcm ni..Aku siap berdoa minah tu ditimpa musibah besar supaya dia belajar dr kesilapan dia..

Tapi, sekurang2nya, hari ni buatkan aku sedikit happy and lega..sbb, she responded to our e-mail and settlekan apa2 yg patut...Sblm tu aku mimpi, the girl came back to office to work with us again sambil tersenyum..Mebe she knew that she made mistake..Pagi tadi plak aku siap muntah2..dr situ aku belajar juga..tak yah nak siap2 doakan org nak ditimpa musibah..biar Allah sendiri je balas apa yg org buat kat kita..Perhaps she has learnt from mistake. Consider our case close when she has made necessary action. Aku rasa dia pon panas bontot kat nun luar negara sana..bila aku tulis surat yg we will lodge police report and masuk court case kalu dia tak settlekan apa2 yg patut..ko ingat aku tak nekad?? ye...aku nekad bila aku rasa amat2 dianiaya...

Dr sini juga aku dapat semangat to contact those troublemakers yg leaving the Company mcm tu je...we will not be taking any action, kalu tak jadi amalan dan ikutan..Selama ni derang ingat aku main2..inilah manusia..bila kita berlembut dia pijak muka..bila kita main kasar, baru nak terngadah..sblm tu my 2nd asst chiow...aku message langsung tak mo balas,..now bila da jadi mcm ni..aku da file case..baru nak settlekan apa2 yg patut..but, I'm glad if they settled this matter. At least derang tahu procedure..and they are much better dr org yg chiow..pehtu tak mo munculkan diri kat court or tak mo buat apa2 action...

Dan elok jugakla dijadikan pengajaran utk staff yg sedia ada..kalu nak blahhh..pikir betul2..dan buat dgn cara yg betul...

Semoga kami terus diberikan kekuatan menghadapi apa juga dugaaan yg mendatang..

Tupperware

Lately I was spending much of my time surveying for containers including jugs and pitchers. Surveying goods online can be time consuming and I personally sometimes it gives me more headache in finalizing my decision. Because the searching..

Jovians, Rizman&Family Story..

For this entry, I will be writing about Jovian collection. My 1st Jovian was bought last year. Nicely beaded long dress. Unfortunately, only best worn when you are slim and slender. I bought in size XL during sale of course. I've never had opportunity to put on the dress, cause when the dress was bought, I was gradually putting on more and more weight. Everything start from Raya 2015. My last weight was 61kg and diving up to 67kg. Poor me. End of last year, only then I realized I was pregnant. So, I think my weight was about 67-68kg when I started my 6th pregnancy. Its been a great relief when the children have grown up and independent. The pregnancy story its like a breaking NEWS for our family. Unexpected, speechless and I'm not ready for sure.

At first I was very excited cause I was dreaming to have 3 boys and 3 girls in the family. I was praying if the 6th could be a girl. But, I was wrong cause it is a boy in my womb. Hearing the truth after our 1st scan, I was saying to myself, this is more than enough in our family. There will be no more attempt for making babies..cause there answer could be 'boy'..and 'boy'..I have no intention to have many boys in my family. But, the kids keep on saying if we could have additional boy after Emil was born. Harris was suggesting if we could name our 6th as Throne on few years back even mommy is not yet conceived. Owh boy...now, your wish has come true.

In few months we will be expecting boy addition in the Family. We had several scan including the detail scan. It was real dreading when meeting the doctor and the nurse for scan when you are pregnant at age over 35 years. I just praying may Allah give us strength and healthy baby. I'm still and always praying may good thins happen. I hate when the doctor or nurse talking about indicator this and that. My 1st session after detail scan appointment was really daunting... with the signs they've found from the scan result. I had my 2nd detail scan few days back. Funny enough, the 1st daunting news not even been said by the nurse who did the scan. Sometimes, I just hate with the technology introduced nowadays cause it just can make your life unhappy and miserable-affecting your emotion. At my 1st scan, the nurse was talking about the baby was really down at my womb with his head breach. Such new, even though it is not a guarantee the baby will be born in breach condition...already make your life in misery and now in my 2nd detail scan, the nurse confirmed the baby has changed his position. Based from my story, to my dear friends out there, who are pregnant at age above 35...always be prepared mentally when seeing doctor and nurse..for any of their say..during your appointment session...whether good or bad news. I tried to comfort myself to be happy. Make myself busy with my children who always long for attention.

Lets talk back abt Jovian. For the first, I was not that keen to spend money on Jovians' collection. Few years back I was still conventional for online shopping. Worrying the money I spend only will be not as per expectation. After many times frustration with so many tailors that I've tried plus their expensive charged, I begin to swift my shopping for ready made clothes. Being a designer, I think Jovian knows what is the perfect match for his Clients. Name it the fabric as well as dimension or fitting. My 2nd Jovian was Jusira. Bought as well during last year fasting month. Unfortunately the sleeves are way too long for me. The kurung just hang on my dressing rail untouchable and wrapped in the plastic wrap.

Last Ramadhan, I was blessed for having opportunity to try with few designers touch. One of them was Rizman Ruzaini. I bought 1 peach kurung from his collection. Very nice. Again, unable to fit me after my weight damn rocketing up.

As this year, I was blessed cause Jovian open his outlet near to my work place. Bought my 3rd Jovian aka my 1st collection 2015 Art Decor-baju kurung and dress at crazy slashed price. Starting from there, Ive spent my ringgits at his outlet including Jubah that can fit well during my last pregnancy. For this pregnancy, I've found my shopping frenzy for overseas brand almost vanishing. Probably because nowadays, we have many good brands in Malaysia to try with. My 1st try Bella Amara wasn't that good. Only wore the jubah for few times as I hate to see my panties line when putting on the Jubah. Of course with current weather, I really hate to put so many layers on my body. I can say, Ive spent most in local brand for this time pregnancy. Wherever possible Ive tried to avoid pants as they can make me restless and very stuffy. Of course, If I had given a choice, I would rather not to wear anything. Argghhhh, I hate for being big like hippo. But, its no way for me to complain, cause it is really me who ruin and spoil my body. Almost everyday, I will haveTarik and sweet things in my body. I'm very much prone to sugar as my stress relief.

My 4th collection from Jovian was a long dress continued with my 5th and 6th are their long cardigan. I did spend on their anak tudung. Soft in colour but unfortunately does not fit well on my head. I did spend hundreds for my girls kurung..Worth spend for ready made and quality.

My long silence 2015...

Its been long time since my last post..Among the reasons why this blog has been long abandoned:

1. Busy with commitment. Harris was 12th last year..Being maidless with busy schedule at home and work..never been easy to juggle. Yes, we had maid on and off somewhere end of last year. The first last for about 3 months. Then, we were offered by agent for another replacement. Nonetheless, the replacement was even worst than the 1st..as she last only 2 weeks with us..The 2nd maid was with us for about 3-4 days. Very good, obedient and I can say hardworking too..I guess, she actually had better plan even before she joined us. She brought her heavy bag pack with her when we said to her that she would be staying with my mom for a week together with the kids. I can say, its never been cheap taking maid. We were paying about 7.5k to the agent and when the 1st maid ran away, we were obliged to pay the agent for additional RM 500 that she so called as registration fee and the 3 months salary. Our 1st maid in 2014 named was Tini. She is nice lady and clean. However, she is too fragile and homesick. Because of that reasons she became very sensitive even with every small things we talked to her. As an employer with another commitment at office, I have no interest to know in deep when she has started to 'mengada2'. But, I really pissed off when I came to know in the end that she was returned by her 1st employer because her tricked to be returned to her hometown was not working. Whether or not she was pretending with her ex-employer that she was sick, I really have no idea. But, the story broke when she was talking to my mom about her thought for being sick with her ex-employer to be sent back right away to Indon was unsuccessful. Instead, her ex-employer sent her back to agent. Everything was so pleasant in the 1st week she was with us and she started her drama during Raya Haji when she was asking for my SIL maid to call her husband. That was the starting point she started very weak and sick! She was vanishing from home when left her at house while attending my 3rd &4th born end of the year ceremonies. Few weeks past, we had replacement. Her name is Us. She was from the same origin as Tini. But, perhaps, it wasn't our luck to have a maid. Us was running away end of last year. The funny thing, she was running away from my mom house without any reasons. My mom kept saying, shes leaving because she didn't want follow me back home. I just ignored, whatever, my mom said. Because I knew, that I wasn't do anything wrong to her. She was with me only 3-4 days and the rest she was with my mom back at kampong and I knew she hadn't much work to do as compared when she was at my home. She was not even do any cooking at my mom house except helping. Beginning from this bad experience, we have no more trust to maid from Lombok. Even, based from my reading over the net, most maid from Lombok came here for stepping stone. After they been located with their employer, they will run away to find their loved ones. Just about the same story as Tini. Yes, it is true, very painful to see your money flowing out without much return or even break even. Investment on maid for last year, really not putting us in a good luck. Even though it was painful, I believe there is beauty behind the disguise. Better they are leaving us now cause we believe Allah knows what best for us.

2. We've been in tight schedule to juggle between work and family. Both of my elder kids went for night tuition. H/ever, we stopped them from the night tuition center and tried for private tuition teacher. The fees was damn expensive. But, kids were happy with the teachers.

3. I was pregnant again.

4. We have staff attitude issues at office that really drive me crazy and thanks Allah, now, our office environment getting better after those baddies leaving, huh! How can you work with someone who have no respect to you? Or staff although has been appointed as leader, taking advantage of his subordinate works without proper checking?? We had strict implementation commencing last year. Beginning from the strict impose we can see people start to respect policy and those unable to align with the Company is leaving. But, we have no regret, people leaving especially those unwillingly to show any improvement even though with number of counselling or improvement session.

5. Last but not least..I forgot what is the username and password of blog. Haha!

Moving..moving..

Tomorrow will be the date we are moving to new office..8.8.2014..what a lucky no..hahah..

Tomorrow..I shall be happy too..cause I was assured they will be another candidate..BAEK punya..will be attending the interview..and IA...will hv no issue to join us..altho just as an Intern Students..Actually, I really mmg over excited when seeing the students portfolio yesterday..and really looking fwd to welcome them to our E-family...

New candidates coming..

Today new candidates coming..for intern post..Honestly, am satisfied with their portfolio..even though they just students..their assignments are impressive..they could do banner, animation, web design..they just like our perfect candidates at this moment to join our team member...looking into their portfolio...surely enough i have so many ideas in mind..to think about what kind of job tasks they will be doing when they are with us..

Its been quite sometimes, I have not been involved for interviewing people. Nothing fancy or exciting except hearing people selling and presenting themselves. Long session does not mean we can secure the job or the candidates will be joining us. So, its really depend. One thing.. I've learnt about interviewing people is...to understand their dream and plan to pursue..

I was touched by hearing my candidate mentioning the course his taking is not as what he is keen to pursue. Its more to fulfil their parents advise and I can see he is happy to see his parents happy...So far, he is doing well in his study..even though.. not flying colour..yet, still he is a 2nd class upper student. Having conversation with him, has made me to think whether, I will be an insist parents to see I'm making my children to be what me wanted THEM to be...or INSTEAD? Honestly, I was pity to hear my candidate frank explanation...hes been too sincere and straight..and may GOD bless him for scarifying his dream for his family...

Menyampah..

Tajuk blog aku kali ini..ialah..MENYAMPAH..

Kalu ikutkan aku da tahap MENYAMPAH dengan perangai maid aku yg perasan DIVA..meluat pon ada..sombong pon ada...mebe sbb dia fikir yg dia tu KUAT sgt..makanya nak berlagak berlebihan..aku kalu da hangen..seme perkataan yg aku pendam..mmg seme aku luahkan..kalu dia bole luah apa yg dia suka ..why not me as majikan..Sebelum ni mmg aku bole bersabar..tapi, lama kelamaan...kesabaran aku goyah...nak aje aku pelempang minah sorang ni..sampai mulutnya senget..tak pon, humban je masuk penjara or send to immigration baru dia tahu baik buruk padahnya...bermulut laser...

Insidennya begini...di suatu pagi subuh..maid aku da terbangun lambat..dgn lansung tak rendam baju..aku pon dgn baik hatinya membangunkan dia..dgn mengetuk pintu bilik dia...agaknya sbb dia kemaluan sendiri dok bangun lambat..makanya dia da menuduh aku macam2..sampai aku pon naik angin...aku gitau dia elok2...if dia tak dgr cakap aku...adela sesuatu yg berlaku...terus je dia berdrama..berkata...

'Emangnya pembantu ni semuanya salah'..

Aku maleh nak layan...then, aku bagi 1 contoh...yg dia tak dgr cakap aku disebabkan dia da menjual barang2 plastik kat umah aku tanpa aku ada di rumah...dan tak pasal2 mcm da kene tipu ngan si penjual....

TETAP..maid aku mcm tak bule terima...kemudian dia dok cakap..

'kenapa? Puan takutke duitnya diambil oleh saya..patutla takde pembantu yang bertahan'

Cengkononnya..patutla tak ada sapa yg bertahan kerja dgn aku...then aku jawap balik kat dia..with slow intonation..

'OK... FINE....ko cakap takde pembantu yg bertahan ngan sy...tapi, my ex maid stay with me till 2+ year..cumenya kamu tu...sekiranya kamu berkahwin baru nanti..dan kamu tak berubah sikap..takkan ada siapa yang boleh bertahan dgn kamu'..

'kamu beritahu sy..yang kamu tak suke org yang sombong..tapi, kamu sendiri sepertinya org sombong..kamu sendiri beritahu yg mulut mentua kami judes..tapi, kamu sendiri orgnya judes..dan mengapa kamu tu bila bercakap dgn sy..seolah sy ni mcm org tak ade akal?'

KRONOLOGInya begini..

it was happened last Sunday, I brought her back to kampung..

1) bole plak dia naik sore ngan aku...kononnya aku nak pakai kasut org lain dibawa balik...apa??? ko ingat..aku ni da hilang akal sgtke??? nak bawak balik kasut org???
2) mempertikaikan/ memperlecehkan nasi yg aku beri kepada my honey..mcm sket sgt..macamla aku ni tak tahu jaga suami...so, ko nak ape??? da ketandusan sgtke nak layan suami org?? or ko da rasa mcm ko pandai sgt melayan suami?
3) maid aku kata aku garang sbb my niece nampak mcm ketakutan..sdgkan..Erin tu takut ngan kakak aku dan bukannya aku...tak habis2...maid aku ni nak perasan budak suka kat dia..sedangkan dia ngan anak2 aku tu garang bukan main...depan org je mcm pelakon hebat...rajin satu macam and dok nak jaga2 anak2 org lain..sedangkan dgn anak2 aku sendiri mcm org berperang...My Paed sendiri perasan yg dia tu garang..
4) yang paling aku tak boleh blahhh bila dia campak kertas atas meja..mcm org takde tatasusila..Waktu ni mmg aku hangen betul..mmg aku naik sore ngan dia..sampai dia menangis teresak2..gasak kola...yg ko tu mengada2 sgt tu kenapa??? gasak mak bapak n ex laki kola yg dok berlembut sgt ngan ko..sampai peel keras kepala tu dibawa2 sampai ke mesia..

Terus terang..aku tak suke ngan pembantu yg suke2 nak naik sore ngan aku...atau merendah2kan aku..

stuck at Mc Donald..

Skdrg dah nearly 8 pm..yet, aku n my elder kids still lg tersdi di Mc Donald..da 2x meals kitaorg order...now, tinggal tunggu kids to finish their exercise..I'm not that fancy to eat Mc Donanld...but, saje je bawak anak2 ke sini..sbb, knowing they cant concentrate if derang ade kat umah...sbb the other 3 siblings akan kacau2 n gelak2...

So, aku habiskan masa...baca paper..baca news kat FB...my honey selalu tegur..nape, aku selalu sibuk kat hp..actually bukannya sibuk..tapi, ini ajela masa yg ade utk aku nak baca berita...tak kirala yg genuine maupon yg rekaan..n its rainning outside there..Thanks GOD for the rain...rasanya, da byk minggu aku dok dgr mesia ade sekatan bekalan air dan masalah jerebu...and the latest...isu yg aku baca...MH 370 kene hijack...and aku berharap...isu tu selesai..and they can return back to mesia or China and live with their family happily..kkdg menakutkan juga bila jadi org pandai2 or org penting negara...silap2 hb, nyawa sendiri or anak bini tergadai..yg mana aku tgk dlm cita 'The Faces' on my way back fr Seoul...kkdg baik jugak jadi org tak ada..sbb, bila jadi org ado2..byk mata yg memandang...dlm citer 'The Faces'..yg kesiannya, anak dia kene korek bijik mata..and kene bunuh...Similarly mcm spekulasi MH 370..org buat andaian kenapa MH 370 kene hijack...sbb, ade few people pembawa patent penting...Demi duit and kuasa..sanggup org2 takde hati perut nak gadaikan nyawa 250+ manusia..and tak pasal2 plak pilot and co-pilot kene tuduh plak bersekongkol hilangkan pesawat...and berkait plak dgn DSAI..yg mana aku rasa tak masuk akal2..dlm keadaan hati2 manusia di luar sana begitu critical dan fragile..ade plak manusia yg buat andai2an dan tuduhan2 yg memacam...Tp, aku rasa..kesian jugakla ngan pemilik patent tu...mahu tak kene bunuh...kalu sblm tu hidup bahagia bersama keluarga..sbb, terlebih bijak pandai..da tak pasal2 tergadai nyawa...

Bebudak nak peksa..

Minggu ni aku agak busy sket..busy utk beberapa ketika...my elder kids nak exam..

Among of my kids..yg always like to drive me crazy is my 2nd child...keras kepala..n sesuka hati nak ikut kepala dia...and amik masa sket nak absorb pelajaran..especially, maths, bm and bi...kalu bab2 agama..biasanya dia OK..since aku ngk..ustazah dia kat skool pon mcm anti my kids...i was thinking to pull out my doter fr KAFA..Managed to speak with my ex-staff..n willing nak buat tuition 1 to 1 utk my kids..so, aku rasa..mcm its the right time aku nak panggil private teacher to teach my kids..no matterla org nak cakap ape abt it..the kids too young to for tuition...tapi, dgn keadaan aku yg tak cukup masa..yg asik nak naik hangin kalu mengajar my doter..elok ajela aku dapatkan private teacher utk dia..

Actually bukannya aku tak bantu my doter ni..cume dia ni ade 'short of memory' sket..the moment aku ajar dia..dan2 tu mmgla dia ingat..tapi, kalu aku da lama tak sit and refresh selalu her memory dia..mulala apa yg aku ajarkan tu hilang dari kepala dia...mmg, serius...kene bersabar tahap langit...My doter still got problem utk buat deduction bila bab pinjam meminjam puluh ratus ribu bermula...kalu ikutkan syllabus baru bebudak ni..terus-terang aku rasa mcm mencabarla..tak sama mcm KBSR...tapi, layan ajelakan..cakap lebih2 kat gomen pon..bukannya gomen nak take action sgt...tp, terus terang mmg aku sendiri da lost track ngan development my doter..my honey cakap...mmg aku kene bersabar n berterusan ajar..latih tubi my doter..sampai pelajaran masuk ke dalam otak dia dan disimpan...hrmmm..bukan mudahkan jadi ibu bapa..dulu2..waktu jadi anak...asik nak nampak salah parents...too busy kejela..tak sempat tgk anakla..but then, bila sendiri jadi parents barula nak tahu dan faham..memang pon ade masanya aku tgk mak aku terkocoh2 nak pi kije..ade masanya aku ngk mak aku terlantar atas kerusi sofa panjang sambil berdengkur...tu lom kene menghadapi komplen..kita cakap..'mak masak tak sedap'..yang anehnya bila da besar...aku rasa seme yg mak aku masak sedap...mungkin masa kecik2 tu..dok terlepas cakap mak masak tak sedap...dek kerana pengaruh kawan yg suke ngomel mak dia masak tak sedap...

My eldest son plak..manja...aduhai...bila nak peksa siap cakap..'Mom...you have to help me..'..aikkk, sape plak yg nak peksa ni? confuse..confuse...aku mmg takde plan lagi nak antar dia tuition...sbbnya..aku tak sempat nak pi survey tuition center..evernight when i passed thru kedai2 kat area umah aku..mmg nampak sgtla mcm goreng pisang panas sambutan pusat2 tuition ni..Kkdg aku rasakan..betapa bertuahnya anak2 zaman skrg..yg got their parents to shoulder to cry on...berbanding zaman aku kecik2..yg mak pak aku lepas je kami main sepah2 n survive sendiri..the moment i was feeling loved by my parents..when i was below 7 to 8 yo gitu..the rest of my life..da kene compete with my siblings...till then, i was not feeling being loved by them...walopon, kalu ikutkan mana plak parents tak sayang anak, yer tak?? actually, tu seme perasaan bebudak kecik yg tak matured...my opinion, my parents are just too busy to earn money to raise their children..

Speaking abt my 3rd plak..dia ni mmg jenis happy go lucky..tapi, cepat sgt penat nak belajar...aku baru ajar sket..mulala dia nak pengsan...sbnrnya aku berdesing gak bila cikgu sekolah Montessori tu gitau my 4th mcm tahap baby..its like..hrmmm..my kids not really in heart of their cikgu2 di situ..dahle susah nak dihubungi...kkdg tak angkat tepon..n then ade plak prosedur hanya pukul2 tertentu boleh jumpa derang...walaubagaimana pon aku tak nafikan..bab2 doa and ayat2 pendek mmg my 3rd bole baca..walopon tak perfect mana..and teacher ade komen my 5th ni tak kenal huruf segala...hrmmm, again...pendidikan bermula dr rumah..tak guna we spend thousands for kids..but, without follow up dr rumah...so, nak tak nak..mmgle kene juga ajar and drill dr umah...i dunno, some parents mebe have diff opinion dr aku..but, fr my experience with my doter..mmg pembelajaran ni sepatutnya kene bermula dr umur 4 yr plus lagi...kalu idakkkk...mmg seksa...seksanya mcm nak mengdrill my doter nilah...kejap ingat..kejap lupe...Nampaknya aku terpaksa menggunakan approach lama..kuasa VETO...mcm aku mengdrill my eldest when he was 5 yo...mmg aku drill dia supaya bole ingat numbers and alphabet...pehtu leh soundkan 50 frequency words...haiii...manala nak curi masa yg begitu cemburu dgn aku...

Next week will be busy day for me and my honey..we've got 2 presentation...20th and 21st...List of task..ade melambak menunggu..

1. Prepare payslip and EA&Register BA
2. Edit presentation for my honey..Follow up with geng PT..
3. Study CIDB and Petronas License for new Co.
4. Complete registration for CIDB and Petronas..I might have difficulty nak kene dapatkan socso payment info for CIDB...yg penting kene study dulu ape requirement CIDB
5. Send payment to Secretary..
6.  Update Petronas License for Company..
7.  Buat autocalculation for salary calculation and slip..
8. Advertise JOB STREET..
9. And the list goes on..

Bila tgk list2 keje di atas..rasanya, mcm dan2 pukul 8 pagi aku da kene terjegil kat opis...aku pon da malas nak follow up group IS yg macam..hrmmm....

Lama tak menulis..

Lama betul aku tak menulis blog ni..bukan tak mau menulis..tp, sentiasa ade kekangan masa..tak pon, selalu ade problem nak log in into my blog during office hrs..sejak kebelakangan ni..almost all computers been blocked public website yg bole melaghakan org dr buat kije..

As usual ..my feveret website is always shopping website...walopon tak beli..just cuci2 mata pon da mencukupi..Most of the time, i was wasting my time looking into the website..spending hours yg kekononnya mcm org nak bershopping online..tp, ended up..buying nothing..so, ntah ape2lakan..thats my weakness..selalu pk lama sgt if wanted to buy something...

Yg menjadikan aku rasa mcm terkilan..i missed buying discounted TODS bag yg i saw at KLCC..at positive side..sebenarnya, it really save my money and it gives me more time to think off..okke nak beli bag ni?? berat ke idak??...at the negative side..i always feel mcm, sorry sesgt for not buying the bag in the 1st place..so, yesterday, i went to KLCC just for a peep kat TODS boutique..guess what?? The SA told me..most discounted bags already SOLD OUT and yg tak laku da diantar ke outlet kat somewhere near to Boulevard...She advised me to take train to go there..for surela aku malas nak botherkan..tak kose nyah nak travel sana-sini hy semata2 my dream bag! Could be somehow, one day, if i cant afford to buy it now..kot, ade rezeki we can travel oversea...IA, if God Wills...mana tau i'll be buying one..Usually, with budget yg agak ehem2..surela kene pk 2,3,4,5 kali utk membeli..mana things i have to consider..whether its really worth buying or i will end up like...rasa mcm menyesal plak after membeli...

My 1st Best handbag..

Now, we forget abt my TODS bag..My honey must be wondering, why i've been thinking so much about buying bag altho da melambak bag ade kat umah..my always feveret is my Gucci Charm..its canvas and lightweight...2nd best is my gucci sling bag..but its made of leather..3rd best is my Prada wallet..but, been so unhappy, cause the edges now get worn out...mebe sbb aku yg tak pandai handling..pi buh my wallet sesuka ati dlm my Cath Kidston bag..my 4th feveret..not that expensive..not even cost me thousands ringgit or more..is my Cath Kidston bag...as i could remember it well..it cost me less than 200 when i bought it at Bicester Outlet..since then, aku da mcm tak kemaruk sgt buying branded bag from outlet...cause my always preference is from boutique...always, i come across yg mana..if i bought bag on sales..mulala dpt bag lunyai or da tak perfect mana..or could be sbb dia da overstock..so, in terms of quality pon tak sebagus perhaps yg 1st grade eventhough we bought them genuinely from the outlet...sejak tu..aku da jd sceptical to buy something fr outlet.except for those items yg aku tahu the quality cam baju, luggage, pinggan mangkuk etc..and i think if i had been given chance to fly to UK or europe again..my 1st intention..might be to find their accesories...tak pon..their glass vase..yg mana kualitinya jauh lg devavom dr glass vase yg aku beli kat mesia pd rega yg sama...tak juga aku mendewakan brgn oversea...could be sbb aku da notice perbezaannya kot..and the worth shop that i should be visiting..ofkosle butik Laura Ashley or FCUK..last time, during my graduation..aku mmg rembat tak hengat brg2 kat LA..but then. ofkosla so worth it...dgn budget almost thousand ringgit..mmg aku dpt baju berhelai2 siap ngan coat lagi tu...jgn haraple nak dapat coat murah kat mesia..but, i managed to get it one from LA..

My 3rd Best..

My 4th Best Everyday Bag..

2nd Best..takde PIC..







Now, been told ..yg my in law family got plan to HK..yg khabarnya akan masuk musim bunga..could be..i can wear my trench coat waktu di sana..dan harap2nya mmg bole tahan sejuklakan...if not...mcm defeat the purpose gak...biar badan rasa sejuk...asalkan bergaya..and i dont think, am fall under that type of person...cause i like simplicity...bukannya Simply Siti ok!

My most memorable moment throughout this year actually, when we had chance to fly to Seoul recently for signing our 1st oversea's project..phewww...after been almost 5 years in this industry...hrmmm, baru skrg dapat mencipta nama dan juga peluang...bila makin dikenali..ofkosle makin byk kije...so, mmg kelam-kelibutlakan...now, i start to stabilize my own team..yg mana my preference to keep only 'pick up' or 'competent person' in my team sbb aku da tak larat nak sakit jatung lagi jiwa raga slps ni..especially when work with someone yg agak slow...Back to storey visiting Seoul...it was very sweet moment..cause..we managed to play with snow...arghhh...its been so many years tak jumpa snow..we were back fr UK for more than 5 years now..so, maknanya da 5 taunla tak jumpa snow..jakun sgtke jumpa snow??? takle jakun..tapi, rasa feeling2 best gitu..the moment i was in Seoul..it was freaking cold..sampai aku melompat2 to heat my body..and i totally have forgotten yg sbnrnya this year i will be 37?? now, i am starting feeling old..altho people said i look young than my age...but, at this age..i never bother what people say...except feeling their praise as complimentary, yet in my heart..i know that am getting old...and right after notice the feeling...i begin to feel worry that my kids will be growing and they could be apart from me..then, the mix feeling of guilty and satisfaction dtg dan pergi...guilty for not being able to spend most of my time with my kids...satisfaction when i start to absorb with the career that am pursuing right now..eventho would require more time than i suppose to be working...but, i feel it is very satisfying when i start to realize my potential and my strength...sometimes, i feel that i want to give up..give up with time that so envy with me..until i hardly had chance to put my body and mind at rest..and i presume, my honey has been putting lot of effort and energy more than me..for the sake of our Company...actually, i like the work that am doing right now...sbb, i can learn new things..and most importantly sbb the task is under my control..istilahnya, takdela sampai tahap mcm bangang aku tak bole buat kije tu..mcm, aku pening2 lalat waktu buat PhD dulukan..

Okla forget abt kije..kije dan kije..sbnrnya aku da muak citer pasal kije..until i told my honey,..till when we have to be working like hell like this?? we suppose to take break and enjoy our time...cause hidup hanya sementara...kalu tak enjoy with what you earn...then, sape jugak yg untung and joli katak slps ini?? dlm masa yg sama aku memanjatkan doa..semoga tuhan memberikan kami kekuatan, rezeki dan pjg umur sehingga anak2 dewasa...

Back to shopping story...i managed to replenish my GA stock at Lotte duty free, Seoul..mmg mahal bagai nak gile as compared to UK...tapi, sbb no choice punya pasal..i just bought them...i bought 2 compact foundation and 2 lipsticks..so, funny with women..lipstick sket punya byk ade stock...tapi, gatal je nak membeli...smlm, da teruja ngan liptick Chanel pink colour..but, managed tak beli..haha! skrg Chanel cosmetics pon da mahal..i think the lipstick cost nearly 100 jugakla..abt 90+ gitu...so, i decided to purchase next time..preferentially, if i had chance to fly oversea..yelahkan..rega pon sama..baik beli je during oversea trip..kurang2 ade gakla memori...like...owh..i bought this lipstick when i was in UKka..Koreaka...till now, i love my lipstick fr Chanel and GA which i bought them during my graduation trip..worth buying..sbb, kale dia so suit to me..cume, nasib tak baik..my younger kids dok memain ngan my GA lipstick and it gets broken...and aku cantumkan dia balik...n tetap calit kat bibir..sbb, i like the colour very much...pendek kata..almost all cosmetics i bought during that trip aku sukala...sampai ke tahap2 lip glossnya...

dan aku remember sgt2..when was i bought my 1st ever Marc Jacobs (Daisy) perfume..kat Harvey Nicholas...mmg masa tu teruja ngan botol dia yg punya tutup mcm bunga selain dr tempting sgt nak dptkan free Balenciaga Pouch (waktu tu dlm ati pk..tak dpt beli bag Balenciaga yg beribu2 ringgit..dpt merasa, free pouch dia jadilaaaakan)...till now, da almost 3 years..perfume to wujud lagi..cause i bought big size...my only weakness..is aku cepat boring ngan bau perfume..thats why..for somehow i like to opt to buy smaller size..walopon sbnrnya2 worth buying the bigger size...

and i love my 1st every YSL perfume that i bought fr Harrods during sales...(bought it for 100 tak silap aku..siap dpt lotion ke mandian dia)..and sampai skrg aku remember the smell...sbb aku suke sembur bila aku nak keluar dr YMCA and stay back duduk kat opis University memalam sampai esok pagi tak balik hingga kepala aku jadi weng! sometimes, it can be satisfying to buy something fr oversea..sbb, it reminds you back where were you on that time...and your moment...dan aku ingat sgt2 my feveret coat bought from LA...yg sampai bersusah pyh aku dok order and angkut dr collection port University...bought the coat ofkosle at affordable price..if kat mesia mesti konfem rega ratusan ringgit...but, back in UK...i managed to save my money...


Kat airport Korea..me and my honey dok shopping Chanel perfume..yg aku dok question..apesal org gile sgt ngan Chanel perfume..sdgkan aku bau..aik?? cam besa2 je...I bought my 1st ever Chanel perfume kat Incheon Airport..dok shopping sampai nak tertinggal ketebang..sbb dok ingat flight kul 11.30...ghupe2nya kul 11.00 pagi..gilokopo??? kalu miss ketebang..sah2 burn ribuan ringgit..langsung projek rugi..huhuhuhuh...Guess what?? aku pening ngan bau perfume Chanel..and till today..aku masih tak give up jugak nak dapatkan feel kenapa org suke ngan bau perfume Chanel ni...smlm dok sembur2 kat baju..mmg long lasting..aku tak nafikan...tapi, sad enough i dont really like the smell..sbb, strong sgt...smlm, sempat gak try perfume lancome..tresor kale purple..mmg i like the smell...tapi, unsure...my honey like it or not...jadinya, aku tak beli pon...plan to KIV...sbb, kat umah pon da berbotol2 perfume..and mcm besa...my always feveret perfume is 5th avenue...Elizabeth Arden..beli murah2 je pon during sales kat UK..tapi, sampai ke sudah da over 5                                                             years..perfume aku tak habis2 lagi..wakakakka..

Kerja oh kerja

Skrg da pukul 10.47 pm..yet aku masih di opis..kuar umah dlm kul 11.30 a.m..sempat b/fast combine with lunch..arrive at office around 12+ noon. buat keje gedebak gedubuk sana sini...and finally keje pon siap..

finally my outstanding task for reveiwing agreement, mou and appoinment letter pon siap..da dgn leganya send to the principal co..ntah ape feedbacknya aku pon tak pasti..hopefully, dia just amend sesikit and zassss siappppp dia signature and return back to us..

done complaining petronas license matter. its really wasting my time off to klcc and not worth my time stay back in the office late, yet problem x settle due to their back end problem of the system..so, hampehkan..the moment i was calling the technical support da mmg tahap nak marah..and their response pon sama 2x5 mcm nak marah org jugak..bila call derang..ofkos ade di antaranya tu cam cass bagus...mcmla kita not exploring the LRS site good enough..3 x times calling them..different person..asik nak explain benda yg sama..and i really give up and fed up. so, just need to wait them to respond back to us..

kalu ikutkan mmg berlambak proposal nak kene amik tahu..tapi, i just dont bother..takat baca sesikit ape yg patut to assist my honey...yg lain2 mmg hampeh aku maleh nak layan...

Now..the list continuesss.......

1. follow up with Co Sec in regards to transfer of share form
2. have to ensure BEM documentation properly sign (Monday or Tuesday nxt week aim nak submit)
3. CIDB registration
4. Petronas Registration for new Co
5. Proceed to apply SWEC (tapi, aku jangka benda ni will stuck sbb LRS site yg hampess tu only gv us result of Co update in 2 weeks time..by that time..cesss...BEM Cert pon dah expired..so, hantulakan...
6. Siap2 sediakan support docs for registration termasuk SWEC..sampai aku naik nak muntah tgk the MTR...aku confirm benci tahap gaban nak hadap LRS SAP system..so, slowww lagi lembap...really waste my time..nak kene print out the MTR..sbnrnya geram gak ngan BOSS yg simply instruct.."yes...yes..we want the Co. to register with this and that scope"...

Right enough my honey was asking me to work more to make business..bukan tak nak put effort..mengkayakan dan memperbanyakkan aset keluarga..al-kisahnya aku bukannya tak mo buat bisnes..but, my time oredi occupied to support him for management...keje management sket punya byk..tang policy pon kita yg nak kne draft..nak harap staff..aku mcm tak confident..or aku nikah yang terlebih PERFECTIONIST..at one time, i was asking my assistant to create new policy for the company...seriously aku cant agree totally with the content and finally ended up, i have to revamp back the content...dlm pd tu..hati da mcm nak menyumpah2..rasa mcm...haiii apesalla mangkak lagi lurus bendul sgt wat kije..main copy paste bulat2 apa yg dia jumpa di tenet...tanpa paham sepatah hapa pon akan isinya..main tampal sana sini..da mcm pelik satu mcm...adoyaiii...

Actually aku pon wat kije copy paste gak...tp, otak ni ofkosle kene berjalan..hanya filter yg ok saje...yg mana content tak relevant sila tolak tepiii....

Dan aku menyampah nak handle ISO...kali ni aku minta tlg my honey for his staff to support...staff yg dia puji2 tahap dewa pon..aku ngk pon same kureng...aku suh wat kije dr last week..hampeh..yg keluarkan hanya few linesss? What  the heckk?? its really drive me crazy...so, for ISO kali ni..I just want to see the report is out...Aku review the report..and lantak kolah nak terbalik tergolek bagai to maintain the file as according to the procedure..jgn nak suruh aku audit file derang yg melambak..paling hampagas, filing merapu..nak org Admin plak tolong fixkan..sorry naik lorry ok..byk lagi keje lain aku nak buat..i will just do random check...

Hampeh..

Hari ini 18hb Dec..So abt a week would be Christmas..
All in all..my maid has worked with us for almost 3 mos. She has made improvement from the past..

DULU..

1. Tak sabar dan asik nak marah bebudak
2. Marah bile ditegur..suka cakap nanti dulu
3. terlalu byk akal n tipu helah nak dapatkan passport dia..
4. sikit2 nak batal permit (mcm dia plak tauke yg nak terminate contract)
5. nak buat kije ikut kepala dia..

SKRG..

1. Agak OK ngan bebudak..walo kebykan masa she will leave my 3 kids upstairs..My 5th usually will be with her..ON and OFF adela my 4th and 5th with her..Ade masa dia suap anak2 aku makan..
2. Gosok baju and lipat baju cincai boncai..(yg ni aku paling tak suke..my ex is better)
3. buat kerja agak lambat...tapi, discpline bangun pagi..kebiasannya dia bangun kul 5..cume dia ni lembap sket pergerakannya..
4. agak lewa kalu bawa bebudak berjalan..
5. agak suke tersenyum

YANG AKU KURANG BERPUAS HATI

1. Suka tinggalkan bebudak di tingkat atas
2. jarang nak naik tingkat atas dan kemas (sbb pada dia..buat ape nak kemas..nanti bebudak akan sepahkan..so, kkdg bila balik kije dan penat..tgk umah sesepah..mestila kepala jadi semakkan..kebiasaanya dia hy maintain kekemasan di tingkat bawah
3. iron baju cincai boncai..kkdg aku mmg pasan..dia iron baju punyala sekejap..takkan nak kene gitau berkali2 baru nak paham..
4. cincai boncai kalu kemas, lipat baju dan susun baju

TABIAT&CHARACTER

1. Suka melawa..kalu nak keluar rumah kebiasaannya suka pakai cologne dan berlipstick bagai..bau colognennya punyala menusuk..aku takdela nak komplen itu dan ini cam dia..sbb yelah..byk lagi perkara aku nk pikir..kebiasaannya bibik aku kat umah akan pakai baju mcm org nak pi jejalan..t-shirt and jeans or slack (walhal mem kkdg punyala sempoi lagi serabai)..Btw, aku pasan dia ni jenis agak pembersih
2. suka hati main langgar2 org and campak barang..eh, ko majikanke aku majikan?
3. suka cakap 'eh' or 'hei'..am sorry..that sounds soooo unacceptable
4. keras kepala for surelakan..tp. skrg agak mellow sket..ade pros n cons org berhati batu..pronya..dia akan cube buat keje sehabis baik (walo tak perfect)..consnya ofkos buat sakit hati majikan kalu dia melawan
5. ala2 pemalu tahap gaban ngan lelaki..kalu ade lelaki..kkdg bole jadi tune mcm gadis ala2 sopan...kekdah mcm perempuan Indon terakhir...walhal..at the back..kalu bercakap ngan mem punyala mcm org suka hati..(yang ni mmg nasib tak baikla bagi lelaki2 yg di luar sana..yg hanya judge pompuan ngan melihat luarannya...sbb hakikatnya...my maid ni mmg agak brutal orgnya...)..sooo mmg she is really 'PLASTICK'
6. orgnya agak rajin bekerja...pandaila jugak cari kerja kalu takde keje..cumenya dia ni tak suka ditegur..mcm ala2 pride kekdahnya..sprtnya...mcm rasa 'mangkak' sgt kalu ditegur majikan
7. bole buat keje tapi tak begitu teliti..
8. selalu perasan bagus atau diva..
9. kategori mulut laser gakla. ckp main suka ati..tapi, mudah sakit ati kalu tersentuh hati dgn perckpan kita..
10. mmg tak begitu pandai memasak
11. bole jadi actress..ade masa nampak sopan..ade masa nampak brutal..maklumla by translation her name is 'ASKAR'..jd perangai pon mcm panglima perang

KESIMPULAN

1. Kalu ikutkan my ex bibik yg aku suke komplen in my past posts much better dari my current maid..dia lebih suka melayan bebudak and terima aje kalu aku suh wat kije..whereas my current maid ..pd kbykan masa mmg suke menjawab dan bercakap..my ex tak byk berckp..bukan jenis kaki gayut..lebih kemas iron baju, kemas katil and kemas baju..cumenya my ex bibik ade sket panjang tangan...tapi, kebiasaannya dia akan amik brg yg dia fikir hilang..
2. aku tak nak letak jaminan that she will be staying longer with me..pd aku asal habis kontrak sudahla..better aku tukar org lain..
3. Better amik maid dr org yg kita tak kenal..so, aku nak hanginke..halauke..suka ati akulakan..

I hate exam!

Esok ade exam..mmg tahap menyampah..tak jugakla nak aim be the top flyers..janji lulus sudahla...

7th Nov..

Today is 7th Nov..da masuk sebulan lebih my bibik is working with me..so far, takde masalah sgt bangun pagi..adela cheating sket2..kkdg tak buat ape yg aku suruh...cume ade dua tiga perkara yg aku annoying sket ngan minah ni.. 1) bila aku suruh tak terus buat..sebaliknya nak settlekan dulu apa yg dia rasakan patut..ataupon dia jawab..'esok aje..'..nanti aje..' 2) bila aku suh masak..kkdg dia menjawab...cthnya..'sape aja nak makan, puan'.. 3) bila aku bantu dia..dia ilang ntah ke mana...katanya sibuk nak sidai kain..atau buat kerja lain.. Pagi tadi dok bawa dia pi klinik..takde plak nak beriya nak ngk2 anak2 aku..mmg sgt2 blurrr...tukang jaga klinik tu pon dok cakap maid aku lembap..actually, dia tu bukannya jenis lembap..tp, jenis pemalas nak layan kerenah bebudak...tak reti sabar...over je nak mengamuk...ke dia mmg jenis minah over?? Sejak pagi tadi aku mmg asik marah2..mebe sbb aku tak cukup tidur dek kerana anak2 dok muntah2.. Actually bibik aku tu okla jugak..ade sket2 gedik..dok ade masanya perasan dirinya cantik..ade masanya dia rasa diri dia jelek..ade masa ok..ade masa ko..ade masa menghiburkan..ade masa menyakitkan...mmg betul2 manusia tak stabil dlm dunia ni.....

Maid 2013..

Hai..hai..hai..setelah Yuning meninggalkan kami hampir 2.5 tahun lamanya..kami, akhirnya mendapat pengganti yg baru..pon begitu..maid kali ni tak jauh beza dr yuning..cumenya, Nat ni org Madura..umurnya baru awal 30an...janda anak 3...agak manja..mungkin sbb sewaktu menjadi isteri org..dia seorang yg manja...dan sentiasa diberi perhatian oleh suami.. Wajahnya lembut tetapi agak keras kepala..selalu buat kerja mengikut apa yg dia rasakan betul difikiran...jarang buat aku sakit ati...walaupon ada masanya mmg ade gakla dia buat aku sakit ati...sometimes, aku dok wonder..napa aku asik hot temper ngan si Yuning dulu2..mebe, sbb dengan pertambahan usia..dan sejak menjadi supervisor kpd 2 assistant aku di opis yg mana kedua2nya tak perfect performance dia cam Miss M sampai buat aku pening kepala dan hampir nak sack salah sorang dr derang...tahap keperfectionistan aku semakin berkurang...byk masa aku cube tutup mata dgn kekurangan Nat..apatah lagi, dgn keadaan aku..punya anak berderet...pasti sgtla..belum apa2 lg..kebiasaannya calon2 maid da surrender..paling tidak..mebe nak kije ngan aku...tp, demand gaji over! Maid aku kali ni..dibayar ngan gaji RM700...takde potongan gaji sbb dia spent tambang dan passport sendiri...permit ditanggung sepenuhnya oleh aku..kalu ikutkan mcm win2 situation gak..unless maid lari..mmg majikan yg rugi...mana taknya permit and fomema da bayar..maid plak tak serve the contract...memandangkan Nat nak gaji dia bulat2 diserahkan kepada makcik dia..kira punya kira..bukannya Nat tak untung..mmg untung...sbb, kalu ikutkan secara avenrage per year gaji bulanan dia sepanjang 2 tahun bekerja dgn aku adalah RM 800 sebulan termasuk permit bulanan RM 100 Kalu ikutkan Yuning mmg lagi better dr Nat..except Yuning ni lembap..tapi, nak jugakla dgr cakap kita...Yuning berusia hampir 40 tahun..dan Nat plak muda lagi dlm 31 gitu..mula2 aku sangkakan..kalu amik maid muda..yg muda akan hormat yg tua or dgr cakap..tp, sebaliknya...Nat orgny jenis tak bule ditegur dan adakalanya menjawab...dan mungkin sbb mukanya yg lembut..barangkali juga orgnya jadi cepat sensitip dan mudah merajuk...kalu ikutkan Nat da di sini hampir sebulan...pada permulaaannya mmg aku baik dgn Nat...tapi, sejak bergaduh balik dr Raya Haji...segala2nya telah berubah..pd kebanyakan masa..aku bercakap dgn dia apa yg perlu..Orgnya tak begitu pandai mengemas sgt...ada masanya mengemas..tp, tetap ade sampah yg tertinggal di bawah kabinet atau meja...tp, lepas dibanding2 dgn maid yg lain di luar sana..actually Nat not bad orgnya..yet, still cant challange Yuning..ni yg kkdg buatkan aku teringatkan si Yuning...itulah org cakap..bila depan mata asik nak gaduh...bila berjauhan lagi dikenang2...Nat orgnya kurang berbau kalu nak banding si Yuning..kebiasaannya mmg suke cari kerja..cume, lately jek aku ngk da mcm malas...mebe sbb masih tak biasa bekerja berat..jadi, bila buat kije berat sket..dia jadi cepat letih..or..mungkinkah sbb dia da kekenyangan dok makan durian malam tadi??? Orgnya tak begitu pandai menggosok..kije mmg cepat...tapo, kebiasaannya sbb nak cepat2..makanya cthnya lantai dan pinggan mop tak bersih or tak di cuci bersih..masih lg berminyak..

Malam yg semakin larut..

Malam makin larut..badan pon mula letih. Training yg patutnya aku attend esok..aku da postpone ke hari yg lain. Kkdg dpt aku rasakan...rasa badan letih my honey sure lagi berkali2 ganda dr aku SBBnya.... 1) he works in KL 2) he holds important post in the Company 3) kkdg he has to handle masalah management and also people he works with. dealing with people can be sooo stressful. inikan aku yg meghadap sorang bibik pon bila bibik x perform aku mula nak saiko ngan maki2..inikan plak bila anak2 buah aku buat hal..dan inilah jugak yg terjadi...buatkan hati aku kkdg berdebar2...bila rasa nak naik angin..and rasa nak pelempang anak2 buah aku sorang2...orrrr am I too perfectionist? Being a leader has taught me to accept the strength and weakness of our assistant. People is not born perfect..so, iron ladies out there please stay cool...yehaa! actually i was disappointing today cause my assistant start to speak malay with me sedangkan yesterday she was totally fine. bukanla masalah atau isunya di sini aku tak bangga dgn bahasa ibonda..tetapi, yg nyatanya...if she wants to improve her speaking, this would only the opportunity.and then when i was asking her to do something, i hv not seen her writting any notes causing her misses few points that i would like her to ask to the supplier..or she is totally blank??

Blogku yg senyap sunyi..

Blog aku ni da lama sgt dibiarkan menyepi..bukan tak mahu menulis..tp, aku sgt2la kesuntukan masa..masa yg bergitu terhad sgt2 tak mengizinkan aku nak merewang menulis blog.. Sejak tahun 2013..byk perkara yg da berubah..aku bangkit awal..jd supir hantar dan amik anak2 skool&taska..pi keje almost in daily basis from 8.30 to 6.00 p.m..memasak di rumah, menggosok baju...pendek kata mmg padatla jadual aku..by the time malam menjelma..aku terus jadik flat gile..

Hai hai hai..

Hai..hai..hai..dah lama betulkan aku tak menulis dlm blog..kalu ikutkan mmg ade aje idea aku nak menulis..cume sayangnya masa tak mengizinkan..at this time being aku busy dgn kerja..kerja dan kerja...walaupon ada masanya ade gakla yg aku dtg lambat ke ofis.. like today..am exhausted pi pick up baju from Jess..thinking that I can bring back all of new clothes fr him...nampaknya sangkaan aku meleset...ngk2, ari ni gak aku kene menyinggah ke kedai dia semula..bosan..bosan..bosankan...letih betul mak cik dibuatnya...masalah gum aku pon tak settle lg..dicampur lg ngan problem org baru masuk yg nampaknya belum mencapai piawaian std aku di ofis.. mendengar luahan rakan di tpt kerja...menyebabkan aku da mcm seriau plak nak keje luar..they way she told me the story..gile outspoken lagi straightfwd his boss commenting abt her work..mau taknya if i were in my shoes can make me feel like sebeban batu singgah di bahu aku.. dlm dok busy keje..kepala aku terganggu ngan kain baju raya yg nak dibeli dan ditempah..

Hari2 yg berlalu..

Hari2 yg berlalu..begitu byk suka duka perit jenuh yg dilalui..terbaru..my youngest oredi over 1 yr...Eppi belated Besday my Queennnn Baby..and in 10 days time...Milan would be offically 7 yo..Time flies..Milan is growing and taller plus matured..cume, ade gak perangai mengada2 dia..especially bilamasa aku jadik supir pi antar-amik-antar-amik anak2 fr skool..memang flat gile..nak2 bila kene pick bebudak tang panas2 terik..gosh...sgt2 cubaan..bilamana si Milan meragam..main2 dgn aku dan jalan jauh2 dr aku..konon2nya budget merajuk..sdgnkan aku dok kalut2 nak pi balik opis semula cepat..kebiasaannya..if am not back to opis..i will be staying n work fr home..kbykan masanya..i will terus take a bath sbb terasa panas dan sumuk gile.. Few weeks ago..finally Milan settle naik van sendiri..ade masanya sume2 ni nak kene paksa..otherwise mulala mengada2.. Terbaru..last Monday my honey had to undergo appendix operation..kaedah tebukan..appendix yg rosak..adela berupa jantung ayam..